The Summer I Died: A Thriller (23 page)

“
What is this, a Barbra Walters special? What do you care?
”

“
I just want to know what she did to you, what
we
did to you, why you’re doing this.
”

“
You’re just stalling. But it won’t help you because I’m in the mood for walking, not talking.
”

“
I want to know.
”
I really did want to know, but I was also stalling.

Skinny Man got kind of sullen and put his nose to mine and breathed into my mouth.
“
Because if I don’t they get mad at me, hurt me. Even right now they’re listening and if they hear what I’m telling you they’re
gonna be pissed. And if they get pissed nothing I do to you is gonna satisfy them. They’ll just make me go on and on. Oh, son, I really wish you hadn’t come here, but what can I do about it now?
”

Who was
they
? The dogs? The flies? Ghosts? But then he chuckled and I couldn’t tell if he was serious or not. Did he ever stop laughing? Psychiatrists might classify it as a nervous tic, but somehow, I knew he was truly finding pleasure in all this pain. That, on some deep level, scared me more than anything.

“
My odds are looking good this time,
”
he said as he played with the dice.
“
Fifty-fifty chance I roll your number. You want odds or evens?
”

“
I want you to die.
”
I didn’t know where that came from, it just burst out before I could stop it. I figured he’d slug me for it and I drop the spike and then all would be lost, but he didn’t seem to mind. I’m sure he’d heard it all before.

“
You’re kind of an oddball, so I’ll make you evens.
”

In his own head, he was the funniest thing since the whoopie cushion, and that last remark must have been his coup de grâce because he doubled over and snorted a bunch.
“
Get it?
”
he asked, still choking on his laughter,
“
’cause you’re odd
.
.
.
see
.
.
.
and I said even. Get it? Shit, boy, don’t you ever laugh? They say it’s good for the soul, ya know. Aw, forget it, you’re no fun.
”

He tossed the dice at my chest and they bounced across the floor like two kids playing tag. I couldn’t see the numbers where they landed, but Skinny Man looked really pissed when he looked at them.

“
Fine,
”
he said, coming over and looking at me.
“
Fine. I’m a patient man, I am. Good things come to those who wait, I tell ya. And when she’s gone you ain’t gonna have no easy out. You fucking freak!
”

He bent down and scooped up all his torture toys and started wiggling. He had to catch a couple small knives as they escaped his grasp, but he held them tightly and went over into Jamie’s room. Within seconds she was crying. My chest went tight and breathing came hard. She was alive, and I thanked God for that, but was it worth it, was this really living?

I dropped the spike back into my hand and thought frantically about what to do. The links in the chains might be breakable, though my only experience in handcuffs before this told me not to get my hopes up. Still, without another choice, I jammed the tip of the spike into one of the links and tried to bend it. But it was no use. I needed a fulcrum point, some way to pry at the link without moving the chain. The wall, I thought, use the wall. I put the spike against the wall and leaned back against it, and held it still with my hand. It was a tricky position to maintain, but the wall provided reinforcement, and when I thrust my body backward, the spike drove in the link. The cuff ripped into my wrist and it felt like my bones were mashing. Ever so little, I could see the link warping, but at this rate I’d either break my wrist or die an old man before I got free.

“
What you got there?
”

I jumped at the voice, dropped the spike to the floor.

“
When did you get that?
”
Skinny Man asked, holding a small knife in his hand that was covered in Jamie’s hair and dripping blood.
“
You’re a real sneaky Pete, ain’t ya. But I believe that belongs to me.
”

He snatched it up and hit me on the head with it. The blow rang through my skull and lodged behind my eyes.

“
I forgot something upstairs. If I come back and find you doing anything funny I’m gonna cut your ears off and sew them
in
to your sister.
”

He took off up the stairs, leaving me alone with Jamie’s screeching pleas for death. Well, not entirely alone
—
Butch was sniffing at the door to Jamie’s room, riled up by the noise and jonesing for flesh.

CHAPTER 20

While Jamie cried, Butch whined and
shot
me a sad face as if to ask whether I could open the door for him. The dog had no manners. He gave up after a minute and went and lay near his dishes again, eyes glued to the door, his collar jingling against a piece of bone as he stretched out.

Dog collar.

Like a slap across the face something hit me. Something out of left field I had never noticed before. Butch was wearing a dog collar. I mean, I had noticed it all along, but it hadn’t meant anything before. It never registered. But dog collars had buckles, and one part of a buckle was the small arm. Small enough, say, to fit into a cuff lock?

I was still pretty sure I’d never pick the lock. Fuck, I was so drained I probably couldn’t do it with the key. But hope was still squatting
i
n my brain, like a shit-faced drunk in an empty Beverly Hills estate, stretched out on the wraparound couch drinking fine aged bourbon, feet up on the wall, scratching his ass with a priceless antique rapier. In control
is
what I
’m
getting at. Making it impossible to sit still.

From above me I heard Skinny Man banging pots and pans, stomping across the floor and then back again. Slowly, Butch looked up too, like he’d seen this movie before but couldn’t find anything better to watch.

“
C’mere, Butch,
”
I said. He turned his attention to me, tilted his head.
“
C’mere, I won’t hurt you.
”
Not now anyway, I wouldn’t, but like Skinny Man said, good things come to those who wait.

