To Wed in Texas (3 page)

Wolf looked at Daniel as if he’d been the one whacked with the skillet. “Now, Danny boy, wait just a minute. With Willow married and in a family way, she don’t have the time or the energy to chase after them two. You’ve got your hands full with this town. You can’t cook and clean and take care of them while you’re trying to settle things with a town full of men used to fighting. There ain’t enough hours in the day.”

Wolf glanced at Karlee and winked, obviously considering himself a great orator. “I’ve been in the McLain family a long time, since before the twins were born. Danny’s smart with books and strong as an ox, but he don’t take to change well. That’s one of the reasons I had to sign on as the third big brother, the kid needs a lot of looking after.”

“I do not.” Daniel frowned. “And I think I’m a bit old to be referred to as ‘the kid.’ ” Wolf was more irritating than Wes or Adam. At least they’d been born to the big brother role. Wolf had adopted it and, like every role he’d played as a spy in the war, he played this one well.

Wolf walked across the room as though pacing off the space between his thoughts. When he returned to the same spot, he looked past Daniel straight to Karlee. “Miss Whitworth, do you suppose you could use that skillet to make up another batch of pancakes? I haven’t had food worth eating in a week.”

Karlee nodded and went to work. Daniel groaned,
thinking it was almost too obvious what Wolf was planning. But a few home cooked meals wouldn’t change his mind. He’d seen enough of the spinster to know she didn’t belong here. He wanted an older woman who’d cook and clean and take care of the twins…and stay out of his way.

An hour later Wolf finished off his plate. He tried to smile his thanks, but Daniel knew he’d have to wait another day for any “food worth eating.” Somehow she’d managed to make a dozen pancakes without any of them cooking up round. Two had been stuck together in the flipping, and Daniel had almost laughed aloud when Wolf pushed his fork into the pair and batter oozed out around his plate.

Several of her creations had jumped skillet into the fire. They were now burning on the coals, generating a smoky, sweet smell throughout the kitchen. He thought the odor blended nicely with the smell of burned coffee beans caused when she’d returned an empty pot to the fire by mistake.

“I could cook up another plate,” Karlee offered as she removed the empty one from beneath Wolf’s nose.

“No, thanks,” Wolf forced down the last bite. He had his cup halfway to his lips, before he reconsidered and sat it back down. “I couldn’t eat another one or take another swallow of your coffee if there was a gun at my head.”

Daniel stood suddenly and stormed from the room.

Karlee and Wolf stared at one another, then watched the door leading to the rest of the house as if he’d return momentarily. But Daniel’s footsteps sounded on the stairs. A door closed somewhere on the second floor with a slam.

Wolf frowned and Karlee felt her hopes sink. Daniel didn’t want her here. He’d probably pay to send her back to the aunts when he discovered she’d arrived penniless.
After the meal she’d fed Wolf, the hairy man would no longer be on her side. They’d likely take up a collection to have her on the first boat so there would be no chance she’d cook breakfast.

Karlee forced herself to face Wolf. The least she could do was thank him; he’d given her a chance, which was more than the reverend had done. “I …”

Wolf’s raised hand stopped her. When he moved his finger to his lips, she heard a strange sound. Low, rumbling, like thunder trapped in a faraway canyon.

The eerie sound continued, growing louder.

“What is it?” Karlee whispered.

Wolf smiled as the sound rattled from above. “It’s laughter,” he whispered. “Laughter from a man who hasn’t laughed in far too long.”

The hairy man winked at Karlee. “You’re staying, Cousin Karlee,” he mumbled. “If you’re still willing. I think you might just be the medicine this family’s been waiting for.”

“I’m willing,” she answered, wondering if she might be wiser to think about it for a while. This was unlike any household she’d ever been in. Guns behind sliding doors, drunks arriving unannounced, a Ranger who thought of the place as home.

But one thing seemed blended in the very air here…adventure. To Karlee, who’d spent the past few years taking care of aging aunts, the desire to breathe deep overwhelmed her.

An hour later the twins were tucked into bed and the kitchen was clean of all but the smells. Daniel had returned and talked to Wolf, but he hadn’t said a word to Karlee. By the time the men left, she was starting to believe she was invisible.

She’d been a fool to hope, she thought. A fool to dream that this place would be where she’d stay for a
while. When would she learn that all places were temporary?

She moved out the back door and welcomed the darkness of the moonless night. When she’d been a child, she really believed that she could stand in a room full of people and be unseen. After her parents died, she moved from relative to relative. A few, she soon realized, never took the time to learn her name, but simply counted the days until they could pass her on.

Silent tears rolled unchecked down her cheeks as she remembered a Christmas when all the gifts had been passed out and none were for her. When someone noticed, they’d said it was all right because she’d be moving the next day. But there was nothing waiting for her at the next home. She was just the poor relative each family took in as part of their Christian duty. The relative never remembered at holidays. The child without a birthday.

Karlee slipped to the darkest point at the corner of the house and pressed her body against the painted wood. She didn’t belong here either. There was no adventure waiting here. One night changed nothing. As always she was too different, too strange, too alone. She pushed harder as if she could move into the frame of the house and finally belong somewhere. Maybe being invisible wasn’t so bad. If she were invisible no one could hurt her.

She could just vanish. No one would notice. No one would care. Maybe, years after she was gone, one of her relatives would wonder, “whatever happened to that funny little redhead who couldn’t do anything right?” But no one would answer, or think of her again.

Karlee closed her eyes, wishing that there was a real place called “Nowhere” where people who were ” nobodies” could go. She’d go there and be happy with all the other invisible people.

