The Other Game: A Dean Carter Novel (The Perfect Game #4) (22 page)

From the living room, we could clearly hear what sounded like a jar being put back down, and Melissa and I stared at each other as we both held our breath, waiting for Jack to return.

“How come some of her stuff’s still here?” Jack asked Melissa when he reentered the living room.

She shrugged. “We figured it would be easier to leave it here for now. We don’t know how long she’s staying there, and I’m not moving anytime soon. Besides, finding a fully furnished apartment in New York is easy.”

“What do you mean, you don’t know how long she’s staying there?” He frowned and fidgeted, shifting his weight from foot to foot.

“She might hate living there. Or the job might not work out. She didn’t know for sure, you know?”

Jack nodded his understanding before squeezing his eyes shut as if he was in pain.

Melissa glanced at me before asking him, “Are you okay?”

He opened his eyes and stared at us both before saying, “Just fighting ghosts.”

Jack was coming undone, ready to lose it at any second. I was about to offer him an excuse to leave when he spoke up.

“I gotta get back to my hotel before they freak out and think I’ve gone AWOL.” He reached for his baseball cap before walking to the front door.

“How’d you get here anyway?” I asked.

“I had a driver for the night. But I made him sit in the passenger seat while I drove his car here. Once I hopped out, I told him he could leave. I think he was relieved,” Jack said before adding, “I also think he shit his pants.”

I laughed. “So you need me to drop you off?”

“Unless you want me to take your car back to the hotel. But you’ll have to pick it up first thing tomorrow so it doesn’t get towed,” he said, reminding me that his team was scheduled to head back to Arizona in the morning.

I glanced at Melissa before flashing my brother a smile. “Nope. I’ll take you.”

“Jack? Don’t forget that I’m here too. You can call me anytime, and I’ll help you if I can,” Melissa said, her expression sympathetic.

“I’m gonna hold you to that.” He tried to smile in return, but it was a pathetic attempt.

“Good. Because even though you’re a stupid jerk-face, you’re her stupid jerk-face, and you two belong together,” she whispered before wrapping her arms around his waist and hugging him so hard, he made a face like he was dying.

“You’re killing me, Funsize,” he choked out, and she giggled.

When Melissa released him, I tossed an arm around her shoulders and squeezed as I looked down at her beautiful blue eyes. “I’ll see you later, okay?”

“Okay,” she said, looking up at me with an expression so soft and warm that it took my breath away.

I released her reluctantly, wondering if that look had always been there, or if it was only because of tonight. Or maybe I was just imagining things and there was no look at all.

Jack grabbed my keys from the table, tugged his Diamondbacks cap on his head, and waited for me to follow him out the door. We walked in silence toward the Mustang he’d bought for me, its tinted windows looking almost black in the darkness.

He tossed me the keys and waited at the passenger door to be let in. I clicked the key fob and two beeps filled the night air, and we both slid into the chilly leather seats.

The engine purred to life and I backed out of the parking space, my head racing with everything that had transpired this evening.

“What’s up with you and Meli?” he asked out of nowhere.

Recognizing Jack’s need to have the focus not be on him for two seconds, I grinned as I pulled out of the complex, refusing to look at him. “Nothing. Why?”

“Don’t lie to me.” He punched me playfully in the arm, causing me to yank the steering wheel, and the car swerved with a jerk.

“Hey! Don’t do that!” Scared half to death, I shot him a mean glare before turning my attention back to the road.

“Tell me,” he said, “what’s up with you two? I saw the way she was looking at you.”

I straightened up in the seat, thankful that I hadn’t been imagining something in her eyes earlier. I’d needed my brother for the last few months to help me navigate whatever the hell was going on between me and Melissa, but he’d had his own shit to worry about. Now that I had Jack’s undivided attention, I needed to take full advantage of that.

Glancing at him, I said, “What way? How was she looking at me?”

“You’re kidding, right? You don’t see the way she looks at you with her eyes all hot like she wants to eat you up? Are you really that clueless?”

I laughed so hard, I snorted. “She doesn’t want me.”

Jack shook his head with dismay. “How are we even related? Dude, she wants you. Trust me on this. I know women.”

The roar of the engine as I accelerated onto the highway was the only sound in the car. I focused intently on the road ahead before glancing at my brother, who was still staring at me.

