Read The Last Faerie Queen Online
Authors: Chelsea Pitcher
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The night before our departure, the Queen offered to tell us a story. From the way her entourage reacted, it was obvious this was a rare treat. For a few chaotic moments, I heard more whispering at the dinner table than I'd heard in the hallways of Unity High. Then a nymph called out, “Tell us a Naiad and Dryad!”
“Oh, Darkness.” I chuckled into my goblet. Naiad and Dryad were characters in old folk tales, the kind used by mothers to warn their children away from humans: Dryad Discovers the Iron Railway; Naiad Gets Caught in a Fishing Net. I must've heard dozens of them. They always had a lesson.
“What do you say, Lady?” I asked, my tongue properly loosened from the wine I'd been sipping. “Surely, the mortals would enjoy a good folktale.”
The Bright Lady grinned, her eyes settling on Taylor. “I believe I have just the story. Maya de Livre?”
The Queen's royal storyteller, in all her gnarled glory, climbed
onto
the table and began waving her hands through the air.
“Telling stories is complicated for the fey,” I explained to the humans as images took shape: a green and brown creature raced through the forest, while a lady with shimmering blue skin swam in a lake. “Surely, we can tell stories of things that have come to pass. But âfairy tales,' as you call them, or stories that we have made up to entertain children, cannot simply be spoken, for speaking them would be a lie. Therefore, we must use glamour to
illustrate
what we are saying, and in this way, we are no longer lying. We are merely describing that which dances before our eyes.”
“Wow,” Kylie breathed, as the creature called Naiad circled in the air as if swimming. That long blue hair trailed out around her, and tinted waves unfurled at her back. Meanwhile, Dryad danced on the land, spinning and spinning while leaves fell from her hair.
“Once upon a time,” the Seelie Queen said, “Naiad and Dryad were sisters, in the way that all creatures of the universe are sisters. Both reveled in the beauty of the earth, and each adored the other. They were kindred, Naiad sticking to the shallows, and Dryad running alongside the shore, so that they could be together.”
As the Queen spoke, the creatures in the air shifted, illustrating her words: the lady of the forest ran along a green, mossy bank, while the lady of the river splashed along beside her.
“For many years, it was this way,” the Queen said. “But times change. The earth was ever shifting, ever lifting up her petals to unveil new layers, and while Dryad delighted in each revelation, Naiad grew afraid. She did not like the changes that were happening on the land. She clung to the old waysâthe fluid, but constant, waters. She clung to the dark, where she could believe that things would always stay the same. And she began to distrust Dryad, and moved away from her, into the depths.”
Together we watched as Naiad disappeared into a cool, dark body of water, until only her glowing blue eyes could be seen. Meanwhile, Dryad traveled the shores, searching for her friend.
“Naiad retreated to the deep, moving farther and farther away from the world of the land. Eventually, she forgot how it felt to feel the sun on her skin. Even worse, she forgot her love for Dryad.” The Queen looked up, her green eyes glistening. “Enlisting the help of the creatures of the sea, Naiad came up with a plot to overthrow the creatures of the land. To usher in a new age of darkness.” More eyes appeared in the water, glowing gold and silver and green. “And though they could wipe out most of civilization in their quest for safety, many of them believed in Naiad's plan. To them it seemed safer than the alternative. It seemed safer than change.
“So it began. The war between two sisters. The battle that should never have been. Blood stained the rivers and soaked into the roots of the trees. Midsummer came, and the leaves were already red. Dryad began to fear for the lives of all of them. She had to find a way to get Naiad back.”
Here the Queen smiled, a small, sinister thing. “And so Dryad came up with her own plan. You see, Dryad had known Naiad for thousands of years. She knew the way her sister thought, and what she feared.” She paused a moment before she said, “What she desired. So Dryad scoured the land for a creature that could warm Naiad from the inside.”
“Why a creature of the land?” Keegan asked, as Maya de Livre waved her hands, pulling Dryad back into the forest.
“You're so impatient,” Kylie said, elbowing her brother. “Don't you think she's going to answer that?”
“It doesn't hurt to ask.”
