Authors: Stephanie Laurens
He let the moment stretch while assessing his options. Eventually asked, “And if I don’t?”
Her eyes narrowed. She opened her lips to reiterate that he would.
He cut her off by stepping nearer, closer, crowding her against the windows.
Immediately, heat bloomed between them, beckoning, enticing. Her eyes flared, her breathing caught, then continued more rapidly. Her hands rose, fluttered to rest lightly against his chest; her lashes lowered as he leaned closer.
“Our
mutual
attraction hasn’t faded in the least—it’s grown stronger.” He breathed the words along her cheek.
He wasn’t touching her, holding her, other than with his nearness. “You say it’ll fade—I say it won’t. I’m sure I’m right—you’re sure you are. You want to address the matter—I’m willing to be party to an agreement.”
Leonora felt giddy. His words were dark, forceful, black magic in her mind. His lips touched, butterfly light, to her temple; his breath fanned her cheek. She dragged in a tight breath. “What agreement?”
“If the attraction fades, I’ll agree to release you. Until it does, you’re mine.”
A shiver slithered down her spine. “Yours. What do you mean by that?”
She felt his lips curve against her cheek.
“Exactly what you’re thinking. We’ve been lovers—are lovers.” His lips drifted lower to caress her jaw. “We remain so while the attraction lasts. If it continues, as I’m sure it will, beyond a month, we marry.”
“A month?” His nearness was sapping her wits, leaving her dizzy.
“I’m willing to indulge you for a month, no more.”
She struggled to concentrate. “And if the attraction fades—even if it doesn’t completely die but
fades
within a month, you’ll agree that a marriage between us is not justified?”
He nodded. “Just so.”
His lips cruised over hers; her unruly senses leapt.
“Do you agree?”
She hesitated. She’d come out here to address what lay between them; what he was suggesting seemed a reasonable way forward…she nodded. “Yes.”
And his lips came down on hers.
She mentally sighed with pleasure, felt her senses unfurl like petals under the sun, wallowing, glorying, absorbing the delight. Savoring the urge—their mutual attraction.
It would fade—she knew it, absolutely beyond doubt.
It might be waxing stronger at the moment simply because, at least for her, it was so new, yet ultimately, inevitably, its power would wane.
Until then…she could learn more, understand more. Explore further. At least a little bit further. Sliding her hands up, she wound her arms about his neck and kissed him back, parted her lips for him, surrendered her mouth, felt the addictive warmth blossom between them when he accepted the invitation.
He shifted closer, pinning her against the window; one hard hand closed about her waist, holding her steady while their mouths melded, while their tongues dueled and tangled, caressed, explored, claimed anew.
Hunger flared.
She felt it in him—a telltale hardening of his muscles, self-restraint imposed, desire harnessed—and felt her own response, a rising tide of heated longing that welled and washed through her. That had her pressing closer, sliding a hand to trace his jaw, tempting him to deepen the kiss.
He did, and for a moment the world fell away.
Flames flared, roared.
Abruptly he drew back. Broke the kiss enough to murmur against her lips, “We need to find a bedchamber.”
She was giddy, wits whirling. She tried, but couldn’t concentrate. “Why?”
His lips returned to hers, taking, needing, giving. He drew away, his breathing not quite steady. “Because I want to fill you—and you want me to. It’s too dangerous here.”
The gravelly words shocked her, thrilled her. Shook a few of her wits into place. Enough so she could think beyond the heat coursing her veins, the pounding in her blood.
Enough to realize.
It was too dangerous anywhere!
Not because he was wrong, but because he was absolutely right.
Just hearing him say the words had escalated her need, deepened that heated longing, the emptiness she knew he could and would fill. She wanted, desperately, to know again the pleasure of having him join with her.
She pulled out of his arms. “No—we can’t.”
He looked at her. Blinked dazedly. “Yes, we can.” The words were uttered with simple conviction, as if he was assuring her they could walk in the park.
She stared at him. Realized she had no hope of arguing convincingly against it; she’d never been a good liar.
