‘What are you thinking?’ Cory asked.
‘I am wondering what would happen if they tried again,’ Rachel said honestly. ‘Until the culprit is caught it cannot be safe for you, Cory.’
Cory gave her his brilliant smile. ‘Do not be concerned, Rachel. My attacker took a chance because I was alone that night. These days I make sure that I am in company all the time.’
Rachel rubbed her fingers absentmindedly over the material of his sleeve. ‘Do not jest, Cory. Whoever it is knows that you suspect them and as a result you are in danger.’
‘I can look after myself,’ Cory said, with what Rachel felt was a deplorably casual air. ‘Besides, we
will
catch them, Rae. It is only a matter of time.’
Rachel held his gaze. ‘There is something that I must know, Cory.’ She sighed again. ‘I suppose that when Justin Kestrel and his brothers were doing the pretty by all of us it was merely in the interests of finding out the identity of the spy? Not that I thought them sincere, of course, but I had no idea they were quite so shallow.’
She felt hurt. She had known the Kestrels were not interested in matrimony, but it felt like a betrayal to think that their charming manners were completely false.
Cory laughed. ‘Oh, you do not need to fear that it was all pretence,’ he said drily. ‘Richard Kestrel likes you immensely. Why do you think I was so damnably jealous just now?’
Rachel’s gaze flew to his face. ‘Jealous? But—’ She struggled, grasped at a straw, anything to keep the conversation away from the two of them. ‘But Lord Richard is in love with Mrs Stratton…’
‘I know,’ Cory said. ‘In fact, Richard is so in love he can barely keep his mind on what he is trying to achieve. The
more time he spends in her company, the less sense one gets from him.’
Rachel gave a little gesture. ‘Then I do not see—’ She stopped. She knew that she was wandering into dangerous ground, but it was too late now. All half-truths and half-measures between them had to be at an end.
‘You do not see why I was jealous?’ Cory asked ruefully. ‘I dare say I have no cause, but that has nothing to do with emotion, Rae. I do not wish to share your attention with anyone.’
Rachel felt a rush of powerful feeling. ‘You speak most convincingly,’ she said sharply, ‘but how am I to know that your protestations are true when this whole business has been a charade from start to finish—?’
She broke off at the expression in Cory’s eyes. ‘Rae,’ he said, ‘there was no pretence. Never between me and you. Shall I prove it to you?’
Cory took her hand in his again and it was all that Rachel could do not to wrench it away from him, so sharp was her awareness of him. She wanted to tell him that he was being foolish, to beg him to say no more, to retreat to the comfortable grounds of friendship. But it was far too late for that. She had already betrayed herself with her accusations of disloyalty. She knew she had given away the fact that she cared for him. And she knew what Cory’s next question would be. She waited, her breath coming quickly, lightly.
‘Why were you so upset when I told you about what had happened to me?’ Cory asked softly.
Rachel did not meet his eyes. Her answer stumbled a little. ‘Cory, you are my dearest and my oldest friend,’ she said. ‘How could I possibly greet with equanimity the thought that someone had taken a shot at you? You may have that hardihood, but I do not.’
Cory smiled. He was stroking her hand softly, sending little quivers of feeling along her nerves. ‘Are you certain that that was all it was?’ he pursued.
Rachel’s gaze clung to his. Her senses felt cloudy, confused. ‘That is all it can be,’ she whispered.
There was a moment of stillness, then Cory pulled her to him, his arms hard about her again. This time there was no attempt at comfort. This time his mouth took hers hungrily, almost angrily, as though he were trying to prove a point. The kiss was rough and demanding, overpowering with pent-up need. Rachel’s mind spun. The minute he had touched her she had been lost, aware of nothing but the hard muscles of his arms beneath her fingers, the heated, insistent claim of his mouth, the scent of him, the pressure of his body against hers.
She forgot that they were in the phaeton, forgot that it was standing in full view of the track, forgot her scruples and doubts. Her heart was hammering and she could think of nothing but the absolute bliss and perfection of being in Cory’s arms, the overwhelming sensation of yielding to him, of coming home.
