“Great. That’s great! And remind me again what we filed, Kid Rock. A motion to have our asses kicked at trial? A motion for a mattress to be placed in the courtroom so that when the judge is finished slapping me around for discovery violations, I have a soft landing?”
Bradley ticked off his fingers. “Motion to exclude witnesses, motion—”
“I know what motions we filed, Hip-Hop. I was filing pretrial motions when you were feeling up Betty Lou in the bathroom at junior prom. Get me draft responses to the prosecution’s motions by Saturday.”
I picked up the document that Ray Rubinkowski had given me, with the handwritten scratch on the back:
AN
NM
??
“Last I checked, you were supposed to figure out who AN and NM were.”
Bradley, who was only now losing his smirk, flipped back a page in the notebook in front of him. “There’s no lawyer at Bruce McCabe’s law firm with either set of initials, so it’s not someone Kathy Rubinkowski worked with. None of the companies listed in the answers to interrogatories Kathy was drafting have those initials. None of the companies listed on the Agriculture Department’s database have those initials. I even tried to find a
staff directory for LabelTek to see if they have anyone with those initials. I’m still looking. I won’t stop.”
“Um, excuse me.” Shauna raised her hand like a polite schoolgirl. “I think what you’ve been meaning to say is that you know how hard all of us are working and you appreciate it, and you know that we share your frustration.”
I tossed the football in the air. “That’s what I meant,” I sighed. “It may have come out different.”
“A little different, yeah.”
“Okay, listen, everybody,” I said. “You all need some rest. Get some tonight. Have a nice turkey day. Clear your mind, eat a lot of food, watch football, and come back Friday bright and early and ready for the final stretch.”
Bradley and Lightner headed out, neither of them real pleased with me at the moment. Shauna came over and lightly punched my arm. “Sure you don’t want to stop by tomorrow?” she asked. “We eat at three. My parents will be happy to grill you on why I’m not married yet.”
I stretched my arms. “I’m good,” I said. “Sorry about just now.”
She waved me off. “You could use a day off, too, Counselor. Clear your head. You’re not going to be alone tomorrow, are you?”
“No, no. I’m fine.”
Shauna cast a glance at Tori. She probably figured that Tori was going to be the one keeping me company tomorrow. I couldn’t tell how Shauna felt about that. The two of them had only recently met, had hardly said more than two sentences to each other. Shauna wasn’t really the catty type, but she was protective when it came to me.
She forced a smile and said, “Have a happy Thanksgiving, Tori.”
Tori replied likewise. It wasn’t the most affectionate exchange I’d ever seen. The Alaskan tundra produced more warmth.
Then Shauna left, and it was just Tori, smirking at me from the corner.
“I’m just glad you didn’t go off on me, too,” she said.
“Don’t tempt me.” I ran my fingers through my hair. “Let’s get out of here,” I said.
I drove Tori to her apartment. I wasn’t good company. I was off-balance. I’d never felt so out of control in my time as a lawyer. I had to climb a hill to climb another hill so I could use a telescope to locate my chances at an acquittal for Tom Stoller.
“Can I make a suggestion?” she said to me as I drove.
“Sure.”
“I’m not trying to tell you how to do your job.”
“It sounds like you’re about to.”
“Well, that’s what I mean. I can shut up if you want. If you told me how to teach differential equations to a class of grad students, I’d be annoyed. So I’d understand—”
“Tori, just tell me. Every time you’ve said something, it’s helped.”
She was quiet for a moment. I think she appreciated that comment.
“Okay,” she said. “Well, did it ever occur to you that maybe you’re casting too wide a net?”
I pulled up to a red light and turned to her. “What do you have in mind?”
She shifted in her seat to face me. “You think there’s something dirty with this guy at Global Harvest and these other companies. And you’re finding this out late in the game, so you’re stretched thin, and you have Shauna and Bradley doing Internet searches and making phone calls and things like that to learn more about these companies. Which is fine, except wouldn’t your private investigator be better at that?”
“Sure, but he’s busy on other stuff.”
“Exactly. You have him trying to find this mysterious hit man, Gin Rummy. I’m just wondering if that’s time well spent.”
The light changed and I started driving again, but she had me thinking.
