The Sacrifice (The Covenant) (8 page)

Then she shattered him entirely with her
sobbing after.

Micah
fell next to her in confusion and fear, wrapping her in a tight embrace, cooing and whispering loving nonsense in her ear. His fears dissipated when she clung to him and kissed his chest. His sweet Sarah. His to love and cherish. Only his. She kissed him over and over, telling him how sorry she was, between every
I love you.
Micah let her. He selfishly let her be sorry over and over. He took all her love in, all her unfathomable compassion and let it heal him. Heal wounds he thought he’d forever bear. Deserved to bear.

Chapter Ten

“God, you’re
hurting.
”

Sarah fought not to show how true that was. “It’s not that bad,” she whispered, flicking her gaze at the living room where her cousin and the tramp were. “I was so
loud!
”

Micah came around the kitchen island and wrapped his arms around her waist. “You were. And I fucking loved it.”

Sarah’s stomach quivered with the heat of his words on her ear. The inflection in his tone brought the memory of his cock slamming into her and she instinctively leaned into him for support. What she got was his hard length grinding into her butt. Sarah was ready to take him to that point of insanity he’d brought her to.

She recalled how hot he
’d gotten when she’d tied him up and did that stuff to him.

“What are you thinking about?” he whispered at her ear, holding her hips and working her ass over his hard on.

“I was thinking…” she turned her head so that her lips were next to his. “My patient needs sessions again.”

His breath trembled out on her mouth. “When?”

She chewed on her lip, easily slipping into her naughty therapist mode. “After dinner.”

He groaned and slid his nose along her neck. “You’re making me wait.”

“Yes.”

“What are you going to do?”

She closed her eyes, rubbing her mouth on his cheek. “I’m going to make you beg for mercy.”

He grunted and pressed his cock hard
er into her, like he’d orgasm at the idea alone.

“You want that?”

“You know I do.”

She shuddered at the gushed words and put her hand on the back of his neck
. Guiding his mouth to hers, she rubbed her lips on his. “Remember what I did last time?”

His
hot breath hit her lips as he licked her upper then lower lip, nipping all along them. “I do. You put your pussy on my mouth. You made me be still while you rubbed it so very perfectly on my lips. You rubbed her clit on my nose.” His words gushed in agony. “Oh fuck, Sarah.”

“I’m going to make you
do things again.”

He gasped
, his fingers slipping under the hair at her neck, his touch still delicate and careful.

A door closed at the back of the safe house and Sarah was ready to find someplace private.
“You want that?”

H
e finally fisted his hand in her hair the way she loved, his other hand on her stomach, pulling her hard into his cock.
“I do.”

Sarah
felt so delicious. “I’m going to cleanse you, Micah.”

His breath rushed out.
“What? Cleanse me?” The extreme excitement and hope in his voice as he burrowed his mouth in her neck, surprised her. “Cleanse me,” he rasped in her ear. “I’m very dirty, doc. So. Very. Dirty.”

Sarah’s heart raced at the
odd tinge in his tone. The sincerity in his words struck a chord in her doctor’s mind. A vulnerable sound she’d not encountered in him. Almost like a trapped inner child who’d found the one he was willing to trust. Sarah pressed her face into his as he continued suckling at her neck. “I’m going to purge your beautiful soul, Micah.” The words gasped from her lips and Sarah waited to see what he’d say, if she were imagining it all.

“Yes! Please, yes. I want you to clean me,
doc. I’ve always wanted that.”

The amount of
sincerity that saturated his voice brought a chill over her body. Part of her wanted to stop and check to see if he were okay, but the doctor in her said, play along, she’d stumbled into something no session could unlock. An erotic trigger? She decided to slip in the opened door and have a look around. “Good. Very good. You will need to shower first.”

“Will you… do it
for me?”

Sarah’s eyes rolled shut at hearing
the definite sound of a younger version of him peeking through. The innocent boy. And he wasn’t’ aware of it. She turned in his arms and held his face then placed tender kisses on his lips. “Is that what you want? For me to help cleanse you? Inside and out?”

“Now? Can we?”

Her heart thundered at the adolescent beg in his tone. “You have been a good boy—”

He shook his head. “No, no. I haven’t. I haven’t been good doc.”

His regret stole her breath. “Do you trust me?”

“Yes
.” He nodded emphatically. “With all my heart.”

“I’m going to make a new rule for you.”

“Okay. I like your rules.”

“When I say you have been good. You must trust that I know what good is.”

“I don’t want to be bad anymore.”

“I won’t let you be.”

He pulled her closer to him. “Can you clean me now?”

“Yes love. I can clean you now.”

In the bathroom, Sarah trembled in worry for Micah. What was taking place in him was serious and delicate. This was no longer just pleasure, it was much more. She needed to be so very careful with him. She couldn’t help wonder if sex should be a part of therapy. But then, if it’s what triggered it, then it could be used to her advantage. The therapist in her always knew that there was no way a human could endure what he had and not come away unscathed. And if sex was a part of the trauma, then it’d have to be part of the healing.

“Take off your clothes for me.”

Anything for her. He quickly complied until he stood, naked before her. Sarah removed her clothes and Micah devoured her body with hungry eyes. Good. Sexuality fully engaged. She needed to make the experience the way it should have been, should always be. Hopefully re-set that first impression that had destroyed him.

S
he cupped her breasts and lifted them a little watching his chest rise and fall faster. “You like my breasts?”

“Yes.”

She continued gliding her fingers along the undersides. “Come here. I want you to kiss them.”

Micah obeyed her and thick desire gathered in her clit as he held her breasts carefully
the way she’d done and took turns making out with her nipples until she was on fire. He brushed his soft open lips along the tips then made innocent moaning sounds like he were eating something so delicious after being deprived for too long.

