Authors: Marie Evelyn
âOr can I call you Sarah?' said Becky, âIs that how you pronounce it?'
Sairah nodded. âMost people pronounce it that way. I don't mind.'
Pitcher looked dismayed to see Becky in the room too but was too placid to make a fuss. He sat down and put his right leg forward. Sairah bent over and began undoing his bandage. Becky sat on the chair in the corner.
âDoes your mother know?' Sairah muttered.
âI don't know to be honest. I think she must have suspected but she never mentioned you. She didn't even mention my father much.'
âI meant about getting married to Philip. She knew about me.' Sairah unfurled the bandage and automatically started re-rolling it neatly round her fingers. âYou didn't know?'
âNo, I didn't even realise they'd got divorced.' Sairah gave her a frightened glance and the penny dropped. âAh, I see. They hadn't.'
âThere was no time. My family had got to hear of Philip. They were sending one of my brothers over to Barbados to make sure we were â' She searched for the right word, âcorrect. We had to marry very quickly. I thought that's why you were looking for me.'
âI wasn't. I saw your card on his grave just a few days ago but I decided not to try and trace you. Before that I had no idea you existed, let alone were married to Dad.'
Sairah looked at her, obviously surprised. âYou really didn't know?' She looked down at the rolled-up bandage in her hand and said softly, âWe'd been married for just a year when he died. He talked a lot about you and Joe. I thought maybe you had found out and were looking for me.'
âNot at all. I really was just looking after Pitcher.'
âWill you tell them? About Philip's other wife?'
Who did Sairah mean by them? The authorities in Barbados? âNo. And even if I did I don't think you'd be in trouble. You could have married him in good faith, after all. But I won't tell anyone.'
Pitcher tapped his right leg impatiently to get Sairah's attention. âYou don't need another bandage, Mr Pitcher. Look how well it's healing.'
Pitcher looked mildly anguished. âOK. A plaster. I'll get you a plaster.' Sairah went through a selection of plasters then rejected them all for a theatrically large piece of gauze, which she taped to his leg.
âHow is Joe?' she asked.
Becky sighed. âHe's sort of OK. I don't think I realised how much he missed our father. I'll take him back photos of the grave. Maybe that will help.'
âI have something for him.' Sairah pulled a plastic bag from beneath her desk and handed it to Becky.
The bag contained a boxed car. Becky took it out and held it in both hands to study it. The name of the model on the box (a Holden LH Torana) meant nothing to her but it was a cheerful green and looked old rather than new, which rather added to its attraction. âHe used to bring back dinky cars for Joe but this is huge.'
âHe said the colour was called “Barbados Green” â that's why he got it for your brother. I've kept it since ⦠I've had it for twelve years. I couldn't throw it away.'
âIt's great that you kept it all this time,' said Becky.
âI brought it here in case you came back.' Sairah dropped her head and corrected herself, âin case we ever talked.'
âThank you.'
âIt was for his next trip home. I suppose Joe would have liked cars then.'
âHe still likes them. He'll probably be as happy with this now, as when he was eight.'
Sairah looked at her. âI'm sorry there's nothing for you. Philip was looking for the perfect present. He just couldn't find it. He did keep looking.'
âNo worries. Joe's present is enough.'
Becky turned to Pitcher, who looked like he still wanted more treatment, and laughed. âCome on. This excellent nurse has fixed your leg.'
Pitcher remained seated defiantly. âWhen is the next time?'
âSorry Pitcher,' said Becky. âThere is no next time.'
He got up and limped noticeably towards the door.
Becky and Sairah swapped amused but sympathetic glances.
âThat man is not getting enough attention,' warned Sairah.
âI know,' said Becky, sadly.
She wanted to say a proper goodbye to the woman her father had loved but couldn't decide what was appropriate. Finally she stuck out a hand to shake. Sairah took it and pulled Becky in for a hug.
Chapter Twenty-four
âStill no news about Zena,' said Alex coming to meet them as soon as Maureen and Becky got back to the house. Pitcher wandered off limping worse than he had when he was first injured.