From house to house she was always given the chores no one wanted to do. The clothes no one wanted to wear. She’d been a fool to believe this time would be any different. The aunts had pushed her toward Texas not because they thought it would be better, but only to have her move on, out of their lives.

Adventures only happened in books and belonging anywhere was too much to ask for.

Fighting down a cry, Karlee faced the truth. Here was no different than anywhere else. She didn’t belong.

“Miss Whitworth?” a voice said from behind her.

She closed her eyes and concentrated on being invisible.

“Karlee, are you all right?”

Pushing harder into the side of the house, she tried not to think about having to face the reverend. Karlee knew what he was going to say. She’d heard good-bye a hundred times in her life. Maybe he’d tell her how much she was needed somewhere else. Or maybe he’d say he couldn’t afford to feed another. Or maybe he’d just tell her it was time for her to go, as if somewhere in the overall makeup of the world there existed a chart of when she had to leave a place.

“Miss Whitworth?”

She sensed him standing just behind her. He shifted nervously, but she couldn’t bring herself to make it easy for him. Not this time in her life. This man she barely knew would have to say what most had only hinted at when they handed her a ticket or loaded her suitcase in the back of a wagon.

He’d have to tell her to go.

Karlee waited, tears dripping off her face and onto the white frame of the house.

But Daniel didn’t say a word. He waited, her short intakes in breath the only break in the silence of the darkness.

Finally, he rested his hand on her shoulder, at first so lightly she wasn’t sure it was there, then firmer, comfortingly in an awkward way.

She tried not to shake with her grief. Over the years she’d learned to cry quietly, so that no one would know. But when he touched her, he could feel her sorrow, she knew he could.

His body leaned closer until she felt the heat of him through her clothes and his breath brush over her damp cheek. His hand moved hesitantly against her face, stroking her hair back away from her eyes.

The palm of his hand filled with her tears as he turned her face slowly toward him.

Karlee moved into his arms as though it were the most natural act in the world. She’d never felt a man’s arms around her. The warmth of him. The experience of being enclosed in strength as he leaned against her.

He held her to him, letting his calm warmth seep into her. She leaned her head against his shoulder and breathed deep. There was a rock-solid feel to him that made her believe the world might settle into place enough to allow her to grow roots and belong.

“We have to talk,” he whispered without easing his hold around her.

“I know,” she answered wanting the closeness to never end.

“Are you sure Gerilyn didn’t send you?”

Karlee let out a little laugh that sounded more like a hiccup. “If you mean your late wife’s sister, no. She hasn’t spoken to me in years.”

Karlee didn’t add that Gerilyn’s quick tongue had cut her to the bone when they’d met once several years back. “Gerilyn considered herself the grand lady of the family. I seem to be the embarrassment to her. Even the few times she invited the aunts to a holiday, she made a point of not including me in the invitation. We’d have
nothing to say to one another even if we did meet.”

She felt his hand brush her shoulder slightly in comfort. “I believe you,” he finally said. “But she’s told me often enough that this is no place for a woman or children for that matter. And she’s probably right. The town may break out in war at any moment.” He rested his hands at Karlee’s waist.

“So I’ve heard.”

“It’s not fair to ask you to stay.” He pulled a few inches away. His light grip at her waist kept her from moving against him once more.

Karlee lowered her head, realizing what he was trying to say. “I understand. I can’t cook and I’m not even sure I can take care of children. I tend to act before I think and …”

“I know,” he chuckled. “In truth, I’m not an easy person to be around either. Wolf complains that I make hailstorms look cheery most days.”

Karlee brushed away her last tear, thinking she’d like to get to know this man if things were different. He made her feel calm and protected even though she could see the banked turmoil in his eyes. He was a man whose kind soul showed in his eyes.

“To be honest.” He let out a long breath. “All I care about is my daughters. I died inside a long time ago, but they keep me going each day. If Gerilyn knew I needed help, she’d fight me for the twins in every court from here to New Orleans.”

Karlee touched his arm, knowing he was showing her more of himself in the shadows than he allowed most people to see in sunlight. Despite all his strength, he was a man wounded so deeply he had to remember to breathe.

“I’d never tell her.” Karlee guessed Daniel had his secrets but there was a goodness about him anyone should be able to see. She’d never want to hurt him.

He placed his hand over hers. “That’s why, despite the trouble here, I’m asking you to stay and help me raise the twins. With you, a relative here, Gerilyn wouldn’t stand a chance.”

“What?” Karlee tried to see his face in the darkness.

“Stay,” he said. “Help me protect the twins, Karlee.”

“Say it again.” She closed her eyes so that all her energy could concentrate on listening.

“Stay, Karlee,” he repeated. “Stay with me.”

K
ARLEE FELT SUDDENLY SHY AS SHE FOLLOWED
Daniel up the stairs. He carried her huge trunk as if it were no more than a carpetbag. He didn’t fit the mold of what she thought a preacher should look like. Maybe it was his size, or the quiet air about him, but she’d never have guessed him a reverend.

At the small second floor landing, he turned left and entered the first door. “The twins’ room is larger and has a small bed in it where Willow always slept, but I thought you’d like the privacy of your own room.”

Karlee set the lantern down on a small chest of drawers. He hadn’t lied, the room was small yet neat and clean. Through the window, she could see a barn in the back and a garden plot, newly plowed, waiting for spring. Everything about the house was plain and simple as though it had been built only a short time before. A house to look like a home, she thought—walls, white paint, a porch—but something was missing. Somehow this little place with its square rooms and blank walls was not a home.

Daniel put the trunk down at the foot of the bed. “I’ve only been living here a few months.” He seemed to have read her mind. “The house came with my assignment to
the church. The preacher who came before me was killed and his mother should have gotten the house, but she disappeared. After a few months they passed it along to me.”