She stroked her fingers in his hair, watching him. “That’s very good. You’re making me so hot.”
God was he ever. She reached and took his cock in her hands and his surprised gasp froze her. “I’m going to stroke you’re pretty cock while you make me feel good.” The words were soft but authoritative.

He lifted his head putting his face right before hers. “Do you like
it?”

She
assumed he meant his cock, and nodded. “Yes. Very much. Would you like me to kiss it?”

He
went back to kissing her breasts with those hungry sounds. “Yes. Yes please.”

“You’re being so good Micah. You’re always so good with me.”

“I love being good for you.” He nibbled her nipple and she let out a sharp gasp. He raised his head. “Did I hurt you?”

“No.” She shook her head, sliding her hand slowly along his rigid shaft. “You made it feel so good.” Sarah couldn’t deny the heady excitement coursing through her. She liked the feeling this role gave her. She’d
have to analyze why later. “Get on your knees now.”

He moaned as he let her nipple pop from his lips
, then did as she said. She lifted her right leg and opened her folds. “I want you to watch me.”

He looked up at her
briefly as though to make sure he’d heard right. Sarah nodded a little and he riveted his gaze on what she was doing. Sarah held herself open with one hand and rubbed slow circles over her clit with the other, using her middle finger. She watched his face full of torment and need. She needed him desperate.

“Open your legs and hold your balls in one hand and the base of your cock with the other.”

Micah didn’t hesitate. Sarah slipped her middle finger inside her, loving how he watched so intently. His brows furrowed and he bit his lip.

“Are you squeezing your cock nice and tight?”

“Yes,” he
rasped, not taking his eyes from her hands.

“Stroke your balls softly for me.”

He made delicious grunting sounds and Sarah plunged her finger in and out of her, officially horny out of her mind. “I’m so wet for you, Micah.”

“For me?”

The awe in his voice tugged at her heart. “Always for you. Only for you. I am all yours. And you are all mine.”

Sweet agony filled his brow as he looked up at her as though he had to see the truth of it in her face.

“Do you trust me?”

“Yes.”
Desire had him breathless.

“I am all yours. I want you to say it.”

He swallowed hard, staring back at her hands. “You’re all mine.” He looked up again as though worried he said it wrong.

“Very good. Perfect. I want you to rub the head of your cock for me now.”

He groaned and looked down at himself. He rubbed his head and looked back at her as if to see if he did good.

“That’s so perfect. Is it making you hot Micah?”

He nodded quickly, breathing hard.

“I like to see you hot. Would you like to taste me?”

His gaze jerked to hers with so much hunger. “Yes.” He nodded. “Can I?”

Sarah took her finger from her folds and held it to hi
s lips. “Suck my finger.”

Micah grabbed her hand and stared at her finger, groaning. Sarah whimper
ed when he closed his eyes and sniffed slowly. Her clit pulsed when he nearly dove on it, sucking it with a startling urgency.

“You like the taste of me?”

“I fucking love it.”

The curse and his deeper tone indicated his adult man had engaged. That was good. She needed him in this too. “Put your face by my pussy Micah. I’m going to
make you lick me.”

He leaned eagerly and Sarah held his head still. “Wait for me to say
it.”

He knelt there, staring at her privates, his
only response the desperate hot breaths on her clit. “Such a good man.” She opened her folds and rubbed the tip of her finger on her clit. “I want you to lick me really good right here while you continue to make your beautiful cock so very hard.”

His tongue was on her before she could move her finger. She liked feeling his tongue that way and so kept
her finger there, making him lick around it.

“Oh God,” she gasped, grabbing his head and pressing herself fully against his mouth now. “That’s so good yes. Lick it faster.” He groaned on her and fluttered his tongue and Sarah pulled his hair
with a deep moan. “Don’t stop.” Sarah rocked her hips on his mouth.

“My cock hurts,” he whispered.

Pity and desire collided inside Sarah at hearing the young man again. “Stand up.”

He did as she said and she knelt before him.

She looked up at him. “Open your legs.”

He slowly walked his legs wider
, his face harshened with agony.

“That’s good. Now I want you to
put it in my mouth.”

He looked suddenly unsure.

“Please. I want to taste you. Like you tasted me?” She took his hands and placed them on either side of her head. Sarah took hold of his cock at the base and slid the thick head all over her lips. His fingers suddenly knew what to do and they latched into her hair. “Mmmm. Yes,” she whispered, licking all along his length, drawing desperate groans from him as she did.

“I need…
I…”

He needed to orgasm. “Just let it come baby,” she whispered
, sucking the head vigorously and stroking his tight balls. Micah roared and pulled her hair and thrust his cock deep, hitting the back of her throat.

She moaned all over him and Micah came undone bucking his hips. “Oh God, oh God!”

It was almost like he was terrified of what was happening to him. Sarah suddenly needed to comfort him. “Pick me up!” Micah lifted her and she wrapped her legs around his waist and kissed him. “In me, put your cock inside me!” she cried in his mouth.

Micah groaned, a sound of a young man on the edge for the first time. The idea that this was his first orgasm in his mind made her desperate to make it perfect. His cock slid in her and
Sarah held his face, keeping his lips touching hers as they both cried out.

Sarah kissed him again and began moving on him, bringing him back to that edge.

“Sarah!”

Again t
he cry was worried and unsure. “Do it baby. Don’t fight it, make love to me, let it come, make love to me. I love you.”

He wrapped his arms around her and moved her on his cock, his moans sounding panicked as he gave in to the feelings.

“That’s it Micah. Don’t stop. God, please fuck me!”

He suddenly let out a growling roar and Sarah dove on his mouth, wanting to be right there in the midst of
it. She devoured his every gasp, kissing his lips and stroking his tongue with hers. “You did it, yes, yes. You did it so good baby.”