The Mistress Files (11 page)

She started under his left shoulder blade and left a two-inch raised welt by flicking the baton against his skin. An unassuming little toy, no one ever dreamed it hurt as much as it did, not until they felt the fiery force of it. Getting cut with a razor hurt less than this little devil.

“Breathe,” she instructed as she flicked it against him again, barely half an inch below the first welt. “Don’t forget to breathe....”

“I’m breathing,” he said although she’d seen him holding his breath seconds earlier. He’d passed out in their sessions, usually during breath-play scenes. No harm, no foul. Fainting, falling, crying, wailing, being hauled to your breaking point and left there staring into the abyss—that’s what happened behind locked dungeon doors when the vanilla world wasn’t watching and the monsters came out to play. In this room with this man, she had no one to answer to but God, and God wasn’t asking any questions right now.

“Good boy. You pass out on me and game’s over. And we don’t want that, do we? You haven’t even come yet. You take thirty more of these,” she said, flicking him once more and smiling at the searing red line on his back, “and we’ll discuss throwing a little pleasure into this mix.”

“Thirty-three welts?”

“What? I like my biblical numbers. Now shut up and breathe.” She flicked him again, working her way down his entire left side. By the time she was done with him, there would be no part of his body from his neck to his hip that wasn’t either bruised or bleeding or scoured with welts. He loved his souvenirs, as he always called them. Souvenirs from his holidays in Hell.

Up his right side she decorated him with more welts. To add a little challenge she made him count the flicks of her baton for the last seventeen strikes. His “one” sounded strong. The “five” sounded pained. By “ten” he gasped the number. At “thirteen” she could barely hear him. By “seventeen” she’d broken him. It took almost a full minute to get him to say the number.

“I’m waiting....” She ran the baton over his back, letting it tickle his savaged skin. “You want a little pleasure, don’t you? If you want a break from the pain, you have to say the number. You know I’ll let you hang here all night until you say it. I’ll get my book and pull up a chair and read. I have all the time in the world....”

He swallowed hard and shuddered. Poor dear. She’d piled on the pain today on only one part of his body—his back. Usually that much pain she’d spread out over a larger area—back, ass, thighs... Those sorts of niceties she reserved for other clients, however. Gentler clients, weaker clients, tamer clients. But this client got her best, because he paid for her best. And when someone paid for her best, she did her worst.

“It’s only one more...you can take one more, can’t you?”

His only reply was a nod. She saw that behind the mask he’d closed his eyes so she took the opportunity to simply take him in. Who was he? She’d asked herself that question since the day she’d met him when she’d only been sixteen years old. What secrets did he keep behind those eyes and inside that scarred and beautiful body of his? She could have beaten the secrets out of him, but she knew him well enough to know that in fact, she didn’t want to know....

“Seventeen,” he said in a clear voice, raising up his head.

The seventeenth flick of the baton was the hardest by far.

“That was for the ‘he must be a masochist’ crack.” She kissed his welt before dropping the baton on the floor and breaking it with her foot. She never used a toy on anyone else after she’d used it on him. It was the lone sign of respect she afforded him when he was in submission to her. Once a flogger or cane or blade touched his body, it would never touch another. She either broke it or set it aside to be used in the future on him and only him.

“I deserved that.” He relaxed in the bonds, resting his head against his upper arm.

“You did. And worse. I’m trying to decide how much worse.”

“I will submit to anything you desire,
Maîtresse
.”

“I know you will. That’s the problem. Too many choices. I could cane your legs. I could pour some scalding candle wax on your testicles. Hmm...so many ways to make you my bitch. Hard to choose just one.”

“Are you open to suggestion,
Maîtresse
?”

He turned his head and peered at her through the space between his arm and the cross. Of course they both knew he shouldn’t be making eye contact with her. This evening, she was in charge, she was the Dominant, and he was nothing but property for her to use and abuse any way she wanted. But she had trouble being angry at him for something as human as looking in her eyes. How would she see his hunger, his need, his humble desperation, if she didn’t see his eyes? She’d give him a pass on the eye contact this time. She’d only flog him a little more. Nothing vicious. She’d save the viciousness for the next time he did it.

