Authors: Lucinda Riley
Vivek, Ari’s father, has been the most financially successful of my grandchildren. He was always clever, if a little dull. He is an engineer and has earned enough to provide his wife and three children with a very comfortable life. If my memory serves me, Ari was educated in England. He was always a bright little thing, though quite what he’s been doing since he left school escapes me. Today, I decide, I will find out. I will watch him. And I’m sure I’ll know whether my current instinct is correct.
With that settled, and feeling calmer now that a solution to my dilemma is perhaps at hand, I close my eyes and allow myself to doze.
• • •
“Where is he?” Samina Malik whispered to her husband. “He swore to me that he wouldn’t be late for this,” she added as she surveyed the other, fully present members of Anahita’s extended family. They were clustered around the old lady in the elegant drawing room of her bungalow, plying her with presents and compliments.
“Don’t panic, Samina,” Vivek said, trying to comfort his wife, “our son will be here.”
“He said he’d meet us at the station so we could come up the hill together as a family at ten o’clock . . . I swear, Vivek, that boy has no respect for his family, I—”
“Hush, my darling, he’s a busy young man, and a good boy too.”
“You think so?” asked Samina. “I’m not so sure. Every time I call his apartment, a different female voice answers. You know what Mumbai is like, full of Bollywood hussies and sharks,” she whispered, not wishing any other member of the family to overhear their conversation.
“Yes, and our son is twenty-five years old now and running his own business. He can take care of himself,” Vivek said.
“The staff are waiting for him to arrive so they can bring in the champagne and make the toast. Keva is concerned your grandmother will become too tired if we leave it much longer. If Ari’s not here in the next ten minutes, I’ll tell them to continue without him.”
“I told you, there will be no need for you to do that,” Vivek said, smiling broadly as Ari, his favorite son, entered the room. “Your mother was in a panic, as always,” he told Ari, smiling as he clasped him in a warm embrace.
“You promised to be there at the station. We waited an hour! Where were you?” Samina frowned at her handsome son, but as usual, she knew it was a losing battle against the tide of his charm.
“Ma, forgive me.” Ari gave his mother a winning smile and took her hands in his. “I was delayed, and I did try to call your cell. But, as usual, it was switched off.”
Ari and his father shared a smirk. Samina’s inability to use her cell phone was a family joke.
“Anyway, I’m here now,” he said, looking around at the rest of his clan. “Did I miss anything?”
“No, and your great-grandmother has been so busy greeting the rest of her family
, let’s hope she hasn’t noticed your late arrival,” replied Vivek.
Ari turned and looked through the crowd of his own blood to the matriarch whose genes had spun invisible threads down through the generations. As he did so, he saw her bright, inquisitive eyes pinned on him.
“Ari! You have thought to join us at last.” She smiled. “Come and kiss your great-grandmother.”
“She may be a hundred today, but your grandmother misses nothing,” Samina whispered to Vivek.
As Anahita opened her frail arms to Ari, the crowd of relations parted and all eyes in the room turned to him. Ari walked toward her and knelt in front of her, showing his respect with a deep
pranaam
and waiting for her blessing.
“Nani,” he greeted her using the affectionate pet name that all her grandchildren and great-grandchildren addressed her by. “Forgive me for being late. It’s a long journey from Mumbai,” he explained.
As he looked up, he could see her eyes boring into him in the peculiar way they always did, as if she were assessing his soul.
“No matter,” she said as her shrunken, childlike fingers touched his cheek with the light brush of a butterfly wing. “Although”—she lowered her voice to a whisper so only he could hear—“I always find it useful to check I have set my alarm to the correct time the night before.” She gave him a surreptitious wink, then indicated that he was to stand. “You and I will speak later. I can see Keva is eager to start the proceedings.”
“Yes, Nani, of course,” said Ari, feeling a blush rising to his cheeks as he stood. “Happy birthday.”
As he walked back toward his parents, Ari wondered just how his great-grandmother could have known the exact reason why he was late today.