I released a long sigh. “I tried to kiss her once, okay? I mean, we did kiss once. I thought I’d read all the signs right, but she stopped me,” I admitted, slightly embarrassed that I had to tell him about the failed make-out session.

“Did you ask her why?”

“No. I just apologized.”

He laughed, and I wanted to punch him. “Jesus, Dean. I’d bet a thousand bucks that she wants you.”

“Then why’d she stop the kiss?” I glanced at him again.

“That’s a good question. You should ask her,” he said. “Time to grow a pair, little brother. How are you going to feel if she starts dating someone else?”

I gripped the steering wheel so tightly that my knuckles turned white. “I’m not going to be happy.”

“Exactly.”

When I pulled into the hotel parking lot, Jack hopped out of the car before I’d even come to a complete stop. He walked around to my side of the car and I rolled down the window, thinking he had something to say. But he extended his hand through the open window, so I grabbed it and pulled him in for an awkward through-the-window hug. He pulled back after a few seconds, and we slapped each other on the shoulder before sharing a long look.

Jack could get on my last nerve like only brothers can do, but I’d missed him. And I hated like hell that he was leaving again so soon.

“It will all work out. You’ll get her back,” I said, hoping to leave Jack with something positive to look forward to. Plus, I wanted to believe that it could happen.

He shot me a quick smile. “I fucking better, or I don’t know what I’ll do.”

“I’ll help you.”

Smiling, I grinned up at him. If there was something I could do to help get them back together, I’d do it without question. And he knew that.

Jack nodded one last time. “I’ll need it.” He took a step back toward the car and gave me one last pat good-bye. “I’ll call you later.”

“All right. Take care.”

I’d finally gotten used to my brother being gone, but Cassie leaving for New York gave me a sense of abandonment all over again. My brain knew that I was being irrational, but my heart hurt because the people I loved most kept leaving me.

Although I knew it wasn’t true—they weren’t truly
gone
—inside I still felt dismissed, ditched in some way.

I sent a text to Cassie, and she responded almost immediately.

Dean
: Did you get to New York okay? How is it?

Cassie
: OMG, the city is unbelievable! It feels like magic.

Cassie
: You and Melis need to come visit me ASAP. :)

Her text made me smile, and also reassured me a little.

Dean
: I’d love that!

Dean
: I hate to ask, but how are you feeling after seeing Jack?

Cassie
: :( Walking away from him was really hard, but it was the right thing to do.

Dean
: Feel better! You know I love ya, sis. Chat soon.

After my morning classes, I texted Melissa to see if she still wanted to hang for lunch or not. Since it was just the two of us now, I wasn’t entirely sure what we were supposed to do—carry on like nothing happened, as if the two people who were our glue weren’t gone?

She responded that she did, called me a dummy, and I met her in our usual spot, elated.

“And then there were two,” she said as I sat down across from her.

“Maybe it’s us? Maybe we make people leave,” I said, biting back a smile.

“Maybe it’s you. People like me just fine.” She gave me a big grin, and I wanted to disagree just to be argumentative, but resisted the temptation.

Instead I said, “I texted with Cassie this morning.”

“Me too.” She sighed. “My apartment is quiet, boring, and lonely with her gone.”

My insides tightened. “I’ll come over anytime you want. All you have to do is ask,” I offered, hoping like hell she’d take me up on it.

“It’s not the same,” she said without meeting my gaze, and the blows to my ego continued.

“I know I’m not Cassie, but shit, aren’t I better than nothing?” I asked, wanting even a crumb from this girl.

She frowned at me. “I don’t want a boyfriend, Dean.”

Well, that came out of freaking nowhere.

“I wasn’t asking to be your boyfriend,” I spat back, annoyed. “Seriously, what the hell is wrong with you? I just said I could come over if you were lonely and wanted company.”

She shrugged. “I’m sorry. I just don’t want you to get the wrong idea about us.”

Although she’d said the words, I had a hard time believing them. Maybe it was the way she wouldn’t look me in the eye when she said them.

Still annoyed, I told her, “I don’t think there is an
us
, so you don’t have anything to worry about.”

Jack’s advice came back to me, and I remembered him telling me to ask someone else out. I wasn’t sure that I could do that when I wasn’t really interested, but I figured I might be able to fake liking someone who wasn’t Melissa just to see what she’d do. It was a stupid game, but I was willing to play it if it meant that she would have to admit to feeling something for me.

