Authors: David Moody
15
I
MOVE QUIETLY THROUGH
the courthouse, determined to get in and out quick and without being seen. Hardly anyone’s here. There’s an unexpected but very welcome lack of fighters in the building. Most of them are still in Southwold, I guess, reveling in the chaos. I can picture them all in the middle of the carnage like a fucking lower-league rugby team on tour; drunk on violence, smashing the place up, stealing food and weapons, bragging to each other about their best kills … fucking morons.
I leave the radio on a desk in the courtroom. It should be okay there. Anderson’s bound to be around here somewhere, and he’ll know what to do with it. I’ve left radios here before and—
“You okay, Danny?”
Startled, I turn around and see Hinchcliffe standing right behind me. My heart sinks with disappointment and my stomach knots with nerves. I was hoping I’d gotten away with it, but this sly bastard never misses a trick. This was the exact situation I was hoping to avoid—me alone with Hinchcliffe. Much as I want to bolt for the door and disappear, I know I can’t. He beckons me through to his room, and I have no choice but to follow.
“You did good in Southwold,” he says as we walk.
“Thanks,” I answer, not sure what else I’m supposed to say. It didn’t feel good.
“We need to keep showing these people who’s in charge, you know?”
“If you say so.”
I don’t want to risk disagreeing with Hinchcliffe, but what happened in Southwold earlier has really gotten under my skin. I never expected him to let John Warner have carte blanche to run the place, but his reaction today was extreme. Hinchcliffe sits down on the corner of his unmade bed and looks up at me, and the silence in here is immediately tense and unbearable. He may be many things, but he’s certainly not stupid. He’s probably already worked out what I’m thinking. I want to run, but he keeps staring at me and I can’t move.
“You still look sick.”
“I am sick. Haven’t felt well for days, weeks maybe.”
“Are you eating enough? Want me to get you some more food?”
“I’m not eating anything.”
He shakes his head. “You have to eat, Danny. Look, if you’re really that bad, get yourself over to the factory and have a word with Rona Scott.”
“Thanks, I will,” I answer, although I know I probably won’t. The last thing I want to do is to submit myself to an examination by Rona Scott. She’s the closest thing Hinchcliffe has to a doctor. When she’s not working on the Unchanged kids in the factory, it’s her job to keep his fighters patched up and ready for battle. She’s not interested in people like me.
“You’ve had a rough week, what with the Unchanged and now Southwold,” Hinchcliffe says suddenly, taking me by surprise, the tone of his voice now different. “I know I ask a lot of you sometimes. It can’t have been easy with those Unchanged. I don’t know how you do it. Christ, just the thought of them makes my skin crawl, even after all this time. That last catch, Danny … you tracked them, trapped them, stayed with them until we were ready to move in. Now that takes guts.”
“Just doing what you asked me to,” I say quietly. Truth is, I didn’t have any choice.
“Listen, I don’t think I’ll need you for the next couple of days. Get some rest. Straighten yourself out.”
I hate it when Hinchcliffe’s pleasant to me. This isn’t like him. He never gives, only takes. I pause and wait for the catch. When he doesn’t say anything, I begrudgingly acknowledge him. “Thanks.”
I still don’t feel able to move. His piercing gaze makes me feel like my feet are nailed to the floor, and he knows it. The fucker probably enjoys it.
“Something on your mind?”
I want to tell him, but I can’t.
“Nothing.”
“Come on, I know you better than that. Tell me what you’re thinking.”
How honest am I prepared to be? I sense he wants me to talk openly, but if I’m too critical he’s likely to react badly, and I don’t think I can take a beating today. On the other hand, he’s not going to let me go until I tell him what’s wrong.
“Honest answer?”
“Honest answer.”
“I don’t understand why you did what you did in Southwold. Fair enough if you’ve got a problem with Warner, but the rest of them…?”
“It needed doing.”
“Did it need to be so brutal?”
“I think so. They needed to know what’s what.”
“There’s a world of difference between sending a message and what your fighters did today.”
“I knew that was what was bothering you.”
“So why did you ask?”
