The Order Boxed Set (27 page)

“There are some things that even I would consider more important that my honor.”

“And those things are?”

Christian remained silent.

“Love,” Piers said.

“Love?”

Piers shrugged. “He’s in love with your abomination.”

Christian stared at him, a growl trickling from his throat.

“Hey,” Piers said. “I’m trying to appeal to his better nature.”

The Walker watched them, a frown on his face as though he didn’t quite know what to make of the whole thing. “My better nature?” he mused. “Do I have one?”

Piers shrugged. “Well, I have to admit it was a long shot, but—”

“Shut up, Piers,” Christian snarled. He turned to the Walker. “I wasn’t aware of the facts back then.”

The Walker raised one arched eyebrow. “And you are now?”

“Most of them. I’m hoping you can clear up the last few things.”

“I’m interested in this love thing.” He studied Christian. “I wasn’t aware that vampires were capable of love.”

“It’s irrelevant.”

“I don’t think so. Tell me about her. I presume it is a ‘her.’”

Christian searched the fae’s face. This was not a direction he would have chosen to go without Piers’s intervention, but perhaps it would help. Or hinder. It was too late to stop now.

“We were told she looks like her mother,” he said. “And she has your eyes.”

“What?”

“Her eyes, they’re green like yours, and her hair is blond, almost silver.”

“And she looks like her mother?”

Christian nodded.

The Walker rose to his feet, his body rigid, his fists clenched at his side. Piers glanced at Christian in query, and Christian shrugged. The Walker turned back to them. His eyes filled with a deep sorrow. “Her mother was my brother’s child.”

It was Christian’s turn to be stunned. “What?”

“My people do not produce many children, and Lillian was the last.”

“What happened to her?”

“The demons took her. She was much loved by our people. She was a beautiful child and grew into a beautiful young woman. All who saw her wanted her.”

“How?” Piers asked. “She should have been safe in the Faelands.”

“Lillian was fascinated by earth and humans. She was always crossing over. The last war was on, my brother tried to keep her at home, but she slipped away and must have been seen by demons. They love to take beautiful things and destroy them.”

“That’s when you came to us?”

He nodded. “My brother was frantic, but it was too late. When the war was over and the demons banished, we thought we might find her. We hoped she would return home to us, but she’d disappeared, and we believed her already dead.”

“Instead, she was pregnant and running from you because she knew you would kill her unborn child. Would you really have killed an innocent baby?”

The Walker didn’t hesitate. “Yes.”

“And people believe demons to be evil.” Piers shook his head.

“We cannot allow demons access to the Faelands. It is why the child had to be killed, why she must die now.”

“That’s not going to happen.”

“She’s part demon and can enter the Faelands. They will use her against us.”

“She’s also part fae, doesn’t that matter?”

“It can’t matter. We have to protect ourselves.”

“They can’t use her if they don’t have her,” Christian said. “If I can guarantee they will never know of her existence will you back off? Let her live.”

The Walker appeared thoughtful. “How could you do this?”

“Have you been able to find her?”

“No. We felt the presence once, months ago, and again ten days past. We sensed its dual nature and we’ve been hunting since, but found nothing.”

“She’s not an ‘it.’” Christian growled.

The Walker shrugged. “It never occurred to me that this could be a child of Lillian’s. We thought it a human with traces of fae and demon blood. But a half-demon, half-fae, she could go anywhere—enter the Abyss, the Faelands. The Accords would not hold her.”

“She has no wish to enter the Faelands or the Abyss. She’s grown up believing she’s human, and all she wants is a normal life.”

“Are the demons aware of her existence?”

“Only to the extent you are. They sensed her, but she’s hidden to them now.”

“How is she hidden?”

“She wears a talisman. It hides her true nature.” He paused. “Her mother had it made. She paid for it with her blood and her life. Would you have that sacrifice made for nothing?”

The Walker pursed his lips. “She’s part demon, there will come a time when she will cause trouble.”

“Not if she never knows what she is, who she is. What if we arrange it so she truly believes she’s human? If she remembers nothing of the worlds of fae and demons?”

“You mean more magic?”

Christian nodded.