“Do you even like me? Because I think you do. I think there’s something here between us,” I said, laying my cards on the table.

“Of course I like you,” she said with a dismissive snort, and I groaned in frustration.

“Then why do you keep pushing me away?”

“Because I can’t do this with you, Dean. We’re not a good idea.”

“What? Not a good idea? We’re the best idea there is.”

She shook her head hard, as if trying to convince herself of something only she could understand. “No. Not after everything that Jack and Cassie have been through. I mean, we can’t be together when they’re not!”

“Melissa.” I shook my head, trying to make sense of her nonsense. “I was interested in you before there even
was
a Jack and Cassie. So that’s not fair.”

She sucked in a small breath and whispered, “I liked you back then too. We just took too long, and they got together first.”

Oh my God. I wanted to bang my head against the wall. This girl was driving me crazy.

“I don’t understand what they have to do with us,” I said stubbornly.

“Everything. They have everything to do with us.”

I leaned back in my chair and crossed my arms over my chest. “I’m not giving up.”

Melissa looked at me for a moment, her expression as soft as her voice when she finally whispered, “I don’t want you to.”

Somehow confused and elated at the same time, I yelled, “You make zero sense! None. Not an ounce.”

She let out a frustrated laugh and shrugged one shoulder. “Welcome to my brain.”

• • •

The next day I made sure that Melissa saw me walk into the student union with a pretty brunette and sit down with her for lunch. The truth was that Serena and I were study partners for one of our classes, but Melissa didn’t need to know that. A moment later, I glanced back at the table Melissa occupied and noticed it empty. Curious, I wondered what that meant.

When the following day rolled around, I joined Melissa instead of ditching her.

“Where’s your new girlfriend?” she asked, her tone snarky.

“Why do you care?”

“I don’t.” Her blue eyes narrowed as she faked a smile. “But is that what she is? Is she your girlfriend?” Her gaze darted around the room before meeting mine.

“No, but I was thinking of asking her out.”

Melissa swallowed hard as she looked everywhere but at me. “Yeah, um.” She gathered her things. “You should do that.”

Reaching for her hand, I stopped her. “Unless there’s some reason why you don’t think I should.”

Please be honest for once
, I begged her with my eyes.
With me, with herself.

“You can do whatever you want.” She pulled out of my grip and stalked away.

Except give up on you, obviously.

• • •

Jack was coming home today and I felt like a kid going to Disneyland, too excited to sleep. Gran was busy in the kitchen making food while Gramps pretended to relax in his recliner, but constantly looked out the front window for Jack’s car. Everyone was excited.

When my brother finally walked through the door, I was holed up in my room, trying to distract myself with homework. Gran and Gramps’s noisy excitement filtered throughout the house as the front door shut, and I headed into the living room where the conversation had already started without me. After catching up about his new workout routine and how the guys in the major leagues could not only hit Jack’s pitches, but could hit them far, we headed into the kitchen for dinner.

Jack continued to fill us in on what we’d missed since talking to him last. The annulment paperwork had been officially filed in Alabama, so he was simply waiting for Chrystle to sign it, hoping it would happen in the next day or so. I worried that she wouldn’t, but Jack seemed unconcerned, claiming that the two of them were over and she knew it, so why wouldn’t she sign?

I choked back a laugh. “Have you met her? She’s a total bitch.”

“Dean! Language!” Gran’s forehead furrowed as she shook a her fork in my direction.

“Sorry, Gran,” I said, slumping a little lower in my chair.

Jack chuckled at Gran before turning back to me. “She signed a pre-nup before we were married, so she doesn’t gain anything by not signing.”

“Except control,” I muttered.

“What the fuck are you talking about?” he snapped. Apparently I’d pissed him off, but I wasn’t sure why.

Gramps cleared his throat. “How many times do we need to remind you both to watch your mouths?” He glanced at Gran, who gave him a nod of approval.

“Sorry, Gran,” Jack said with a sigh.

“I just meant that she’d have control over you if she didn’t sign the papers. She knows how badly you want out of this marriage, so it wouldn’t surprise me if she pulled a bunch of sh—” I stopped myself, throwing a frown Gran’s way, “
stuff
just to mess with you.”