Before he could seize her wrist—as he usually did—and haul her off to a bed, she whirled and fled.
Down the corridor. She sensed him behind her; swerved and flung open one of the many doors. Rushed through.
Her mouth fell open in a silent O. She stopped, teetering on her toes just inside a large linen press. They were alongside the dining room; tablecloths and napkins were neatly stacked on shelves on either side. At the end of the tiny chamber, filling the gap between the shelves, was a bench for folding.
Before she could turn, she felt Trentham behind her. Filling the doorway, blocking her escape.
“Excellent choice.” His voice purred, deep and dark. His hand curved around her bottom; he pushed her forward, stepping in behind her.
Shutting the door.
She swung around.
Tristan swept her into his arms, brought his lips down on hers, and let his reins loose. Kissed her witless, let desire rule, let the pent-up passions of the last week pour through him.
She sank against him, caught up in the maelstrom. He drank in her response. Felt her fingers tense, then her
nails sank into his shoulders as she met him, appeased him, then tormented him.
Urged him on.
Why she’d taken against a bed he had no idea; perhaps she wanted to expand her horizons. He was only too willing to accommodate her, to demonstrate all that could be accomplished even in such surroundings.
A narrow fanlight above the door let in a shaft of moonlight, enough for him to see. Her gown reminded him of a storm-wracked sea from which her breasts rose, heated and swollen, aching for his touch.
He closed his hands about them and heard her moan. Heard the entreaty, the urgency in the sound.
She was as heated, as needy, as he. With his thumbs, he circled her nipples, hard pebbles beneath the silk, tight and hot and wanting.
Sinking deeper into her mouth, plundering evocatively, deliberately presaging what was to come, he released her breasts and swiftly dealt with her laces, let the dark gown collapse about her waist while he found and unfastened the tiny buttons down the front of her chemise.
He pushed the straps from her shoulders, bared her to the waist; without breaking the kiss, he fastened his hands about her waist and lifted her, sat her on the bench, cupped her breasts one in each hand, broke from the kiss, and bent his head to pay homage.
She gasped, fingers tightening on his skull, spine bowing as he feasted. Her breathing was fractured, desperate; he pushed her ruthlessly on, laving, then suckling, until she sobbed.
Until his title fell from her lips on a pleading gasp.
“Tristan.” He licked a tortured nipple, then raised his head. Took her lips again in a searing kiss.
Lifted her skirts, frothed the soft petticoats up about her waist, spreading her knees as he did, stepping between.
He clamped one hand about her naked hip.
Trailed the fingers of the other up the silky inner face of one thigh, and cupped her.
The shudder that wracked her nearly brought him to his knees. Forced him to break from the kiss, drag in a huge breath, and reach desperately for some small measure of control.
Enough to hold back from ravishing her.
He stepped nearer, pressing her knees wider, opening her to his touch. Her lids fluttered; her eyes glinted through the screen of her lashes.
Her lips were swollen, parted, her breathing ragged, her breasts alabaster mounds rising and falling, her skin pearly in the silvery light.
He caught her gaze, trapped it, held her with him as he eased a finger into her tight sheath. Her breath hitched, then rushed out as he reached deeper. Her fingers sank into his upper arms. She was slick, wet, so hot she scalded him. He wanted nothing more than to sink his aching erection into that beckoning heat.
Their gazes locked, he readied her, pressing deep, working his hand so she was fully prepared, releasing her hip to unbutton his trousers, then guiding himself to her entrance. Gripping her hip, he held her, and nudged in.
Watched her face, watched her watching him watch her as he pressed deeper. Releasing her hip, he spread his hand over her bottom, and eased her forward. With his other hand lifted her leg.
“Wrap your legs about my hips.”
She dragged in a breath and did. Cradling her bottom in both hands, he drew her to the edge of the bench, and pressed in, inch by inch deeper, feeling her body give, accept and take him in.
Her eyes remained locked on his as their bodies came together; when he finally thrust the last inch, embedding himself inside her, she caught her breath. Her lashes
swept down, her eyes closed, her face passion blank as she savored the moment.
