The Journals of Ayn Rand (129 page)

Thus, a rational man, considering a specific political event, will call on his conceptual knowledge to identify the event by means of its essence. He will observe, for instance, that a given law establishes government controls and he will estimate it as evil, by means of his previously reached conviction that government controls are evil. He will not need to examine every concrete detail of the law or ponder over all its future consequences; his conceptual grasp of the essential element involved will contain and cover all those concretes.
But a man with an “emotional-perceptual” epistemology is helpless and lost before the complexity of the same law. His only method of condensing the meaning of that law is his emotion, backed by the context of his memories, which are loosely stored by resemblance, similarity, or chance association. He has no way of determining what is essential in that law, and thus his emotion becomes the essential—and, without examining or analyzing that law (which he cannot begin to do and would not know how), he concludes that the law is “bad” or “good” according to whatever aspect of it has the strongest emotional meaning for him, the strongest emotional associations or connotations. This is the reason why such men jump to conclusions rashly, on the mere hint of some isolated aspect of an issue, and miss the most important, essential, or relevant points, regardless of their intelligence and perceptiveness. This is why such men are always context-dropping; this is why they see the whole issue only when some advocate of reason points it out, and then they wonder: “Why didn’t I think of this before? Why didn’t I see it by myself?” This is how that epistemology can paralyze and negate the best mind.
Notes for cure: The difficulty in correcting this epistemology is the fact that a man’s emotion has become his only selector. Without it, he would feel totally lost in a maze of incomprehensible complexities (which no mind could hold), he wouldn’t know where to begin, he would literally feel something resembling the disintegration of his consciousness. (His emotional “yes” or “no” is the only integrator of his consciousness, that is: of his memories.) Therefore, one cannot simply forbid him to use his emotion as selector, one cannot remove it without providing him with a substitute. So the first step to take is as follows: while building up his conceptual files by a constant process of verbalizing and defining, teach him to analyze his emotional selector when he catches it in action. Thus, if he feels that politics is “bad,” make him ask himself: “Why do I feel this?” and name as many reasons as he can find. The reasons do not have to be exhaustive immediately; the purpose is to train him to the process of identifying the causes of his emotions—and, gradually, he will learn to discover deeper and deeper reasons, to remove more “onion skins,” and ultimately to reduce his emotional premises down to their philosophical, primary base. (Do not rush this process—let him do it—don’t let him memorize formulas and dogmas which he does not fully understand.)
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AR’s notes on psychology end here.
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1959
[
Several years later, AR noted some ideas for short stories.
]
A “horror story” about mechanics in charge of an H-bomb. The crime of the concrete-bound people—or of those who think only “down to a certain point.”
A savage with a computer, who perishes because he does not know how to operate it. This is the relationship of man to the automatic integrations of his consciousness, i.e., to his emotions. (Add the fact that the computer is operating constantly and that the savage thinks it’s a deity he must obey.)
“The Inside Story.” A dramatization of an inner conflict, with different actors presenting different, clashing premises—and the existential result.
 
 
May 27, 1959
The Inside Story
Tom.
The well-groomed man (social metaphysics). (“What would people say?”) [
“Social metaphysics ” refers to the neurosis resulting from automatized second-handedness, i.e., the type of psycho-epistemology that is focused primarily on the views of others, not on reality.
]
The shabby man (malevolent universe). (“It’s too dangerous!”)
The temperamental man (whim-worship). (“But I want it!”)
The fat man (anti-effort). (“Why bother?”)
The joker (death premise). (Laughter at values.)
The wife: Edna.
The doctor: Dr. Clark.
The temperamental man on the phone—screaming irrational denials. (“She knows, but can’t prove it.”)
Tom on the phone—assuring her of his love. (Her advice to him.)
The well-groomed man on the phone—“What would people say?” (Her ultimatum.)
The shabby man on the phone—the slap in the face—Edna walks out.
The panic over Dr. Clark.
Fight—the joker dominating—the knife—the windows are closed—the scream—the phone ringing.
Last scene—(three pages).
Undated
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This series of philosophic notes was paper-clipped together.
]
Values set the psycho-epistemological rhythm (or tempo) of cognition. They make one hold a given percept or concept in mind long enough to integrate; integration is what makes a thing or issue “real.”
Thus non-attention or non-retention is a matter of lack of values. And values have to be connected to action.
An “out of focus” state may be a state of rushing past everything (psycho-epistemologically), while focus requires slowness. (?)
Think this over;
it has many implications. (Such as the relationship of mental action to existential action.)
The reification of “forces” of nature is the rebellion against (or ignorance of) the law of identity: it separates entities from actions, implying that actions are not caused by the nature of the entities that act, but are caused by some outside power. For example: “Death takes a holiday” implies that death is not inherent in the nature of living entities. Or: “Spring brings flowers”—implying that the growth of flowers is not inherent in nature. This is an example of the inability to grasp that
existence exists.
The process of reifying abstractions is proper only in the
moral
realm, i.e.,
only
in regard to human character. Here, it is not a metaphor, a fantasy, or contradiction of reality—it is possible in fact, it is a
model.
The “determinism” to look for in human psychology is
logic.
The logic of a man’s basic premises determines his motivation and actions. (This is in regard to [the view] that the science of psychology cannot exist unless man is subject to determinism.)
Possible article: “The Vested Interest in Self-Abasement.”
Fear of unearned flaws and/or the desire to indulge real flaws.
The desire to be “safe” rather than happy.
Fear of one’s own emotions—and lack of knowledge of their source and meaning.
The “plausibility” of the notion of original sin.
In algebra, the relation of x (the unknown) to the other (known) elements of an equation determines its nature because x is the only variable, while the other elements are fixed and stable. This is the relationship of consciousness to existence: the content of consciousness is variable; the facts of existence are constant. Only on this basis can consciousness determine the nature of any given fact or problem that it is investigating.
 
 
February, 1960
For Yale lecture (random philosophical notes)
Religion is “canned philosophy”:
you don’t have to know what’s in it or how it’s cooked, no effort is required of you, just swallow it—and if it poisons you, it was your own fault, the cooks will tell you, you didn’t have enough “faith.”
The phenomenon of “wanting to have your cake and eat it, too”—the primacy of consciousness—is a luxury of a high civilization, of parasites who “feel safe.”
There are no whim-worshippers on a desert island.
(?) (The “primacy of consciousness” is the primacy of
wishes.
)

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