Authors: Jessica Sorensen
He frowned. “But he didn’t have you try.”
I sighed. “Look, I’l be okay. I’ve gone in and out of
visions on my own before. Some without using a
crystal bal .”
“What?” Laylen said, at the exact same time Alex
shot me a pointed look.
“You can go into a vision without a crystal bal ?”
Laylen asked, his bright blue eyes wide in
amazement.
“Alright, let’s get this done and over with,” Alex said,
before I could answer. It was funny, but I was realizing
that Alex was doing the same thing with Laylen as he
did so often with me—dodged the truth and
answering questions.
Alex let go of my hand, and I took a deep breath
and reached for the crystal. Then I was surrounded by
nothing but light.
I’m not sure what went wrong. But something was
definitely wrong. Al I could see was light, everywhere.
Bright and blinding, stinging at my eyes. For a split
second, I thought somehow I’d sent myself to the sun
or something.
But it wasn’t hot or anything. In fact, it kind of made
me feel sparkly, almost like whenever Alex touched
me. It wasn’t making me panic or anything. In fact, I felt
peaceful and calm.
I started to move through the light. “Where am I?” I
whispered.
“You’re in your future,” someone said from behind
me.
I spun around and squinted through the light. My
nostrils were instantly hit by the smel of lilacs, rain,
and forest. And I knew, even though I couldn’t see him,
that there was a faerie standing out there in the light.
“Nicholas,” I cal ed out. “Where are you?”
He didn’t answer, but I could feel him next to me, his
warmth radiating from his body.
What is this place?” I asked, turning around in
circles, searching for him.
“I already told you it’s your future,” his voice purred
in my ear.
I jumped to the side, startled by how close he was
to me. “My future…How do you know it’s my future.”
“Because I do.”
“But how…” I glanced around, trying to see
something—anything—but was blinded in return.
“How can this be my future? There’s nothing here.”
“Is that what you see?” Nicholas’s voice encircled
me. “Nothing.”
I’d always been cautious around Nicholas. When I
had gone into the vision with him, I had been careful
not to let him know what I saw. But now…There was
something off about this particular vision. I could feel
it. I just felt…
I just felt too peaceful.
A feeling which I’d never felt before. Yet there was
no prickle to help me acknowledge it. I just knew what
it was.
“I see light,” I told him, my voice soft. “It’s
everywhere.”
“Are you sure that’s al you see?” He whispered in
my ear.
This time I didn’t flinch away. “Yes.”
“Wel , then.”
“Wel then what?”
There was a pause. “Then I guess that means your
future’s dead.”
Dead.
Dead.
Before I could dig into the details of
why he had said this—or if he meant that I would be
dead soon—I felt his hand touch my arm.
“Let’s go back,” he said. “I have some business to
take care of with Alex.”
Which was exactly what this was al about—taking
care of business. But Nicholas was never supposed
to show up in my vision. And I was never supposed to
go into a vision so…heavy and severe. I was
supposed to keep it simple. But if what Nicholas said
was true, then I fail miserably.
For now, though, as hard as it was going to be, I
was going to have to push this vision out of my mind
so I could take Nicholas and myself back to Adessa’s.
So I did, shutting my eyes so tightly; wishing I could
forget what I had seen—or what I didn’t see maybe I
should say—but also wanting to keep the peaceful
feeling with me.
“Alright,” I said. “Let’s go back.”
When I reopened my eyes, there was no bright
light, the only light was coming from the chandelier on
the ceiling. Dark blue wal s surround me, and black
and white checkerboard tile made up the floor
beneath my feet. I was sitting in the velvet purple sofa
with Alex on one side of me, and Laylen on the other.
The crystal bal was no longer in my sight because
Nicholas was standing in front of me, blocking it from
my view.
His sandy blonde hair swept over his forehead, his
golden eyes were locked on me, and his hand stil
rested on my arm. The navy blue t-shirt he was
wearing made the Foreseers mark on his wrist
visible.
“What the—” Alex shouted, leaping to his feet as he
took in the sight of Nicholas and I. He swatted
Nicholas’s hand off of my arm. “Why did you…How…”
“He showed up in the vision,” I explained quickly.
“Instead of here.”
“But that’s not al owed,” Alex said, his bright green
eyes burning with rage. “Foreseers are not al owed to
go into another Foreseers vision without permission.”
“Maybe I did have permission,” Nicholas said with a
sly smile. “How do you know for sure that I didn’t?” He
looked at me, and I could feel trouble boiling.
“Besides, I think it was a good thing I showed up
there, so I could explain to Gemma what she was
seeing.”
Alex gave me a so-what’s-going-on look, in which I
responded with an eye rol and a don’t-worry-about-it
shake of my head. I didn’t think this was the
appropriate time to bring up that Nicholas had just
told me my future was dead. Besides just because he
said it, didn’t mean it was true.
“So is there a reason why you let her use the crystal
bal again,” Nicholas asked, dropping down on the
sofa across from us and kicking his feet up on the
apothecary table. “Or did she just decide to do it al on
her own and let you suffer for it.” He paused, his
golden eyes glinting wickedly. “Personal y, I’d love to
think it was the latter.”
“Wel , it wasn’t the latter,” Alex said, irritated. “It was
for a good reason.”
“And what reason would that be?” Nicholas asked
with a sparkle of amusement in his eyes.
