John the Baptist for a short time. But a man might "desire" grace and still not be saved. As Increase read the parable, the Foolish Virgins wished for grace when they cried "Give us your Oil, our Lamps are gone out," but they did not receive grace. Such desires, passionate and affective as they were, often arose from unworthy motives, for carnal ends, for service of lusts, for the self, not for the Lord. To be sure, ''Sincere desire is Grace," Increase admitted, but in saying so he was conceding nothing to good affections. This admission simply said that a man with grace would entertain holy affections. 26
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If behavior did not provide guidance, if good affections could not be trusted, how could a man discover the truth about himself? The answer Increase gave his church provided some comfort but only enough to reduce the tension a regenerate man ought to feel throughout his life. A man had no choice, Increase implied, but to look into himself in order to test his faith for grace at every step. Only his own inner experience could help him. The Church had to judge him by appearances; only he and the Lord could know if the Church judged rightly. A man in doubt about himself was a man who should hope, and more, a man who should strive to enrich his experience, to grow in grace. He should use every means at his disposal, including the instituted worship provided by the Church. A man who knows that he is in the unregenerate state should not come to the Lord's Supper, of course. But, Increase pointed out, there is a difference between a man's knowing that he is unconverted and having some doubts about it. Doubts and all, he should receive the sacrament, an ordinance designed by God to nourish the faith of communicants. And in a peculiar way doubts, Increase believed, and even fears of being a sinner, should give a man some ease. For a natural man did not fear his unholy state, he secretly reveled in it. He loved his indulgences; he loved himself and his sins. 27
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These themes did not distinguish Increase Mather's ordinary preaching from his father's or from that of most of his late seventeenth-century contemporaries. Richard Mather had never urged the need for a "second conversion," but he had demanded the same growth in grace that the phrase implied. Richard had recommended that "brotherly kindness" be extended to unregenerate men but he, no more than his son after him, intended that the godly should embrace the wicked with the love they gave to
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