Authors: Gena Showalter
Her eyes widened, and Brenna gasped. If she didn't leave now, she would lose this opportunity. “Come on.” They sprinted past the front door and into the hallway.
“Shaye!” A command now. Water splashed.
She plowed into a couple writhing on the floor and tumbled face-first. Frantic, Brenna helped her up. The couple yelped, but didn't stop their naked dance. Shaye's lungs nearly burst from strain as she dared a backward glance. A naked Valerian was closing in on her. How could she want to run
to
him?
“Move!” she panted. “Faster. Do you know the way?” All she remembered was that the closer they came to the portal, the barer the walls would become. Fewer jewels. Fewer sconces.
“Yes.”
They encountered a fork, and Brenna swerved right. Shaye followed. God, she hoped this was the right direction. If Valerian caught her⦠The walls looked the same to her. Doorways branched in every direction. They raced past other women, other warriors. The men regarded them with curiosity, but didn't try to stop them.
Then, suddenly, steal clamps anchored onto her waist and she was thrown into the air. Her arms flailed. She screamed. Brenna ground to a halt and whipped around just as Shaye's legs kicked out, reaching for a solid foundation. As she fell, she screamed again.
Strong arms caught her, wrapping around her and locking her in place. She was panting and didn't allow herself to meet Valerian's angry gaze. Or look down at his wet, aroused body.
“When a warrior runs from his commander,” he said ominously, “he is punished. Are you ready for your punishment, Shaye?”
V
ALERIAN ESCORTED
B
RENNA
to Shivawn without a word. The warrior accepted her with a frown and a muttered, “Thank you, great king,” and then they were off. Shaye had never been so nervous. This was the first time Valerian had ever projected such bleak fury in her direction.
And yet, she was oddly relieved that she'd failed to escape.
“Go back to your duties,” Valerian growled to the soldiers watching in the hallway.
His men jumped into motion, looking anywhere but at his naked form. Looking anywhere but at Shaye, who was carted unceremoniously over his shoulder. “Valerâ”
“Do not speak,” he snapped at her.
“Valerian,” she persisted. “I told you I would try to escape. You can't say I didn't warn you. At least I didn't lie to you. We'll always be honest with each other, remember?”
“I gave you what you wanted, Shaye. I did not press you to make love, and yet you ran from me.” Valerian still couldn't believe her daring. He stalked to his room and tossed her onto the bed. She gasped. He stood in place, staring down at her. She didn't try to run again, just watched him warily.
Light as she was, carrying her shouldn't have affected him. But he was panting. His arms fell to his sides, and he realized just how quickly he was losing strength.
He needed sex.
He needed Shaye.
He'd felt her watching him during his bath. Had smelled her desire for him. He'd thought victory was within his grasp. And then she'd run. Run! Was the thought of welcoming him into her body that abhorrent to her?
“The time has come,” he said darkly.
She scrambled to the far edge of the bed, as if the spell of motionlessness she'd been under had lifted with his words. He continued to stare down at her. Her overlarge shirt gaped open, revealing succulent hints of her breasts.
“Let's talk about this,” she said nervously.
“You tried to escape me. The time for conversation is over.”
“Couples should always make time to chat.”
One brow winged up. “We are a couple now?”
She kept her gaze on his chest, not daring to look down, where he was thick and ready. He watched a tremble sweep through her. In fear? In desire? Something inside him lurched. He sighed heavily. Would she always tie him in knots? He tried a different approach.
“You look so beautiful on my bed, moon, with your hair draped over your shoulders, your legs stretched in front of you. But⦔
“But?” she prompted, frowning.
“But you will look even better on me.” He let his knees fall on the mattress, followed by his hands. Slowly he crawled forward.
Eyes wide, she tried to scoot back even farther. The wall blocked any escape. “Stop,” she said. She sounded breathless. Eager. “Just stop.”
“You feel the connection between us, I know you do.”
Her teeth ground together, and a flash of something dark settled over her expression. “So what if I do?” she snapped. “That doesn't mean I want to sleep with you.”
“Innocent moonbeam, neither of us will be sleeping.” His gaze swept over her, and he suddenly wished he possessed the fire of the dragons so he could burn away her clothing. “I know you have never been with a man, but have you ever engaged in love play?”
Stubborn as always, she pressed her lips together. “That's none of your business.”
“I do not smell any man on you, not even the faintest hint.”
“IâI lied to you earlier, okay.” She studied her nails, yawned with exaggeration. “I've been with lots of men. Thousands.”