“It does if it wastes timeâ”
The Queen cleared her throat and the leaves in the clearing took flight. They settled in around us, adorning our clothes, falling in our hair.
“Sorry,” said the twins. They seemed unusually cheerful, considering we were about to go to war. Then again, the faeries had given Kylie a high-backed saddle earlier this week, which she could use to ride into battle. And Keegan was sneaking into the forest more and more often, returning with a lazy smile and joking that “a gentleman doesn't kiss and tell.”
I suppose we were all taking pleasure where we could find it.
“I forgive you.” The Queen smiled down at the twins. But she didn't answer Keegan's question, not then. She was too busy studying the figure that Maya de Livre was creating out of thin air. The boy with tanned skin and fiery hair. “Dryad found a boy she deemed to be an appropriate lover for her friend. And using old magic, she transformed him until he looked like a creature of the sea.” Slowly, the boy's features darkened, until his hair was blue-black and his skin was cerulean. “She even granted him the power to breathe underwater for a short time. But an ancient creature like Dryad was still limited in certain things, and she warned the boy never to swim too deep.” The Queen paused, touching her lips. “It seemed a simple enough instruction.”
“But it wasn't?” This time it was Kylie who asked the question, and I expected Keegan to retaliate with all manner of protests. But he didn't. It was clear he wanted to hear the rest of the story, and even the prospect of arguing with his sister could not distract him.
“Alas, Dryad was foolish,” the Queen said. “The creature she chose to seduce her friend was a young thing.”
“How young?” Taylor asked, tightening his grip on my hand. I closed my eyes at the feel of him.
But they opened again when the Queen started speaking directly to him. “Not much older than you, sweet,” she gushed. “And just as beautiful, with your sun-kissed skin and untamable hair. Naiad didn't stand a chance against his sweetness and beauty. His bravery.”Â
“So she fell for him?” Taylor asked, squirming under her scrutiny.
“She fell for him quite wholeheartedly,” the Bright Queen said, as Naiad led the boy into the shallows. “More so, even, than Dryad had anticipated. But just when Dryad was set to remove the glamour and prove to Naiad that dwellers of the land were worthy of loving, tragedy struck.”
“Oh God.” Taylor turned to me, his eyes widened in shock. “He drowned.”
“No way,” Kylie said, narrowing her eyes at him. “Why would you say that? He didn't drownâ”
“He did indeed,” said the Queen.
“
What?
”
Keegan and Alexia shouted together.
The Seelie Queen nodded. “The boy was foolish. They all were, in a way. But Dryad was the biggest fool of all, for not seeing it coming. You see, being a creature of the water, and a lover of this particular boy, Naiad wanted to make love to him in her favorite placeâa secret, underwater cave. He made it so far as the opening before his lungs began to cry out. He tried to swim back to the surface, but Naiad was confused. She thought she'd done something to upset him. She swam after him.”
“Oh, no,” Taylor said, as Naiad chased after the drowning boy. Grabbing him around the waist, she dragged him back down into the depths.
“She restrained him,” the Queen said, “begging him to tell her what was wrong. Believing wholeheartedly that he was a creature of the deep, she did not understand his struggling. And as she pressed her lips to his, he took his final breath.” The boy went limp in Naiad's arms. “She let go then, and watched him float to the surface. In that moment, she realized what had happened.”
“She figured it out?” Kylie asked.
“She saw it,” I said, and they all turned to me. “Glamour applied in life dissolves in death. Living cells respond to it, but glamouring a dead thing is simply covering it up. That's why I ran into trouble in the mortal world. I witnessed a mortal's death, and glamoured her body to look like a log, hoping to
borrow
her identity. But I lingered too long, and the glamour faded. Her body was discovered.”
“The real Laura Belfry,” Taylor murmured, and I nodded.
“T
he glamour left this boy when he died, revealing his true form to Naiad,” the Queen said. “And in that moment, she understood everything.” Now Naiad's lake grew darker, while Dryad's fo
rest grew thicker, each blocking the other out. “Thus, in her attempt to bring her friend back to the light, Dryad had pushed her over the edge, into an abyss from which she would never return.”
“They never made up?” Kylie asked, trying to see Naiad in the darkness.