“Just wanted to see if you had the guts to tell me,” he says. “I thought you would. Not many people would have the balls. You and me, Danny, we’ve got a lot in common.”
“Have we?”
“When it comes down to it,” he continues, “we both want the same thing. We both want an end to all the bullshit and fighting and we want an easy life. We’re just going about it in very different ways.”
“You want an end to the fighting? Really? That’s not what I saw. The Unchanged are gone, and all you’re doing is looking for someone else to batter instead. We don’t
have
to fight anymore. I think you want to.”
“That’s not how it is.”
“Well, that’s how it looks.”
“I know you’re happy to bury your head in the sand and keep to yourself, but I’m not prepared to do that. In this world you can either sit back and wait for events to overtake you, or you can go out there and make things happen now and on your terms.”
“Is that what you’re doing?”
“Yes.”
“That’s what you’re doing when you’re ordering the people in Southwold to be beaten and killed? When you’ve got your fighters burning buildings to the ground?”
“Yes. The people in Southwold had a choice. The ones who didn’t resist are on their way here now, and if they’re useful, they’ll be okay. The rest are dead. You’ve got to remember, everything is built on aggression now, Dan. We’re all fighters, whether we like it or not. The only thing that separates us is our individual strength and determination. If you don’t stake your claim, someone else will.”
“So where does it end? Last man standing?”
“Possibly.”
“I don’t buy it.”
“I know you don’t, and I understand that—but we’ll have to agree to disagree because I’m in charge. Anyway, even if you don’t like the way I do things, you’re smart enough to know you’ll be okay as long as you stay in line and don’t piss me off, aren’t you?”
“Suppose. But did it really need to be so harsh in Southwold? Couldn’t you just have dealt with Warner and left the rest of them be?”
“I had to send a message. If I hadn’t I’d have just been heading back in a few weeks to straighten them out again. Someone would have taken Warner’s place.”
“But Warner’s people were cooperating with each other. Surely if you—”
“I like you, Danny,” he interrupts, obviously no longer interested. “You’re way off the mark sometimes, but you’re good to have around. You’re not like all those sycophants and asslickers. You keep me grounded. You make me laugh.”
“You’re welcome,” I mumble quietly, not sure if that was a compliment or not. There’s no arguing with Hinchcliffe. Today he reminds me of all those long-gone world leaders who used to start wars in far-off places to
maintain the peace
. It’s the same kind of flawed logic as the government’s Ministry of
Defense
that only ever seemed to attack. Feeling a fraction more confident now, and as he’s clearly in the mood to talk, I decide to take the bull by the horns and ask a question that’s been troubling me recently. “So now the Unchanged are gone, what happens next?”
“What do you mean?”
“Those fighters of yours this morning … all they wanted to do was kill. They were like kids at Christmas. So what happens to them now the enemy’s been defeated? Do you think they’ll just stop? They’re not going to want to go back to being bricklayers or teachers or pub owners…”
“I know that, and they won’t have to. There’s a new class structure emerging here, and we’re at the top. Have you looked outside this compound, Danny? Seen how many people are waiting out there? They’re the ones who’ll eventually do the work. They’ll do anything I tell them, and you know why?”
“Why?”
“The two
f
’s.”
“The two
f
’s? What’s that supposed to mean?”
“Come on, keep up! We’ve talked about this. Food and fear. They’ll do what I tell them. When I need bricklayers and teachers and the like, they’ll be fighting with each other to help.”
His vision of the future seems ridiculously simplistic.
“So what happens when the food runs out?”
“That’s not going to happen for a long time,” he answers quickly. “We’ll see it coming and start planning for it when we need to.”
“How?”
“By the time it’s become a problem I’ll have enough of a workforce to start producing food again, and they’ll be hungry enough to keep doing exactly what I tell them. There’s no point making people work for food yet, while there’s still stuff to be scavenged; they’re not desperate enough.”
“John Warner was trying to get people farming,” I tell him.
“Was it working?”
“No, but—”
“Well, there you go, then. It’s too soon.”
I could ask him how he ever plans to farm when all the livestock for miles around Lowestoft is either dead, dying, or running wild, and when the soil has been poisoned by radiation … but I’m sure he knows that anyway and so I don’t bother. Instead I try another tack.
