The Language of Sparrows (9 page)

He leaned forward. “Enough about me. Tell me about your photography. What do you like to take pictures of most?”

“Faces.” Her own face lit up. “Ordinary life in all its glory. I was quite the pest growing up. Invading neighborhood barbeques, following my sister and her boyfriend on their walks, capturing my dad grumbling as he balanced the checkbook.”

He took a forkful of saffron rice. She didn’t mention her husband or her daughter. “Why did you stop?”

She shook her head. “It’s a long story.”

When he sat back to wait for the story, she laughed, the sound reminiscent of warm caramel. “It’s time for me to pick up Sierra.”

“Okay, okay. But take a picture before you leave. You’ve got the camera. Go ahead. I’d like to see what you can do here.”

“A picture of what?” She gestured around the room. There wasn’t much photo-worthy in the office.

“I guess I’m the only face,” he laughed. “Take one of me.”

She looked down at her lap, color rising to her cheeks.

Ali’s wife came in and began to clear away the dishes.

“May I?” April asked, lifting the camera from her neck.

The woman inclined her head in agreement, and April clicked twice.

Nick came behind her and looked at the screen. It was a good shot. He could sense the older woman’s shyness, her precision as she wiped away crumbs. Her personality shone through the image. But then he realized—April was willing to take a picture of Ali’s wife, but not of him.

She had a way of capturing people through her lens. The few photos he’d seen spoke deeply about the people in the picture and gave him a sense of the woman behind the camera. She was a professional, an artist, but when she’d refused to take his picture, she’d had all the shyness of a blushing sophomore.

Chapter Fourteen

April’s hope fell as she pulled up to the church portico that evening. Sierra slumped against a brick column, ignoring the other girls clustered together.

“Did you meet anyone nice?” April tried. The words sounded ineffective even as they left her lips. But it was church for goodness’ sake. Someone must have reached out to her.

Sierra slouched in her seat. “I’m not going back.”

April clutched the steering wheel as she turned out of the parking lot, then glanced at Sierra.

“You only went once. Give it another tr—”

Sierra gave her that stare. Okay, so she wasn’t going back to the youth group. It had taken enough pleading to get her to try the youth group in the first place. April’s last desperate hope that Sierra would find a friend at church or school wilted away. And where else would she connect with someone?

At home, Sierra went into her room, closing the door behind her with a definitive click. April didn’t have to look in on her to know what she would be doing—sitting on her bed, looking up Romanian sites. Obviously, keeping her away from Mr. Prodan was only fueling the obsession.

At least when Sierra had fallen in love with Spanish, she’d overcome her shyness to practice the language with a couple of neighbors and watched Spanish television shows. But with no one to speak Romanian with, her new words only drove her to endless Internet surfing alone in her room.

April didn’t feel right about letting Sierra spend time alone with Luca Prodan though. As much as she liked him, she didn’t truly know him. And how many likeable neighbors and uncles ended up on the news after some girl went missing? Even Nick didn’t think the relationship was a good idea.

She swallowed a couple of Advil to stave off a creeping headache and pulled on her sweats. Curling up on the sofa, she glanced at Sierra’s closed door. Would another visit to the elderly man resolve anything?

It couldn’t hurt.

On her next day off, April made up her mind. She drove over the bayou, marveling once again at the sudden change from gray to green, and parked in his driveway. He stood on the porch, washing his front windows. It looked like too strenuous a task. He strained to reach the top of the window, ran down the window with his sponge, and then wrung it out over a bucket, flexing his hand afterward, only to begin again.

April rested her head on the palm of her hand. Washing windows at his age? Impressive, to say the least. He had also recently planted pansies for the cooler weather, and his shutters appeared to have a fresh coat of black paint. He got around for one so frail.

She waved as she got out of the car.

He gave her a formal nod. He had seen her, but as was his way, he took his time to acknowledge her presence. There was something she liked about that. Everyone was always in such a rush. It was nice to see someone who wasn’t.

She met him on the porch. “Do you have plans? I was hoping you’d go to lunch with me.”

He gave her an unblinking stare as he wrung out his sponge over a bucket. “I have made a soup and fresh rolls. There is enough for two.”

