Making a buck off of snuff films.’’
She kept her mouth shut: she was about to get out of this, and didn’t want to argue. A step or two later, he added, ‘‘Don’t scream after me. It’d just piss me off and I’d have to run and I’m probably gonna come back and see you again.’’
Anna was on her feet: ‘‘About what?’’
‘‘I need to know about O’Brien. I’m not done with him yet, and you’re the only connection I’ve got.’’
‘‘Listen, if you think Jason had anything to do with the jumper, you’re wrong.’’
‘‘No. You’re wrong,’’ he said. He hesitated, then said, ‘‘I came down on you a little hard, when we went to the floor. You oughta take a couple ibuprofen. Hot bath, or something. You could have pulled something.’’
‘‘You’re so thoughtful.’’
‘‘I bit my lip when we hit.’’
‘‘Well, that’s just too bad.’’ She couldn’t believe the gall: he seemed to be looking for sympathy. She crossed her arms over her chest.
‘‘Well, it stings like hell,’’ he said. Then he was out the door, slamming it behind him. As he went through, she got a better look at him in the late afternoon: an impression of sandy-brown hair, very white teeth. Probably blue eyes, she thought. Athletic, but not stripped down to muscle and bone: maybe a few extra pounds, in fact. Big shoulders. And gone.
She went to the door after him, thought about screaming, jerked the door open and stepped outside . . . and saw the top of his head disappearing down the stairwell. Opened her mouth, shut it again. She was safe enough, unhurt and still alone—maybe she
didn’t
want to piss him off.
The circuit-breaker box was in the kitchen, the door open. She threw the switch and two lights came up. She went back through the living room, shut the door, and then took out the cell phone, found Wyatt’s card in the pile of purse litter and dialed him. A clerk answered the phone, and she asked that Wyatt be called at home and that he call her back; he called back two minutes later.
‘‘What?’’ he asked without preamble, when Anna picked up the phone.
‘‘I just got to Jason’s apartment and there was somebody here. He jumped me.’’
‘‘You hurt?’’ He sounded cautious, nervous. Why?
‘‘No, he just tripped me and held me down and then he pushed me on the couch and then he left. I thought he might be a cop, but he said he wasn’t.’’
‘‘White guy?’’ The odd tone still in his voice.
‘‘Yeah . . . Hey, you know him?’’
‘‘Probably another doper.’’ But he was lying; and he wasn’t good at it. ‘‘As long as you’re not hurt . . .’’
‘‘The door was locked and he was inside. How’d he do that?’’
‘‘He’s probably a friend of O’Brien,’’ Wyatt said. ‘‘Look, do you want a car to come around? I can call Inglewood.’’
She thought about it for a moment. ‘‘No, I guess not. I mean, unless you wanted to look for fingerprints. You know, detect something.’’
Wyatt sighed and said, ‘‘We got thirty sets of fingerprints
out of the ShotShop, and we could probably get thirty more.’’
Anna said, ‘‘Tell me the truth about something. You know, instead of lying.’’
‘‘Sure.’’
‘‘Do you think Jason might be connected to the jumper we filmed?’’
Wyatt hesitated before he answered, and Anna read it: ‘‘You do!’’ she said. ‘‘So’d the guy here. Tell me why.’’
‘‘Look, Miss—Anna—goddammit, you’re not a police officer, okay? Just clean up the apartment, pack up his stuff and get out of there.’’
‘‘Maybe you better call Inglewood,’’ she said. ‘‘I better file a complaint: the guy was trying to rape me.’’
Silence.
‘‘Okay, I’ll do the call,’’ Anna said. ‘‘I know where his prints are, too. They’re all over my purse and billfold. I’ll mention to the Inglewood cops that you might have some idea about who it is.’’
‘‘Jesus, you’re a hardass. You’re just like Pam, bustin’ my balls all day, now I gotta deal with you. I’m tired of it.’’
‘‘Life sucks and then you die,’’ Anna said.
More silence. Then: ‘‘The kid who jumped off the building was tripping on wizards.’’