He paused, his hands on either side of her knees. That she didn't try to kick him was more telling than she probably knew. Some part of her wanted him.
Untouched
echoed through his mind. His mate was untouched by any man. He would be her first. Her only. He'd be careful with her. “I like that you are virgin, moon.”
She flicked a piece of lint off her shirt. “I
don't
like the fact that you are a male whore, Valerian.”
“I am sorry that I do not come to you pure.” Nymphs never saved themselves for their mates; they were too sexual, their needs too great. But now he wished to the gods that he'd waited for her. “Perhaps every other woman was merely practice for the day I met you.”
She swallowed, bit her lip. Her nipples hardened beneath the shirt, and she could no longer pretend boredom. “That's, like, the corniest line I've ever heard.”
“It is true nonetheless.” Blood heated to a sizzle inside his veins. Possessiveness and pride stormed him as surely as his army stormed castles. No man had ever sneaked past this woman's cool facade to discover the passion underneath, but he was close. So close to victory.
I will give her so much pleasure she will scream with it.
He crawled the rest of the way up her body, placing them nose to nose. “Was I right? Is that why you have denied me? Why you've denied yourself?” he asked, placing the softest of kisses on her lush mouth. “Because you have not known a man?”
Her mouth parted on a gaspâperhaps a sigh. “Don'tâ¦don't fool yourself.” She ran her tongue over her lips. “I want no part of you. That's why I denied you.” Again she sounded breathless. Needy.
“I think you want
every
part of me.”
“You're delusional.”
“Or perhaps I'm more perceptive than you are comfortable with.”
Her eyes narrowed, hiding the emotion banked in their depths. “Are we going to talk all day or are you going to get this seduction routine over with?”
As she uttered those last words, he reached out and palmed the fullness of her breast. Her eyes closed, her hips arched slightly. A look of divine pleasure blanketed her expression.
“We can get it over with,” he said. “But are you sure you want it to end quickly?”
“Iâ¦I don't know,” she breathed.
“Tell me to leave you right now, and I will. Tell me.”
She opened her mouth but said nothing.
“Tell me to leave, Shaye. I will
not
force you. I will walk away from you.”
Again, not a word. Satisfaction speared him. He plucked at her nipple with his fingertips. “Do you hate me when I do this?”
A moan shuddered past her lips. “It feelsâ¦it feels terrible.”
Gods, he loved seeing her cheeks pinken with arousal. “Just think how much worse it will feel when I suck this hard little morsel into my mouth.”
She groaned, a sound so laden with need he responded on a primal level, his muscles clenching, his bones vibrating. When he removed his handâonly for the barest of secondsâher groan became a growl. He slid his fingers under her shirt, gliding over the smooth skin of her stomach, surely the softest, sweetest flesh he'd ever encountered.
Her features clouded with rapture, and she trembled.
“Does this make you shudder in revulsion?” he asked, strained. His fingertip brushed the underside of her breast.
“Utterly,” she gasped.
“Me, too. Oh, me, too. See, I'm shaking with the force of my disgust.”
“It's theâ¦worst thingâ¦ever,” she said, panting.
I should make him stop,
Shaye thought.
Should make him stopâ¦in just aâ¦little while.
His fingers were white-hot, searing, and everywhere they touched, a fire kindled below the surface of her skin. He sank more deeply into her, making her gasp.
His body was like a live wire, she realized, and then her mind went blank, consumed only with pleasure as his hand closed over her bare breast. Instinctively she parted her legs, a silent invitation for him to pin her completely.
He didn't accept. In fact, he lifted slightly.
She almost cursed him.
With his other hand, he inched up the hem of her shirt. “If I cover you, I'll take you,” he explained. “I need to see you first.”
“Yes,” she said, wondering who this passionate creature was. Not Shaye, surely. She wasn't concerned with either of their pasts, wasn't concerned with what would happen once the loving was finished as she lifted her hips to make it easier for him. His bare erection rubbed against her. Absolute pleasure. Total sensation.
He hissed in a breath, and she did the same. Despite the clothing she still wore, it felt as if he touched the core of her. “Mmm, yes,” she said. “I like. No, hate. I hate.”
Her stomach tightened, quivered. Unable to stop herself, she did it again, purposefully this time, and caressed herself against his cock. Valerian sucked in another breath. He jerked her top over her head, freeing her breasts for his gaze.
“I have to taste them. Have to have those sweet little beads in my mouth.”