April wanted to see this man out in public. Who was he? She wanted to get a feel for him, and the best way was to see him among people.

“I still remember those pastries you gave me last time I was here. You’re an excellent cook.” She flashed him a bright smile to encourage him. “But I have a coupon for Blue Ziti’s. It would be fun.”

He gave her a bemused glance. “Another time perhaps.”

He started back into the house.

She reached for his arm. “Please. It’s my treat.”

He turned back to her. “Why does a beautiful young woman want to spend her day with an irritable old man, I must ask myself.”

She let her hand drop and studied the pansies, then looked up at him seriously. “Would you believe me if I said the well-being of my family rests upon it?”

He stood still, inspecting her, and finally nodded. “Yes, I think I might.”

It took him several minutes to get himself into the passenger seat and to buckle his seat belt. All the way to the restaurant, he kept touching the window and looking up and down the street.

Once sitting at the booth in the restaurant, April studied Mr. Prodan as she flipped through the menu. In the restaurant’s muted light, he seemed more like the confident man she remembered. The restaurant was full, as always, but his eyes stayed on their table.

He ordered the baked fish and only ate a few bites. April ordered her favorite—baked ziti with mushrooms and an unseemly amount of melted cheese. She cleaned her plate.

As they ate, they talked about Sierra. He explained that he’d read her poems and shared books with her.

“Your daughter has a sharp mind,” he said. “But she needs permission to use it.”

If only he knew. A sharp mind didn’t come close to describing Sierra’s brilliance.

They talked about the book he was reading, written by an obscure Israeli author she’d never heard of. He asked her what she was reading.

“You wouldn’t find it interesting.”

He took a sip of water. “I enjoy all things in print. You must tell me.”

She wound a bit of left-behind melted cheese around her fork, embarrassed. “It’s a romance. Medieval.”

“Ah. And where would the world be without romance? What keeps the lovers apart?”

She should have picked up the Pulitzer she’d been meaning to read. But she’d wanted something light, and light it was.

“Well,”—she rolled her eyes—“there’s a duke’s daughter. But she’s in danger, so she’s hiding in an abbey. A wounded knight is under her care. He thinks she’s a nun, though, and being the honorable man he is, wouldn’t dream of interfering with her vows.”

“And yet,” Mr. Prodan broke in, “he cannot help but lose his heart to her. What of the woman? Does she return his love?”

“The knight has a seal in his belongings, which seems to implicate him in her father’s murder. She hopes desperately he’s innocent, because she’s never met another man like him.” She flushed. “Silly, isn’t it?”

“No, no.” He straightened his fork and knife next to his plate. “There is nothing silly about true love. It is good to escape from the harsher realities.”

An escape from harsh realities indeed. Knights and duchesses and true love that healed all wrongs. Oh, if only.

They moved on to talk about the weather and his garden. Mr. Prodan chatted, drawing her into the conversation. He was kind, intelligent, articulate. An old-fashioned gentleman. He could hurt no one. She could see no reason not to allow Sierra to visit with him. If the two spent their time in a public place like this restaurant, say, or the library, what was the possible harm?

While she paid the bill at the register, Mr. Prodan inspected a sales display of soup standing in a pyramid. She signed the bill and turned around to see him turn a jar of tomato soup.

“I wonder what ingredients they have used,” Mr. Prodan said.

Two policemen carrying takeout bags went by—beefy men with hard faces. But one stopped to steady the pyramid of jars, and his words were polite. “Careful, sir. They’re about to fall.”

“Yes, yes.” Mr. Prodan raised his voice, as if the man might be losing his hearing. He stared at the policeman wild-eyed, his hand still touching the soup jar. The officers shot him puzzled glances and went out the door. April laid the pen on the register. Luca mouthed something—quick, silent words. Not to her. He seemed to be speaking to himself.

He let go of the soup, and the entire pyramid went toppling to the floor with a crash. Glass and soup littered the space around him.

The cashier turned to someone behind her. “Get a mop out here, okay?”

April rushed to him. “Mr. Prodan …”

He stood in the middle of the puddle, looking impossibly boyish and helpless. “Take me home. Please.”