“And what, pray tell, is your suggestion?”

His only answer was to laugh, and the laugh was all she needed to hear. A low throaty masculine insinuating thigh-melting, knee-shivering, panties-suddenly-disappear-and-end-up-hanging-off-the-bedpost sort of laugh. Glad to know he wasn’t the only one in the mood.

“Well, it is a good suggestion.”

“
Merci
,
Maîtresse.
”

“If I’m going to do it, you’re going to have to earn it.”

“I understand,” he said, almost solemnly. Nothing like a threat of having to “earn it” could put the fear of God back into a sub. She’d already ripped his back apart in three different ways. Time to give the front side The Mistress treatment.

She unlocked his wrists from the cross and turned him around, slamming his back roughly into the painted wood. He flinched visibly as his back made contact with the cross. He’d be in agony for a week at least after today. Maybe two.

As she buckled his wrists to the cross, she felt his erection pressing against her stomach. Nothing got him harder than pain. Not threesomes, not orgies, not dominating, not submitting, not anything. She knew his need for release was so strong now it had become yet another form of torture. Good.

“You’re dying to come, aren’t you?” she asked as she pushed her hip into him and he shuddered from the touch.

“Death would be a relief right now.”

“I won’t let you die. That would be too merciful. I’m not really in the mood to be merciful today. I am, however, in the mood to redecorate. You know I love your scars, the bullet wounds, all of them...but I think you could use some new designs here.” She ran her hand all over his chest. “Nothing permanent. Wait here.” With a light and insulting slap-tap on his cheek, she sauntered off. She returned with a Wartenberg wheel and her violet wand.

“Now I know you don’t play with violet wands, and that’s fine. But I do. And the reason I do is because they can make such wonderful patterns on skin when used the right way. Or the wrong way. However you want to think of it.”

“You’re a sadist,” he said, his head leaning back against the cross. He looked up as if to seek help from the heavens. Help, unsurprisingly, did not come.

“Flattery will get you everywhere.”

She plugged in the wand and held the contact in one hand and the Wartenberg pinwheel in the other. The electricity didn’t affect her as she’d made herself merely a conduit. Sparks buzzed from the sharp tips of the wheel, and with a slow and steady pace, she rolled it in a straight line down the center of his chest. He inhaled sharply as the electrified wheel left a thin raised line on his skin. She’d been on the receiving end of this technique before. The wheel never broke the skin, but the combination of electricity and sharp edges made the recipient feel like he was being sliced open.

“Only five lines, I think,” she said. “Count them for me. That was...”

“One...” he panted.

She ran the wheel down his chest a second time, then a third. She ran it over the old scars, over his nipples, across the sensitive skin of his lower stomach. When she touched his hip bone with it he coughed from the pain. He had to say the “five” twice because of how labored his breathing had become. She pretended she couldn’t understand him.

“That was five. Very good.”

He exhaled heavily in obvious relief.

“But let’s do one more set. In French. Say ‘un,’“ she ordered and ran the wheel once more down his chest.

The sound that escaped his throat was more animal than human. Exactly what she wanted to hear.

By the time they reached “
cinq
” he had ten criss-crossing lines on his chest, thin and red as a brand. The welts would fade fairly quickly. The ones produced by the wheel and the wand wouldn’t last more than a day or two. Amazing that something that felt like one’s chest being cut open by a knife could cause no lasting harm at all.

“On a scale of one to ten,” she asked him as she put the wand away and tossed the wheel into the trash can, “what was that?”

“
Onze
,” he said, his eyes closed tight as his whole body shivered from the last aftershocks of the pain.

“
Onze
? I hurt you all the way to eleven? I’m pretty damn proud of myself right now, I have to say.” She brought her lips to his chest and licked one of the lines from tip to tip. Her hot mouth against his seared skin must have felt like salt in an open wound. And yet he’d only grown more aroused from this latest round of agony.

Perhaps it was time to put him out of his misery.

She stood face-to-face with him and pushed her hips into his again.