Shaye shouldn't let things go any further, but curiosity was getting the better of her. At least, she was calling the unquenchable desire to feel him slide and pump and grind inside her
curiosity.
To know and understand how people became slaves to their emotions over this one act.
Valerian closed his fingers over her wrist. “What are you thinking about?”
“Passion,” she admitted. “Sex.”
“Look at me.”
She didn't think to disobey. Her gaze jerked to him, and she stilled, amazed by what she saw. He was drinking in the sight of her breasts as if they were the most beautiful things he'd ever beheld. As if her too-pale skin and her average-size breasts topped his Christmas list.
“I am thinking that I have never seen a more wondrous sight. Your loveliness captivates me,” he said, his tone reverent.
“But you've been with a thousand women,” she reminded him softly. “A thousand times more beautiful than me.”
“None are more beautiful than you, love.”
“I'm nothing,” she insisted. “I'mâ”
“Everything.” One of his hands cupped her jaw, and his thumb caressed the side of her face. He forced her to look at him, to
see
him. “I told you that. You are everything to me.”
It was too astonishing to believe and yet, it was everything she'd ever wanted to hear. People just didn't say things like that to her. Tears stung her eyes, and she scrubbed them away. She'd always prided herself on her independence, on her lack of need for another's approval. But until this moment, she hadn't realized how incredible approval could actually be. How powerful it could make her feel.
I have to be cold,
she reminded herselfâhow many times would she be forced to issue the reminder to
herself?
I have to be heartless.
But as her gaze slid over Valerian, she couldn't force herself to rebuke him.
He was poised above her, his big, hard body illuminated by a golden glow of light. Muscles bunched, strength and arousal exuded from him in mouthwatering waves. His stomach was ripped and hard. His penis stretched toward her center, so thick, so hard, reaching for her. The heavy weight of his testicles was surrounded by a sprinkling of golden hair.
The sight of him, this god of beauty and sex, made her breathless. “Youâ” she cleared her throat “âaren't bad-looking, either,” she said. She'd never given a man a compliment before; she always shoved them out of her life as quickly as they entered.
His lips twitched. “I am glad you do not find me ugly, for you are everything I've ever needed.”
Inch by agonizing inch, he lowered his head. A gasp of anticipation caught in her windpipe. His mouth closed over her nipple, surrounding it with moist heat. When his tongue flicked back and forth against the pearled bud, her hand tangled in his hair, holding his head in place. He kneaded her other breast with his hand, and the double sensation had her hips writhing.
“Did I not promise you it would feel terrible?”
“Awful, just awful. Don't stop.” Wait. She'd meant to tell him to stop. Things were getting out of hand.
“You make me feel feverish, as if my very life depends on you.” He sucked hard, and she groaned at the pleasure/pain of it, then he licked away the sting and she moaned at the heady bliss. “When a nymph makes love, he becomes completely absorbed in the act, ferocious and bestial. Nothing else matters except his woman.”
Need him the way he seems to need you,
she thought, yearning, and something cracked inside her. Something crumbled. The last vestiges of her resistance? Fear? Doubt? They were suddenly gone, replaced by a need to know him, all of him. In that moment he became more important to her than breathing.
Growling, she wrapped her legs around his waist, locked her ankles and jerked him on top of her. All of his weightâblissful. She savored, reveled in the exquisite press of him. Basked in her first true taste of capitulation. No more denying her needs, no more ignoring her secret wants.
“Shaye?” he said, his voice hoarse. He closed his eyes in sweet surrender, his expression entranced, shocked, awed.
“Valerian.”
He nipped at her collarbone, licked up and down her neck. His hand worked at the waist of her pants. His fingers glided past them, under her panties, and through her fine tuft of pubic hair.
She nearly screamed as she arched her hips to urge him further.
“Most women think this is the most pleasure-receptive place on their bodies.” His fingers pinched her clitoris lightly. He was sweating, trying to go slowly when she wanted him fast.
With that one touch, she almost reached the gates of paradise. So close to climaxâ¦so close⦠“They'd be right,” she managed on a pant.
“No, they are wrong.” He slid a finger through her damp folds and into the very heat of her. “Small,” he said, strained. “Tight. Wonderful.”
Had she thought she'd neared paradise before? Not even close. Her feminine walls clamped around him, holding him captive. In and out he moved. Slowly. Sheer torture. She gasped and gasped and gasped.
“Some women think this rhythm is the cause of their desire.”