The Sweet and Spicy Regency Collection (7 page)

The fuss she made only pricked at his anger. But he could not turn his temper on her, not after all she had suffered and all the anguish his injuries had caused her so soon after his father’s death. So he once again turned his bitter tongue on his long-suffering friend.

“Is there not but mush in your nob, Wynter? Can you not even wipe that grin from your dreadful face long enough to put yourself to use?” Radford roared.

When he chanced a glance of his mother’s eyes after such an outburst he was horrified by what he saw. She never hid her feelings. Sorrow spilled over into a light sheen of tears.

“Please, Radford, try not to fuss so. You will surely make yourself ill again.” She believed him an invalid, unable to care for himself. Many a time she had complained how his valet was inadequate to see after his care. He needed to hire a nurse, she had told him for the sixth time just that morning at breakfast. The helplessness her loving care provoked only added flames to his fiery temper.

Wynter’s grin didn’t help either. “Looking to put three sheets to the wind before introducing your mother to the woman you have decided to marry, eh Evers?”

“Go to the devil,” Radford roared, forgetting for a moment his mother’s delicate ears.

Lady Evers released Radford immediately. Her cheeks flooded with color. “Is this true?” she whispered the question as if afraid she had heard Wynter wrong.

Radford huffed and tripped his way to the sideboard. He hadn’t planned on involving his mother in his courting process, at least not so soon. She would be sorely disappointed if he failed. Thanks to his
friend
—he sent Wynter a killing glance—his mother would undoubtedly put all her energies into seeing the deed done.

“I have not exactly decided to marry her, Mother.” It was a hopeless gesture. Her eyes were beaming brighter than the sun. He splashed a bit of brandy into a glass. “She barely knows me, in fact.”

“But she will have you,” Lady Evers said with determination. “She must. Who is this lady you have selected? I trust she is from a respectable family?”

“Oh yes,” Wynter answered before Radford could attempt to dissuade his mother from having him married and off to Scotland for his honeymoon before the evening was out. “Her father is the Duke of Newbury.”

“Newbury!” Lady Evers clutched her hands to her heart.

Her sudden look of rapture pleased Radford. He was doing the right thing. This marriage was exactly what his mother needed.

“There could not be a better choice. All of his daughters were raised to be proper ladies. Not an unseemly trait in the lot. I heartily approve of your choice. Heartily.”

She threw herself in his arms with such force his glass spilled and his lame leg bowed—reminding him. Lady Lillian might not be interested in marrying half a man.

“She has not accepted me, Mother,” he warned. “I have not even formally declared my interests.”

Nothing he could say could diminish her enthusiasm or quell her planning. In her mind, the marriage was a certainty.

“You will just have to pay a visit to the duke on the morrow to declare yourself, son.”

Wynter snickered and wisely stayed out of punching range. “Shall we depart? I daresay there is a certain Newbury daughter breathlessly awaiting your speedy appearance, Evers.”

Radford glowered. The thought of seeing Lady Lillian again and having to woo the pretty young thing made his stomach churn. She might not take to him. She was young and pretty. Surely, such a woman wouldn’t feel compelled to settle.

But what was he to do?

He straightened his shoulders and tugged on his dove gray gloves. The deed was done. He would not, no matter what he felt in his heart, disappoint his mother.

* * * *

The concert dragged at a painfully slow pace. Though the entertainment was first rate and the company friendly, May found maintaining her gracious smile a tiresome chore. Mr. Tumblestone fawned over her, her uncle scowled over her choice of gowns, and the fool Lord Evers flirted shamelessly with Lady Lillian.

She needed to escape . . . just for a moment . . . to catch her breath.

At an intermission, May slipped into the duke’s darkened library and swiftly closed the door behind her. She let out the breath she’d been holding and slumped against the door. This evening was intolerable.

“Perhaps I should call a constable, my pretty thief.”

From the far side of the room an ember blazed as it floated up the flue from the banked fire. Other than that brief light, darkness blanketed the room. The unmistakably smooth voice seemed to sink even deeper within the library’s depths.

Startled, May’s hands flew to her mouth. “Why ever for, my lord,” she replied, her gaze searching the gloom for the viscount. “I am a guest, not a thief.”