“Your cock is harder than I’ve ever seen it. And I’ve seen it hard a lot.”

“You have a gift for pain,
Maîtresse
.”

“What can I say? I’m a giver. I’m in a very giving mood right now. Are you in a taking mood?”

“Yes,” he breathed, sounding more desperate than she’d ever heard him.

“So you know what a stickler my hard-ass boss is, right? I’m not allowed to sell sex. Only kink. I can only get women off, not the men....”

“I hate your boss. He has no compassion.”

“Tell me about it. How’s this...I’ll charge you for the pain, and the sex will be on the house. How’s that?”

“A perfect compromise. Surely not even your boss could find fault with that.”

“What he doesn’t know won’t hurt him.” She brought her lips to his mouth.

“Yes...whatever we do,” he said, smiling against her mouth, “let’s not hurt him.”

With a wink she kissed him long and slow and deep. The kiss felt more wicked than all the pain she’d given him that hour. She was a Dominatrix. Pain was her profession. Not even hookers kissed their clients. Then again, this was no ordinary client.

She pulled back and grinned at him.

“Now I have to get you into the bedroom. How should I lead you there? Leash again?”

“God, no, please.”

“Then it’s on your hands and knees. Down boy.”

With a whistle and a pat on her leg, she summoned him to follow her as if he was a dog. And like a dog he followed behind her on all fours. Once in the bedroom, she grabbed him by the back of his hair and pulled him off the floor.

“Middle of the bed. On your stomach,” she said. “Get comfy. I’ll be right back.”

She lingered in her dungeon a little longer than necessary. He’d waited this long for release. Why not make him wait a few minutes more? After getting herself ready, tightening the strap-on harness and gathering her supplies, she sat down, pulled a file out of a drawer and gave her nails a nice buffing.

Once her fingernails shone like polished glass, she decided to give the poor man in the other room the attention he’d earned.

She returned to the bedroom and without a word took his left wrist in her hand. She buckled a cuff on it and secured him to the bedpost with rope and a snap hook. She gave his right arm and both legs the same treatment until he lay facedown on the bed, spread-eagled and completely unable to get away. As she crawled over the rich gold-and-red brocade sheets she dropped nibbles and kisses from his wrist to his shoulder and down the center of his back, now marbled red and purple with blood and bruises. She straddled his thigh and lightly tickled his side with her fingertips.

“If I remember correctly, and I do, you’ve fucked me up the ass a few dozen times. Not very nice of you considering your cock is bigger than your ego.” She picked up the tube of lube, poured some out on her fingertips and began applying it to him.

“I don’t recall you complaining....” He certainly wasn’t complaining at the moment. With her fingers inside him, his breathing had turned hoarse and ragged. He inhaled between each word, winced with pleasure at every movement farther into him.

“Why would I complain with your cock in my ass?” She pulled her fingers out of him. “That sounds like Christmas come early to me. Oh, by the way, merry Christmas.”

With the dildo in her hand, she pushed into him with one smooth stroke and stopped, pausing only to make him groan with his need.

She started to move and move slowly, letting him open up to her. The man loved anal sex...giving, receiving, watching, all of the above. But he kept his Switch side so private that he rarely allowed himself this pleasure. Other men in their community had a bad habit of looking down on male bottoms and submissives. Hypocrites, all of them. They snuck in her dungeon while the world wasn’t looking and sat at her feet and begged her to fuck them like this. She beat the shit out of them and sent them on their way. She never even gave them the chance to earn the pleasure she gave this special client so willingly. Those faux-Doms with their dick-swinging machismo didn’t deserve to be her bitch.

“I’m only doing this because you earned it,” she said, pushing into him again. She caressed his shoulders, his sides, read the welts underneath her fingertips like Braille writing. She leaned forward and lay briefly on his back as she continued to work against him. “No other reason.”

“None? You don’t enjoy it?”

“Hardly. I hate it,” she said as a tremor of pleasure ran through her hips. She closed her eyes and dug her fingers into his sides. “Absolutely hate it...”

He laughed at her lies and she flicked him on the back to punish him.