“I mean,” she went on, “what’s your best-case scenario there? Let’s say Joel can do better than the FBI and figure out who this person is. Okay, then what? You call him to the witness stand and what?”
“He denies everything,” I said. “He takes five. He refuses to talk. I see your point. He could assert the Fifth and never even take the stand.”
“What if you build a case against this guy who works at Global Harvest—Manning? Can’t you do that without trying to prove who actually pulled the trigger?”
I played it all out. I’d wanted to find Gin Rummy and put him on the stand and go after him on the similarities between the murders of Lorenzo Fowler and Kathy Rubinkowski. I was counting on my ability to tie him in knots and get something out of him—not an outright confession, of course, but enough to make the jury wonder.
But beyond my inability to even find this asshole, I also had to deal with Judge Nash, who would make me build a pretty damn strong evidentiary link before he’d let me parade witnesses before the jury who were not previously disclosed to the prosecution. The chances were good he’d never even let me put this guy on the stand.
“Jesus, you’re right, Tori,” I said. “With the amount of time I have left, that’s a much cleaner approach. Fuck Gin Rummy. I don’t need him. I show the jury that Randall Manning or Bruce McCabe or both had something to hide, then I make the case that the murder of Kathy Rubinkowski was a professional hit, not an amateurish robbery gone bad.”
“That’s all I was thinking,” she said.
“That’s all you were thinking? Then keep thinking, kid, because that’s very helpful. Really, Tori. I could kiss you.”
I picked up my cell phone and dialed Joel Lightner. “Hey,” I said, and then listened while Joel blew off some steam. “I know, I deserve that, Joel. I deserve that, too. Okay, that was a little overboard. Listen, Joel, stop with this Gin Rummy shit. Focus on Randall Manning and Bruce McCabe and that other guy, Stanley—the SK Tool and Supply guy. Keane, Stanley
Keane. Look for anything you can. I mean anything. Right, I know. I know, Joel. Yeah, the bleeding elephant, that was a low blow. No, I know, and to set the record straight, I
do
think you could find a Jew in Israel. I’m sure of it.” I looked over at Tori and rolled my eyes. “I get it, Joel. You’ve put all this information together on Gin Rummy. Okay, so send it to me, and then move on to these other guys. We’re out of time otherwise. Full throttle on those three guys and their damn companies. So are we still sweethearts? Tell you what, when this is over, manicures and pedicures are on me. Yeah, she’s here. I’m driving her home. I’ll ask her.” I turned to Tori. “Joel wants to know if we’re going to sleep together tonight.”
“No,” she said.
“She said no.” I listened and then turned to Tori again. “He wants to know, if I don’t do it for you, does he have a shot?”
Tori laughed.
“She thought that was funny, Lightner. She actually laughed at the notion of sleeping with you. Okay, bye.”
I punched out the phone. “Underneath that rough exterior is a cuddly teddy bear,” I said.
“I know. I like Joel.”
“I meant me.” I pulled up to the curb. Tori lived in a high-rise on the near-north side, about ten blocks southeast of me. Her apartment on the eighteenth floor, which I’d never seen, probably offered a breathtaking view and the approximate space of a shoe closet.
Tori shifted again, so she was facing me. “Oh, I’ve got you all figured out, Kolarich.”
I put the car in park. “Do tell.”
“You’re a do-gooder. A crusader.”
“Perish the thought.”
“Perish the thought? You told me you liked the competition. The challenge. That’s what you said. I’m not buying it.” She wagged her finger at me. “Let me ask you a question. How much are you getting paid for this case?”
“Objection,” I said. “Irrelevant.”
“Irrelevant. You aren’t getting paid a dime, are you?”
This lady was getting way too far into my head. It was a dangerous place to be.
“Aunt Deidre, she has problems of her own,” I said. “Her husband’s an
invalid. She can barely scratch together a car payment each month. And Tom doesn’t have squat for money.”
“Hey, I’m not criticizing you. I think it’s very noble. You’re expending all these resources and not getting anything back. You’re tearing yourself up over a client who isn’t paying you. You’re actually
losing
money and you seem to be losing your mind, too.”
I sighed. “I’ve still got my health.”
Smart-ass comebacks weren’t going to do it for her, not this time. She held her stare on me. With the tortured look on her face, I was beginning to expect her eyes to well up. But tears weren’t really Tori’s thing, not so far as I could tell. She’d built an impenetrable wall between herself and hurt, whatever that hurt might have been.