“Would she agree to this?”

“It doesn’t matter. It would be done.”

“The demons could still find her, use her.”

“Not if she continues to wear the talisman. We can increase the compulsion in the spell. She won’t ever take it off.”

“Let me think this through.”

He walked away from them, and Christian watched him go.

“Do you realize Tara is his niece?” Piers asked, and Christian nodded. “If he says no, what are we going to do?”

“Kill him.”

Piers laughed softly. “Let’s hope then.”

The Walker came back. He sat down “You do this,” he said to Christian, “and you lose her forever. She must forget you along with all the rest.”

“I know.”

He frowned. “Is this real love? The willingness to let something go.”

“I’m giving her what she wants.”

“Does she love you, this daughter of Lillian?”

Christian thought back to Tara lying beneath him, giving herself so freely, her soft words of love echoing in his ears. He forced them from his mind. “It doesn’t matter.”

“If she’s a true child of Lillian’s, she won’t thank you for this.”

“She won’t know. I’m giving her the chance of a normal life.”

“You have your deal, Christian Roth. The child of Lillian will not die at the hands of the fae, but she will forget all. But if she ever removes the talisman, the deal is off, and I will kill her myself.”

A rush of mingled emotions ran through Christian. Relief that Tara would be safe, but also a deep, dark vein of regret that she would be lost to him forever. “I’ll see that it’s done.”

The Walker rose, nodded at Christian, ignored Piers, and left.

“Damn,” Piers said, staring at the door as it closed behind the Walker. “He agreed. I can’t believe it. My chance to kill the bastard gone.”

“I’m sure there’ll be another.” Christian ran a hand through his hair, the energy leaking out of him. He was halfway there. The fae had been the tricky part. It was always uncertain which way they would go.

“So what now?” Piers asked.

Now was the easy part. Like Piers said, there was nothing tricky about a demon. He was going to face Asmodai. He was going to fight, and in all likelihood, he was going to die.

Because they would meet in the Abyss.

While on Earth, they could meet on equal terms, and there was a chance he could beat the demon, in the Abyss, the demon’s power would be almost limitless. But if Asmodai agreed to his deal, at least Tara would be safe.

The thought of his probable death drove his desperation to see her one last time, to hold her again.

“I need to see Tara, tell her the fae are off her back.”

“Can’t you phone?”

“No.” He rose to his feet. “Afterward, we need to see Jonas Callaghan, make sure he’s okay with doing the spell.”

“He’ll want something in return.”

“Then we’ll just have to give it to him.”

…

A deep sense of foreboding nagged Tara. She wanted Christian here, where she could see him, touch him. There was a connection between them, growing stronger, which translated into anxiety when he wasn’t with her.

She tried reading a book, switched on the TV, switched it off again.

Finally, she fastened the holster to her belt, pulled a jacket on to hide the gun, and took the elevator down to the shooting range. She practiced until the bullets hit the target each time, sometimes even close to the center. Then she tried a couple of rapid draws, like she’d seen in the movies, and missed totally.

Glancing at her watch, she realized an hour had passed. He should be back soon. She pulled her jacket on and headed back up to reception. As the elevator opened, Christian walked through the sliding glass doors with Piers. He came straight over to her before she could step out of the elevator.

“Come on,” he said, stepping in beside her. “We need to talk.”

As he pressed the down button, Tara slipped her hand into his and peered up at his face. His expression was closed.

“Did it go okay?” she asked.

He didn’t answer, but at that moment, the elevator stopped, and he pulled her into his apartment, slamming the door behind them. She could sense his urgency and frowned.

“What is it, Christian. Did it go wrong? Are the fae coming after me?”

“The fae have agreed to leave you alone. I’ll tell you the details later. I have to go back out with Piers because we’ve one more thing to do so you’ll be safe. But before I go I need to—”

He picked her up and carried her through to the bedroom, laid her on the bed and stripped off his clothes before coming down beside her.

He undressed her slowly, kissing her skin as it was bared to him. He made love to her. Slow, intense, erotic love, as though he wanted to imprint himself on her body for always. As she drew close to her orgasm, he burrowed his face in her throat, sinking his fangs deep into her. He drank as his hips thrust leisurely into her, grinding relentlessly against her, until she came in a flood of pleasure so powerful that for a moment she blacked out.

