Read The Winner's Crime Online
Authors: Marie Rutkoski
dead, but Arin was struggling against it, he was half-
drowning in the mud as he beat against the striped fur
and stared, horrifi ed, into one amber eye, and one ruined
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Then Roshar was there, and they worked together until
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Arin slid out from under the body.
He lay gasping in the mud. Roshar sat heavily beside
him. The prince’s forearm was shredded, held gingerly at
an angle. Blood ran from the elbow.
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Arin closed his eyes. He saw the tiger’s eyes. He opened
his. He saw a labyrinth of reeds, the slick of mud beneath
his cheek.
Roshar inhaled. For one bizarre moment, Arin thought
that the sound he heard next had come from the prince.
A scratchy cry. A mewl.
No. Arin knew what that was. He screwed his eyes
shut. He wouldn’t look.
“A cub,” Roshar said.
And then Arin had to see. A little tiger clambered
through the bent reeds. Its forelegs sank into mud. It
looked at its slumped mother and cried piteously.
Arin was stricken. He tasted mud in his mouth.
He saw, in his memory, a boy. Begging and weeping.
Pulling at his mother’s dead hand. Tugging her long,
bloody black hair. Arin’s hands had been small then. But
they’d had a terrible strength. They’d clung hard. Then his
mother’s murderer had dragged him away.
Arin breathed through the memory. He choked on air
as if it were knotted rope. He wiped mud from his face.
Spat it out.
“Now, what to do with
you
,” said Roshar, looking at
the cub. It fl oundered in the mud. It sank in past its
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“Leave it alone.”
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Roshar ignored Arin. He slogged through the boggy
reeds until he reached the cub. With his good arm, Roshar
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lifted the tiger free.
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“Brother, you are mad,” said the queen.
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“He loves me,” Roshar protested. The cub was sleeping,
huddled against Roshar’s leg.
“And when it has grown, and is large enough to eat a
man?”
“Then I’ll make Arin take care of him.”
Arin had had enough. He moved to leave Roshar’s
suite.
“Wait,” said the queen.
Arin was sore. His raked shoulders were padded with
gauze, and he was tired, achingly tired from the journey
back, from the shock of the plainspeople when he and Ro-
shar had stumbled to the camp with a tiger cub, from how
easily they had agreed to move camp once they saw the
danger of tigers breeding nearby. How they’d fed Arin
when he hadn’t wanted to eat. And then there had been
Roshar’s fascination with the tiger’s carcass, the way the
prince had inspected the slack jaws to pronounce that the
broken teeth were an old injury, and thank the goddess for
that, he’d said, or they would have had no chance at all. “I
would have lost my arm at the very least,” Roshar had said.
As it was, his arm was a bloody mess. It had been cleaned,
stitched, and dressed in the camp. “Looks like you’ll have
to get me and the cub home all by yourself,” Roshar had
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Roshar slept, having numbed his arm with a lighter dose of
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the same drug he’d once used to knock out Arin. The
drugged ring was a cunning thing. He’d pricked himself
with it, then eyed Arin’s torn shirt and raked shoulders.
“Sorry,” he’d said. “None for you. You’ve got to row.”
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Arin swore at him.
Roshar smiled. “Watch your mouth,” he’d said, and
closed his eyes.
Arin’s shoulders had burned and bled as he paddled. The
cub unhappily paced the canoe the entire way to the queen’s
city. The boat wobbled as the animal moved, and moved
again, and found its uncertain footing, and cried.
“Wait,” the queen said again to Arin. She left Roshar’s
side, crossed the room, and off ered something. It gleamed on
her uplifted palm: Kestrel’s dagger. “Thank you,” said the
queen. She tried to give it to him.
“I don’t want it.”
The hand that held the dagger faltered.
Arin said, “You know what I want.”
The queen shook her head. “No alliance.”
Arin remembered the suff ocating fear as he lay trapped
beneath the tiger’s paws. The fear had squeezed his gut. It
had robbed his breath. It was the
familiarity
of that fear,
not just the fear itself, that had done it. This was how he
had felt for months, for
years
: pinned down by the empire.
In his mind, Arin shrank the dagger on the queen’s
palm. He made it the size of a needle. Easy to ignore. Easy
to lose.
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He saw an eastern crossbow, so small compared to a
Valorian one.
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The tiger cub, its little teeth bared.
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His own country, helpless before the empire’s massive
army, their engineers, their black fl ags, their black rows of
cannon, their seemingly limitless supply of black powder.
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Arin saw, suddenly, an idea.
It took shape inside him. It was small. Compact, hard,
mobile. It grew behind his eyes until he blinked, and saw
again what was actually there before him in Roshar’s suite.
Not a memory, or a fear, or an idea. Just a dagger on the
queen’s palm.
How much damage, really, could one dagger do?
“Get that thing away from me,” Arin told the queen. “I
want a forge, and I want to be left alone.”