Gran nodded. “He’s right, Jack. Chrystle’s been so evil from the very start. What’s to stop her from being difficult now?” she asked, her voice shaky.

“I don’t know,” Jack said with a shrug. “I guess I’m just hoping that she knows this is over, and there’s no point in delaying the inevitable.”

He was thoughtful for a moment, and I hoped he was considering something that I had assumed was obvious this whole time. Chrystle wasn’t a nice person, so why would she be nice about ending their marriage? She was devious and malicious, and I had a strong feeling that she would make this difficult for him just to be a bitch.

When Gramps brought up Cassie, the conversation turned lighter.

“Gramps, if I didn’t know better, I’d think you had a thing for my girl,” Jack joked.

“Your girl?” Gramps leaned back in mock affront.

Jack dropped his fork to his plate as if saying
Game on
. “Uh-huh. My girl.”

I laughed, wanting to play this game too. “Maybe I’ll make her my girl. Keep her in the family.”

If looks could kill, Jack would have murdered me. Apparently I’d gone too far. “And I’ll disown you before I kick your—”

Gramps slammed a hand on the table. “Boys, that’s enough.”

I shoved a spoonful of rice into my mouth as I grinned at my brother, mumbling around it, “You’re lucky she’s like a sister to me.”

“Yeah? I’d say you’re the lucky one. ’Cause I’d kill you if you touched her, and you know it.”

“I’m your only brother and this is how you treat me?” I laid a hand over my heart as if he’d hurt me deeply.

Gramps shook his head, holding back a smile. “You’re trying to take the man’s kitten, Dean.”

When Gran laughed, Jack mentioned Melissa, changing the subject and putting the spotlight on me, which wasn’t playing fair and he knew it. He continued to harass me, asking why we weren’t dating yet.

Finally, I exploded.

“I don’t know! She says she doesn’t want a boyfriend, but I think she just doesn’t want
me
as a boyfriend. Can we talk about something else now?” I begged.

“Who wouldn’t want you as a boyfriend? That’s ridiculous,” our ever-loyal Gran said with a huff.

“Can we please talk about something else? Anything else,” I pleaded, uncomfortable admitting to my entire family that this girl didn’t want me.

Jack moved the conversation back to Cassie and the fact that he’d been basically stalking her online, following her work in New York.

That revelation ignited my temper, probably because I knew how hurt Cassie had been by Jack’s silence since she moved. She would have never admitted it to me, not wanting to put me in the middle, but she told Melissa that she didn’t understand why Jack hadn’t reached out to her since his marriage was over. And, of course, Melissa told me.

Cassie assumed that he would have been fighting to get her back, and frankly, so had I. It pissed me off that Jack hadn’t reached out to her once, and I couldn’t figure out why. I knew he still loved her and wanted to be with her, so why wasn’t he trying to make it right?

When he saw the look on my face, Jack glared at me and said, “After everything Cassie and I have been through, you think my following her work online is psycho?”

“It’s a little weird, don’t you think? You won’t even talk to her in real life, but you’ll follow her online?” I snapped back.

The chair scraped against the floor as Jack shot up, breathing hard.

“Jack, sit down!” Gran said sternly. “You two are acting like little boys.”

He dropped into his chair, breathing deeply to regain control of his emotions.

After he’d calmed down, he said, “I can’t talk to her until I’m not married anymore, okay? So until then, yeah, I’ll follow everything she does online. If that magazine can give me a glimpse into how she’s seeing the world, I’ll take it. Because until I’m back in her life, that’s the only Cassie I get. And if that makes me psycho, then I don’t give a fuck. Sorry, Gran,” he said quickly before she could yell at him.

“I’m going to ground you. I don’t care how old you are,” she said, but there wasn’t much heat to it this time.

“He started it,” he said, nodding his head toward me. “Let’s talk about Melissa some more.”

I lifted my palms in the air in defeat. “I’m sorry. Truce?”

Jack and I both calmed down, much to our grandparents’ relief, and the rest of the meal was eaten in peace. Afterward, we forced them both to retire to their chairs in the living room while we cleaned up.

We stood at the sink, Jack washing while I dried. I hated drying. Washing was easier, but I knew better than to start a fight I wouldn’t win. The younger sibling never won arguments like that.