He then forgot about the scene below and shuffled along the edge of the table until he stopped near his hostages. They watched every move, with particular attention paid to the explosives. He slowly raised the gun, and aimed it directly at Colburn’s nose, less than three feet away.
“How much did you give to the clinics?”
“None,” Colburn said, closing his eyes tightly, ready to cry. My heart froze and I held my breath.
“How much to the soup kitchens?”
“None.”
“How much to the homeless shelters?”
“None.”
Instead of shooting Colburn, he aimed at Nuzzo and repeated the three questions. Nuzzo had identical responses, and Mister moved down the line, pointing, asking the same questions, getting the same answers. He didn’t shoot Rafter, much to our dismay.
“Three million dollars,” he said in disgust, “and not a dime for the sick and hungry. You are miserable people.”
We felt miserable. And I realized he was not going to kill us.
How could an average street bum acquire dynamite? And who would teach him how to wire it?
AT DUSK he said he was hungry, and he told me to call the boss and order soup from the Methodist Mission at L Street and Seventeenth, Northwest. They put more vegetables in the broth, Mister said. And the bread was not as stale as in most kitchens.
“The soup kitchen does carryout?” Rudolph asked, his voice incredulous. It echoed around the room from the speakerphone.
“Just do it, Rudolph!” I barked back at him. “And get enough for ten people.” Mister told me to hang up, and again put the lines on hold.
I could see our friends and a squadron of cops flying across the city, through rush-hour traffic, and descending upon the quiet little mission where the ragged street people hunched over their bowls of broth and wondered what the hell was going on. Ten orders to go, extra bread.
Mister made another trip to the window when we heard the helicopter again. He peeked out, stepped back, tugged at his beard, and pondered the situation. What type of invasion could they possibly be planning that would involve a helicopter? Maybe it was to evacuate the wounded.
Umstead had been fidgeting for an hour, much to the dismay of Rafter and Malamud, who were joined to him at the wrists. He finally couldn’t stand it any longer.
“Uh, sir, excuse me, but I really have to, uh, go to the boys’ room.”
Mister kept tugging. “Boys’ room. What’s a boys’ room?”
“I need to pee, sir,” Umstead said, very much like a third-grader. “I can’t hold it any longer.”
Mister looked around the room, and noticed a porcelain vase sitting innocently on a coffee table. With another wave of the gun, he ordered me to untie Umstead.
“The boys’ room is over there,” Mister said.
Umstead removed the fresh flowers from the vase, and with his back to us urinated for a long time while we studied the floor. When he finally finished, Mister told us to move the conference table next to the windows. It was twenty feet long, solid walnut like most of the furniture at Drake & Sweeney, and with me on one end and Umstead grunting on the other, we managed to inch it over about six feet until Mister said stop. He made me latch Malamud and Rafter together, leaving Umstead a free man. I would never understand why he did this.
Next, he forced the remaining seven bound hostages to sit on the table with their backs to the wall. No one dared ask why, but I figured he wanted a shield from sharpshooters. I later learned that the police had snipers perched on a building next door. Perhaps Mister had seen them.
After standing for five hours, Rafter and company were relieved to be off their feet. Umstead and I were told to sit in chairs, and Mister took a seat at the end of the table. We waited.
Life in the streets must teach one patience. He seemed content to sit in silence for long periods of time, his eyes hiding behind the glasses, his head perfectly still.
“Who are the evictors?” he mumbled to no one in particular, and he waited a couple of minutes before saying it again.
We looked at each other, confused, with no clue what he was talking about. He appeared to be staring at a spot on the table, not far from Colburn’s right foot.
“Not only do you ignore the homeless, you help put them in the streets.”
We, of course, nodded along, all singing from the same sheet. If he wanted to heap verbal abuse on us, we were perfectly willing to accept it.
Our carryout arrived at a few minutes before seven. There was a sharp knock on the door. Mister told me to place a call and warn the police that he would kill one of us if he saw or heard anyone outside. I explained this carefully to Rudolph, and I stressed that no rescue should be attempted. We were negotiating.
Rudolph said he understood.