The day progressed as planned, with Vivek, as the eldest of Anahita’s grandchildren, making a moving speech about her remarkable life. As the champagne flowed, tongues loosened and the peculiar tension of a family gathered together after too long apart began to ease. The naturally competitive edge of the siblings blurred as they reestablished their places in the family hierarchy, and the younger cousins lost their shyness and found common ground.
“Look at your son!” commented Muna, Anahita’s daughter, to
Vivek. “His girl cousins are swooning all over him. It will be time for him to think of marriage soon,” she added.
“I doubt that’s how he sees it,” grumbled Samina to her mother-in-law. “These days, young men seem to play the field into their thirties.”
“You will not arrange anything for him, then?” inquired Muna.
“We will, of course, but I doubt he’ll agree.” Vivek sighed. “Ari is of a new generation, the master of his own universe. He has his business and travels the world. Times have changed, Ma, and Samina and I must allow our children some choice in picking their husbands and wives.”
“Really?” Muna raised an eyebrow. “That’s very modern of you, Vivek. After all, you two haven’t done so badly together.”
“Yes, Ma,” agreed Vivek, taking his wife’s hand. “You made a good choice for me.” He smiled.
“But we’re swimming against an impossible current,” said Samina. “The young do as they wish these days, and make their own decisions.” Wishing to change the subject, she glanced across to Anahita. “Your mother seems to be enjoying the day,” she commented to Muna. “She really is a miracle, a wonder of nature.”
“Yes,” Muna sighed, “but I do worry about her up here in the hills with only Keva to care for her. It gets so cold in the winter and it can’t be good for her old bones. I’ve asked her many times to come and live with us in Guhagar so that we can watch over her. But, of course, she refuses. She says she feels closer to her spirits up here and, of course, her past too.”
“Her
mysterious
past.” Vivek raised an eyebrow. “Ma, do you think you’ll ever persuade her to tell you who your father was? I know he died before you were born, but the details have always seemed sketchy to me.”
Muna sighed again. “It mattered when I was growing up, and I remember plaguing her with questions, but now”—she shrugged—“if she wants to keep her secrets, she can. She could not have been a more loving parent to me and I don’t wish to upset her.” As Muna glanced over and looked at her mother fondly, Anahita caught her eye and beckoned her daughter toward her.
“Yes, Maaji, what is it?” Muna joined her mother.
“I’m a little tired now.” Anahita smiled. “I wish to rest. And in one hour I want you to bring my great-grandson Ari to see me.”
“Of course.” Muna helped her mother to stand and walked her
through her relations. Keva, as ever hovering close by her mistress, stepped forward. “My mother wishes to have a rest, Keva. Can you take her and settle her?”
“Of course, it has been a long day.”
Muna watched them leave the room and went back to join Vivek and his wife. “She’s taking a rest, but she’s asked me if Ari will go and see her in one hour.”
“Really?” Vivek frowned. “I wonder why.”
“Who knows the workings of my mother’s mind?” Muna said, with a shrug.
“Well, I’d better tell him, I know he was talking about leaving soon. He has some business meeting in Mumbai first thing tomorrow morning.”
“Well, just for once, his family will come first,” said Samina firmly. “I will go and find him.”
When Ari was told by his mother that his great-grandmother wished an audience with him in an hour’s time, he was, as his father had predicted, not happy at all.
“I can’t miss that plane,” he explained. “You must understand, Ma, that I have a business to run.”
“Then I will ask your father to go and tell his grandmother that on her hundredth birthday, her eldest great-grandchild could not spare the time to speak with her as she had requested.”
“But, Ma—” Ari saw his mother’s grim expression and sighed. “Okay,” he nodded. “I will stay. Excuse me, I must try and find a signal somewhere in this place to make a call and postpone the meeting.”
Samina watched her son as he walked away from her, staring intently at his cell. He’d been a determined child from the day he was born, and there was no doubt that she had indulged her firstborn, as any mother did. He’d always been special, from the moment he’d opened his eyes and she’d stared at the blueness of them in shock. Vivek had teased her endlessly about them, questioning her fidelity. Until they’d visited Anahita and she’d announced that Muna’s dead father had also been the owner of eyes of a similar color.
