Bill looked at him, just looked at him for a good ten seconds, before he said, ‘Ta, thanks, Nat. Aye, we could use ’em right enough, but won’t Eva mind?’
Eva would go fair barmy like as not, but they had three wages coming in. ‘No, man, like I said, I didn’t know what to do with ’em.’
As the sack changed hands Bill muttered, in the wheezy, tight croak that was painful to hear, ‘Things were as black as they’ve ever bin the night, man. You don’t know what this means.’
Pray God, aye, pray God he never would neither. Nathaniel’s hand reached in his pocket for the almost full packet of Woodbines and the couple of shillings beer and baccy money he had to last him till pay day, and now he stuffed these into the top pocket of Bill’s worn jacket without saying another word, turning smartly on his heel and walking away before Bill could thank him further.
‘Gave them away?’ Eva’s voice was rising. ‘You gave them away to Bill Hutton? They were to last us the next month. You said there were enough to last us the next month.’
‘Aye, there were.’
‘And you gave them away on account of some sob story
?
’
‘There was no sob story, I told you how it happened, an’ besides, you’ve got money in your purse to buy vegetables, which is more than Peggy’s got.’
‘How do you know what Peggy’s got? Soft as clarts, you are, believin’ everythin’ anyone says. Likely Bill’s not as bad as he makes out and he’s laughin’ up his sleeve right now.’
‘Saints alive.’ It was said through gritted teeth. Was she really so stupid or was she trying to get under his skin? If ever there was a numbskull in this world it was Eva. ‘His bairns’ backsides are hangin’ out an’ him an’ Peggy are walkin’ scarecrows, so I doubt there’s much laughter in that house.’ Like this one, he added with silent bitterness.
‘Peggy works,’ Eva snapped.
‘Aye, Peggy works all right, you never said a truer word there. Peggy was never one for sittin’ on her backside.’ This was sharp and pointed; Eva was far better off than most of the housewives thereabouts, who needed to supplement their family income by taking in washing or engaging in other menial work, and Nathaniel never missed an opportunity to remind her of the fact. ‘Works her fingers to the bone by all accounts, an’ she’s lucky if she can pay the rent, as you well know.’
‘I know nothin’ of the sort.’
‘Well, I’ve always said there’s none so blind as them that don’t want to see, an’ I’m not discussin’ this further. Where’s me tea?’
They stared at each other and it was Eva’s eyes that dropped away first as she sniffed before turning to the kettle sizzling on the hob. That was typical of Nathaniel, give away their last penny he would. Talk about a soft touch! She spooned three ladles of tea into the big brown teapot with tight, angry movements, and then poured water over the tea, leaving it to mash as she walked through to the pantry at the side of the kitchen and took the butter and cheese from its marbled slab. Once she had carved a whole loaf into thick slices and placed it with the cheese and butter and a small bowl of jam, she went to the foot of the stairs and called, ‘Supper’s on the table,’ before returning to the kitchen, taking a plate of cooked pig’s trotters and chitterlings from the pantry and adding it to the table.
She hadn’t glanced once at Nathaniel sitting in his armchair in front of the hearth, and neither had they spoken, but at the sound of heavy footsteps on the stairs Eva said stiffly, ‘You’d better come and get it before they go through the lot.’
It was an overture of a kind, and Nathaniel answered it by saying, ‘Aye, I’ll do that.’
It was another two hours before Eva had the kitchen to herself again once Nathaniel and the lads had gone up to bed. After putting the oats to soak for the morning’s porridge and washing up the supper things, she made another pot of tea, but in the small teapot this time, which held two cups, and then seated herself in the armchair Nathaniel had vacated. She had started this habit just after Michael was born, claiming the baby’s fretfulness late at night disturbed Nathaniel and it was better to let the child have his early-morning feed before she came up to bed, after which Michael always slept through until six o’clock. Whether Nathaniel had guessed she was merely postponing the moment she would have to lie down next to him in the big feather bed she didn’t know and she didn’t care, but when Michael had been off the breast and sleeping soundly alongside Luke and Arnold she had continued to stay down in the kitchen and Nathaniel had made no comment. When he wanted her he would normally wake her up with his fumbling early in the morning, and she never objected; she merely shut her eyes and pretended she was elsewhere and that the physical act wasn’t really happening. It worked, mostly.
