The Pickup
Authors: Nadine Gordimer
NADINE GORDIMER
For
Reinhold
Oriane
Hugo
Let us go to another country â¦
The rest is understood
Just say the word.
âWilliam Plomer
Chapter 1
Clustered predators round a kill. It's a small car with a young woman inside it. The battery has failed and taxis, cars, minibuses, vans, motorcycles butt and challenge one another, reproach and curse her, a traffic mob mounting its own confusion. Get going. Stupid bloody woman.
Idikazana lomlungu, le!
She throws up hands, palms open, in surrender. They continue to jostle and blare their impatience. She gets out of her car and faces them. One of the unemployed black men who beg by waving vehicles into parking bays sidles his way deftly through fenders, signals with his headâOka-ay, Oka-ay go inside, go!âand mimes control of the steering wheel. Another like him appears, and they push her and her car into a loading bay. The street hustles on. They stand, looking musingly beyond her while she fumbles for her purse. An expert's quick glance at what she has put in his hand assures the street boss that it is more than adequate. She doesn't know how to thank them enough, etc. He hitches his body to get the money stowed in trousers cut to fit somebody else and smiles with his attention on the lookout for the next vehicle seeking a place to park. A woman wearing a towel as a shawl, enthroned on a fruit-box before her stock of
hair combs, razor blades, pumice stones, woollen caps and headache powders, yells out to him what must be a teasing remark in a language the young woman doesn't understand.
There. You've seen. I've seen. The gesture. A woman in a traffic jam among those that are everyday in the city, any city. You won't remember it, you won't know who she is.
But I know because from the sight of her I'll find outâas a storyâwhat was going to happen as the consequence of that commonplace embarrassment on the streets; where it was heading her for, and what. Her hands thrown up, open.
The young woman was down in a thoroughfare, a bazaar of all that the city had not been allowed to be by the laws and traditions of her parents' generation. Breaking up in bars and cafés the inhibitions of the past has always been the work of the young, haphazard and selectively tolerant. She was on her way to where she would habitually meet, without arrangement, friends and friends of friends, whoever turned up. The L.A. Café. Maybe most people in the street throngs didn't know the capitals stood for Los Angeles; saw them as some short version of the name of a proprietor, as the old-style Greek corner shop would carry the name of Stavros or Kimon. EL-AY. Whoever owned the café thought the chosen name offered the inspiration of an imagined life-style to habitués, matching it with their own; probably he confused Los Angeles with San Francisco. The name of his café was a statement. A place for the young; but also one where old survivors of the quarter's past, ageing Hippies and Leftist Jews, grandfathers and grandmothers of the 1920s immigration who had not become prosperous bourgeois, could sit over a single coffee. Crazed peasants wandered from the rural areas gabbled and begged in the gutters outside. Hair from a barber's
pavement booth blew the human felt of African hair onto the terrace. Prostitutes from Congo and Senegal sat at tables with the confidence of beauty queens.
Hi Julie
âas usual, beckoned. Her welcomers saw a graceful neck and face, naturally pale, reddened with emotion of some sort. Black and white, they fussed about her:
Hi Julie,
relax, what's up with you. There were two of her friends from university days, a journalist out of work who house-sat for absent owners, a couple who painted banners for rallies and pop concerts. There was indignation: this city. What shits.
âAll they care about is
getting there
â¦â
And where is it they think they're getting toâthis from the hanger-on with a shining bald pate and a cape of grey locks falling from behind his ears; still unpublished but recognized from childhood as a poet and philosopher, by his mother.
âNothing gives a white male more of a kick than humiliating a woman driver.â
âSexual stimulant for yahoosâ
âSomeone else shouted something ⦠like
Idikaza ⦠mlungu
⦠What's that, âwhite bitch', isn't it?â Her question to the black friend.
âWell, just about as bad. This city, man!â
âBut it was black men who helped me, of course.â
âOh come onâfor a hand-out!â
Her friends knew of a garage in the next street. With a wave from the wrist she left them to take the necessary practical step.
She feels hot gassy breath. Steel snouts and flashing teeth-grilles at her face. Inside her something struggles against them. Her heart summons her like a fist under her ribs, gasps rise within her up to her collar-bones. She is walking along
the street, that's all, it's nothing. Walking round a block to a garage. It's nothing, it was nothing, it's over. Shudder. A traffic jam.
