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Authors: Marie Rutkoski
blood at the base of the stalls in the Butcher’s Row. A pal-
ace maid wouldn’t stare at the slick organs in the gutter
and realize that she’d never seen the inside of a chicken, or
paid any thought to it.
Kestrel made herself look hard at the slurry that ran
down the Row. When her throat closed up, there was a rea-
son right before her. It was there in the disgusting street. It
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was on the damp wood of the fi shmonger’s mallet. It wasn’t
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in the Broken Arm tavern last night, or in Arin’s wounded
face turning away from her. It wasn’t in what she’d done to
deserve it.
She pulled the sailor’s coat tight around her, and lifted
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the blue- and- white hem of her work dress as she walked
down the Row.
A little Valorian girl ran ahead of her, braided ropes of
white- blond hair bouncing against her shoulders. The girl
gripped a cloth doll by the arm. Something about the
doll caught Kestrel’s eye, and she wasn’t sure why until the
child caught up to her mother and begged for another toy
the woman carried in her basket. It was a boy doll dressed
in black. Then Kestrel noticed the golden thread stitched
across the girl doll’s brow and realized who these toys were
supposed to be.
Kestrel pushed passed the girl and her mother. She
tried to forget the doll. She looked for Tensen.
She found him inspecting a gutted suckling pig that
hung from a hook in a stall. “Oh, good,” he said when he
saw Kestrel. “Just in time. I might have had to buy a pig to
keep up appearances, and who knows how I would have
smuggled
that
back into my rooms.”
They merged into the crowd of shoppers— servants,
mostly, sent to get the morning meat while it was fresh.
Kestrel and Tensen worked their way to the end of the line
of stalls and up the slope of a hill, where there were few
people.
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“The Senate leader has been to southern Herran,” Kes-
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trel told him. “I can think of only one reason. The emperor
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asked him to inspect the hearthnut harvest and gauge how
large the crop will be. The emperor must plan to take it all
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from Herran. He’ll know if you try to hold back any for
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yourselves.”
Tensen looked older in the outside light, his wrinkles
deeper, his eyes nearly lashless. “This will mean famine.”
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Slowly, Kestrel said, “I have an idea.”
Tensen waited. When she remained silent, he raised his
brows.
“It might not be a good idea,” she said.
“It must be better than nothing.”
“I’m not so sure.” She thought of the horses of the eastern
plains. She heard Arin saying
murder
. That word had raked
claws through his voice. It had sunk them deep into her.
Tensen placed one hand on her shoulder. For all that
his hand was light while the general’s was heavy, the ges-
ture reminded Kestrel of her father. “You could harvest the
crop early and hide it,” she told Tensen, “but leave some
hearthnuts on the trees. Then infect them. Choose your
favorite pest. Gull wasp, beetles, caterpillars . . . what ever
will breed quickly. When the emperor asks for the crop, it
won’t be your fault if you’ve nothing to give him.” Tensen’s
smile warmed. Kestrel wondered what her father’s father
had been like, or her mother’s, and whether if she had had
a grandfather, he would look at her like this. “If the em-
peror believes you’re lying, he can see the wasted fi elds for
himself. But . . . it might ruin the trees. You might starve
next year when nothing but worms grow in your fi elds.”
“We’ll worry about next year if we come to it,” said
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Tensen. He squinted at a few pinpricks of snow. They were
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just starting to come down. “Arin’s been pressing me to
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say who provided the information about poor Thrynne.”
Her heart jumped. “What did you tell him? You can’t
tell him it was me. You promised.”
“Don’t worry. We both know what it means to lie for the
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right reasons. I won’t share your secret. I insisted on my in for-
mant’s anonymity. I called her the Moth. That doesn’t bother
you, does it? Being named after a lowly house hold pest?”
The corner of Kestrel’s mouth lifted. “I don’t mind
being a moth. I would probably start eating silk if it meant
that I could fl y.”
The sleeve’s cuff had fi nally frayed. Arin pitched the shirt
into the trunk. He unstrapped the sheathed dagger, whose
almost slight weight made him uneasy. He didn’t like to
have Kestrel’s dagger on him. But he also didn’t like the
idea of packing it away, or leaving it behind. He glanced
back at the openmouthed trunk. The unraveling shirt rested
on top of its contents.
Arin set the dagger aside. He reached for the shirt again
and tugged on a thread. It spun free, a spider’s line that
Arin wrapped around one fi nger until it cut off the circula-
tion. He gave a sharp yank. The thread broke from the
shirt. He stared at it.
It was crazy, the thought that a simple string could help
Herran. But Arin left his rooms, sought Deliah, and asked
her for spools of thread in many colors.
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“You smell like fi sh,” Arin told Tensen when the minister
entered the suite.
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“My shoes, I think. I stepped in something.” Tensen
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glanced up and saw the closed trunk with its tightened
straps waiting by the door. “Arin, are you leaving me?”
“I’m no good here.”
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“Do you think you will do more good in Herran? I
hate to be rude, but surely you understand by now that
being a governor means little more than giving the em-
peror what ever he wants. Your cousin’s been able to man-
age that just fi ne in your absence.”