Umstead walked to the door, unlocked it, and looked at Mister for instructions. Mister was behind him, with the gun less than a foot from Umstead’s head.
“Open the door very slowly,” Mister said.
I was standing a few feet behind Mister when the door opened. The food was on a small cart, one our
paralegals used to haul around the enormous amounts of paper we generated. I could see four large plastic containers of soup, and a brown paper bag filled with bread. I don’t know if there was anything to drink. We never found out.
Umstead took one step into the hallway, grabbed the cart, and was about to pull it back into the conference room when the shot cracked through the air. A lone police sniper was hiding behind a credenza next to Madam Devier’s desk, forty feet away, and he got the clear look he needed. When Umstead bent over to grab the cart, Mister’s head was exposed for a split second, and the sniper blew it off.
Mister lurched backward without uttering a sound, and my face was instantly covered with blood and fluids. I thought I’d been hit too, and I remember screaming in pain. Umstead was yelling somewhere in the hall. The other seven scrambled off the table like scalded dogs, all yelling and digging toward the door, half of them dragging the other half. I was on my knees, clutching my eyes, waiting for the dynamite to explode, then I bolted for the other door, away from the mayhem. I unlocked it, yanked it open, and the last time I saw Mister he was twitching on one of our expensive Oriental rugs. His hands were loose at his sides, nowhere near the red wire.
The hallway was suddenly filled with SWAT guys, all clad in fierce-looking helmets and thick vests, dozens of them crouching and reaching. They were a blur. They
grabbed us and carried us through the reception area to the elevators.
“Are you hurt?” they asked me.
I didn’t know. There was blood on my face and shirt, and a sticky liquid that a doctor later described as cerebrospinal fluid.
Three
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N THE first floor, as far away from Mister as they could get, the families and friends were waiting. Dozens of our associates and colleagues were packed in the offices and hallways, waiting for our rescue. A loud cheer went up when they saw us.
Because I was covered with blood, they took me to a small gym in the basement. It was owned by our firm and virtually ignored by the lawyers. We were too busy to exercise, and anyone caught working out would almost certainly be assigned more work.
I was instantly surrounded by doctors, none of whom happened to be my wife. Once I convinced them the
blood was not mine, they relaxed and conducted a routine exam. Blood pressure was up, pulse was crazy. They gave me a pill.
What I really wanted was a shower. They made me lie on a table for ten minutes while they watched my blood pressure. “Am I in shock?” I asked.
“Probably not.”
I certainly felt like it. Where was Claire? For six hours I was held at gunpoint, life hanging by a thread, and she couldn’t be bothered to come wait with the rest of the families.
The shower was long and hot. I washed my hair three times with heavy shampoo, then I stood and dripped for an eternity. Time was frozen. Nothing mattered. I was alive, breathing and steaming.
I changed into someone else’s clean gym clothes, which were much too big, and went back to the table for another check of my blood pressure. My secretary, Polly, came in and gave me a long hug. I needed it desperately. She had tears in her eyes.
“Where’s Claire?” I asked her.
“On call. I’ve tried calling the hospital.”
Polly knew there wasn’t much left of the marriage.
“Are you okay?” she asked.
“I think so.”
I thanked the doctors and left the gym. Rudolph met me in the hall and gave me a clumsy embrace. He used the word “congratulations,” as if I had accomplished something.
“No one expects you to work tomorrow,” he said. Did he think a day off would cure all my problems?
“I haven’t thought about tomorrow,” I said.
“You need some rest,” he added, as if the doctors hadn’t thought of this.
I wanted to speak to Barry Nuzzo, but my fellow hostages had already left. No one was injured, just a few rope burns on the wrists.
With the carnage held to a minimum, and the good guys up and smiling, the excitement at Drake & Sweeney waned quickly. Most of the lawyers and staff had waited nervously on the first floor, far away from Mister and his explosives. Polly had my overcoat, and I put it on over the large sweat suit. My tasseled loafers looked odd, but I didn’t care.
“There are some reporters outside,” Polly said.
Ah, yes, the media. What a story! Not just your garden-variety on-the-job shooting, but a bunch of lawyers held hostage by a street crazy.