‘‘I don’t know that brand,’’ Anna said, breaking in.
‘‘Acid and speed. Maybe a lick of PCP.’’
‘‘Okay. Like rattlers.’’
‘‘Rattlers were last year,’’ he said. ‘‘But yeah—like that. A little heavier on the acid. Anyway, he popped a couple and decided the ledge was a runway and that he could fly.’’
‘‘So . . .’’
‘‘So the wizards are little pink extruded dots on strips of wax paper.’’
‘‘I’ve seen them,’’ Anna said.
‘‘When you buy them, the dealer just rips off however many dots you can pay for,’’ Wyatt explained. ‘‘So the kid had a strip of dots in his jacket pocket. When we rolled your friend over, so did he; what was left of them, anyway, coming out of the water.’’
‘‘Huh. That’s weird.’’ ‘‘
That’s
not weird,’’ Wyatt said. ‘‘That’s just a coincidence: these fuckin’ wizards are all over the place. But I get this wild idea, and put the two strips together, and guess what? The two papers matched up. Your friend’s strip had been ripped off the jumper’s.’’
‘‘What?’’
‘‘Yeah. Now
that’s
weird.’’
Anna made a quick connection: ‘‘So how’d the guy here know about it?’’
Wyatt sighed again, and said, ‘‘Look, you seem like an okay . . . person. Huh?’’
‘‘Yeah, I’m an okay person.’’
Okay
meant that a cop could trust her—
person
expressed a belief that she was some kind of wacko feminist to be doing what she was doing, and he didn’t want to argue about it.
‘‘He’s an ex-cop,’’ Wyatt said. ‘‘He’s a decent guy.’’
‘‘He’s a jerk, he scared my brains out,’’ Anna said, angry at Wyatt’s defense. ‘‘What’d he want?’’
‘‘He’s interested in the case,’’ Wyatt said.
‘‘Interested? Is that all it takes?’’
Wyatt cut her off: ‘‘His name is Jake Harper,’’ he said. ‘‘The jumper was Jacob Harper, Junior. His son. His only kid.’’
‘‘Ah.’’ What had Harper said?
Ghouls making a buck off of snuff films?
She let it go.
I’m okay,
she thought, when Wyatt hung up.
• • •
Jason’s apartment was a sad clutter of heavily used clothing, cheap film gear, books on directing and movie-making, portfolio tapes, cans of Campbell’s soup: all the hopes a kid might have in Hollywood, California. Bundled up and sent back to Peru, Indiana, it wouldn’t mean a thing.
Anna did a quick survey, separating the potentially salable stuff from the useless, stacked the salable stuff, and then found the apartment rental office and talked to the sleepy manager.
‘‘. . . not worth much, but we’ll be taking it out in the next few days. Until then, it’s under police seal,’’ Anna said. ‘‘They still need to process some fingerprints, so if you could keep your eye on the place, we’d all appreciate it.’’
‘‘If it ain’t too torn up, he’s got some deposit money coming back,’’ the manager said.
‘‘Nice of you to mention it,’’ Anna said.
The manager was a chunky square-faced Iranian with a black beard and an accent that combined Detroit and Esfahan: ‘‘Ain’t my building. And the owner’s an asshole. Why should he get the kid’s cash?’’
‘‘Right on, brother,’’ Anna said.
seven
A long bad day, and still not over.
On the way home, Anna stopped at a traffic light on Santa Monica, and her eyes drifted to a Mobil station on the corner.
A man was washing the windshield on a Volvo station wagon, at a self-serve pump. He was wearing jeans and a loose, wide-sleeved white cotton shirt, like might be advertised in
The New Yorker
—Sea Island cotton, like that.
The instant she saw him—his hair thinner, maybe lighter, maybe speckled with white, a few pounds heavier, but the way his hands connected to his body, something almost indefinable—the very instant she saw him, she thought:
Clark.
She slid down in her seat, but couldn’t tear her eyes from him. He finished with the squeegee, turned and deftly flipped the squeegee stick back toward a water can hung on the side of the gas pump. The sponge end of the stick hit and slipped perfectly through the hole in the water can: exactly as she’d seen him do it fifty times before.