He was with her, watching, knowing, feeling.
Only when her lashes fluttered up, and she again met his gaze did he move.
Slowly.
His heart was thundering, his demons raging, desire pounding in his veins, but he kept a tight rein—the moment was too precious to lose.
The startling intimacy as he drew slowly back, then filled her again, and watched her eyes darken even more. He repeated the movement, attuned to her heartbeat, to her need, to the urgency in her—not a hard, driving need like his but a softer, more feminine hunger.
One he needed to sate even more than his own.
So he kept the pace slow, and watched her rise, watched her eyes glaze, heard her breath strangle—watched her come apart in his arms. Listened to her cries until he had to kiss her to mute the telltale sounds, the sweetest symphony he’d ever heard.
He held her, sunk deep in her body, deep in her mouth, when she shuddered, fractured, and climaxed about him. Knew only a fleeting surprise when she took him with her.
Into bliss.
The slow, hot, deeply fulfilling dance slowed, halted. Left them locked together, breathing hard, foreheads touching. The thudding of their hearts filled their ears. Their lashes lifted, gazes touched.
Lips brushed, breaths mingled.
Their warmth held them.
He was sheathed to the hilt in her clinging heat and had no desire to move, to break the spell. Her arms locked about his neck, her legs locked about his hips, she made no effort to shift, to edge away—to leave him.
She seemed even more dazed, more vulnerable, than he.
“Are you all right?”
He whispered the words, watched her eyes focus.
“Yes.” The reply came on a soft exhalation. She licked her lips, looked briefly at his. Cleared her throat. “That was…”
Leonora couldn’t find any word that sufficed.
His lips kicked up at the end. “Stupendous.”
She met his gaze, knew better than to nod. Could only wonder at the madness that had gripped her.
And the hunger, the raw need that had gripped him.
His eyes were dark, but softer, not sharp as they usually were. He seemed to sense her wonder; his lips curved. He touched them to hers.
“I want you.” His lips brushed hers again. “In every possible way.”
She heard the truth, recognized its ring. Had to wonder. “Why?”
He nudged her head back, set his lips cruising her jaw. “Because of this. Because I’ll never have enough of you.”
She could sense the power of his hunger rising again. Felt the sensation of him within her grow more definite.
“Again?” She heard the stunned amazement in her voice.
He answered with a low growl that might have been a very male chuckle. “Again.”
She never should have agreed—acquiesced—to that heated second mating among the tablecloths.
Sipping her tea at the breakfast table the next morning, Leonora made a firm resolution not to be so weak in future—during the rest of the month that was left to them. Trentham—Tristan as he’d insisted she call him—had finally escorted her back to the reception rooms with a
smug, wholly male, proprietory air she’d found irritating in the extreme. Especially given she suspected his smugness derived from his entrenched belief that she would find his lovemaking so addictive she’d blindly agree to marry him.
Time would teach him his error. In the meantime, it behooved her to exercise some degree of caution.
She hadn’t, after all, intended to acquiesce to even a first mating, let alone the second.
Nevertheless…she had learned more, had definitely added to her store of experience. Given the terms of their agreement, she had nothing to fear—the impulse, the physical need that brought them together
would
gradually wane; an occasional indulgence was no great matter.
Except for the possibility of a child.
The notion floated into her mind. Reaching for another slice of toast, she considered it. Considered, surprised, her initial impulsive reaction to it.
Not what she’d expected.
A frown growing in her eyes, she waited for common sense to reassert itself.
Eventually acknowledged that her interaction with Trentham was teaching her, revealing to her, things about herself she’d never known.
Never even suspected.
Through the following days, she kept herself busy, studying Cedric’s journals and dealing with Humphrey and Jeremy and the customary round of daily life in Montrose Place.
In the evenings, however…
She started to feel like the perennial Cinderella, going to ball after ball and night after night inevitably ending in the arms of her prince. An exceedingly handsome, masterful prince who never failed, despite her firm resolve, to
sweep her off her feet…and into some private place where they could indulge their senses, and that flaring need to be together, to share their bodies and be one.