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Fitz closed his eyes. “And the day just keeps getting better and better.”

“Nothing on the Pesaturo accounts yet,” Griffin said, “but I think we all know that they wouldn’t need money to hire an assassin.”

“They already got Uncle Vinnie.”

“Exactly.”

“You really think one of them did it.”

“I think it’s the answer that makes the most sense.”

“Yeah.” Fitz nodded, sighed heavily, then went fishing for more Tums. “I like them, you know. You’re never supposed to get too close, but after the last year, the shit they’ve been through, the way they’ve held up, Jillian, Carol and Meg. They’re good people. I’ve been . . . proud . . . to work with them.”

“We’ll get this figured out.”

“Sure.” Fitz looked at him. He smiled, but it was bitter. “State’s involved now. And the state always gets their man, right, Griff? Not like us hardworking city cops who are only fit for drive-by shootings and other lowbrow gang-banging hissy fits. No, state detectives never make any wrong turns in an investigation. State detectives never succumb to
pressure
.”

Griffin’s hand spasmed on the door handle. A muscle leapt in his jaw. The buzzing was almost immediate in his ears. Very slowly, he let go of the handle. Very slowly, he took a deep breath and counted to ten.

“You’ve had a rough night,” Griffin said quietly when he finally trusted himself to speak. “So I’m going to do us both a favor and pretend you didn’t say that.”

Fitz continued to regard him steadily. His pupils were small and dark, his sagging face twisted into a stubborn scowl. For a moment, Griffin thought Fitz would push it anyway. Probably because he had had a rough night, spent at the side of a young girl who never should have died. And now the press was beating up on him, the state was beating up on him, and probably, within the next half an hour, his lieutenant would be beating up on him. And that kind of frustration could build in a man. Build and build and build, until you didn’t care anymore. You thought too much about those poor young victims, all the ones that if you’d just moved faster, thought smarter, fought
better . . . Until your desire to destroy was even higher than your desire to be saved.

Then you went home and held your dying wife in your arms, so weakened by cancer she couldn’t speak, but only blink her eyes. Soon that would be gone, too. You would just come home, sit in an empty house and see images of missing children dance before your eyes.

“Go home and get some sleep,” Griffin said.

“Fuck you, Griffin. You know, I may not be young like you. I may not be able to bench-press three times my body weight or whatever the hell it is you do in your free time. But don’t underestimate me, Sergeant. I’m old. I’m bitter. I’m fat. I’m bald. And that gives me a propensity for violence you can only dream about. So don’t you lecture me about procedure and don’t you patronize my handling of a case. Oh, and one more thing. I know where Jillian’s money went.”

“Fitz—”

“Call Father Rondell of the Cranston parish. Tell him Jillian gave you his name.”

“The Cranston parish?” Griffin frowned, then blinked. “Oh, no way.”

“Yeah way. I
know
these women, Sergeant. I
know
them. Now get the fuck out of my car.”

Griffin shrugged. Griffin got out of the car. “You know, Fitz, these cross-jurisdictional investigations continue to improve relations all the time,” he said.

“Yeah, that’s my thinking, too.”

Fitz peeled away from the curb. Griffin headed for Cranston.

CHAPTER 23

Jillian

T
HE WAVES ROLLED INTO THE BEACH, GENTLE TODAY,
peaking low
with a cap of frothy foam, then fading back into the dark depths of the ocean. The sandpipers rushed into the retreating wake of low tide, searching frantically for anything good to eat. Slow day on the beach this early in May. Another dark green wave descended upon the sand, and the small white birds took flight.

Jillian continued watching the water long after she heard the car pull up, the engine turn off, the door open, then close. Footsteps in the sand. The thought reminded her of the religious poem she’d read as a child. She smiled, and the pain cut her to the bone.

