The Wolf Witch (The Keys Trilogy Book 1)

Copyright © 2016 by Anna Roberts.

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The Wolf Witch

Book One of The Keys Trilogy

by

Anna Roberts

The Wolf Witch

Prologue

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11

Chapter 12

Chapter 13

Chapter 14

Chapter 15

Chapter 16

Chapter 17

Chapter 18

Chapter 19

Chapter 20

Chapter 21

Chapter 22

Chapter 23

...We are such stuff
As dreams are made on, and our little life
Is rounded by a sleep. Sir, I am vex’d;
Bear with my weakness; my old brain is troubled:
Be not disturb’d with my infirmity.

The Tempest, Act IV, Scene I

Prologue

The baby moved.

Quickening, they used to call it, back when the womb was a mystery, a sealed vessel. Back when they sang Te Deums for the moments when those little homunculi had first stirred and stretched inside the bodies of medieval queens. Prayers for safe confinement, safe delivery, and (please God) princes.

Such a private, intimate thing on which to hang the whole fate of a kingdom. The first time it had happened Abbie had thought it might have been a fart trying to find its way out. The second time was more distinct, and so unlike anything else she had ever felt before that she knew in her bones where it was coming from.

She had said it a million times, just to get used to it. Just to come to terms with it.
I’m pregnant.
She said it in her bed, in her bath, while she was staring dumbly down at the two little pink lines on the test. Most of all she said it in front of the mirror, trying to figure out the best expression to wear on her face when she broke the news to him.

But it had just been a rehearsal. It hadn’t felt real. Not like now. As soon as she realized she could feel a living thing moving around in there it was like that little creature had eaten her brain. She drifted through the next couple of days, unable to think about anything else. When the kids yawned in her face or texted each other in class she hated them for reminding her she would have to fight tooth and nail to keep her baby from turning out like that. And when she looked at the calendar and saw how little was left of the school year she pictured how she would look when they all came back together again in September. Bigger. Rounder. Or maybe not at all.

In the supermarket she couldn’t help but steer her cart down the baby goods aisle. Part of her felt like it was a bad omen to do so, but the sensible, practical part said she may as well get used to it. Time to understand that this was real.

That thought took her to the hardware store and she wandered around for a while, her mind so full of nursery things that she lost track of time. It was dark when she got home and nearly eleven before she remembered she needed to call her sister back; Laurel had been trying to get her all day.

“Jesus,
there
you are,” said Laurel. “I was beginning to think you’d been beamed up by aliens.”

“Nope. Just got held up with a couple of detentions, then I kind of zoned out at the stores. I think I’m getting pregnancy-brain.” Abbie fanned the paint swatches out on the kitchen table. “What do you think about pistachio?”

“Huh? Pistachio? No.”

“Why not? I think it could be really pretty. Like with a nice pale yellow. Maybe a baby duck motif.”

“Oh,” said Laurel, in her blank, unhelpful way.

Abbie cradled the phone against her ear and gathered up the swatches once more, stacking them neatly. “Oh, what?” she said, annoyed that she needed to prod.

“You’re talking about decorating. I thought you were talking about Pistachio for a
name
.”

“What kind of asshole do you think I am?” she said. “That I would name a child after a nut?”

“I don’t know,” said Laurel. “Maybe it can be a new trend. Flower names are played out. Bring on the nuts, you know? Pecan Macadamia Schoenig. You have to admit it has a ring to it.”

Something clattered in the alleyway outside. Abbie jumped and immediately felt stupid; she had been skittish all day. Maybe that was another part of knowing you were really, truly pregnant; on some basic, evolutionary level, staying alive just became twice as important.

She turned off the lights so that whatever it was that was out there wouldn’t see her peeking through the Venetian blind. “If I do decide to lose my mind and go along with your nutty suggestion,” she said. “I’ll be sure to tell her that Aunt Laurel was the one responsible for her having the initials PMS.”

“Her? How do you know it’s a girl?”

Abbie’s eyes had adjusted to the dark. She could see the lid of the trashcan on the ground. The garbage was moving around in a rooty, snuffly way that she knew meant raccoons. Great.

“I don’t know,” she said, pulling her fingers out from between the slats of the blind. They snapped back into place, hiding her. “It feels like a girl. Like an instinct or something. Or maybe I just can’t wrap my head around it. It’s so weird to think of having a boy. All those boy parts inside me.”

Laurel snorted. “Boy parts inside you are exactly how you got into this mess in the first place. When are you telling
him?
”

Something scuffled and scratched outside. Abbie told herself to get a grip, although she didn’t turn the lights back on. “I don’t know,” she said, figuring it was as good a time as any to admit it. “Maybe I won’t.”

“Abbie!”

“What? I’ve thought this through, Laurel. If he didn’t want a kid then he shouldn’t have been such a big baby about wearing a condom.”

“Yeah,” said Laurel. “And you shouldn’t have been such a sucker when he said he was going to pull out. Seriously. That’s up there in the Top Ten Greatest Lies ever told, along with ‘Check’s in the mail’ and ‘I promise not to invade Czechoslovakia’. Don’t you think he has a right to know?”