Poor man. She walked carefully through the broken glass. “What were they thinking, putting glass bottles in such a fragile display, right?” She forced a laugh.

He pronounced his words slowly as if she, too, were deaf. “Take. Me. Home. That is what I said, Mrs. Wright. I did not wish to come here with you. And I now wish very much to go home.”

She let the stinging words roll away and reached a hand to help him step over the mess. He refused her hand and did not meet her eyes.

“Careful with your shirt. There’s glass.”

April pulled aside the cashier, offering to pay for the ruined soup, but she waived her off with a bright smile. “No harm done. You go on and take care of him.”

Mr. Prodan refused to bother with the shards of glass lodged in his shirt. He refused to speak all the way home and sat without moving.

At his house, she intended to help him to his door, but he stopped her with a freezing glare. “I do not wish for your help, Mrs. Wright.”

He walked stiffly to the door. She sat in the driveway, taking out her cell phone and then putting it back into her purse. She couldn’t just leave him, not like this. Nick would still be in school, but he’d be out soon.

She swung home to look up Nick’s address. Today was one of the few days she could be at home to greet Sierra after school, but she couldn’t let Mr. Prodan suffer alone at home, and she couldn’t talk about him to Nick with Sierra by her side.

He lived in a clean, manicured part of town. As she drove into his complex, she found slate-blue townhouses perched around a curved drive. Slender pine trees shaded the complex.

She sat on his steps. The half-hour wait was no hardship in a place like this. And it gave her time to organize her thoughts. How could she convey to him what had happened to his father in the restaurant?

He didn’t see her when he pulled up or as he strolled up the sidewalk, rolling up his shirtsleeves. Then he looked up and his face broke into a smile.

“Hey, Nick.” The soft, blue sky overhead and the smell of pines and wood smoke made her wish she had something better to say. “I spent some time with your dad today.”

His smile faded.

“Why don’t you come inside?”

He unlocked the front door and led her into a modern, well-furnished home. The opposite of his father’s house, she’d say. Modern couches and plush carpets made her think of a model home. A fireplace with ceramic tiles and built-in bookshelves re-enforced the image.

But happily, he had stacks of essays on the coffee table, an open book on the sofa, and a soda can on the mantel. While he opened the blinds, she stepped into the open kitchen. Despite the art deco flour jar and all the modern appliances, it was a good bet he didn’t cook much in here. His kitchen made her feel like an intruder, as if she might leave a smudge. She pulled a hand towel to make it a tad crooked. There, that was better.

She went back into the living room and sank onto the sofa.

He sat on a leather ottoman, facing her. “What happened?” Somehow he seemed to know she wouldn’t be there without a story to tell.

She pulled her arms around her knees. “There were two policemen.”

Nick closed his eyes. This wasn’t new territory for him then.

“Your dad kind of lost it. I took him out to lunch, and he accidentally toppled a soup display. He got very upset, hardly said a word to me after.”

“He’ll be fine.” Nick looked down. “He doesn’t get out much. For good reason.”

April melted against the suede cushion. “You’ll look in on him then?”

He nodded. “You wanted to know why I buy his groceries? That’s why.” Nick took off his glasses and massaged the bridge of his nose. He pushed on the ottoman with his hands like he would get up, but he didn’t. He stayed there near her, their knees almost touching. “He gives me mostly grief for my trouble, but he’s my father. Someone’s got to look out for him.”

“You’re a good son then, Nick.” How could Luca Prodan intentionally irritate his son or give him grief? It didn’t fit with the intelligent, well-spoken man she had spent time with. Falling apart, sure. But being outright mean?

Nick’s eyes right then made her think of choppy, cold waters. She felt an unaccountable desire to take his hands in hers, to tell him she understood the pain of loving someone who couldn’t give you the kind of love you needed back.

Instead she picked up a black-and-white photo in a gilded frame off the corner table. A dark-headed couple with a little boy smiled in front of an outdoor café. Luca Prodan was so young and fit in the picture it gave her chills. His pride for his beautiful wife and their son shone out of the picture. Nick, a boisterous toddler, stood on a chair between them.