But they didn’t get their story, did they? The lawyers escaped, the bad guy took a bullet, the explosives fizzled when their owner hit the floor. Oh, what could’ve been! A shot, then a bomb, a flash of white light as the windows shattered, arms and legs landing in the street, all duly recorded live by Channel Nine for the evening’s lead story.
“I’ll drive you home,” Polly said. “Follow me.” I was very thankful someone was telling me what to do. My thoughts were slow and cumbersome, one still-frame after another, with no concept of plot or setting.
We left the ground floor through a service door. The night air was sharp and cold, and I breathed its sweetness until my lungs ached. As Polly ran to get her car, I hid at the corner of the building and watched the circus out front. There were police cars, ambulances, television vans, even a fire truck. They were packing and leaving. One of the ambulances was parked with its rear to the building, no doubt waiting to carry Mister to the morgue.
I’m alive! I am alive! I said this over and over, smiling for the first time. I’m alive!
I closed my eyes tightly and offered a short but sincere prayer of thanks.
THE SOUNDS began coming back. As we sat in silence, Polly behind the wheel, driving slowly and waiting for me to say something, I heard the piercing clap of the sniper’s rifle. Then the thud as it found its mark, and the stampede as the other hostages scrambled off the table and through the door.
What had I seen? I had glanced at the table where the seven were staring intently at the door, then back to Mister as he raised the gun and pointed it at Umstead’s head. I was directly behind him when he was hit. What stopped the bullet from leaving him and getting me? Bullets go through walls and doors and people.
“He was not going to kill us,” I said, barely loud enough to be heard.
Polly was relieved to hear my voice. “What was he doing then?”
“I don’t know.”
“What did he want?”
“He never said. It’s amazing how little was actually said. We sat for hours just looking at each other.”
“Why wouldn’t he talk to the police?”
“Who knows? That was his biggest mistake. If he’d kept the phones open, I could’ve convinced the cops that he was not going to kill us.”
“You don’t blame the cops, do you?”
“No. Remind me to write them letters.”
“Are you working tomorrow?”
“What else would I do tomorrow?”
“Just thought you might need a day off.”
“I need a year off. One day won’t help.”
Our apartment was the third floor of a rowhouse on P Street in Georgetown. Polly stopped at the curb. I thanked her and got out, and I could tell from the dark windows that Claire was not home.
I MET Claire the week after I moved to D.C. I was just out of Yale with a great job in a rich firm, a brilliant future like the other fifty rookies in my class. She was finishing her degree in political science at American University. Her grandfather was once the governor of Rhode Island, and her family has been well connected for centuries.
Drake & Sweeney, like most large firms, treats the
first year as a boot camp. I worked fifteen hours a day, six days a week, and on Sundays Claire and I would have our weekly date. Sunday nights I was in the office. We thought that if we got married, we would have more time together. At least we could share a bed, but sleep was about all we did.
The wedding was large, the honeymoon brief, and when the luster wore off I was back at the office ninety hours a week. During the third month of our union, we actually went eighteen days without sex. She counted.
She was a sport for the first few months, but she grew weary of being neglected. I did not blame her, but young associates don’t complain in the hallowed offices of Drake & Sweeney. Less than ten percent of each class will make partner, so the competition is ruthless. The rewards are great, at least a million bucks a year. Billing lots of hours is more important than a happy wife. Divorce is common. I didn’t dream of asking Rudolph to lighten my load.
By the end of our first year together, Claire was very unhappy and we had started to quarrel.
She decided to go to med school. Tired of sitting at home watching TV, she figured she could become as self-absorbed as I was. I thought it was a wonderful idea. It took away most of my guilt.
After four years with the firm, they started dropping hints about our chances of making partner. The hints were collected and compared among many of the associates. It was generally felt that I was on the fast track to a partnership. But I had to work even harder.
Claire became determined to spend more time away from the apartment than I did, and so both of us slid into the silliness of extreme workaholism. We stopped fighting and simply drifted apart. She had her friends and interests, I had mine. Fortunately, we did not make the mistake of reproducing.