Authors: Alexander Soderberg
The body was lying on its stomach on the parquet floor, a knife sticking out from between the shoulder blades. He was naked, or almost naked, except for a pair of white sport socks on his feet.
Detective Inspector Antonia Miller considered the sight in front of her. Almost no blood where the knife had penetrated. And his position? She squatted down and looked at the body from different angles. Had he been stabbed in his bed while he slept? Perhaps he'd woken up and fallen to the floor before finally dying? Unless he was stabbed on the floorâ¦
She was blinded by the flash of a camera, followed by several more in quick succession. Forensics was taking forever to document the scene. Antonia stood up and looked slowly around the room. One picture: Elvis as a bartender, with Dean, Humphrey, and Marilyn at the bar. On the other wall, above a chest of drawers, a framed poster behind dirty Plexiglas, a basketball team, lots of stars and stripes, preprinted autographsâHarlem Globetrotters, 1979.
A pine bookcase containing some old
Dirty Harry
and Charles Bronson films, as well as a few porn movies, mostly featuring transvestites.
Antonia read from her small notebook, which was bent from being in her back pocket. The dead man had no name. The owner of the apartment was a woman who apparently had another twelve properties in the city and out in the suburbs. Probably a front.
“I'm done,” the forensic technician said, and left the room.
“Thanks,” she muttered.
The footsteps behind her changed. She turned around.
Her boss, Tommy Jansson, was standing there staring at the body. He had brought the weather inside with him; at least it felt like it, the cold and the melted snow on the shoulders of his black leather jacket. He had also brought something else with him: his stressed anger, his constant companion.
Tommy pointed behind him with his thumb and whispered irritably, “This goddamn street is one-way. I came from the wrong direction and had to park and walk two blocks!”
Tommy stared at Antonia. Perhaps he was expecting a response, a sign of agreement, some display of sympathy. But he got nothing.
“What are you doing here, Tommy?” she asked instead.
It was a good question. He rarely came to crime scenes anymore.
“Heard it on the radio, was in the area,” he muttered in reply. He pointed at the corpse.
“Can you take this one, Antonia?”
“Yes, I'm here, aren't I?”
“All the way, I mean,” Tommy said.
“Yes.”
“You're always saying you have too much to do,” he went on.
“No, I'm not,” she said.
Antonia and Tommy
left the apartment at the same time. The old elevator mechanism creaked as it made its way down to the ground floor.
Antonia Miller and Tommy Jansson in a confined space. They didn't get along. Didn't have much to say to each other as they stood on their own in the creaking elevator. Thank God she knew his wife was dying of ALS.
“How's Monica?”
Tommy's eyes were fixed on the floor, then he looked up and stared at her as if to discern a motive for her question.
“No change.”
His reply was so abrupt that she felt a stab of guilt in her guts.
They reached the ground floor. Tommy slid the internal grille aside with a rattle. He pushed his way out ahead of her. “Ladies first” didn't apply when he was in charge.
The snow had turned to hail as they stepped out into Sofiagatan.
“Might see you this evening,” she said.
“Maybe,” he said blankly, then cursed the weather and headed off to the right.
She watched him go, then looked up at the dark, cold sky that was firing small icy bullets at them. Antonia steeled herself and headed out into the grim weather, hurrying to her car and throwing herself into the front seat. The hail got stronger, banging hard against the metal roof. She sat there for a while before turning the key and starting the engine. The heater worked hard to clear the condensation from the inside of the windshield. Then she drove away, passing Tommy, who was walking quickly along the sidewalk, close to the walls of the buildings, his hands stuck deep in his jacket pockets, his body language ample evidence that he was suffering.
Antonia didn't even entertain the idea of giving him a lift to his car.
His first name was pronounced like the measure of distance, or the first name of an American jazz trumpeter. But his parents didn't have American roots, nor were they particularly fond of jazz. They were diplomats, and thought it was important to have an “international” first name. The whole Ingmarsson family were diplomats, and had been for generations. They all had un-Swedish names, like John, Catherine, Sandy, Ted, Sam, Molly. Miles's younger brother was called Ian, and had named his own children Sally and Jack. A pervasive Scandinavian Kennedy complex ran through the entire family: success, white summer houses, yachts, ambitious side-partings, always on the ball, and the fantastic ability never to show the world around them a hint of what was going on inside them. They demonstrated a form of surface tension where cocktail conversation and other banal talk about nothing held their lives in check.