‘‘Oh my God,’’ she said aloud.
A car behind her honked, and her eyes snapped up to the
rearview mirror, then down to the traffic light. Green. She automatically sent the car through the intersection, then pulled over and turned.
The Volvo was still there, but Clark had gone inside. A moment later, he came back out, slipping his wallet into his pocket, climbed in the car, turned on the lights, eased into the cross street, then zipped across Santa Monica and headed the other way.
She thought about following him.
Thought too long, and he was gone.
Clark.
She drove home on autopilot, random thoughts, images and memories scrambling over each other like rats. She stuck the car in the narrow garage, slipped sideways past the front fender into the house and, without turning on the lights, went to the phone.
She had messages waiting on the answering service: she ignored them, and dialed Cheryl Burns in Eugene, Oregon. She mumbled the number to herself as she poked it into the handset, praying that Cheryl would be in her shop. She was: she answered on the first ring. ‘‘Hello, Pacifica Pottery . . .’’
‘‘Cheryl? This is Anna.’’
‘‘Anna!’’ Pleasure at the other end. They got together every year or so, when Cheryl and her husband brought a load of their wood-fired pots from Oregon down to the L.A. basin. In between visits, they talked on the phone, once every two or three months. Anna and Cheryl shared one of the close connections that time and distance didn’t seem to affect. ‘‘How are you? How is everything?’’
‘‘Sort of messy right now,’’ Anna said, thinking about Clark. ‘‘A guy I work with . . . was murdered.’’
‘‘Not Creek!’’
‘‘No. A guy named Jason, he was a college kid we used
part-time, you don’t know him.’’ Awkward segue: ‘‘Listen, what do you hear from Clark?’’
There was an empty heartbeat there, then an almost masculine chuckle: ‘‘Uh-oh. Are you seeing him again?’’
‘‘Not seeing him, but I just saw him,’’ Anna said. ‘‘At a gas station. He’s here in L.A. I saw him on Santa Monica.’’
‘‘I know. He called and asked for your phone number, last month sometime. I didn’t give it to him.’’
‘‘He called! Why didn’t you tell me?’’
‘‘Because you messed each other up so bad the first two times. I didn’t want the responsibility.’’
‘‘Cheryl,’’ Anna said, pushing hair up her forehead in exasperation, ‘‘I can take care of myself.’’
‘‘No, you can’t.’’ In her mind’s eye, Anna could see her shaking her head. ‘‘Not with Clark . . .’’
‘‘Damn it, Cheryl . . .’’
‘‘. . . But I saved his L.A. address and phone number in case you called and wanted it,’’ Cheryl said, with a teasing tone. ‘‘I had the feeling you might hook up. Cosmic vibrations, I guess.’’
A little jolt, there. Pleasure? ‘‘What’s he doing here?’’
‘‘He’s got an artist-in-residence gig with UCLA. Composition. Two years, he said, so . . . he’ll be around.’’ Another dead space, then Cheryl again. ‘‘Well? You want his number?’’
‘‘I don’t know.’’
‘‘I better go get it . . . then you can tell me about the murder.’’
Cheryl read Clark’s phone number; Anna noted it, doodled around it as they talked. At six-thirty, still chatting, Anna casually picked up the TV remote, aimed it at the set in the corner, hit the power and mute buttons and flicked through the channels.
At CNN, the Harper kid was flying off the ledge, followed by ten seconds of talking head, then a shot of the pig taking out the Rat. They’d picked the Keystone Kops version.
‘‘Cheryl, have you seen the TV news thing about the guy who jumped off the ledge here in L.A.?’’
‘‘Well, sure, everybody’s seen it. You can’t get away from it.’’ Then, excitedly, ‘‘Was that you guys?’’
‘‘Yeah. It’s getting around. Have you seen the animal rights thing, at the medical center?’’
‘‘Oh, the guy with the pig. Cracked me up. Was that you, too?’’
‘‘About two minutes apart, story to story. And you’re getting them way up there in Oregon?’’