As she came to, Christian’s arms were wrapped around her, and he was kissing her neck, licking the wound, healing her. When he realized her eyes were open, he gathered her tighter and kissed her lips. “That was sublime,” he said.

She snuggled closer, but after a few minutes, he sat up and pulled her with him.

He removed her arms from around him and stood. She watched as he pulled on his clothes. A part of her wanted to call him back, but another part needed him to go, to get her situation settled so they could be together without the constant worry that someone or something was coming after her.

He dressed in silence, then crossed the room, pausing for a moment in the doorway. As he looked back at her, foreboding swept through her once more, settling low in her belly. She swung her legs onto the floor to go after him.

“I love you,” he said, and she went still at his words. “I might not have mentioned it yesterday, but I wanted you to know. I’ve never loved before. I’m new to this. I just hope I get it right.”

Then he was gone.

…

Christian kept his mind blank as he rode the elevator up to reception.

Piers leaned against the wall, looking pissed. Graham was behind the desk studiously ignoring him.

“Are we ready to go?” Christian asked.

Piers raised an eyebrow. “I’ve been ready for the last half hour. Just hanging round here, while you shag your girlfriend.”

“Leave it, Piers.”

“I’ll get the car.” He pulled out his cell phone.

As they left the building, a black SUV pulled up beside them. They got in the back and the car merged into the traffic. It stopped ten minutes later outside The Pointed Hat. Christian climbed out, followed by Piers. All around, the street was quiet, nothing moved.

The bar was empty of customers. The barman glanced up as they entered, a scowl forming on his face. Christian ignored him and took a seat at one of the tables.

“I could do with that drink now—Scotch.”

Piers brought back a bottle and two glasses. He sat and poured them both a drink. “So, what now?”

The door to the back room opened and Jonas Callaghan entered. He crossed to them and sat in the chair opposite. “Did the fae agree?” he asked Christian.

“He did.”

“I’m impressed.”

Christian smiled. “Piers appealed to his better nature.”

“He has one?” Jonas sounded impressed.

“Perhaps,” Christian said. “So are you ready?”

“I’m ready. All I need is for your friend here to agree my terms.”

“I haven’t mentioned them yet.”

Jonas raised an eyebrow. “Well, perhaps now would be a good time.”

Christian turned to Piers. “Jonas has agreed to do the spell on Tara, but he requires something in return.”

“I’m guessing that something affects me. As long as he’s not after my blood, I’ll consider it.”

“No, your friend here has agreed to contribute that part of the bargain. What I require from you is a job with the Order. I believe you have a vacancy.”

“A job doing what?”

Jonas shrugged. “Whatever the Order requires.”

“I don’t want to appear suspicious here, but why would you want a job with us?”

“You have access to resources I could never get alone. There are certain things I am working on that could benefit us both.”

Piers turned to Christian. “Can you vouch for him?”

“I wouldn’t have considered the deal otherwise. You need a witch or warlock on the staff to replace Ella. It’s unrealistic to think you’d get one without their own agenda, but I don’t believe any agenda of Jonas’ will harm the Order.”

“Unlike Ella,” Piers added caustically. “Okay, I have no objections. How do we do this?”

“You do it tonight,” Christian said.

“Are you going to tell her?”

“I won’t be there, but I have a letter for her. She won’t be a problem. She’ll do what she has to.”

“And where will you be while all this is going on?” Piers asked.

“I’m going to meet with Asmodai.”

“Why?”

“Tara’s friend was killed on his orders because of me. They were trying to get to me like they did with Gabe and Stefan. Tara won’t be safe until whatever is between us is resolved.”

“He won’t meet with you.”

“He’ll have no choice. I’m going after him. I’m going to the Abyss.”

Piers stared at him. “You’re out of your mind.”

“Perhaps.” Christian swallowed the rest of his drink and poured another. “But it finishes tonight. I’m going to offer him combat. I defeat him, or I die. Either way Tara will be safe.”