There's the garage, as they said. As she walked in she saw its ordinariness, a landing on normality: vehicles as helpless, harmless victims upon hydraulic lifts, tools on benches, water dispenser, plastic cups and take-away food boxes, radio chattering, a man lying on his back half-under the belly of a car. There were two others preoccupied at some noisy machinery and they signalled her over to him. The legs and lower body wriggled down at the sound of her apologetic voice and the man emerged. He was young, in his greasy work-clothes, long hands oil-slicked at the dangle from long arms; he wasn't one of themâthe white man speaking Afrikaans to the black man at the machineâbut glossy dark-haired with black eyes blueish-shadowed. He listened to her without any reassuring attention or remark. She waited a moment in his silence.
So could you send someone to have a look ⦠the car's round the corner.
He stared at his hands. Just a minute while I clean up.
He carried a bulky handleless bag with a new battery and tools and it was awkward to walk beside him through the streets with people dodging around them, but she did not like to walk ahead of the garage man as if he were some sort of servant. In silence, he got the car going and drove back to the workshop with her as his passenger.
There's still someâI don't knowâin the ignition. Your car will stall again, I think.
Then I'd better leave it with you. I suppose it needs a general service, anyway.
When was the last time?
She was culpable, smiling, I don't remember.
How long?
I suppose I just drive until something goes wrong.
He nodded slowly, did not speak: of course, that's your way.
I'll give a call to find out when it's readyâyou're Mr ⦠? Ask for Abdu.
She allowed the garage two or three days to do whatever was needed. When she called and asked by name for the mechanic who had taken charge of her car she was told he was out but it was certain the car was still under repair. This didn't matter, there was her father's third car at her disposal, a handsome old Rover he'd bought at a Sotheby's auction and had refurbished, then seldom used. It was a car from The Suburbs, of a kind that wouldn't be ventured down in the quarter of the EL-AY Café. When it was parked there under the admiring care of a well-tipped street man, people stood around to gaze at it, a denizen from another world, affluence as distant as space. She was not over-concerned that it would be stolenâit was too unique to be easy to get away with undetected, and too grandly obsolete to be a profitable source of parts, if broken up. She was only uncomfortable at the idea of its exposureâand hers, as its family occupantâbefore her friends. She did not live in The Suburbs, where she had grown up, but in a series of backyard cottages adapted from servants' quarters or in modest apartments of the kind they favoured, or had to, being unable to afford anything better. On the Sunday when she came to dose on therapeutic mineral water and coffee with the friends after a night at a club in Soweto where one of them was blowing the trumpet, she found three happy children and a baby in arms sitting on the gleaming bonnet and playing with the silver statuette of Mercury that was its figurehead. Her father just might have been amused by this new game on his vintage plaything, but she
did not relate it because it wouldn't do to reveal to his young wife that the car was being driven around in unsuitable placesâthat one was vigilant in protection of his possessions.
In the week that followedâshe had not yet bothered to call the garage againâwhen she got out of her father's car there was the mechanic, in the street, turned looking at it.
That's a car ⦠Excuse me. As if he had accosted someone he did not know.
It's not mine! She claimed her identity: I'd like to have my own old one back! And laughed.
He seemed to recall who this was among clients under whose vehicles' bellies he lay. Oh yesâ. Ready by Thursday. They have to get a distributor from the agent.
He was looking at the Rover from another angle. How old? What is the model?
I've really no idea. It's borrowed, I don't own it, that's for sure.
I never saw one beforeâonly in a photo.
They used to be made in England ages ago, before either of us was born. You love cars? Even though you work with their insides all day?
âLove'âI don't say. That is something different. It's just it's beautiful (his long hand rose towards his face and opened, to the car). Many things can be beautiful.
And mine certainly isn't. What else's wrong apart from the whatever-it-is you have to get from the agent? Sounds as if it's going to be a major overhaul.
Why do you keep it. You should buy a new car.
He was turned from her, again looking at the Rover: the evidence gathered that she could afford to.
She lobbed the accusation back to him. Why should I when you can get it going again for me?
He screwed his eyes, very liquid-black in the sun, authoritative. Because it can be a danger for you to drive. Something
can fail that can kill you. I can't see (he seemed to reject a word, probably that came to him from another languageâhe paused uncertainly)âknow to stop that, in my work.
And if I were driving a new car, someone else on the road could fail in some way, and that could kill meâso?
That would be your fate, but you would not haveâwhat do I sayâlooked for it.
Fate.
She was amused: Is there such a thing? Do I believe in it. You do, then.
To be open to encountersâthat was what she and her friends believed, anyway, as part of making the worth of their lives. Why don't we have coffeeâif you're free?