“
C’mon, you stupid fucking mutt, c’mere so I can pet you. C’mon.
”

I whistled a bit to entice him, but I think he had learned not to approach me carefree. Still, he looked interested, and if I could only lure him over. Perhaps what was needed was incentive. My leg was still coated in flaky blood, the wound was itchy and red and a couple of the tooth marks were moist with puss. I shook it like an elderly stripper auditioning for a Vegas review, and Butch finally stood up. He padded over and sniffed the leg and I reached for his neck, but he was out of range. Shit. The leg idea was working against me. I’d only get bit, and Butch would get a free meal.

I had to get him near my hand. So I rubbed my wrist against the cuff, opening the cut I had inflicted earlier. The pain shot up my arm like electricity and burned my insides. My teeth felt like they were being scratched with a file. It was so bad I almost stopped before I drew blood, but I forged on thinking of the larger picture. I needed
to save Jamie, I needed to get free and call the police. I missed my parents. Tooth was dead. Jamie was butchered. So much blood.

No, I thought, don’t ride that train. Stay focused.

As hard as I fought though, that train began running away, the images filling my head like too many people cramming into an elevator. Jamie tortured, Tooth’s jaw on the floor. Oh God, no, don’t lose it, don’t think about it. There is no Jamie, no Tooth, nothing other than the chains on your wrists and the collar on the dog. Rub the wrist. Harder. Pai
n equals freedom.

The first drop of red hit the floor with a light plop and was eaten by the dirt. But Butch could smell it. Immediately he came over and put his nose a
gainst the cut, sniffed enthusiastically
, and started licking the blood as it came out. To keep him where I wanted him I smeared some of the blood on my hip. He licked it off my shorts, and maybe decided it must be coming from there because he kept on licking until I could feel his saliva against my
skin
. With my hand on his head, I moved him closer with my fingers until I could grab the collar. The buckle was under his head, so I spun it up onto the back of his neck
and got a good grip on it
. Frantically, I worked my fingers to unclasp it. It wasn’t easy. My thumb pushed the flap backward into the buckle, but it would only go so far before the eyelets stopped it and it bunched up.
The difficult process was further compounded by the dog’s inability to keep its head still as it licked.

“
Stay still, will ya.
”

Dust was falling from the ceiling. Above me, the man walked toward the stairs. The collar was bunched up again. The footsteps got closer, they were coming fast. Butch moved his head but I grabbed the collar and yanked him back.

“
You move again I will kill you so slowly you’ll think the world’s rewinding. Now stay still!
”

I worked the flap backwards once again and slipped a finger under the loop that formed. Triumphantly, the arm came out of the eyelet. No sooner had it freed than Skinny Man was back at the top of the stairs. I ripped at the collar and the whole thing came loose. Skinny Man came down the steps, yelling something. I almost took the collar but knew he’d see me so I left it dangling around Butch’s neck.

“
Knew I’d find it sooner or later,
”
he said. He held up a jug of bleach, unscrewed the cap.
“
Gotta be careful with this stuff, it can burn something awful.
”
He shook the jug at me and a stream of bleach leapt out and hit the dirt in front of me. I pressed back into the wall. When it hit the floor it smoked a bit, and I thought, bleach doesn’t smoke. Whatever he’s got in there it ain’t bleach, it’s something much worse.

“
Shit,
”
he said, and flung his fingers about. He’d spilled some on himself and I smiled watching him try and wipe it off.
“
What are you laughing at? You still thirsty, Roger? How’s about a drink.
”

“
No thanks.
”
Not that drink
anyway
. Real water, yes. Absolutely.
Thirsty did not begin to describe the anguish my body was experiencing from the lack of food and water.

“
Oh, now you don’t want my hospitality. You sure are ungrateful, aren’t ya? Snooping around people’s yards, asking for favors and then showing no appreciation, stealing my tools.
”

He came over and ran his hands around my pockets, behind my back. I thanked God I had left the collar on Butch. The dog stepped aside quietly and sat near the boiler. His collar hung down on the sides of his neck, but Skinny Man didn’t notice.

Still bare-assed, Skinny Man went over to the door to the back room.
“
I’m gonna have fun with you real soon, teach you some manners. But first there’s a sweet little girl needs my attention.
”

He put his ear against the door and listened. Jamie had never stopped crying completely, alternating between moans and sobs. He looked like he was going to push the door open, his hand on the knob, but instead he backed up and returned to me.

With a skeptic look he said,
“
I gotta know.
”

Bending over so that his backbone poked through his skin, he scooped up the dice, looked at me like I had a small animal sticking out of my ear and then dropped them straight down toward his feet. They bounced a few times and came up nine. He didn’t say anything, just glared and worked his jaw on some imaginary cud. It wasn’t just anger; I could see fear in his eye as well. He was afraid of me, or rather, what he thought I might be. And I was afraid too. It hadn’t been lost on me one bit the fact that my number had never come up, not once. Earlier, when I thought about the dice, I thought maybe there was a reason behind it, like maybe I had a purpose for being here. But even then deep down I feared it was luck or coincidence.

Now I was starting to believe it was something else. Why hadn’t my number come up yet? What was expected of me? How much credibility was there to an old drunk’s preachings? Destiny, purpose, fate. Who was I to the world? Just a stoned comic book lover who couldn’t get his dick wet. But the dice
.
.
.
.
Wrong place, wrong time? Or was I supposed to be here?