“I’m not going to Herran. I’m going to the east.”
Tensen blinked, then frowned. He passed a palm over
the trunk. He fi ddled with the straps. “What could you
hope to fi nd there?”
“Allies.”
“The east doesn’t make allies. The east is the east. They
don’t like outsiders.”
“I’m not asking for your advice.”
“Apparently not. Because if you were, I would remind
you that people who go to that country rarely return, and
those who do aren’t the same.”
“I could use a change.”
Tensen studied him. “You were out all night. I wonder
what has inspired this decision of yours.”
“Tensen, we’re already at war. We need to face facts.
Herran will have to fi ght free of the empire, and we’re no
match for it. The east might be.”
“It’s illegal for a foreigner to enter Dacra.”
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“I’m no ordinary foreigner.”
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Tensen cupped his hands and opened them wide as if
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scattering seeds to the fl oor. It was the Herrani gesture of
skepticism.
“Don’t doubt me,” Arin said.
“It’s not you I doubt, but the idea. It’s not safe.”
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“Nothing’s safe. Staying
here isn’t safe. And going
home is useless. You asked me when we fi rst came here
what I would choose, myself or my country.”
“That’s true,” Tensen said slowly. “I did.”
“
This
is my choice.”
“A choice like that is easy when you don’t really know
what it will cost.”
“Whether it’s easy or not doesn’t matter. What matters
is that it’s
mine
.”
Tensen pursed his lips. The loose fl esh of his neck sank
gently beneath his lowered chin. Abruptly, he leveled his
gaze and met Arin’s. Tensen pulled the gold ring from
his fi nger. “Take this.”
“I can’t take that.”
“I want you to.”
“It was your grandson’s.”
“That’s why I want you to take it.”
“Tensen. No.”
“Am I not allowed to worry for you?” Tensen didn’t
look at the ring in his outstretched hand. He kept his eyes
on Arin. “You’ll go east no matter what I say. If you won’t
take my advice, the least you can do is honor an old man’s
gift by accepting it.”
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Still reluctant, Arin took the ring. It fi t on his smallest
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“Off you go, then.” Tensen patted the strapped trunk
with deliberate lightness, in a way that avoided the emotion
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of the moment and yet also didn’t, because the avoidance
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was evidence of Tensen’s diffi
culty. He no longer looked
at Arin directly. It made Arin wish he hadn’t accepted the
ring. It made him remember his mother’s emerald. It made
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him wonder which pain was greater: to give up something
precious, or to see it taken away. In a fl ash that he would
have resisted if he could, Arin remembered Kestrel in the
tavern, her lips bitten white as he’d accused her. She had
looked cornered. She had looked trapped.
No,
caught
. That’s how the guilty look.
“Stop in Herran on your way east,” Tensen said, and
Arin was glad to be torn away from his thoughts. “I have a
job for you.” The minister told Arin about the hearthnut
harvest.
“Where’d you get this information?” Arin asked.
Tensen smiled.
“You met with the Moth,” Arin said. “Outside the pal-
ace. That’s why your shoes smell like fi sh.”
“I should have cleaned them,” Tensen said mournfully.
Arin tried to imagine Risha talking with Tensen on the
wharf, or maybe in the Butcher’s Row, but failed. “When
was this meeting? It’s almost noon. You weren’t in the state
room this morning.” Neither had been Kestrel.
Arin was suddenly furious with himself. He knew ex-
actly which way his thoughts were going. He couldn’t be-
lieve it. Even now, even when he
knew
what Kestrel had
done, even when he’d heard her
admit
it, heard it from
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game. It noted that Risha certainly hadn’t smelled like
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fi sh. Not like Tensen. How con ve niently Arin’s imagina-
tion ignored the possibility that Risha might have spoken
with Tensen and then changed her shoes before going to
the state room. No, Arin’s unruly mind didn’t care for that
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logical explanation. Instead it presented Arin with the
image of Kestrel in her maid’s dress. Meeting with Tensen.
Telling him secrets.
“Stop,” Arin snapped. Tensen closed his mouth, his ex-
pression puzzled. “Just stop.” Arin pressed his fi ngers to his
temples. He rubbed hard. “You don’t have to tell me where
you were or when. I don’t need to know.”
“Arin, have I made you angry?”
“No.”
“Why are you angry?”
“Only at myself.” Arin’s hand shifted to pinch the
bridge of his nose, his thumb digging into the corner of his
closed left eye. He ignored how it made the scratched eye-
lid smart. He wanted that image of Kestrel to go away. “It’s
stupid.” Arin felt worn out. He’d been ill, hadn’t slept. His
body was very heavy.
“Gods, Arin, sit down. You look ready to fall asleep on
your feet.”
Yes, the tired mind plays tricks. Arin knew that. His
hand dropped from his face. He found a chair, sat, and felt
better. More focused. “I went into the city last night,” he
told Tensen. “I asked the bookkeeper about bets on the
wedding dress. The chief palace engineer knows how to
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Tensen listened to Arin explain what he had learned
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from the bookkeeper. “So if the emperor paid the senator
for his secret trip to Herran with a golden bet,” Tensen
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said, “it’s possible that the water engineer is profi ting from