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KESTREL’S FATHER INSPECTED THE PUPPY. HE
gripped the scruff of its neck and held it stock- still. He lifted
the surprisingly big paws. He held the muzzle and peeled
back the pink-and-black lips to see the teeth.
“That’s a good dog,” he said fi nally. “You’ll have to
train her.”
No, Kestrel decided. She didn’t.
Kestrel had a gift. It lay in a small box tucked into her skirt
pocket. It tapped against her thigh as she walked through
an arcarde and into the Spring Garden. The wind was
warm and soft. It made the puppy beside her sniff the air.
The dog caught the scent of something and bolted for the
trees. Kestrel didn’t call her back.
The palace physician was known to tend to his own
plot of medicinal herbs. Kestrel found him there by a shrub
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He straightened at the sight of her. Immediately con-
cerned, he asked if her father had worsened.
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“He’s well,” she said, “though I
am
here because of him.”
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She off ered the small box. “Thank you. You saved his life.”
He was pleased. There was a slight fl ush to his lined
cheeks, and his hands, dusted with earth, accepted the box
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carefully. Then he became awkward, fumbling with the box
in his haste to clean his hands on a handkerchief, which he
didn’t have. Kestrel gave him hers.
He smiled apologetically. “I’m not used to appearing
presentable to society.” He opened the box and caught his
breath. Inside lay a golden pin: a fl owering tree, the sign of
the physicians’ order. It bore jeweled fruit. “This is too
much.”
“For my father’s life? It is not enough.”
His eyes grew moist. Kestrel felt a little guilty, as if
she’d sat down to play Bite and Sting with someone who
had no head for the game.
Yet there might be a connection between the physician
and the water engineer. She’d promised Tensen to discover
what the water engineer had done for the emperor. And then
there was that long table set with empty plates in her mind.
The eastern plains. The slaves who cleaned the imperial
palace. Arin’s stitched face.
“Will you show me your garden?” Kestrel asked.
They walked the green rows.
“I’m worried about a friend of mine.” Kestrel described
Jess’s vial of dark liquid. “Is it safe?”
“I think I know who this friend of yours is. A colonial
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girl from Herran? No need to worry. I gave her the medi-
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cine myself. It’s just something to calm the nerves.”
Kestrel was relieved. “So it
is
safe.”
“Well, in the right dosage.” Quickly, he added, “But
she would never have access to enough to do her harm.
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Even city apothecaries aren’t allowed to sell it. I oversee the
making of that medicine in the palace, and I give out very
small supplies.”
“Is it addictive?”
“No. The body doesn’t crave it. But the mind might.
Your friend might come to rely upon it to sleep. If used for
too long, it could be dangerous.”
“
How
dangerous?”
His expression spoke the answer. “But that would take
months of use.”
Kestrel’s voice rose. “Why would you give my friend a
medicine that could kill her?”
“My lady.” His voice was respectful but fi rm. “Every
medicine has its risks. We use a medicine because its ben-
efi t outweighs potential harm. Your friend needs peace and
sleep. Not forever. Just long enough for her to feel that
peace is possible. She’s weak. I worry that if she doesn’t
rest, she could fall prey to a serious illness.” When he saw
Kestrel’s uncertainty, he said, “When you saw her, did your
friend tremble? Did her hands shake?”
“No.”
“Then there’s no need to worry. Trembling is a sign of
overdosage— not that this would even be possible in the
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The puppy bayed in the distance. “Don’t give her any
more.” Kestrel twisted her fi ngers together. “Please don’t.”
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“I wouldn’t.” The physician was aff ronted. “There’s no
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need to even ask that. I would never risk a Valorian’s well-
being.”
Kestrel tried not to worry. With years of practice at
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pretending that what really mattered was nothing, she asked
the physician about his garden. They discussed his herbs
and the earth and the weather.
In war,
her father said,
the best feint is the one that you
mean
. If you want to distract your enemy and make him miss
a key move, your ruses must be real.
This was Kestrel’s line of play:
She truly wanted to thank the physician.
She truly wanted to know about Jess’s health.
The truth of things, she was coming to understand, has
a weight that people sense. She’d given these truths to the
physician for him to hold so that while his mind was heavy
with them, she could make a move that wouldn’t seem like
a move at all.
“I’m amazed at how well your garden is doing,” she
said. “The weather is so fi ckle. Warm one day, chilly the
next. I hardly know what to wear anymore.”
“You always dress exquisitely.”
“I do, don’t I? But it’s hard to settle on the right choice.
Why, I’ve even changed the plans for my wedding dress.”
He paused midstride. He started to say something, but
she carefully missed it. She was helped in ignoring him by
the puppy, who came bounding toward Kestrel. It carried a
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stick in its teeth. The puppy laid it at Kestrel’s feet and
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barked.
“But . . . but it’s too late to change your wedding dress,”
said the physician. “A new one would never be ready in
time. Lady Kestrel, you must reconsider . . .”
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She ignored him as he continued to talk. The puppy