The scratching was louder now. Something whined. A dog? Definitely a dog. “You are such a hypocrite,” said Abbie, trying to still the weird, mad beating of her heart with her hand on her chest. “If I’d gotten an abortion you would have said it’s nobody’s business but mine.”

“If you’d gotten an abortion we wouldn’t be talking about a life. Three lives. Yours, his and the baby’s. What aren’t you telling me? Is there something really wrong with him? Like he’s a drunk? Or a crackhead?”

“No. Nothing like that.”

“Then what?”

She could hear her heart thundering in her ears and she wanted to scream to drown it out. Maybe scare off those things in the garbage. “I don’t
know
,” Abbie said, her stupid, chickenshit panic making her impatient. “Look, it’s not a big deal. He’s not the type to settle is all. He’s just...kind of a kid, I guess.”

“A kid?” said Laurel. “Oh my God, Abbie – tell me you didn’t Mary Kay LeTourneau one of your students.”

“Of course not. He’s at least thirty.”

“Thank God.”

Abbie opened the fridge, just to see some light again. She didn’t dare turn on the main lights because of a crawling paranoid fear that if she did, whatever was out there would see her. Know she was here. And know that she was alone. “Thanks for thinking I’m a child molester,” she said. “Really big vote of confidence there.”

“I’m sorry,” said Laurel. “I didn’t mean it to come out like that.”

“Yeah.” The scratching was coming from right under the window now. Abbie closed the fridge and backed up, her eyes fixed on the blind. Her brain was full of shattered glass and clattering slats; some unnamable hungry thing leaping clean through the window to get her. And her baby.

“I have to go,” she said. A small, sane part of her knew that Laurel would take offense, but there was nothing she could do about that right now. Social cues would have to take a backseat to allaying this stupid, stupid fear. It was a dog. Or a raccoon. And it had no business making her feel this fucking
scared
.

Laurel sighed. “Abbie...”

“I love you.”

Another sigh. Laurel knew their mother’s rule; always say it, even if you’re mad. Even if you don’t feel it. Because you have no idea if it might be the last thing you ever say to one another. “I love you, too,” she said. “I’ll call you tomorrow, okay?”

“Okay. Bye.”

“G’night.”

Abbie set down the phone on the kitchen counter. “Right,” she said, under her breath. “All right.”

It was hormones. It had to be hormones. Just last night she had found herself in tears over a dog food commercial. And yet this afternoon she had looked at her classful of rude, narcissistic brats and understood perfectly what Caligula had meant when he wished the Roman mob had just one single, slashable throat.

She took several deep breaths and tried to listen for noises, but her heart was still thump-thumping so loud that she could barely make out the normal sounds of the night; the soft endless sound of cicadas, the faint music of the windchimes on the porch.

“This is stupid,” she said, but she took a knife from the block anyway. The big one. The one she used for cutting chicken into slices so fine you could see light through them. She knew she needed to stick her head outside and take a look, just to still the panic inside her. It was the only way she would ever get any sleep tonight.

In her head she had pictured herself walking sensibly and purposefully toward the back door, taking hold of the handle and opening it like there was nothing wrong. Instead she moved inch by inch, barely daring to breathe.

Something snorted behind the screen.

She screamed and nearly dropped the knife.

Somewhere inside her a reasonable voice was telling her to set down the knife before she accidentally sliced off a toe, but it was drowned out by the cold siren scream of panic.

There was a long moment of silence and then (please, no more) a soft animal scratching.

Then came a whine, so plaintive and doglike that Abbie’s heart almost crawled down out of her mouth and let her breathe again. She took a long, shuddering breath and lurched towards the door, barely caring if it was the Hound of the Baskervilles out there; it was actually worse
not
knowing.

She opened the door.

Her breath came out in a gasp when she saw what was standing there.

It was a dog. Just a stupid dog.

Not even a large dog. Just a flop-eared, medium sized mongrel with scruffy brown fur and a slightly uncertain look in its sad, stray-dog eyes.

“You little shithead,” she said, and reached out.

The tail came up, thrashing joyfully at the air. The dog trotted the couple of steps towards her outstretched hand and then there was no more dog.

For a fraction of a second she felt the dog’s panting breath on her fingers and then something huge and black came flying past the door. A fleshy thud, a whine cut off midway, and then nothing. Not even a drop of blood on the doorstep. The windchimes jangled softly.

Abbie slammed the door, too shocked to even scream, only the outer part of the lock chose that moment to stick and kind of bounced off the door jamb. When she tried to turn the key back her fingers were rubbery and her other hand refused to let go of the knife.

There were heavy animal snuffling noises coming from beyond the porch. A wet, snorty kind of smacking sound. An
eating
sound.

She turned from the door. Screw it – there were other doors she could bolt. Her legs were dumb and disobedient and when she tried to run it was like she was in a nightmare, when every step away from horror was like running through molasses. Her foot somehow found the corner of the rug and she slipped.

The knife clattered out of reach as she fell.

Appalled that life could pull such a slasher movie moment on her, Abbie scrambled quickly to her hands and knees. The breathing sounds were closer now and she heard the front door screen creak.

“No,” she said. “No, no,
no
,” like she could just banish this whole thing the way she once could by locking the closet door at night, or checking under her bed before lights out.