“Is that so? Then why is a delicate little cup missing from my china set?”

The blasted teacup! In the chaos of the last couple of days, she had completely forgotten to send her housekeeper around to return it.

“Did you shatter the poor thing into tiny pieces in a fit of rage?”

“Of course I did nothing of the sort.” May found no comfort in speaking to a gentleman under the complete cover of night. Especially a rogue . . . an incredibly handsome rogue who had persisted to haunt her unruly thoughts. Her hand curled around the door handle. Not generally a coward, tonight she was more than prepared to flee.

“If not a thief, what are you doing hiding in the darkness?” he asked.

Curiosity kept her hand from turning the doorknob. “What are
you
doing in the darkness?” she asked. “Do not forget, I was the one who found you in here. Not the other way around.”

The rustle of material alerted her to his approach. He was mere steps away from her and her thundering heart when a curtain parted and welcomed a beam of moonlight into the room.

“I was trying to find a moment’s peace,” he said and then sighed deeply. “And you?”

“The same,” she admitted.

“Ah.” He took a step closer. His sharply defined features were bathed in the ghostly pale light of the moon. “Our hosts would be horrified to learn of the reason for our escape.”

“I just needed a moment to collect my thoughts”—she rushed to explain—“not flee from anyone particular.”

“No? Not even from that droll Mr. Tumblestone?” His brows rose. He crossed his arms over his chest and presented a languid pose only properly executed by the most notorious of rakes. “He is what? Sixty years old? I shiver at the rumor that you are soon to be his bride.”

Was he mocking her?

“I wonder if Lady Lillian is shivering at the thought of you as a husband,” she returned cruelly.

A frightening look of pure anger tightened his lazy expression. His lips hardened into a thin line.

“I have struck a chord, have I?”
Good
. She was glad for her tongue’s accurate marksmanship. “Perhaps you’re only too aware that you’re old enough to be her father.” May wasn’t certain of the fact. She knew that Evers had passed his thirtieth year. For how many years, she could not guess.

“My age?” His grim expression relaxed. “You think my age frightens her as thoroughly as Mr. Tumblestone’s frightens you?” He laughed then, a low sound that rumbled in his throat. “You’ve overlooked one important fact, my pretty thief. I am a man in my prime. A man with lustful needs.”

May didn’t trust the wolfish gleam that suddenly brightened his eyes or the deepening pitch of his voice. She had read stories about men being transformed into beasts by the sight of a full moon. The situation coupled with an inordinate amount of moonlight pouring through the window was enough to make her wary.

A single woman should never be caught alone with a man, especially in an unlit room. Such an oversight in propriety could leave her reputation in tatters.

“My lord,” she whispered as he leaned forward, closing the gap between them. The pure scent of him, a refreshing blend of cheroot and vanilla, left her senses reeling.

He peeled off a glove. The rough pad of his thumb caressed her lower lip. She gasped, unable to catch her breath. Her mind could barely form a protest before his head dipped down and his lips captured hers.

At first, shock paralyzed her. She couldn’t pull away even if she had wanted to. Then, a deep heat rose up from low in her belly, melting her resolve . . . washing away any warring thoughts. She pressed her hand against his chest, thrilling in the raw sensations a kiss—naught but a simple kiss—could conjure in her.

* * * *

The caress wasn’t much more than a brush of her lips. Radford reined in his desire to run his tongue over her soft lips and tease open the entrance.

She’d tensed at his initial touch. He’d fully expected her to jerk her head away. The sensual sigh she breathed instead emboldened him. She wanted this kiss as much as he. When she pressed her hand against his shoulder, he took the cue and pulled her closer so their bodies could meld together.

Her fairy lips tasted of the sweetest nectar, stirring a mysterious, overpowering sensation in the center of his chest.

Ah, if only he could kiss those full, warm lips all night—but alas, that was not all he would be doing if he did not draw away . . . immediately . . . without a moment’s delay.

He tore his lips from hers but kept a firm grip on her shoulders. If the misty look on her shadowed expression was any indication, she was on the verge of a swoon.

“A thousand pardons, Miss Sheffers,” he whispered.