Maureen, Alex and Becky looked at one another. Matthew and the others must have reached the hospital by now. Maureen went into the kitchen, presumably to prepare something for them to eat when they got back and Alex headed for the office though Becky could not see how he was able to work. She sat at the table in the morning room and fired up the laptop but found it impossible to concentrate. She couldn't even think what to put in an email to Joe. She could hardly say she had important news about their father to share with him on her return: not when she wouldn't be back for almost another month.
One more month. She couldn't imagine not being here at Copper Mill. She couldn't imagine not seeing Matthew every day. Had he given any thought to their lives after she went back to England? Did he remember that she was due to leave in just four weeks?
Becky pushed these thoughts aside and remembered Zena. Hopefully she would be receiving treatment by now. But why no news? All Becky was aware of was the passing of time. The clocks in the house that she had barely registered before seemed to tick like synchronised bombs. She kept going into the hall and staring at the phone yet she jumped when it rang. It was Matthew.
âBecky? I just thought I'd let you know what's happening. Zena's being seen by a doctor now so we haven't heard yet. But she did get distracted in the car. Once she saw a few things on the way that grabbed her attention she certainly seemed less upset. I think she's going to be OK.'
âThank God,' said Becky.
âEarly days yet,' said Matthew, quickly. âI'll phone as soon as I know anything definite. I'm going to take a wander now to see if I can find some coffee for us all.'
âOK, thanks for letting me know. I'll tell Maureen and Alex.'
She hung up and discovered Alex and Maureen were both standing behind her in the hall. They must have heard the phone ring too.
âMatthew thinks Zena's going to be OK. The doctor's with her now.'
Alex smiled and returned to the office. Maureen still looked concerned. She must be feeling responsible. Becky decided it would be a good idea to make a drink for all of them as well.
She was on her way back to the morning room with a mug of tea when the phone rang again. Had the doctor finished examining Zena already? It was Matthew on the other end but his voice was very different, very harsh.
âI've just bumped into that complete waste of space, Richard Carrington.'
âRichard?' Becky knew he was still at the hospital but that did not explain Matthew's angry tone. âYes, his brother said he'd be could be discharged today.'
âDo you know how much they bid for the land?'
âNo idea, Matthew. How would I know?'
âTwo point three million
and fifty
dollars.'
Becky was not sure what she was meant to make of that. She said nothing.
âWhy did you tell him?' Matthew said, âdid he get you drunk? Did he trick you? Why in God's name did you tell him?'
Realisation slowly dawned. The Carringtons' bid was only fifty dollars more than Matthew's own. âI didn't tell him. Why on earth would I?'
âI've no idea. You tell me.'
âI'm telling you I didn't pass any information to Richard.'
âYou saw the amount I was going to bid. I know you did.' Matthew sounded really angry now and the tenor of his voice reminded her of the man who had humiliated her at the Monmouth UK. She felt sick.
âYes, I saw it on the computer, but â'
âYou know how much that land meant to me.'
âBut I didn't tell him.'
âHow else could he have known?'
Becky was already sure she knew who the culprit was and could imagine how he had been tricked into disclosing Matthew's bid. But the truth wasn't important: the point was that Matthew had immediately assumed she was to blame. She'd believed she'd seen a different side to him here in Barbados but clearly he was as unpleasant as she had first thought. âIf that's what you want to think then that's up to you,' she said. âAt least tell me if there's any news on Zena.'
âShe'll be fine,' he snapped. âThey say Francesca's trick with the milk made the difference.'
Before Becky could decide whether to correct him or not she heard a click: Matthew had hung up on her.
Becky returned to the morning room feeling furious but also deeply betrayed. So much for the man who was prepared to forgo profits to save endangered turtles. Had that all been an act to get her to sleep with him? And she had fallen for it. There was no way she could spend another minute in his presence. She felt badly about letting down Clara but she was going to have to invent some reason to go home.