She had never been good at belief. Never been one for faith. Too many nights alone as a child maybe. Too many promises broken by her mother, until she internalized, somewhere way down deep, that the only one she could depend upon was herself. Yet she had flirted with religion, talked about it with friends, found herself attending the occasional Christmas mass. She loved the sound of a choir singing. She took comfort, during the endless gray days of winter, from going to a cathedral warmed by hundreds of bodies, standing side by side in communal worship.

Trisha had joined a Congregational church when she was in high school. She’d gotten quite into things. Faith in a higher power fit her rosy outlook on life. Conducting good works suited her bubbly nature. Jillian had attended services with her several times, and even she had been struck by the glow that filled her sister’s face during prayer. Faith recharged Trisha. Made her somehow even bigger, larger, more
Trisha
than she had been before.

Until the night she had truly needed God . . . or Jillian . . . or even a big, strong policeman intent on doing his job.

If there was a God, and He hadn’t seen fit to save Trish, then should Jillian really feel so guilty? Or maybe there was a God, and He had turned to Jillian as His instrument, and by not being up to the task, she had failed Him and her sister both. So many thoughts she could torture herself with in the middle of the night. Or even during bright spring days in May, standing in the warm caress of the sun and watching the ocean break against the shore.

Oh God, Sylvia Blaire. That poor, poor girl. What had they done?

“Jillian.”

She didn’t turn around. She didn’t need to, to know who it was. “Bring your thumbscrews this time?”

“Actually, we’re always armed with thumbscrews. Department policy. But I’m a good old Catholic boy—I wouldn’t dream of using thumbscrews on a priest.”

She stiffened, then finally turned. Sergeant Griffin stood in the sand outside the deck railing. His cheeks were dark and shadowed, the line of his jaw impressively square, his eyes impressively bright. Even ten feet away, she could feel the impact of his presence. The broad shoulders, muscular arms, bulging chest. No different than any other state policeman, she thought resentfully. It was as if the department had a mold, and churned out one well-chiseled officer after another. She’d never been one for brawn anyway. She considered the size of a man’s muscles directly inverse to the power of his brain.

“You should’ve just told me,” he said now, his voice quiet but firm.

“Why? I’d already said the money had nothing to do with Eddie’s death. If you weren’t prepared to believe that, why should I have expected you to believe an even bigger fairy tale?”

“It’s not a fairy tale.”

She shrugged. “Close enough. I gave the money to Father Rondell in cash, took no receipt, ensured there were no witnesses, and made anonymity the primary condition of the donation. If you want evidence of where the money went, I have none to give you.”

“A priest’s word is pretty good evidence.”

“Yes, but he wasn’t supposed to tell you.”

Griffin smiled. “I confess, all good Catholic faith aside, I kind of tricked him.”

“You tricked a priest?”

“Well, it was for a good cause. I was proving a woman’s innocence.”

Jillian snorted. “Let’s not get carried away.”

“Actually, I can’t take all the credit. Fitz told me to go talk to Father Rondell. So I approached him, saying that I needed confirmation that you had donated money to help Eddie Como’s son. Immediately, he was quite gushing about your twenty-thousand-dollar generosity. It seems that Eddie, Jr., has a guardian angel.”

“It’s not his fault what his father did. He wasn’t even born.”

“Tawnya doesn’t know?”

“Nobody knows.”

“Not even the Survivors Club?”

“Not even the Survivors Club.”

“Why, Jillian?”

“I don’t know,” she said honestly. “I just . . . Trish was gone. Carol’s a mess. Meg has lost her past. And I . . . well, I have my own issues, don’t I? Last year when the police finally arrested Eddie, I expected to feel better. Vindicated, satisfied, something. But I didn’t. Because Trish was still gone, and Carol’s still a mess and Meg still has no memory, and now we’re seeing pictures of Eddie’s pregnant girlfriend and all I can think is here’s another victim. A baby who will grow up without his father. One more destroyed life. It seemed too much.” She shook her head. “I needed . . . I just needed something good to come out of all of this. I needed to feel that someone would escape Eddie’s mistakes. And God knows we never will.”