Eva now glanced round the kitchen, its shadowed cosiness creating no housewifely satisfaction. Nathaniel thought she was fortunate to be living here, she told herself bitterly, their altercation over the vegetables on her mind. And maybe she was at that. Five of them in a two-up, two-down with its own netty and washhouse was untold spaciousness and luxury compared to plenty, she had realised that soon after she’d been wed. A good many of Sunderland’s working class lived in tenement poverty, with one terraced house providing accommodation for two or even three families, or in two-roomed, single-storey cottage rows sandwiched around their place of employment like insects round a dung heap. Women tirelessly cooked, cleaned, baked, washed and fought to keep their families afloat, rising at dawn to make bread and falling into bed late at night too exhausted to think. So, aye, maybe she was lucky compared to most. Nathaniel didn’t drink or gamble his wage away like some, and now Arnold and Luke were earning she supposed they were in clover. But she’d give it all up for life in a stinking hovel with Henry, even if it meant ostracism from the rest of the world.
She leaned forward slightly, looking into the faintly glowing fire she had recently banked up for the night with slack and damp tea leaves. She had hoped, in her first hellish months here, when she had thought she was going mad, that Henry’s child might prove a comfort to her, but that hadn’t been the case. Not that Michael was any trouble – except when he started that ridiculous business about not wanting to go down the pit – but she had discovered her love for Henry filled every crevice and part of her heart, leaving no room for anything or anyone else. She lived only for Sunday afternoons. Aye, she could say that in all truth, she thought morosely. Without the promise of them she would have done away with herself years ago, and likely no one would have missed her.
By, Eva was a bitter pill, why did his da put up with it? Luke always referred to his stepmother by her christian name in his mind, even though out loud he addressed her as Mam because he knew it pleased his father. Or at least it had done in the early days, when his da had still been trying to make them into a family.
All that carry-on about the vegetables, you’d have thought they were dusted in gold the way she’d created. And she wasn’t short of money, not with what he and Arnold stumped up, and his da’s wage and all. But then nothing his da did was right, it never had been, so why had they married in the first place? Of course Arnold had his own ideas about that. He glanced across the room as though he could see Arnold’s bed in the blackness. When you looked at the dates, Michael had arrived early, even being premature as his da and Eva had maintained. But he couldn’t see his da taking a lass down out of wedlock himself; Da wasn’t like that. Oh, what did it matter anyway.
Luke turned over in the narrow iron bed that was pressed close to the wall, conscious of Arnold’s heavy breathing across the room, although there wasn’t a sound from Michael’s small pallet squeezed in between the two single beds. An hour or more she’d been down there by herself and it was the same every night; he knew exactly when she came up to bed because the floorboard just outside their room on the cramped landing creaked if you so much as breathed. By, he couldn’t stand the thought of a marriage like his da’s.
Across the room there came the sound of a grunt and a groan, followed by a long and loud passing of wind, causing Luke to wince as his insides tightened. He was a dirty pig, their Arnold. Always had been. But it wasn’t that which made Luke dislike his brother, nor the loud-voiced bumptiousness and bragging; not even his foul language once he was in the company of his pals and other miners. He knew men that turned the air blue down the pit who were good blokes, decent. But Arnold ... Arnold wasn’t decent. What exactly Arnold was, Luke’s mind couldn’t find a name for, but he knew it was unclean, and there were times when his brother, his own brother, made his flesh creep.
And Arnold wanted Polly.
He twisted in the bed again, but the reality of what he had seen in his brother’s eyes had to be faced. He had tried to put it to the back of his mind all day, first by taking on that pompous fool Frederick, and then by focusing his thoughts on his father and Eva, but it wasn’t any of them who were twisting his guts. The thought of Polly and Arnold – but it wouldn’t come to that, of course it wouldn’t, he reassured himself in the next moment. She was just a young bairn, as innocent as they came. He was letting his mind run away with him here. Look how she’d been that Sunday a few months back when Michael and Arnold had been doubled up with the skitters, and he’d made the journey to the farm with Eva alone, only to find Ruth laid low too with a bad cold.
