Authors: Brair Lake
“Thanks.”
“How is Kent doing?”
Cassie’s change of subject does not bother me. Since the attack and then the coma, which had Kent in hospital for three months, he has improved greatly.
“Tabby was right.”
My admission has the three women looking at me as though I have grown an extra head.
“I needed Ivy more than I would have imagined. And she’s been a deliverance.”
This time it’s my turn to grin, as I remember the way in which she is handling Kent and his drinking.
“She has Kent eating out of her hands and there’s talk of him moving into the club.”
“Are you okay with that?”
Ellie’s concern touches my heart. No, I was not all right with it. It was due to Kent’s involvement with Devil’s Comfort, that he is in the predicament, which he finds himself in in now. Kent may not be cutting ties with Comfort Springs and its MC, but I will be.
“He’s twenty on his next birthday and there is nothing I can do.”
It had been hard, but I was finally resigned to the fact that Kent was going to make Devil’s Comfort his home.
I have not informed anyone of my plans to move out of Comfort Springs, and take my family with me. Since moving into Tabby’s home, I have managed to save enough money for a deposit on a house, away from here. When I leave, so is my family. I hold no desire to either watch or allow Georgie to follow in Kent’s footsteps. Neither did I want Emily’s crush on Crabby to build into anything more.
Now that momma has completed her sewing course. We will be able take in extra work, to supplement any earning I make. I have also managed to source new schools for my three siblings. We were going to be fine. In essence, this was a goodbye lunch for the women, who had become my friends in the last couple of years and I was going to miss them. Thankfully, I will be able to attribute the tears, which are building up , to my pregnancy.
“When Linc and I get back from Gonzales, we’ll have to have a night out.”
“Do you think I’ll be up to that after having the baby Cassie?”
“We don’t have to go clubbing or go to the club. Just a night out with friends. You know, dinner somewhere, and then we can cap the night off at my place.”
This time it is me, who flashes the fake smile. These are my friends and I am about to run away. And because of their connections to the club, I am uneasy about telling them where I am going.
“Sounds like fun.”
“I’m thinking about dating again, Adam’s asked me out.”
I had not thought it was possible to silence three women at once. Yet somehow, Ellie has done it with her announcement. Two years ago Ellie’s husband had been killed in enemy conflict..
“What about you and Fudge?”
“We’re just fuck buddies for when I needed company. And that isn’t often. After all, I am used to going a long time without sex. You know, with Carl being on tour and stuff. Nick was there for me. Now Adam’s asked me out and I said yes.”
For the first time in a long time, I envy the beautiful widow. She was saying bye to her past. Unwittingly Ellie has just given me the boost to my confidence that I needed. If she can move on, so can I.
“Shit”
“What”
“My back aches and I’m having pains in my lower stomach.”
“Fuck, for how long.”
“Oh, I don’t know.”
Guilt has me looking at my feet. I do know how long. Since early this morning and they have been getting stronger since. But I wanted this time with my friends.
“Shit, that’s another one.”
“Fuck, I’m phoning the hospital, Baby Blu you ring Tabby.”
DCMC
Shit, I feel like crap and I want a drink of water. Slowly, I open my eyes against the glare of the florescent light bulb. Even that hurt. A little confused as to where I am, I start to climb out of the bed in need of the toilet.
“Stay where you are Rayven. You girl, are in enough trouble without causing more.” Tabby’s loud voice has me gingerly turning towards the sound. Only to discover that he is closer than I had anticipated.
“I need a pee. Shit Tabby, not so quick.”
The room has begun to spin, due to the speed that Tabby lifted me and placed me on the toilet. He has my panties round my ankles, and is crouching in front of me, holding my hand.
“Tabby you’ve cut your hair. Oh and a little bit of privacy would be nice Tabby.”
“No chance Little Bird. I’ve seen it all before. How the fuck, do you think Kavan got here?”
At the mention of Kavan, a smile crosses my face. While my heart goes weak, as a vice clenches it. I have a son. A beautiful son.
“Tabby, you named my son without me.”
“He’s our son and he is perfect. Did I thank you?”
“Thank me. The name. Tabby, we should have discussed it before you decided.”
Again, I am lifted into the air as Tabby returns me to the bed and ignores my comment about the baby’s name.
“Rayven, I’m going to be lenient with you because of what you’ve just been through. But when you’re fully recovered. You’re getting your ass whipped for leaving the house without telling anyone where you were going. Fuck Rayven, What if you had not been with the women when you went into labor”
“Shut up Tabby, I’m tired and sore. But I want to see my son. Where is he?”