“The batteries in my reading lamp are almost gone,” I start to say before he interrupts, laughing.
“Your reading lamp! Fuck me, Danny, you’re turning into an old woman!”
I ignore him and carry on.
“The batteries are going in my reading lamp,” I say again. “What do I do when they die?”
“You come and see me and I get you some more,” he answers quickly. “Same as always.”
“So what happens when
you
run out?”
“I send people out to find more.”
“And when they can’t find any? When we really have used them all up?”
“You have to stop reading at night,” he smirks. I’m serious, and his grin disappears. “I know what you’re saying, Danny, and you do have a valid point. What
do
we do? I don’t know how to make batteries, and even if I did, I couldn’t get my hands on the right chemicals and equipment. But the information’s out there somewhere.”
“It’s just that the way you talk about things makes everything sound a lot easier than it’s actually going to be. It’s not just reading, it’s making food, keeping warm, staying alive … Once everything’s gone we’ll struggle to get any of it back again.”
“I never said it was going to be easy. Thing is, if I’m too honest with people too soon, I’ll lose their support. I can’t risk that. I need the numbers right now. It’s still early. When we’re more established here, we’ll start planning ahead. All that matters today is today.”
Hinchcliffe slips all too easily into spouting bullshit and spin. Politics never changes, even after everything we’ve all been through. I guess it doesn’t matter how high the stakes are, to people like him, position and self-preservation are everything.
“The trick right now,” he continues to explain, clearly mistaking me for someone who gives a damn, “is to let the people who matter think
they’re
in control. I give my best fighters everything they want, and the Switchbacks who work hard, they get most of what they need, too. Compared to the pathetic lives they used to lead, this is something much better. They’re free, uninhibited…”
“For now, maybe.”
“Lighten up,” he says.
“I don’t want to lighten up.”
“Things
will
improve, Danny.”
“Will they?”
“Of course they will. We’ll get that wind turbine working after the winter. Imagine that, constant power for the whole town again.”
“It’ll never happen.”
“Yes it will.”
“No it won’t. One of its blades is broken, for Christ’s sake. Where are you going to get a replacement from? And how are you going to get it up there? Have you got anyone who knows anything about engineering and mechanics? Got a crane tucked away anywhere? Christ, you’ve just said you’ll be screwed when you run out of batteries.”
“It’s all out there somewhere,” he says, starting to sound annoyed, “and there are bound to be people who used to know about these things. They’ll help if I give them food and—”
“And if you hold a gun to their heads.”
“If that’s what it takes.”
“I think you’ve got to get the fundamentals right before you start talking about electricity and stuff like that.”
“Is that what John Warner was doing?”
“Maybe,” I admit, wondering if I’ve gone too far.
“You’re wrong,” he says. “Warner was a thieving bastard who was trying to undermine what I’ve got here.”
“All due respect, I don’t think Warner gave a shit what you were doing here.”
“The fucker was interested enough to want to steal from me,” Hinchcliffe snaps, a hit of barely suppressed anger in his voice. He gets up and pours himself a drink but doesn’t offer me one. I think I’ve outstayed my welcome. That’s a sure sign I’ve pissed him off. Not a good idea.
“Sorry, Hinchcliffe. I didn’t mean to talk out of turn.”
He shakes his head and leans against a dusty window, looking out over the divided streets of Lowestoft.
“You’re okay. Like I said, Danny, you’re not like the others. You’re always questioning, and I need that from time to time. Just don’t let me catch you talking like this to anyone else.”
In for a penny, in for a pound. I’m taking a hell of a risk, but this seems as good a time as any to ask him something that’s been on my mind for a while.
“So what about me?”
“What about you?”
“I don’t have any special skills. I can’t fight anymore. You’ve kept me onside to hunt out the Unchanged, but now they’re gone, what happens to me?”
He thinks carefully before answering.
“You’re not going anywhere, my friend. You underestimate yourself. You’ve proved your worth to me again and again over the last few weeks. There’s a lot of work still to be done to get this place how I want it, and I’m gonna need people like you.”