Alex hesitated and sat back down on the sofa
beside me. “The reason she did it is because I
needed to talk to you about…about a way to get
into…The Underworld by using the Ira crystal bal .”
I looked at Nicholas, but his expression was blank,
giving me no idea what he was thinking
“You think an Ira wil take you to The Underworld.”
He let out a laugh. “I’ve never heard of a more
ridiculous thing.”
“I know it can be done.” Alex’s face reddened with
anger. “So cough it up—where can we get one.”
Nicholas pressed his lips together, holding back a
grin. “Like I said, I have no idea what you’re talking
about—I’ve never heard of such a thing before.”
Laylen and Alex exchanged this strange look that I
couldn’t interpret. Then they both jumped to their feet
and charged at Nicholas, Laylen taking out the
apothecary table with him. They each grabbed one of
Nicholas’s arms, tipping over the sofa as they
dragged him over the back of it. Then they shoved
him against the wal so violently that it made me
wince.
What in the world? Had they planned this while I
was gone? What happened to their wanting to beat
the crap out of each other thing?
I got to my feet and made my way over to them.
“Now like I said,” Alex practical y growled at him.
“We know an Ira can take us to The Underworld, so
just tel us where we can get one and how to use it?”
“I don’t kn—” Nicholas started to say, but Alex
pushed on him harder. “Okay. Okay. I might know
where to get one.”
“And you’l tel us where.” Alex’s tone was firm.
Nicholas glanced at everyone and then this look
passed over his face and al I could think was,
great,
what does he want.
“I think if I do, I should at least get something out of
it.” His eyes landed on me, and I took a step back.
“Something I want.”
I took another step back as the three guys al
looked at me.
Alex shook his head. “No. No way. You’re not
having anything that comes from her.”
“Then I won’t help,” he said simply.
Alex waited a second, and then shoved Nicholas
against the wal again. “Think of something else.”
Neither one of them looked as if they were going to
back down, and when Laylen glanced at me, I
decided it was time to take matters into my own
hands. I’ve already been bitten by a vampire, so why
not see what faerie boy wanted to add to my
Stipulation list.
“What do you want?” I asked, walking toward him.
Alex shook his head. “Don’t.”
I ignored him. “What do you want?”
A devious smile rose on Nicholas’s face. “A kiss.”
Ugh. “Real y? That’s al you want, and then you’l just
hand over the Ira and tel us how to use it so we can
get into The Underworld.” I was having a hard time
believing that a kiss from me—Freaky Girl With Violet
Eyes Who Couldn’t Feel—was going to seal the deal.
But Nicholas was a weirdo so…
He nodded, his smile so impish I wanted to slap it
right off of his face. And then that’s when I felt it—the
prickle, releasing a new kind of confidence I never felt
before. In fact, I felt kind of strong.
“Okay, then,” I said. “I’l do it.”
Alex looked at me with anger blazing in his eyes.
“No.”
“You’re paying your dues for this,” I said, taking a
deep breath. “This is mine.”
“You act like it’s such a bad thing,” Nicholas said
with a smirk. “But deep down I think you know it real y
isn’t.”
I shot him a glare and then, with a wave of my hand,
told Alex to, “Let him go.”
Alex did not take his eyes off of me as he gave
Nicholas one more hard shove against the wal before
letting him go. Laylen let go of him as wel and
Nicholas rubbed his arm where Alex had been
holding him.
“God, you Keepers think violence is the key to
everything,” Nicholas remarked.
“And you faeries think tricking people into doing
things is the key to everything,” Alex bit back.
“You’re right,” Nicholas said, his golden eyes
locking onto me. “We do.”
I scowled at him. “Let’s just get this over with.”
He stepped toward me, never taking his eyes off of
me, and it took a lot of effort on my part not to back
away from him. Laylen walked toward the doorway,
looking real y uncomfortable with the situation. And
that was okay. The less people watching this painful
scene, the better. Because kissing a half-faerie—the
only other guy I’ve kissed besides Alex—in front of
Laylen and Alex was absolutely mortifying. I wished
they would just leave the room, but instead Laylen
leaned back against the trim of the doorway, folded
his arms across his chest, and stared out into the
foyer. And Alex…wel , he went over and punched a
hole into the wal .
I shook my head and took a deep breath as
Nicholas leaned in.
I wasn’t sure what to expect from the kiss. Honestly,
I expected a little more than what happened. I mean, it
wasn’t like Nicholas was hard on the eyes or anything,
just a little weird and annoying. But as his lips brushed
against mine, al I felt was…nothing. I felt absolutely
nothing. In fact, it made me feel empty, like it was al
wrong, and I needed to fix it somehow.
Weird.
I let Nicholas finish his one-sided kiss and then he
pul ed away, licking his lips.
“Okay,” I said, jumping right down to business.
“Now get us the crystal and show us how to use it.”
Nicholas considered this with a sly look on his face.
“The thing is there’s a slight problem with your plan.
Yeah, the Ira can take you into The Underworld,
without having to go through the whole process of
being dragged down into the lake by the Water Fey.
However, it also takes a very strong Foreseer to
channel enough energy to use the Ira crystal. And I’m
not that powerful yet.”
“So where can we find a Foreseer who has enough
power,” I asked, trying to stay calm, something which
Alex wasn’t trying to do—I could tel by the look on his
face.
“You can’t,” Nicholas said. “At least probably not
one that wil actual y help you do it.” He paused. “See