‘‘Hey, it’s not like we’re in Tibet . . .’’
As they talked, the Blue Shirt kid came up—Anna had forgotten his name—but he’d been interviewed again, probably the day after the animal rights fight. The interviewer was not familiar. The kid was wearing a lab coat, had a fat lip, and a couple of grinning professor-types hung in the background of the interview. Louis had made him into the hero of the piece, and that had influenced the stations who’d picked it up: and it was still building.
What was his name? Like the mountain, right? Not Everest. McKinley. Charles McKinley. He was playing the role just right, Anna thought, watching the muted TV as Cheryl chattered in her ear, a sort of charming, little-boy bashfulness.
Anna and Cheryl were still on the phone when Creek arrived, doing his shave-and-a-haircut knock. Anna walked out to the end of the phone cord to let him in, said, ‘‘Cheryl,’’ to him, and he called out, ‘‘Hi, Cheryl,’’ and stuck his head in the refrigerator.
‘‘Cheryl says she wants your body,’’ Anna said, as he emerged with a bottle of Leinenkugel Light.
‘‘She can have it, as long as she gives it a good cleaning once in a while,’’ Creek said. As Anna repeated his answer, Creek popped the top on the beer and wandered down the hall. A moment later, Anna heard him tinkling on the piano.
When she got off the phone, she ripped Clark’s number off the scratch pad where she’d written it, looked at it for a moment, then folded it in two and stuck it under a magnet on the refrigerator.
Clark.
She got a Coke from the refrigerator and sat on the piano bench with Creek, facing away from the piano. Creek smelled pleasantly of sun-sweat and turpentine.
‘‘You’re early,’’ she said.
‘‘Thought you might want to talk, running around after Jason like that.’’ He was chording his way through a fakebook rendition of ‘‘Autumn Leaves.’’
‘‘Yeah.’’ She’d told him that morning about the prowler, now she told him about the man in the apartment.
‘‘Maybe I ought to look him up,’’ Creek growled, when she finished.
‘‘I don’t think so,’’ she said, reaching over to pat his back. His back felt like a boulder. ‘‘He’s got connections with the cops and the cops are talking drugs. You better stay low.’’
‘‘I don’t want him fuckin’ with you,’’ Creek said.
‘‘I don’t think he will,’’ Anna said. ‘‘I talked to Wyatt about him—I was scared, and called Wyatt, and he knew who he was . . . Oh, and Wyatt told me that his partner was over to interview you.’’
‘‘Yeah, I . . . guess.’’
She felt the sudden evasiveness in his voice: ‘‘Look at me, Creek,’’ she said.
He shook his head. ‘‘I ain’t looking at you.’’
‘‘Oh my God, you jumped her,’’ Anna said, half-amused, half-horrified.
‘‘Did not. Jump her,’’ Creek said. ‘‘And that’s a nasty phrase anyway. High school.’’ He segued to a couple of bars of ‘‘Ain’t Misbehavin’.’’ ‘‘But she is a
tasty
little thing.’’
‘‘Pretty hard edges for a cheesecake,’’ Anna said. Creek’s adventures with women sometimes grew complex.
‘‘Hey, you know, nobody really appreciates what a woman cop goes through every day,’’ Creek said tartly. ‘‘Especially one with some decent looks.’’
‘‘Just how much of her did you look at?’’
‘‘None of your business.’’
‘‘Ah. And would I be right to suspect that this somehow leads to your getting the cabin painted on the boat? You smell like paint.’’
‘‘She wants to learn to race and she’s gonna help me with the maintenance,’’ Creek said defensively. ‘‘So shut up.’’
‘‘Help like Teri did.’’
Creek shuddered: ‘‘I asked you never to mention that name.’’
‘‘Sorry.’’
‘‘Now I have to find a priest,’’ Creek said. ‘‘To cleanse me.’’
She smiled now. ‘‘Sorry again.’’
‘‘Easy to be sorry,’’ Creek said. ‘‘You don’t have to live with the pain.’’