Still, she was feeling some of the tension I was experiencing. This math major, who spent her days with impersonal numbers and equations and theorems, was buying into this criminal defense case. And I was beginning to think she was buying into me, too.
“You’re not what I expected,” she said.
I had several clever responses in tow. That was my trademark, right? Everything’s a joke. But I wanted to give her a real answer. I wanted to talk to her. I wanted to find out what made her wait until age twenty-seven to start college, what had happened to her. And what had made her restart her life, what kind of hope must be propelling her beneath her defensive façade.
But before I could say a word, she pushed the door open and got out.
Peter Ramini watched the whole thing from his car, parked on the cross street to the high-rise building. He didn’t need to bother tailing Kolarich tonight. He knew where the girl lived—her street address and her apartment number, 1806—and he figured Kolarich would end up here with her.
But Kolarich didn’t go in. She got out of the car alone and walked up the ramp into her building. Kolarich’s SUV drove away into the night.
Ramini coughed and cleared his throat. He wasn’t looking forward to what would come next. But his instructions from Paulie, via Donnie, had been clear enough.
How had this become so complicated?
Tom Stoller happily chowed down on turkey, gravy, mashed potatoes, and split-pea soup. Aunt Deidre spent little time on her food, deriving her own pleasure from Tom’s.
We were in the visitation room. Deidre had charmed the guards over the eleven months Tom had been here, and when she mentioned there would be plenty of her home cooking left over, and she sure didn’t want to haul it all the way back home, they were putty in her hands. Deidre, I thought, was pretty good at getting what she wanted.
It was paper plates and plastic cutlery, but to look at my client’s contentment, you’d think he was sitting around the family kitchen table. I knew very well that Tom had a low opinion of the cuisine at the Boyd Center, as it was about the only thing he was willing to freely discuss.
The levity was severely undercut by the circumstances, naturally. This was in many ways like a last meal for Tom. But for God’s sake, if they could manage to find some enjoyment for an hour or two, let them.
I wished I had my cell phone. I was coordinating with Tori, whom I was going to pick up in an hour. We had a field trip scheduled.
Deidre left Tom to his chomping and pulled me to the far end of the room. “Do you have someplace you have to be, Jason? It’s okay. It’s Thanksgiving, after all.”
“I’ll need to be running in a bit here, yeah.”
“Are you seeing your folks?”
I laughed out loud. “No, ma’am. My mother’s deceased and my father isn’t close by.”
She cocked her head. “You’re all alone on Thanksgiving?”
“Not at all. I’m with you and Tom. That’s enough for me. It’s nice to see Tom enjoying something.”
“It is, it is. You should have seen him when he was a boy. His mother couldn’t keep enough groceries in the house.”
Then Aunt Deidre looked at me. She just stared at me for a long time and didn’t say a word. She didn’t need to say any words. I knew what she wanted.
“Deidre, we have a rough road ahead. You understand that.”
She finally broke eye contact. Her brain knew this. Her heart was hoping against hope for something different.
“I’m throwing a lot of darts at the board and hoping something sticks,” I continued. “I haven’t given up hope. And if we get a bad result, I think we have a pretty good appeal issue already, out of the gate, with the judge striking our insanity defense and not giving me more time. Most judges aren’t nearly so strict with discovery deadlines as Judge Nash. I think a higher court will be sympathetic.”
She nodded, trying to make this less difficult for me. It didn’t. It made it worse.
“The state has a circumstantial case,” I said. “I can drill some holes. Don’t give up.”
She didn’t look at me, but she rested her hand on my arm. “Whatever happens, whatever we get, it will be better with you than anyone else. I’m sure of it, Jason.”
She was putting undue faith in me. She was expecting something I was pretty sure I couldn’t deliver. It was a weight beyond what I normally carried on a case. I wasn’t sure how I was going to handle losing this trial.
I left on that note. I said good-bye to Tom, but he only looked up briefly, mashed potatoes and gravy on his chin, before he resumed his feast. I was going to remind him that I’d be back tomorrow, that we’d have to go over some things, but I didn’t want to ruin the small measure of enjoyment he was experiencing.