Miles had also been a diplomat. But he had been lost in that world right from the outset. He understood nothing of the collective social rules that everyone else seemed so comfortable with.
His career ended up going backward. He started high, then clambered quickly but surely downward. From the embassy in Ankara, to Skopje in Macedonia, then Chisinau in Moldova, before ending up in Khartoum in Sudan, where his post was so vague that no one really knew what it involved.
His family tried to give him advice about the future. Miles couldn't bear it. Changing careers was his only escape, and he applied for a job as far away from the Foreign Office and Diplomatic Service as he could imagine: the police.
His family stopped talking to him. Their disappointment was immense, as was his feeling of liberation.
Miles Ingmarsson was now forty-five, wiry, and in pretty good shape, thanks to his habit of doing sit-ups and push-ups before going to bed. He had dark hair with streaks of gray, his face and eyes reminiscent of an old-style film star. But the way he looked was mostly overshadowed by his posture, which was weighed down by an invisible sadness that not even Freud would have understood, and certainly not Miles himself.
He had a serious addiction to strippers. It was only around them that he was able to relax. The warmth exuded by feminine company, just being allowed to look for a whileâbreasts, curves, the essence of femininityâ¦It wasn't about sex. More a sort of warped compulsion for security that he had never managed to find anywhere else. And God knows he had triedâeverywhere and everything. Alcohol, hash, food, exercise, gambling. Nothing worked as well as striptease. He went to the strip club five times a week, all year round.
Now he was sitting there at a table in a dark corner, staring at a thin woman with silicone breasts as she performed a pole dance to cheap, electronic, eastern European music. She was very bad at it. He felt like telling her she didn't have to dance, that she could forget all that and just stand there, maybe just move a bitâ¦.
His cell phone vibrated in his jacket pocket.
“Yes?”
Tommy Jansson from National Crime wanted to know what he was doing.
“I'm having lunch,” Miles replied.
“
Do you want to come and work for me?
”
The woman spun around the freshly polished pole far too fast and with very little balance.
“OK,” Miles said as he continued to watch the entertainment.
There was always
a moment of shame involved in leaving a strip club in broad daylight. Seven seconds of what it took to open the door, step outside, close the door again, and walk off, soaking up the looks on the faces of anyone nearby:
a perv
.
Miles pushed through the snow that had been falling heavily all morning. Now it was lying there, shoved up onto the sidewalks for pedestrians to kill themselves on so motorists could pass unimpeded.
Keeping close to the walls, he fished a cigarette out of his pocket, stuck the filter tip between his lips, and lit it with his Zippo. He sucked the smoke in as he walked, allowing it to burn holes in his lungs before letting it out again. Then two quick, deep drags, one after the other, to calm the craving and give him a destructive sense of pleasure.
He had spent the past few years in the Economic Crime unit, where he investigated uninteresting cases that rarely led anywhere. Which was fine: he never had to feel involved.
But now Tommy Jansson had called. Tommy wanted to meet, Tommy wanted a chat. There was a “blue-light” evening at that pub in the Klara district in the city center where all the cops hung out. And tonight there'd be ambulance staff and firemen as well. They all met up and drank themselves senseless in the middle of the week. Miles had been a few times, didn't like it. The paramedics were retarded, the firemen either stupid or gayâor both. And his
colleagues
, as a certain type of cop insisted on calling other officers, were so far removed from Miles's sensibilities that he felt nauseous in their company. But Tommy wanted to meet there, and he was going to offer Miles a new job. It was probably time to move on. Miles had a feeling that he was dying a little bit with each passing day. And he'd had that feeling for a very long time.
The smell of
sweat, cheesy pop music from the '70s, flat beer on tap, and lighting that was far too brightâthe prerequisites for a blue-light evening. Miles made his way through the sea of people.
Tommy was sitting farther in at a table with some other senior officers. That corner was reserved for them, the top cops. Occasionally an ignorant newcomer would wander over and sit down there, and it always ended in deep embarrassment. Everyone there wanted to show that they knew the rules. Lots of booing and shouting.