“So you set up a trust fund for Eddie’s child.”

She shrugged. “I asked Detective Fitzpatrick for the name of someone close to the Como family. He gave me Father Rondell’s name. Father Rondell took care of things from there.”

“But you kept it secret.”

“I didn’t know if Miss Clemente would accept the money if she knew where it came from.”

“And why not tell Meg and Carol?”

“I didn’t think they’d like it. Besides, it’s not really their business, is it? It’s my money. My decision.”

Griffin smiled. “You like to do that. Be a group player as long as it suits you, but revert back to an individual the minute it cramps your style.”

She just looked at him. “How did you know I was here?”

“Brilliant detective work, of course.”

She snorted again. He raised his right hand. “Scout’s honor. Finding you is my biggest accomplishment today. Well, other than tracing your money, but Fitz is the one who connected those dots. After talking to the priest, however, I wanted to confirm the transaction with you. Being of sound mind, however, I figured you wouldn’t magically take my call. So I figured I needed to see you in person. And then I started thinking, if I were Jillian Hayes, where would I be today of all days, with the press hot on my heels? I figured you wouldn’t go to work, because you wouldn’t want to turn your business into a media circus. Then I figured for the same reason, you couldn’t go home—it would just bring the press down on your family. Then I confess, I made a wrong turn and tried your sister’s gravesite. For the record, three reporters already had it staked out.”

Jillian looked at him curiously. “I did try there first. After spotting the reporters, however, I turned away.”

“Exactly.” He nodded. “Then it occurred to me. Like any good Rhode Islander, you’re bound to have a beach house. So I did a search of Narragansett property records. Nothing in your name. Then I tried your mother’s. The rest, as they say, is history.”

“I see your point. Positively brilliant detective work. So who killed Sylvia Blaire?”

Griffin promptly grimaced. “Touché.”

“I’m not trying to be cruel. At least not yet.”

“Are you beginning to doubt Eddie’s guilt, Jillian?”

“I don’t know.”

“That’s the same as a yes. May I?” He gestured to the three steps leading up to the deck. She hesitated. Nodding would invite him in. He’d take a seat, become part of her last hideaway, and she had such little privacy left. Maybe he’d even sit close to her. Maybe she’d feel the heat of his body again, find herself staring at those arms.

When her legs had given out last night . . . When he had caught her in his arms, and shielded her from her neighbors’ voyeuristic stares . . . She remembered the warmth of him then. The feel of his arm, so easily supporting her weight. The steadiness of his gaze as he waited for her to pull herself together once more.

And she
hated
herself for thinking these things.

Jillian moved to the opposite side of the deck from the stairs. She was still in her navy blue suit from this morning, and it was difficult to negotiate the deck boards in heels. She took a seat on a built-in wooden bench. Then, finally, she nodded.

“It’s nice here,” Sergeant Griffin commented, climbing aboard. “Great view.”

“My mother bought it twenty years ago, before Narragansett became, well, Narragansett.” She gestured her hand to the oversized homes that now bordered the property. Not beach houses anymore, but beach castles.

“Never thought of expanding?”

“If we built out, we’d lose the beach. If we built up, we’d block the view for the house across the street. And what would we gain? A bigger kitchen, a more luxurious bedroom? My mother didn’t buy this place for the kitchen or bedroom. She bought it for the beach and the ocean view.”

“You have an amazingly practical perspective on things.”

“I grew up with a lounge singer, remember? Nothing teaches you to respect practicality more than growing up on the New York club circuit.”

“Different hotel every night?”

“Close enough.” She tilted her head to the side. “And you?”

“Rhode Islander. All my life. Good Irish stock. My mother makes the best corned beef and cabbage and my father can drink a man three times his size under the table. You haven’t lived until you’ve been to one of our family gatherings.”

“Large family?”

