Authors: Margaret Frazer
Domina Edith’s face tightened with mixed anger and grief. “And Montfort supports him in this deed?”
“I gather so. Forced to it, I think. Sir Walter is wanting to have the matter settled so he can be back to Lord Fenner’s bedside as soon as may be.”
Domina Edith nodded slowly, her eyes contemplative and sad. “Not grief or justice, but only greed and a prideful need that someone must suffer if a Fenner does. Poor man.”
“Poor Sir Walter” was not something Frevisse was inclined to consider. She said quickly, “I need your permission to take Thomasine into sanctuary. Church walls should be enough to keep her safe until we can gather what we need to prove her innocent.”
“I think the only way you may do that is to find the guilty one.”
Frevisse hesitated, men said, “I think we can do that.”
“You’ve learned something that makes it possible?”
“Just before Vespers. I’ve been thinking on it since and would have told you in the morning.”
“It must be drawing on to Prime now.”
“But Thomasine—”
“Is a long way from breakfast yet. Tell me.”
“Dame Claire thinks Lady Ermentrude was neither drunk nor brain fevered when she rode in here from Sir John and Lady Isobel’s. She thinks she was poisoned with henbane before she ever reached St. Frideswide’s.”
Domina Edith’s eyelids sank, hooding her eyes. But very clearly she said, “Another poison altogether, is that the way of it? And given to her before she returned here. A poison that made her seem drunk.”
“Dame Claire recited the symptoms of henbane, and they described Lady Ermentrude’s behavior exactly.”
“So it had to have been done at Sir John’s or on her way back to us.”
“Yes.”
“But there’s still no reason we know of for anyone to do it.”
“No.”
Domina Edith nodded. The hooded eyes closed, and she might have been drifting off to sleep, but Frevisse doubted it and waited, until the prioress raised her head and said, “Three times someone tried to kill her then, and did not care another died by the way. That’s wickedness indeed. So you must go on asking questions. Find out who among her people did it.”
“Or among Sir John’s.”
“Or Sir John and Lady Isobel themselves.”
Domina Edith said it in the same simple tone she had said all the rest, taking Frevisse unprepared. But she had voiced the same idea herself to Dame Claire, so, “Yes,” she agreed after a moment.
Domina Edith nodded. “They quarreled with Lady Ermentrude, and there must have been a reason for it. The pity of it is that we’ll never convince our crowner nor Sir Walter until we find the store of henbane and stains of it on the hand that mixed the potion, which we cannot do. So go see Thomasine into sanctuary with my blessing, and I’ll see to Sir Walter not disturbing our peace come morning.”
“If you send him word he’s been forestalled, he’ll know someone betrayed him.”
“But if I tell my gossiping servant that you’ve been frightened into convincing me Thomasine should be in sanctuary, then my gossiping servant will surely have word of it all through the nunnery and to the guest halls before we’re half through Prime and long before we’re in the refectory for breakfast.”
That was true enough, and Frevisse nodded acceptance, then curtseyed and left, but did not return to the dorter for Thomasine immediately. Instead she went to the kitchen. The corridor outside it was pitchy black and she groped her way until she reached its door. Inside, the banked hearth fire gave a ruddy glow to the ceiling beams and across the scrubbed-to-polish tables, showing the long lumps on the floor that were the sleeping kitchen help. Frevisse knew where the things were that she wanted, and no one so much as stirred while she gathered them quickly, nearly soundlessly. A jug of water, a loaf of bread, a cracked bowl for a chamber pot, an apple. The last was an afterthought, because it might comfort a frightened child in the cold last watch of the night.
She left as unnoticed as she had come, back through the black corridor to the cloister again and around it to the church. There, as always, a lamp burned beside the altar, and now two candles glowed at the biers, outlining the heads of the two nuns praying there. Frevisse saw one head lift to look toward her, and then bow to praying again.
Frevisse placed the food and drink and bowl behind the altar, then knelt on the step in front of it to ask for help and anything like wisdom that God or St. Frideswide might choose to give her for what she was going to do and what was going to come of it.
Returning to the dorter, she passed silently between the varied soft—and not so soft—snorings and breathings and someone shifting in her sleep, to the farther end and Thomasine’s cell. Her eyes were used to the darkness by now; she could see Thomasine curled on her side beneath her blankets, hand under her pillow to cuddle it closer to her cheek, her breathing as tiny as a sleeping kitten’s. Frevisse paused a moment, then regretfully touched the girl’s shoulder, waited for a response, then shook her slightly. She felt Thomasine awaken under her hand and said very softly, “Hush, Thomasine. You have to come with me. Dress now and come.”
Thomasine struggled upward, fumbling at her covers. Confused, she murmured, “I haven’t slept past my time, have I? I didn’t mean to sleep so—”
“Hush. No. Just come. You’re fine.”
She felt Thomasine still hesitating and said more urgently, “I’m taking you to the church. Come quickly.”
That reached past the edges of Thomasine’s sleep; Frevisse felt her come fully awake. With no word and hardly a sound, Thomasine arose and began to dress while Frevisse gathered up her bedding and the rustling mattress. They finished together, and Frevisse led the way out of the cell. Silently they passed the dorter’s length, down the stairs, and along the cloister to the church. This time both nuns stared, but Frevisse signed them back to their devotions.