Cory tossed her hat on to the seat beside them and with one swift movement pulled half the pins from her hair so that it slithered down her back in heavy chestnut waves. Rachel gave a little cry. It felt extraordinary, intimate, as though he had stripped her naked. She opened her mouth to protest at the disorder to her appearance, but before she could say a word Cory had tangled one gloved hand in the shining tresses and covered her mouth with his again, kissing her deeply. Rachel forgot all about neatness and gave him back kiss for kiss, adrift with an uncontrollable need for him, clutching at his shoulders to draw him closer, to taste and to tease and to demand from him a reaction as powerful as the one he aroused in her.
She got it.
Cory’s lips left hers and he took the lobe of her ear between his teeth, tugging gently. His breath feathered across the tender skin of her neck and sent shivers right through her body. Rachel’s senses spun. She felt his fingers on the
buttons that closed her spencer. The coolness of the air about her shoulders told her that it had been shed. And then, without warning, he stunned her, made her senses reel. Quickly, gently, he scooped one of her breasts from the rounded neckline of her gown and bent his head to tug at the nipple, lick it back and forth, with expert skill. A short, high cry escaped her. She arched against his hands and his mouth and tumbled back against the seat, her body abandoned to his. His hands were hard on her waist, his mouth at her breast and she wanted to die from sheer, inexorable desire.
The curricle jolted suddenly and Rachel almost tumbled from the seat. A flock of birds rose from the sheltering trees with cries of alarm. From the fields behind the hay barn came the sound of voices and the scrape of iron on wood. Sanity returned to both Rachel and Cory instantly. He let her go. His eyes were blazing and his mouth was a hard line.
‘So, are we friends now?’ he asked.
Consternation shook Rachel. She knew that she had responded to him in full measure, wanting nothing more than to lose herself forever in his arms. She kept her head bent and adjusted her dress and reached for her spencer with short, jerky movements. After a moment Cory helped her. His own hands were shaking. Rachel noted the fact and felt an aftershock of love and helpless need. She folded her arms tightly. She felt chilled.
‘Rachel…’ Cory said, and there was a note in his voice that brought her gaze up to meet his. She twisted her fingers together in her lap.
‘I do not think that we should have done that,’ she said.
She heard Cory laugh a little unsteadily.
‘Certainly not here and now,’ he agreed. His hand came down hard on her clasped ones, compelling her to look at him. ‘But that was not what I asked,’ he added. ‘I asked if your feelings for me were those of mere friendship.’
The rose colour flooded Rachel’s face as she realised that she needed to meet his demands with her own brand of courage. She tilted her face up so that she met his gaze very straight. ‘No,’ she said. ‘I do not think that we are friends now. I do not feel particularly kindly disposed to you at the moment.’
Cory’s expression eased. He almost smiled. ‘So what do you feel for me, Rachel?’
Rachel pulled at the seam of her glove, almost splitting it in her agitation. ‘I must admit…I have to confess to a shocking attraction to you,’ she said. ‘It worries me and I do not like it.’
She saw the shadow of a smile deepen on Cory’s face. ‘You do not like it or you do not like me?’ he enquired. ‘Please be specific.’
Rachel bit her lip. ‘Oh, I like you, Cory. That must be demonstrably obvious to you! I was not fighting you off—’ She stopped and her voice fell. ‘But I do not like feeling like this about you.’
‘Friendship can change,’ Cory said. ‘It can grow and develop into something different…’
Rachel felt her throat close with nervousness. Such sentiments did not reassure her, for where could her friendship with Cory go now? To explore a mutual attraction might be exciting beyond belief and just the thought of it made her heart leap, but it would leave a true companionship in tatters, for at the end of it all there was nowhere for them to go. They wanted different things. They always had and they always would.
She looked up and met Cory’s silver gaze. ‘I do not know what to think,’ she said.
Cory turned her face up to his, his gloved fingers spread against her cheek. ‘Yes, you do,’ he said. ‘You do know what to think. Tell me now,’ he invited softly, as his eyes held hers. ‘Tell me
exactly
what you think.’