Just he and Polly had gone to the stream, and it had seemed like an enchanted place that afternoon – at least to him. Without the others dashing about and splashing it had been quiet and still, and Polly had been content to sit with her feet dangling in the crystal-clear water without engaging in aimless chatter. It had been late May and the scent from the hedgerows had been heady. A flock of goldfinches had busied themselves, twittering sweetly, among the thistles and wild flowers on the far side of the stream, and at one point a green woodpecker had flown across their eyeline with a startled laughing call. He couldn’t remember what they had spoken about that afternoon, or even if they had spoken at all; he’d just known it had been heaven on earth.
Aye, she was a child still and she didn’t look on any of them in that way, but one thing was for sure. Luke stared up into the blackness that seemed light compared to the consuming darkness of the mine. He would kill Arnold before he let his brother touch such stainless purity with his filth.
Chapter Four
The hard, long winter of 1902 was nothing but a distant memory now as a hot July gave way to an even hotter August, but in the farm kitchen Polly was sick and tired of the heated discussion which had been raging for most of the afternoon, prompted by Labour’s by-election victory some eight days before.
She didn’t care that Labour had won the Barnard Castle seat in the Durham coal-mining constituency, thereby swelling the Labour representation committee to three MPs, she told herself fiercely, or that the new MP had switched sides from the Liberals, which branded him a traitor as far as her Uncle Frederick was concerned.
Her mother’s stepbrother and Luke had been at it hammer and tongs for the last hour or so, with her grandda, Da, Arnold and even Michael joining in now and again. Even her mam and Auntie Eva had got involved; her mam on Uncle Frederick’s side and her aunt supporting her da and Luke when they had said they thought more and more Liberal agents might change their allegiance in view of the big anti-Tory swing in the north. Everyone was cross with each other and tempers were running high, and it was such a
beautiful
Sunday afternoon and soon it would be Monday again and a whole seven days before she’d see Michael once more.
Polly caught her granny’s eye across the room, and as the old woman wagged her head Polly got the impression Gran had read her mind and moreover agreed with her. Then, as Alice beckoned to her, she left her seat on the cracket next to Michael and made her way to her granny’s side.
‘Help me put the food on the table, hinny. That’ll stop their blatherin’, an’ why don’t you an’ Ruth an’ Michael take your plates outside, eh? It’s too bonny a day to waste indoors.’
‘Can we, Gran?’
‘Aye, me bairn. This lot’ll be at it all afternoon now they’ve started. Out to change the world, they are.’
They walked backwards and forwards between the scullery and pantry and the kitchen amid such snippets of conversation as, ‘Oh, aye, aye, great gentlemen the mine owners, an’ no doubt their lady wives look bonny enough when they attend their fancy balls an’ such like, but it’s them same folk that shed crocodile tears over the dead an’ don’t you forget it. Why, only last week ...’
‘... and refuse the chance of education when it is offered to them. What can you do if a lad would prefer to play the wag and earn a bob or two rather than be at his lessons, now you tell me that? It can’t be so bad a life if they’re breaking their necks to start it ...’
‘Aye, I said beyond belief an’ I mean beyond belief ! Of all the half-baked notions I’ve heard this afternoon, that takes the biscuit, Frederick. Sure sign you’ve never bin down a pit ...’
‘... get the wrong end of the stick because they don’t understand the finer points, that’s the thing. Most of them can’t even read or write ...’
‘... tell you I’ve heard pitmen arguing the toss on everythin’ from politics and pigeons to women and whippets, now then, so don’t tell me they’re all ignorant halfwits ...’
‘... nothing but trouble since the first trade union in 1851. Aye, I mean it, Luke, whatever you say. Mob rule, that’s what it boils down to, and it’ll ruin the country if the unions get the upper hand. The mines, the steelworks, the shipbuilding yards and factories; they’re all hotbeds of discontent, whereas the workers used to know their place and everyone was happy. Well, I’d like to see someone try to tell me what to do on my own farm.’