Her swollen lips remained pursed, invitingly kissable, as she stared upon him with befuddlement.

He realized then what he should have known right away by the tentative play of her lips against his. This woman . . . this four-and-twenty year old sensual woman had just experienced her first romantic kiss. He had awakened her body to the enticing pleasures of the flesh and she’d responded like a woman long starved for affection.

Her passions had stirred timidly at first, but they promised to burn hot enough to make his head spin.

Damnation.
His
passions were stirring as well.

“I should have never,” he said with a rush, though it was a lie. He regretted nothing. “I forgot myself . . . ”
And the lovely Lady Lillian he planned to marry
. “I do apologize.”

She blinked. A lusty glow softened her strange elf-like features. In the pale moonlight she looked otherworldly . . . almost beautiful.

He should have never started something in this darkened, leather-scented library that he could have no hope of continuing. Despite all her earthy allure, Miss Sheffers fell short of the qualifications he’d detailed on his list.

“You do understand?” He wondered if anything he had said had penetrated her foggy head.

She blinked again, this time clearing the innocent bedroom glaze from them. “I did not scream or slap your cheek, my lord, because I dearly wish to avoid a messy scene.” Her voice was husky and not without a tremble. “It was most inappropriate for you to have taken advantage of me like that . . . kissing me, indeed! I hope you do not attack other women who might have the misfortune of stumbling into an empty room with you.”

Her chin came up, and her features tightened into a prude’s scowl.

“My dear Miss Sheffers”—Radford could not help but chuckle—“I believe you did much more than refrain from protesting.”

Even in the dim light he could see the color of her tan cheeks deepen.

“I certainly did not—”

He pressed a finger to her mouth and silenced her protests as he indulged in one last pleasure and caressed those apple-sweet lips.

“You certainly did,” he whispered. He could feel her skin quiver in response to his touch and the sound of his voice. A hint of milky passion returned to her gaze.

She blinked it away. “Excuse me, my lord. I will be missed.”

Miss Sheffers ducked her head away from his gentle strokes and slipped out of the library.

And his life . . .

For never again should he consider such a dalliance. Raised by a father who held honor and chivalry above all things, Radford firmly believed in a man remaining faithful to his wife—or in his case, his future wife, the lovely Lady Lillian.

Chapter 7

It was only a kiss.

May picked up her pace and tried to ignore the warmth the memory of the previous night’s surprising and wonderful encounter in the Newbury library brought to her cheeks. Aunt Winnie, feeling drained and tired after two consecutive nights of excitement, had wanted to spend the morning lounging abed. So they decided to forego their regular visit to the Pump Room.

With the morning free, May set out on a brisk walk up Beechen Cliff, hoping the fresh air and vigorous exercise would do the trick and clear her mind. For a third night, sleep had eluded her while she puzzled over her feelings toward the changes occurring in her life.

Gracious, it was only a
meaningless
kiss.

Men kissed women all the time.

Just not her.

Never her. At least, not before last night.

Not that she had minded being overlooked. Men only seemed to laud women who displayed a meek mind, spirit, and body—a weakness May loathed to feign. She was strong and healthy. Why should she slip into a fit of vapors just to win a man’s kiss?

May’s cheeks heated anew as the memory of the way the viscount’s lips had pressed against hers replayed its pleasing script. That simple brush of lips had made her tingly, alive all the way down to the soles of her feet.

But his magic had not addled her mind!

She’d seen women turn into besotted fools. An educated, independent woman such as herself must resist falling prey to such folly.

Viscount Evers displayed only too clearly his typical male character in the way he’d fawned over the simpering Lady Lillian once he’d rejoined the ball. He spent the rest of the evening laughing at her inane chatter and offering his arm when she appeared near to faint—as ladies were wont to appear after a long evening in the company of a beau. His cat-like grin was smeared with satisfaction as he supported Lady Lillian’s weaving pose. The expression told May all she needed to know.

Even though he didn’t pursue her company after stealing such a kiss, even though his gaze had never once strayed her way during the long hours that followed—he could have at least taken notice of her standing beside him while she spoke with Lady Lillian. No matter, she would have no interest in such a man, anyhow.