“Scoot over and make room for me. Then I’ll pass you Kavan.”
“Quit calling him Kavan and pass him over.”
I did not believe it was possible, but when Tabby puts Kavan in my arms, my heart melted a little more. He is a big baby, coming into the world at three and a half kilos. Carefully, I pull the blankets back and check him out. He is absolutely perfect.
“Look at him Tabby, damn he’s so long.”
Tabby plants a kiss on my forehead, while he snuggles us all together.
“Are you going to nurse him Rayven?”
I have just given birth and Tabby Gallagher wants a peek at my boobs. The gentle hands, which are stroking his son’s hair, while pushing my gown to one side, belie the fact that these same hands can be violent. With my breast now bare, Kavan latches on to the bounty, ferreting around until he finds my nipple and latches on to it. “Ouch.” The sudden tug of pain came as a surprise. Not wanting to miss anything, Tabby’s hand, cups his son’s head, holding him in place while he feeds.
“You seem to know what you’re doing.”
Unable to keep the jealous note out of my voice, I hope Tabby has not noticed.
Before answering, Tabby leans his head back against the hospital wall. His eyes are closed.
“Yeah. I had another son once Rayven.”
Tabby’s announcement shocks me and makes me uncomfortable. Unsure on how to answer, I look down at my son, who has drifted off to sleep.
“I didn’t know that Tabby. Where is he, and how come no one talks about him?”
“He’s gone Rayven. He collected his wings at a young age.”
All I can do is stare at Kavan, not knowing if I could cope if I lost him now that I have him.
“Talk about him Tabby. Tell me everything.”
“Not today Rayven. Today it’s yours’ and Kavan’s day.”
“Soon Tabby, Kavan needs to know all about his older brother.”
Inside, my heart is breaking a little more. Soon I will be taking Kavan away from Comfort Springs and for a while, Tabby will be denied his second son. For a moment I hesitate, tempted to change my mind about leaving. But only for a moment. I do not want either Georgie or Kavan to follow in the footsteps of the man beside me. And for that to happen, I need to take them away. I have lost one brother to the MC; I will not lose anyone else to it.
From the moment I met my red haired giant he has taken over my life. It had been a shit day to start with. Kent and I had argued about him joining Devil’s Comfort MC. I had not wanted him too and had set out to speak to Nick Winchester. Kent’s boss and a member of the motorcycle club. Before I had the chance, I had become Tabby Gallagher‘s unpaid slave. Just because I had forgotten about the faulty hand brake in the pick-up and his Harley had been ruined.
As sleep takes over me, I feel Tabby remove Kavan from my arms and watch through half closed eyes as he places him lovingly into the hospital crib.
Six months ago, the giant had denied that the baby I had been carrying was his. It took about a month, before he had turned up at my doorstep. Ready to acknowledge that the baby I was carrying was his. I do not know what changed his mind. I have never asked him. One day, there are so many one days in my life. But one day I will ask him.
Chapter 11
“How’s the proud papa?”
“Proud Bear. Fuck, he’s beautiful.”
This was one run I was reluctant to come on. Which is a first for me. However, until the trouble with Black County is sorted, all hands are needed. In a short time, Rayven and Kavan have become my main priority, and I plan to spend time with them both. Rayven may be bitching about the way we live. However, having Ivy around, helped ease Rayven’s burden.
Sure, Dec been underfoot constantly is not helping the matter. Hopefully that should not be an issue for much longer. While I am on this run, and now that Rayven is practically over her operation. Kent has agreed to move into one of the spare rooms at the club. Thankfully, Ivy has agreed to stay, and to continue helping out with Laura.
Yep, it is time to seduce Little Bird. The past four months have been hell. As Rayven lay beside me, and I was forbidden from touching her, I have had to endure four long months of torture. The only time she permitted me to touch. Was if she was uncomfortable. For nine months, I have put up with sexual frustration. That is another first for me.
“Are you thinking of settling down along with Inferno and Linc?”
Bear is staring at the club’s President and Vice President. Both of whom have recently settled down, happy with their own old ladies.
“How long have you been married Bear?”
Bear may be five foot four, but his wife topped nearly six feet and did not put up with any crap from the biker. They also have three kids, with another on the way.
“Fourteen years Tabby. And they’ve been good ones. Treat her like a queen, and no matter how tough it becomes, remind her, you love her and not just with words.”
“Thanks Bear. I’ll keep that in mind.”