Anna snickered and Creek laughed and went to the ‘‘Jelly Roll Blues,’’ running down the chords.
And after a little while, Anna said, ‘‘Clark is in town.’’
The music stopped. Creek turned to her, suddenly pale, as though the tan had run out of his face, like blood. ‘‘Aw, shit,’’ he said.
• • •
They left Anna’s at nine-thirty, the long, brutal day dragging on. Creek was brooding, silent. Anna was annoyed by the silence, the annoyance layered atop her already general grumpiness. She’d wanted to talk about Clark, but Creek didn’t want to hear it. ‘‘That’s
too
personal,’’ he said. ‘‘I can’t tell you what to do and I don’t want to think about it. Go find a girlfriend to talk to.’’
Louis was waiting outside his apartment, standing on the curb in his white shirt and plaid jacket, carrying the laptop. He’d updated the address database with GPS numbers, and claimed that with his new GPS receiver he should be able to put them within a few feet of their actual position, anywhere in L.A. County, southern Ventura or Santa Barbara.
‘‘What’s happening with Jason?’’ he asked, as he ducked his head and climbed aboard.
‘‘I’m trying to figure out a funeral,’’ Anna said, as he sat down. Creek pulled away from the curb and Louis brought up the electronics. Anna asked, ‘‘What’s going on?’’
Louis started monitoring the cops from his apartment, an hour or so before they went out. He had a scanner on an old trunk at the foot of his bed, and Creek claimed to have seen him adjust the volume dial with his toes, without opening his eyes. ‘‘Nothing really heavy, but something’s going on with the hookers up on Sunset,’’ he said, twiddling a dial. ‘‘Hard to tell what’s going on, but I think it might make a movie.’’
‘‘Boys or girls?’’ Anna asked.
‘‘Girls. There was a call about ten minutes ago. The cops hit a club up there, cocaine thing, and I guess dumped a bunch of girls out on the street, lined them up, and a fight started. Somebody said it looked like a riot . . .’’
‘‘Everybody’ll be there,’’ Creek said. He sounded as grumpy as Anna felt.
‘‘I don’t think so,’’ Louis said, not yet catching the crankiness
in the front seat. ‘‘There hasn’t been much on the air. You sorta had to be following it.’’
‘‘So let’s go,’’ Anna said.
The riot was a bust.
A few cop cars still lingered, a few girls strolled along the street, mostly looking at reflections in the store windows. There was the familiar air of trouble immediately past, but no action—like arriving ten minutes after a thunderstorm, with nothing but puddles to show for the violence.
They headed toward the valley, Anna thinking about cruising Ventura. Louis got some movement on the radio, but it was small stuff, and too far south. By the time they’d arrive, there wouldn’t be anything to see, or other crews would already be working it.
‘‘Wish the bitches had been doing something,’’ Louis said. ‘‘Would’ve made the night simple.’’
‘‘Don’t call them that,’’ Anna snapped.
‘‘Why not?’’ Louis asked. ‘‘That’s what . . .’’
‘‘Shut the fuck up, Louis,’’ Anna said.
‘‘Ooo, what’s your problem?’’ He was smiling, trying for a bantering attitude, but he didn’t understand.
‘‘Best be quiet, Louis,’’ Creek said, and Louis shut up. A minute later, Anna, now in a sulk, said, ‘‘Sorry, Louis. You can talk now.’’
‘‘Is there a problem I don’t know about?’’ he asked tentatively.
‘‘Yeah, but it’s mine,’’ Anna said.
‘‘Fatburger coming up,’’ Creek said. Creek knew every Fatburger in L.A. County.
‘‘Stop, I need some caffeine,’’ Anna said. ‘‘Louis?’’
‘‘Diet Coke.’’
‘‘Fatburger and a Coke,’’ Creek said.
• • •
Anna got the food, waited, paid, carried it out to the parking lot. Two valley guys, in their late teens or early twenties, both with buzz cuts, three-day-artist-hangout stubble and black jackets, were leaning against the hood of a beat-up Buick, and one of them said, ‘‘Hey, mama.’’