Mechanically Becky sat down in front of the laptop and searched for flights from Bridgetown to the UK. There were two flights that evening to Heathrow; the latest left at 11 p.m. Was that soon enough to be gone before Matthew came back? The idea of seeing him â even at a distance â filled her with anxious dread.
But first she had to come up with a plausible excuse. Whatever it was it would have to be a lie, unless Matthew had shared his apparent discovery that she had revealed the bid to Richard Carrington in which case Clara herself might think it best that Becky leave Barbados early too.
As she started going through the booking process to find out if there were any seats, she heard the gruff engine of a jeep pulling into the yard. They couldn't have returned already. Becky checked the time on the laptop and was astonished to see she had been on the computer for more than half an hour. She went to the window and looked out, feeling a huge relief when she saw it was only Clara and Francesca.
A few minutes later they came in, Clara looking drained. âZena is going to be absolutely OK,' she said. âCook is staying with her and then her daughter-in-law will bring her back here tonight or tomorrow.'
âI think Matthew took it the worst of all of us,' said Francesca. âEven when we knew Zena was fine he seemed to be â¦' She frowned. âHe seemed very upset.'
âHe's staying at the hospital?' said Becky, hopefully.
âNo, he wants to spend the night at the hotel,' said Clara. âI don't know why.'
âAnyway,' said Francesca. âI'll be off now.'
âThanks Francesca,' said Clara. âThat was some very good driving.'
Francesca nodded her acknowledgement and walked out. They could hear her heels tapping across the hall.
âNo need to look so upset, Becky,' said Clara. âZena's going to be fi â'
âI had a phone call when you were at the hospital. My mother's very ill; I have to go back to the UK. Today if possible.'
âOh no,' said Clara. âWhat dreadful news.'
The sound of heels on the wooden floor got louder again and Francesca reappeared in the doorway of the morning room. âDid I hear right? That's dreadful, Becky.'
âI'm so sorry,' said Clara. âBut can it wait until tomorrow? Alex could sort out a ticket and Matthew could give you a lift to the airport.'
âThere are still free seats on a flight tonight. I just need to book a ticket and get to the airport.'
âBut who â actually, I suppose I could take you,' said Clara doubtfully.
âI'll take Becky,' said Francesca. âIt's the least I could do.'
Clara looked worried. âOh, Francesca, that's very good of you but you've been up and down the island already today.'
âIt's no problem.'
âThanks Francesca,' said Becky. âClara, I'm going to try and book the ticket on my credit card, but to be honest, I'm not sure what my limit is.'
âYou will not. I wouldn't dream of it. You tell me when a credit card is needed and I'll sort it out.'
Becky refreshed the screen and was relieved to see that there were still seats available on the eleven o'clock flight. The screen that came up was asking for credit card details.
âSo, I type it here, do I?' Clara gave the screen a rather worried look. âIt's quite safe is it? I mean it won't steal my card number.'
âIt will be fine,' said Francesca. âIt's completely safe.'
Clara sat down and filled in the payment details. Becky pressed âConfirm'.
âDone.'
âReally?' said Clara. âJust like that? You've booked a ticket.' She peered at the confirmation screen. Becky was writing down the reference number.
âBut I'm afraid I've got to get back for my parents so we'll need to leave pretty much now-ish,' said Francesca.
âI'll pack,' said Becky. âI'll be as quick as I can.'
She ran upstairs and pulled her suitcase from under the bed, opening drawers and cupboards and stuffing the contents in. She left the black Léger dress in the wardrobe. She would have loved to take it and its empowering properties with her but just couldn't visualise a scenario in England where she would wear it. Anyway Matthew had clearly meant it to be a business prop, not a personal gift.
She decided to take the box with Joe's car in her rucksack.
Maureen appeared in her bedroom doorway. âYou're going?'
âMy mother's ill.'
âWhen are you coming back?'
The question almost floored Becky. She didn't intend to come back. âI'm not sure. I'll see how it goes.' They hugged and Maureen left quietly.