On those words, Bear and I part company, and I head towards the clubhouse and my brothers
By the time I reach Inferno and Linc, Fudge has also joined us, holding several bottles of beers. Which he hands out, as he greets each biker.
“What time are we heading out?”
“About six.”
“Okay. I’m going for a shower. I’ll catch you lot later.”
In no mood to party, I head to the room, which I have been allocated. Once in the shower, I realize how much I am missing Rayven and my son. The memory of Kavan’s conception rises, and I let myself drift back to that night.
Crabby had invited Rayven to the club, on the night Trax became a full member. Her brother, Kent, was made a prospect. Something, which he had been angling for, for a while. It also turned out, to be Rayven’s twenty-first, and when Crabby had reached over the table to kiss her. I had flipped my lid.
For a while, I was aware I was becoming territorial over Rayven, and had implemented a carpet ban on anyone taking any interest in the beautiful girl. Until the night of her birthday, I would not have said I was the jealous sort. Yet, the moment Crabby’s lips touched Rayven’s; I flew over the table, and decked him. Only to fling the girl at Crabby.
Disgusted at my behavior, I had taken two of the club whores to one of the spare rooms. As good as a show they put on, I was unable to get my dick to react. As my dick remained limp, I had become frustrated, and giving up on the two whores, I went back to the main room. All with the intentions of getting drunk, and harassing Rayven. An opportunity that I am denied, because Cassie had taken the women up to her room. Instead, I had to settle on a bottle of JD, and sit in a corner, feeling sorry for myself.
Within a few hours, Kent was drunk and Crabby was on his way. Neither would be in a position to drive Rayven home. From my corner, I watch Linc as he says night and makes for his room. Patiently, I wait for Rayven to appear. When, after five minutes there is no sign of her. I went to the stairs and waited on the landing, watching Linc’s room to see what was happening. Fortunately, I did not have long to wait as the door opened, and Linc and Rayven stepped out of the room.
Instead of returning to the ground floor, Linc had escorted Rayven to a spare room at the rear of the building. Not wanting Linc to see me, I had stepped into the shadows and listened to Linc, as he ordered the girl to lock the door.
Five minutes later, when the hall was clear I had ambled over and knocked.
“Rayven let me in.”
“No.”
“Come on Rayven, I want to apologize for my behavior from earlier.”
In my mind’s eye, I can see Rayven leaning against the door, as she makes her mind up. I did not have long to wait, before the door opened, and standing before me was a half-naked Rayven. Her smooth tanned legs were bare. The panties she was wearing were brief, igniting my dormant arousal. Elated that my dick had begun to twitch, I had slowly lifted my gaze to her stomach. A bare strip of flesh exposed. Entirely thanks to the T-shirt she was wearing, which was shorter than I recalled.
Tempted to carry on with my surveillance of her body. I had lifted my eyes up to her chest, which had begun to heave. The twitch in my dick is now replaced by a harsh throb, as the blood gathers there, making me harder than I can remember. Not to be outdone, I had lifted my eyes up to Rayven’s face. Deep-rooted passion had blazed in her bright blue eyes. The pupils dilated, while short gasps of air escaped from her open mouth.
“Okay Tabby, apologize and then go.”
I did not hesitate as I came into the room, and locked the door behind me. Swiftly I threw my cut on to the floor, before lifting my T-shirt over my head.
“Tabby what the fuck do you think you’re doing?”
“I would have thought that was obvious Rayven. You’ve teased me long enough and now I’m going to get what you’ve been offering for months.”
As I stepped further into the room. Rayven had stepped back, crawling onto the bed, her hand up. Almost as if she was warding me off.
“No Tabby. You’ve got to leave.”
“Deny it Rayven; tell me you don’t want my dick in your pussy.”
“Tabby.”
On a breath of air, Rayven’s eyes fell to the crotch of my pants. The evidence of my need for the girl, clear to see. When I was at the bed’s edge, I reached down and pulled Rayven closer.
“Undo my zip Rayven and ease my pain.”
As her wet tongue ran over her dry lips. The pink flesh had driven me crazy, and I had reached down, locking our lips together as I thrust my tongue into her mouth. When Rayven’s arms had circled my neck, to pull me closer. I had pushed her back onto the bed and inserted my large body between her legs, causing them to spread wide. Without any finesse or expertise of years of fucking, I snapped her panties off with one hand, while pulling my dick free of its confines and thrust into her pussy.
Rayven’s scream had frozen me. The tight fit of her pussy, snug on my cock.
“Fuck Tabby, take it out.”