The Queen shook her head. The change was subtle, but I was nearly certain I could see strands of red bleeding through her hair. “Naiad blamed Dryad for the death of her lover. Where there had once been discord, hatred bloomed between them.”
“And the war raged on?” Taylor asked. He was studying the story the way he'd studied mine back in the mortal world. But this was only a fable. A story used to enrapture mortals.
“The war worsened,” the Queen replied. “And Dryad grew even more desperate.”
“Did she come up with another plan?” Taylor pressed.
The Queen looked at him a long moment. “That is a story for another time.”
“So that's the end?” Keegan asked.
“
The end?”
Kylie crossed her arms over her chest. “That's a horrible ending.”
She cowered a little when the Queen narrowed her eyes. “Tragic, I mean.”
“What are we supposed to take away from that?” Alexia asked.
“Always be nice to your friends,” Keegan said, clasping his hands together in mock giddiness.
Only Taylor remained silent, looking up at the Queen and studying her face. “It's about difference,” he said after a minute. “Or perceived difference.” He waited for the Queen to nod before continuing.
She did.
“It's about the way people destroy each other over imagined difference. And they all end up lonely, or dead.” After a moment, he added, “Am I right?”
“You need to trust your instincts,” I murmured.
To my surprise, he turned to look at me. “If I trusted my instincts, I'd say it's about something else entirely.”
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That night, I couldn't sleep. I felt
charged
. Not only was I getting better with the bows and arrows (and the sword, in spite of Elora's insistence that I fight on the fringes), but I was finally gaining headway in my investigation. Tomorrow, I'd figure out how to tell Elora what the Bright Queen's story had revealed.
Her father was a bright faerie.
But not tonight. Because we'd taken the day off from fighting, t
o
rest up for our travels, there was only one thing left to do. Turning on my side, I buried my face in Elora's hair. She laughed. The sound was so soft, almost a sigh, and when she turned to me,
she smiled.
Her eyes were so bright, I just ⦠couldn't help myself. I knew my friends were sleeping nearby, but there was maybe twenty feet between us, and besides, there wasn't time to sneak off into the forest.
This had to happen now.
I started at her neck. I was still figuring out when to use my lips and when to use my tongueâI mean, what was the best, and where
, but she didn't seem to mind either way. She was sighing, hands curling into my hair, pulling me closer. But I wasn't going to stay close, not tonight. Not like this.
Pushing onto my hands and knees, I started trailing my kisses down. First over her shoulder, then down her arm. It was awkward, not nearly as smooth as it was in the movies; but then, I bet actors got a hundred takes to get it right. Me, I just had to dive in and hope things worked out.
So I did.
I inched past her waist, which I didn't kiss because she was wearing clothes. After that came the skirt, and it was billowy and long. I thought maybe she'd stop me long before I got to my destination, but she didn't. Instead she lay there, turned onto her side, facing me, because it hurt to lay on her back. Maybe it always would. But I could improvise.
I was good at that.
I reached the end of her skirt, finally, after twenty years of searching. Or so it seemed, but still, she didn't stop me. She was following me with her eyes, this soft smile on her lips. And when my hand slipped under the hem of her skirt, she grinned.
Then I was gone, into the darkness. I could hear Elora murmuring softly as I slid my fingers past her ankle. Then a soft sigh when my lips trailed up her calf. I licked her playfully, just above the knee, and she gasped.
I had to stop for a minute to catch my breath. It wasn't because of what I was doing. It was
her.
She intoxicated me. My limbs felt shaky and my entire being strained to reach her. I thought I would die if she didn't touch me. I thought I would die if I didn't taste her.
One thing at a time.
My heart started to race as I neared the center of her. My hands were heavy. My body was electric. I was running my tongue up the length of her thigh when the voice pulled me out of the darkness.
“Okay, seriously, I'm happy for you guys,” Keegan said. “But for fuck's sake. There's forest all around.”
I mumbled, “Sorry,” crawling back out of Elora's skirt, and Keegan turned on his back, away from us. On the other side of the clearing, Kylie giggled, and Alexia shushed her. So I guess we weren't the only ones awake after all. Or maybe I just wasn't as stealthy as I thought.