Rachel was thinking that she ached for him and wanted
no more than to be back in his arms. She did not need to speak. He read the truth quite easily in her face. She saw his gaze go to her parted lips and his eyes darken, and she turned her face full up to his under the caress of his hand. Her invitation was unmistakable to both of them. His head swooped down and she closed her eyes. She felt his lips against her throat and the line of her jaw, pressing little kisses on her skin that felt as though they burned her very soul. When he finally guided her mouth to his, Rachel gave a gasp of pleasure and opened for him in wanton delight. Her mouth moved beneath his, responsive to the onslaught of his relentless tongue, eager to satisfy the clamour of her senses. She had no idea of how long they clung together, but then she felt Cory ease away from her and she almost cried out in frustration.
He was looking at her with a mixture of desire and disbelief and the old amusement.
‘And after all that you want us to be friends?’ he said. His voice was husky and he shook his head slightly as though he was finding it as difficult as she to believe what had happened. He picked up the reins. ‘All the same, I must take you back, sweetheart, or I will pick you up and carry you into that barn and make love to you here and now.’
Rachel pressed her fingers to her lips to repress the gasp that his words provoked. The image burned in her mind, excluding all other thoughts. She struggled with herself and after a few moments was able to regain a little composure. Cory was deliberately avoiding looking at her now and she understood why. The air was so tense between them that it would take a minute spark to set off the entire conflagration. Instead he concentrated on turning the carriage with inch-perfect precision and set off back up the track to the Woodbridge road. For Rachel the scenery passed in a complete blur. The only thought in her mind was that she had enjoyed Cory’s caresses beyond reason. She felt shocked and vulnerable and passionately excited. It was an utterly new experience for her and it held her silent all the way home.
Chapter Seventeen
‘I
have to ask you your intentions, old fellow,’ Richard Kestrel said to Cory Newlyn that night at the Regatta Ball.
‘My intentions?’ Cory dragged his gaze from the sight of Rachel dancing with Caspar Lang and fixed his old friend with a look of enquiry. ‘My intentions about what?’
‘Don’t be dense, old chap,’ Richard said. ‘Your intentions towards Miss Odell, of course. I would not like to think that you were cherishing any dishonourable aspirations in that direction.’
Cory gave him a hard stare. ‘I fear I do not quite understand you, Richard. Are
you
quizzing
me?
You have heard the phrase concerning the pot and the kettle, I take it?’
Richard drove his hands into the pockets of his evening suit, thereby spoiling the elegant line. ‘You may be as indignant as you wish, Cory, but my concerns are with Miss Odell. With no brother to protect her—’
‘
I
have acted the role of Miss Odell’s brother for the past seventeen years—’ Cory began, only to break off as Richard laughed.
‘Yes, and forgive me, but recently you have exchanged that role for the one of Miss Odell’s protector,’ Richard said, ‘in a completely unfraternal sense.’
Cory stiffened and then, seeing there was no mockery in
Richard’s face, relaxed slightly. ‘Devil take it, Richard,’ he said, ‘has everyone noticed?’
‘Pretty much everyone,’ Richard confirmed gently. ‘Which is why I have to ask the question. You are in danger of damaging Miss Odell’s reputation if you continue.’
‘Surely you cannot believe that I would have dishonourable intentions towards a lady I hold in such high esteem, the daughter of a colleague I respect?’ Cory said incredulously.
Richard shrugged. ‘
I
do not doubt you, old chap. But then I am not a gossiping old tabby who likes to make trouble for others. Nor,’ he added thoughtfully, ‘am I as bored and spiteful as, say, Lady Benedict, and looking for a target for my malice.’
‘Damnation!’ Cory expelled his breath sharply. He had not foreseen this. He knew that he could not, with honour, allow Rachel’s reputation to be questioned. He could not even bear the thought of it. He rubbed a hand across his forehead.
‘I am trying to give Miss Odell a little time to become accustomed to my suit,’ he said.
‘Time?’ Richard placed his empty wine glass gently on the table. ‘You have had seventeen years, old fellow. Thought you generally worked quicker than that.’
Cory smiled faintly. ‘I suppose I asked for that. Once again I suggest that you look to your own situation before you criticise mine.’
Richard laughed. ‘
Touché,
Cory.’ He drew a step closer. ‘Did Justin tell you that he had found a witness to the attack on you, by the way? A poacher, name of Simm, saw a figure running away from the scene that night. Naturally he did not reveal himself since he had a brace of Justin’s pheasant under his arm at the time.’
Cory laughed. ‘So I could have perished for all he cared! Did he get a good look at my assailant?’