Ari’s skin was lighter than the rest of his siblings’, and his startling looks had always attracted attention. With the amount of it he had received over his twenty-five years, there was no doubt he had an arrogance about him. But his saving grace had always been his sweetness of character. Out of all her children, Ari had always been the most
loving toward her, at her side in an instant if there was a problem. Up until the time he’d taken off for Mumbai, announcing he was starting his own business . . .
Nowadays, the Ari who visited his family seemed harder, self-absorbed, and if she were being frank, Samina found she liked him less and less. Walking back toward her husband, she prayed it was a stage that would pass.
• • •
“My great-grandson may come in now,” Anahita announced as Keva sat her up in bed and fluffed the pillows behind her head.
“Yes, madam. I will get him.”
“And I do not wish for us to be disturbed.”
“No, madam.”
“Good afternoon, Nani,” said Ari as he walked briskly into the room a few seconds later. “I hope you are feeling more rested now?”
“Yes.” Anahita indicated the chair. “Please, Ari, sit down. And I apologize for disrupting your business plans tomorrow.”
“Really”—Ari felt the blood rushing to his cheeks for the second time that day—“it’s no problem at all.” He watched as she gazed at him with her penetrating eyes, and wondered how she seemed to be able to read his mind.
“Your father tells me you’re living in Mumbai and that you now run a successful business.”
“Well, I wouldn’t describe it as successful right now,” Ari said. “But I’m working very hard to make it so in the future.”
“I can see that you’re an ambitious young man. And I’m sure that one day your business will bear fruit as you hope it will.”
“Thank you, Nani.”
Ari watched as his great-grandmother gave the ghost of a smile. “Of course, it may not bring you the contentment you believe it will. There’s more to life than work and riches. Still, that’s for you to discover,” she added. “Now, Ari, I have something I wish to give you. Please, open the writing bureau with this key, and take out the pile of paper you’ll find inside it.”
Ari took the key from his grandmother’s fingers, twisted it in the lock and removed an aging manuscript from inside it.
“What is this?” he asked her.
“It is the story of your great-grandmother’s life. I wrote it to keep a record for my lost son. Sadly, I’ve never found him.”
Ari watched as Anahita’s eyes became watery. He’d heard some talk from his father years ago about the son who had died in infancy in England when his great-grandmother had been over there during the First World War. If his memory served him right, he thought she’d had to leave him behind when she returned to India. Apparently, Anahita had refused to believe that her son was dead.
“But I thought—”
“Yes, I’m sure you’ve been told I have his death certificate. And I’m simply a sad and perhaps mad mother who is unable to accept her beloved son’s passing.”
Ari shifted uncomfortably in his chair. “I have heard of the story,” he admitted.
“I know what my family think, and what you almost certainly think too. But believe me, there are more things in heaven and earth than can be explained in a man-made document. There is a mother’s heart, and her soul, which tells her things that cannot be ignored. And I will tell you now that my son is not dead.”
“Nani, I believe you.”
“I understand that you do not,” Anahita shrugged. “But I don’t mind. However, it’s partly my fault that my family don’t believe me. I’ve never explained to them what happened all those years ago.”
“Why not?”
“Because . . .” Anahita gazed off out of the window to her beloved mountains. She gave a slight shake of her head. “It isn’t right for me to tell you now. It’s all in there.” She pointed a finger at the pages in Ari’s hands. “When the moment is right for you—and you will know when that is—perhaps you will read my story. And then, you will decide for yourself whether to investigate it.”
“I see,” said Ari, but he didn’t.
“All I ask of you is that you share its contents with no one in our family until I die. It is my life I entrust to you, Ari. As you know”—Anahita paused—“sadly, my time on this earth is running out.”
Ari stared at her, confused as to what his great-grandmother wished him to do. “You want me to read this and then make investigations as to the whereabouts of your son?” he clarified.
“Yes.”
“But where would I start?”
“In England, of course.” Anahita stared at him. “You would retrace my footsteps. Everything you need to know you now hold in the palms of your hands. And besides, your father tells me you run some kind of computer company. You, of all people, have the webbing at your disposal.”
“You mean the ‘web’?” Ari held back a chuckle.
“Yes, so I’m sure it would only take you a few seconds to find the place where it all began,” Anahita concluded.