I looked at Elora, and she reached out her hand.
I lifted her from the ground and we hurried into the surrounding forest, and suddenly we couldn't keep our laughter in anymore. That's the thing about getting some, or being about to get some, or giving some. It puts the world in perspective.
Nothing could ruin our mood right now.
We found a place relatively quickly. Or maybe we didn't try that hard. Her hands were on my waist, following me through the forest, and when I turned, she started kissing me, and that was that.
We weren't going any farther.
Her lips were sweet. How had I ever survived without her? I wove my hands into her hair as she pushed me against a tree. Her leg slid between mine, her knee bent, and I could feel her pressing against me. My hands dropped to her hips, pulling her closer. I wanted her to touch me, but I also wanted to finish what I'd started. Maybe both, if we were incredibly lucky.
We hadn't always been, but it seemed like things were changing. Or maybe we were changing things.
I lowered my lips to her ear, gripping her skirt in my hands. “Do you want me to ⦠I mean, before we got ⦠”
“Interrupted.”
“Yeah. Do you want me to keep doing that?”
“I wouldn't say no to it.”
“That isn't what I asked.”
 “Yes,” she said after a minute, kissing my cheek. Her lips were soft, but her hands were holding me fiercely. Then they were sliding into the front of my pants, just barely.
“We should lay down,” I said. Again, in the movies, people would just
do
this without having to say it. But here in the real world, we weren't mind readers, and I needed to be sure. However awkward it might make me feel.
Elora didn't seem to mind. She didn't even seem to notice my nervousness, but maybe she was just focused on the task at hand. Or maybe she was nervous, and that was making my fumbling seem normal.
Yeah, let's go with that.
I lowered myself to the ground and pulled her on top of me. She was laughing, her hair falling over me. I tucked it behind her ear. Still, it broke loose again, and I didn't care. I was breaking loose too. I started to lift her skirt.
“I could take it off,” she said.
My first thought was:
Yes, please take everything off. Just stay naked all the time.
My second thought was:
Anyone could walk in on us like this.
And that would be ⦠unfortunate. I mean, I was already attempting something I'd never done before, and feeling awkward about, well,
all
of my movements. Did I need to be caught in the act?
“It's okay,” I said, slipping one hand under her skirt. She inhaled sharply, biting her lip.
God, she was gorgeous.
“Are you sure?” she asked, eyes fluttering closed as my other hand joined the first.
“Yeah, it's fine. This way, I'll be undercover.”
She laughed, leaning into me. My hands inched up without even trying.
“Well,” she said, “I can do
this
.” For a minute, she sat still, and in spite of my intense desire to be touching her always, I stopped the movement. All around us, the world was growing dark. It wasn't like smoke, exactly. It was darker than that, like ink drifting through the air. It curled around the trunks of the trees, blocking us out from the rest of the world.
“Wow,” I said, my thumb sliding over her skin. Such a small movement, but she cooed softly, bending down to kiss my lips.
“You're so amazing,” I said.
She shook her head, pulling away. For the first time since the attack in the graveyard, I noticed the symbols pulsing on her arms. Black and curving, it looked like an ancient language had been carved into her soul and was trying to break free through her skin. Something about the Seelie Court's light had caused those symbols to fade, but now they were back.
“I am what I was born to be,” Elora whispered.
“Like I said: amazing.” I smiled and returned to the task at hand. Well, the task at tongue. Yeah, that task.
Lifting her skirt over my head, I said, “I still think it'd be better if I went undercover.”
Elora laughed. I loved the sound of it. I hoped I could always make her laugh like that. “Are you sure you don't want me to lie down?” she asked as I kissed up her thigh.
I shook my head, and she giggled. “I figured this would be more comfortable for you,” I explained.
“That's ⦠probably ⦠true,” she said, sighing in between words. Murmuring, “Mmm.”Â
I thought I was going to die.
“Are you all right?” she asked as I shifted.
“Yeah, I'm fine,” I said, guiding her closer to me. “There's just something under my back. I think it's a rock.”Â
“I can move.”
“No, you're fine.” I reached behind my back. Pulling out the rock, I threw it into the forest. “You're perfect.” Then I lifted myself to meet her.