“Three brothers. Two of them are state marshals, actually. We’ve probably been policing for as long as there have been cops. If you think about it, it’s a natural fit for Irishmen. No one knows how to get into trouble better than we do. Ergo, we’re perfect for penetrating the criminal mind.” He smiled wolfishly.

Jillian felt something move in her chest. She gripped the edge of the wooden bench more tightly, then looked away.

“Jillian, you said that in the voice lineup, you and Carol could narrow it down to two men. What was it about the two?”

“I don’t understand.”

“Why those two men? What made you focus on them?”

“They . . . they sounded alike.”

Griffin leaned forward, rested his elbows on his knees. His blue eyes were intent now. Dark, penetrating. She found herself shivering, though she didn’t know why. “Think back, Jillian. Take a deep breath, open up your mind. You’re in the viewing room. The mirror is blacked out, but one by one, men are stepping forward and speaking into a microphone. You are listening to their voices. One strikes close to home. Then another. Why those two voices?”

Jillian cocked her head to the side. She thought she understood now. So she closed her eyes, she tilted her face up to the warmth of the sun and she allowed her mind to go back, to that dark, claustrophobic room, where she stood with just a defense attorney and Detective Fitzpatrick, dreading hearing that voice again and knowing that she must. Two voices. Two low, resonant voices sounding strangely flat as they delivered the scripted line “I’m gonna fuck you good.”

“They were both low pitched. Deep voices.”

“Good.”

“They . . . Accent.” Her eyes popped open. “It’s the way they said fuck. Not fuck, but more like foik. You know, that thick Rhode Island accent.”

“Cranston,” Griffin said quietly.

She nodded. “Yes. They had more of a Cranston accent.”

“Como grew up in Cranston.”

“So it’s consistent.” She was pleased.

“Jillian,
lots
of men grew up in Cranston. And most of them do butcher the English language, even by Rhode Island standards. We still can’t arrest them for it.”

“But . . . Well, there’s still the DNA.”

“Yeah,” Griffin said. “There’s still the DNA. What did D’Amato tell you about it?”

She shrugged. “That it was conclusive. He’d sent it out to a lab in Virginia and they confirmed that the samples taken from the crime scenes matched Eddie Como’s sample by something like one in three hundred million times the population of the entire earth. I gather it’s rare to have that conclusive a match. He was excited.”

“He told you this. All three of you?”

Jillian brought up her chin. “Yes.”

“And that convinced all three of you, the Survivors Club, that Como was the College Hill Rapist?”

“Sergeant, it convinced D’Amato and Detective Fitzpatrick that Eddie was the College Hill Rapist. And if we’d been able to go to trial, I’m sure it would’ve convinced a
jury
that Eddie was the College Hill Rapist.”

“What about the Blockbuster kid?”

“What about him? Carol’s never been sure about the time she was attacked. You’ll have to forgive her, but while she was being brutally sodomized she didn’t think to glance at a clock.”

“Jillian . . .” Griffin hesitated. He steepled his hands in front of him. He had long, lean fingers. Rough with calluses, probably from lifting weights. His knuckles were scuffed up, too, crisscrossed with old scars and fresh scratches. Boxing, she realized suddenly. He had a pugilist’s hands. Strong. Capable. Violent. “Jillian, did they get a sample from your sister?”

Her gaze fell immediately. She had to swallow simply to get moisture back into her mouth. “Yes.”

“So he . . . before you came . . .”

“Yes.”

“I’m sorry.”

“I was late,” she said for no good reason. “I was supposed to be there an hour earlier, but I’d gotten too busy . . . Something silly at work. Then traffic was bad, and I couldn’t find parking. So I’m driving around the city and my sister is being . . . I was late.”

Griffin didn’t say anything, but then Jillian hadn’t really expected a reply. What was there to say, after all? She was late, her sister was attacked. She couldn’t find parking, her sister died. Running late shouldn’t matter. Not being able to find parking in a congested city shouldn’t cost someone her life. But sometimes, for reasons no one could explain, it did.