As Frevisse laid her mattress and bedding down behind the altar, Thomasine asked, in a trembling murmur, “What’s wrong?”
“Sir Walter means to break in tomorrow morning and seize you in the refectory. Domina Edith has agreed you should be in sanctuary where he’ll not dare touch you.”
Thomasine’s eyes grew huge, but she made no outcry; after a minute she said softly, “Will I have to leave England? Isn’t that what you have to do if you claim sanctuary?”
“That’s for confessed felons. If you are proven innocent, you will stay right here.”
Thomasine shivered and wrapped her arms around herself against the church’s cold. Or against the fear shining in her eyes. “Can you prove me innocent?” she whispered.
“Dame Claire claims your aunt was poisoned before ever she came here the second time. It was poison making her act so wild when she rode in here that day, not her drinking or a brain fever. Someone was trying to kill her before she was anywhere near to you.”
Thomasine drew in a startled breath. “Then it wasn’t in her wine, with the medicine?”
“The second poison was, and the third, because the first poison wasn’t strong enough. Your aunt looked like she was recovering from it and so someone tried again, but Martha died. It was the third attempt that succeeded.”
With visible effort Thomasine absorbed the meaning of all that. Around them the church waited, layers deep in silence: silence that was part of the night, silence that was left from years of praying, silence until Thomasine asked, “You know who did it?”
“No. Not yet. But now there’s a better chance I can find out.”
“And I have to stay here until you’re sure?”
“Until I’m sure and we’ve proven it to Sir Walter and Master Montfort.”
“I may stay here in the church? All of the time?”
Frevisse realized that the tension in Thomasine’s body was no longer fear, that she was standing eagerly, her face bright with more than just the lamplight. Being confined to the church was going to be no ordeal for her. Frevisse sighed and said, “Yes. Here in the church all the time.” The girl’s face bloomed with happiness. “Now let’s make your bed so you can rest at least.”
Together they laid out the mattress and spread the bedding over it.
“I’ll leave you now,” Frevisse said. “Domina Edith will speak to you in the morning. Until then, rest if you can.”
Thomasine nodded, her face still warm with delight. And Frevisse, looking back from the doorway before going out, saw her on her knees before the altar, hands clasped and face raised fervently toward heaven. Better one of us taking pleasure in this than that we all should be frightened, Frevisse thought wearily, and left.
From weariness more than intention, Frevisse fell to sleep as soon as she lay down on her bed. The bell for Prime woke her with the others, and quietly she made herself ready and took her place in the procession to the church. Thomasine’s absence was noticed, but she was so often in the church before morning prayers that there was hardly any twitch of curiosity at finding her there when they came in. She had hidden her bed and other things somewhere and was seated quietly in her place, and Frevisse guessed that if the other nuns had heard the rumors of murder and suspicion, her being there in prayer before them was amply justified to all their minds.
The morning hymn began. “Now daybreak fills the earth with light; we lift our hearts to God…” which hardly fitted with either the day or Frevisse’s heart. The September dawn was obscured by clouds that threatened rain again before the day was done, and her heart was clouded, too, with the many things she had to do and learn today.
The prayers ended at last„Two nuns stepped to their places to resume prayers for the dead. Thomasine stayed where she was, head bowed. Domina Edith gave her neither word nor look, but began to leave the church, leaving no one any choice to do more than wonder and leave Thomasine behind.
Breakfast was uneasy. Silence was still kept, but clearly Domina Edith’s woman had done her work; every kitchen servant came and went from the refectory with half an eye to the outer door and a twitch at sounds that were not there, until everyone had no doubt there was something very wrong and Frevisse would nearly have welcomed a burst of rough voices in the outer hall to break her own tightening tension.
But it never came. Breakfast ended in its wonted way. Domina Edith gave the grace and benediction, and they returned to the church for Mass. Now heads turned openly toward Thomasine where she waited in her place, and Father Henry pattered briskly through his Latin, making clear he was as eager as they to be done with the Mass so they could go to Chapter and find out what was happening.
They proceeded directly from the church to the little room they called the chapter house, where on a normal day they would meet to deal together on daily nunnery business. Domina Edith kindly waited until Father Henry had taken off his vestments and joined them. Then she told them what was to hand, ending with, “So we forestalled them in the refectory, but Thomasine will remain in sanctuary until all this is ended and she’s safe from wrong.”
With a sure knowledge of her nuns, she waited while, bright with indignation and outrage, each raised her hand to go on record that she was angry at Sir Walter’s unholy boldness and mad injustice, with Dame Alys loudest of them all, swelling with pleasure at having another Fenner to castigate.
Domina Edith had been prioress long enough to judge how long to indulge a thing and when to stop it. The crest of their exclaims was past and they had begun to repeat themselves when she said in her old voice, not seeming to raise it but carrying easily over all of theirs, “Because of this, none of us are to go outside of cloister today except Dame Frevisse, whose duties take her there. For the rest of us, we still have our duties and our prayers to follow and we will do so. Is there any business of the day we need to deal with?”
If there had been, it was forgotten in the present excitement. No one said anything, and firmly Domina Edith ended Chapter, setting them all back to holy silence.