“What?”
“It hurts Tabby, stop it, and take it out.”
“Fuck Rayven I’m sorry. Give me a moment.”
Rayven’s constant wiggling was not helping the situation, and without meaning to, I distressed Rayven even more.
“Fuck Rayven, Stop moving.”
To emphasize my point, I caught hold of her hips and held her still. Swiftly, knowing there was not much more I could do at the moment. I pulled my dick out of its haven and drew Rayven close to me, offering whatever comfort I could.
“Rayven I am sorry. Fuck, I lost my head there for a moment.”
“Look Tabby I think you should leave.”
“I’m not going anywhere just yet. Fuck it, I haven’t lost control like this since I was a teenager.”
Next to me, I felt Rayven’s body become stiff as she started to bristle.
“Are you saying it's my fault?”
Frustration has me rubbing my hands over my eyes, as I consider how best to reply.
“No Rayven, it's as much mine as yours. I saw you standing in the room and you were practically naked. Shit Rayven, I’ve wanted you for a long time and you know this.”
A pillow hits me in the face, and unprepared for the attack, I grip Rayven by the arms, and swing her onto her back.
“Look, I’m trying to apologize. And I am sorry Rayven. What the hell are you doing now?”
Rayven threw a dirty look in my direction whilst scrambling out of the bed. In an attempt to stop her, I pull her underneath my body, and unable to resist, I kiss her inner ear.
“Want me to kiss the boo boo, Little Bird?”
Big blue eyes stare up at me. Almost as if they were questioning my sanity. “What?” Another kiss on her neck and Rayven’s body relaxes a little underneath me.
“Let me kiss your boo boo.” This time a giggle escapes Rayven’s lips.
“You want to kiss my boo boo.”
With a slow seductive, “Yes.” I slide down Rayven’s body and place my mouth on her kitty. To begin with, the kiss is soft and gentle. Lip to flesh. Then cautiously, I thrust my tongue between the plump fleshes, and tasted her cream. Encouraged by my findings, I lick the tender flesh some more, swirling my tongue in the cream as I spread the sticky substance. When my tongue finds the sweet pulse, I flick the bud, before pulling the fleshy nub into my mouth, tugging on the delicate skin
As I sucked, Rayven lifted her hips against my mouth, her hands in my hair, gripping onto the scalp. A soft bite followed the flick and then a lick. In the distance, I can hear Rayven’s soft moans. Assured that Rayven has forgotten about her pain, I make a tentative thrust with my tongue into her tunnel. The slight flinch, telling me that she is still tender. Not one to give up, I lathered the area until I was tasting Rayven’s sweet cream. A delightful indication that she was rising to her peak.
“Oh Fuck. Tabby that feels good.”
“It tastes good too Little Bird.”
With each jerk of her hips, my dick grew harder with arousal. Not wanting to rush this time, I slowly released Rayven’s pussy to move up her stomach. Slowly I lick the flesh to her breasts, leaving a wet trail in my wake. When I reached my goal, I play with the soft pillow mounds of her breasts. First, my tongue licks the nubs, which were becoming hard under my ministrations. Then I use my hands to press her breasts together. Hungrily I take both nipples into my mouth to suck on them. With each suck becoming harder as the room fills with Rayven’s soft moans.
“More Tabby. Give me more.”
Reluctantly, I let go off Rayven’s breasts to enclose one of my hands round both her wrists as I lift her arms above her head. I use my legs to spread hers apart. Rayven’s pleasure soon apparent as she swings her legs round my hips to draw me in close. This time I do not plan to either frighten or scare Rayven. And so I swoop down on to her lips thrusting my tongue into her mouth. Soon our tongues were dueling. To see how ready Rayven was this time, with my free hand, I placed it on her pussy, gently rubbing the tender flesh. The squeezing of her upper legs against my fingers encouraged me to slowly slide a finger into her wet tunnel. When I could thrust this in and out without causing any discomfort to Rayven, I slide in a second finger.
For a moment, Rayven went still then slowly she began to thrust against both fingers, her moans becoming louder. When both fingers were slick with her cream, I slide a third finger in. This time Rayven’s legs clenched round my waist, her heels digging into my back as she began to thrust harder.
Satisfied that she is ready, I grip my dick and slowly slide it into her pussy. Fraction by fraction. When Rayven became still, I halted and waited, and it was not long before she began to thrust her hips round my dick, pulling me in more. With each new thrust, I went in deeper and deeper.
“Tabby, please, I need more. Shit Tabby I think I’m going to pee.”