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Marcello glanced at me, silently inquiring if I was all right, if he could let this assault to my honor go. I knew my face had to be about the color of a tomato by now. Out of all the things I’d dealt with in ancient Toscana, I never thought a hundred men would be in the room when the subject of my virginity came up.

I waved at him.
Let it go. Please, please, let it go.

He shook his head and reluctantly resumed his seat.

“Lord Forelli,” Rodolfo said, after a moment, “I know it would take great sacrifice from both you and Lady Gabriella. But under my roof, upon my arm, no harm would come to her. She would be treated as a lady. Mayhap it would even be the first step toward lasting peace between our provinces again.”

Marcello stared at him for a long moment, tapping his thumb on the table. I was trying to figure it out too. Was it a way for Greco to make sure I stayed safe, in case I
had
to go to Firenze? Or was he merely helping us extend the conversation, the time, to get us closer to nightfall, so that we could attempt our escape?

I knew what they were after. Potential headlines from grocery-store news rags back home came flying through my brain—
She-Wolf Dumps Siena for Firenze! Who Would You Choose? Lord Marcello or Lord Greco? Readers Respond Inside…

“Your price is still too dear,” Marcello said.

“Come now, m’lord,” said Ascoli. “If you truly love her, demonstrate it. Ensure her safety, her health, her future, by allowing Lord Greco to marry her. It is the ultimate form of self-sacrifice. And as he said, it may be the first step in bringing our provinces closer together again.”

Marcello shifted in his seat and glanced up at me. “I would give my very life for Lady Gabriella. The question is her happiness. If I hold her heart as clearly as she does mine, it would eviscerate us to remain apart. But I leave it to her to decide.”

I frowned down at him.
What? Great, put it on me.

I lifted a hand to my chest. “’Tis a great deal to ask, m’lords. A lady cannot come to such a decision lightly.”

Lord Paratore snorted. “You’ve made hundreds of decisions in an instant upon the battlefield. Why is this any different?”

“’Tis one thing to decide to move and save one’s life. Another to commit one’s future.” I glanced at Rodolfo, but he avoided meeting my gaze.

“Give us an hour to discuss it,” Marcello said.

“Please, take more than that,” Lord Ascoli said. He flicked two fingers toward a group of knights at his right, and suddenly the room was full of movement. Every one of us was guarded by two of our hosts, as were the Fiorentini.

“What are you doing?” Marcello said, pulling against the iron grip of the knights on either side of him.

“Ensuring this deal is completed, as I pledged,” Lord Ascoli said. “Mayhap a night in the dungeon shall convince Lady Gabriella that marriage is a winsome prospect, regardless of her groom.”

“You dare not,” Marcello growled.

“Indeed I do,” said Lord Ascoli, lifting his brows. “We shall resume our discussion on the morrow. As we break our fast, Lady Gabriella shall tell us what she has decided.”

He knew. Somehow he’d figured out our plan. Had our men been discovered, seen stealing toward the hill town? Had Greco sold us out?

“And if my brother dies this very night?” Marcello said. “Then there is nothing to discuss.”

“You are correct. If Lord Fortino dies, our discussion is complete,” Ascoli said. “I shall send you home with his corpse to bury in honor beside Castello Forelli. And I shall send Lady Gabriella to Firenze. Her fate remains in her own hands, just as long as Lord Fortino tarries between this world and the next.”

Chapter Eight

They pushed me forward, and I stumbled into the center of the small cell. I turned to rush the door as they locked me in. “Please,” I begged. “Do not do this. Lord Marcello, he shall see you well paid if you will only assist me—”

The guards eyed each other but ignored me, turning to stand on either side of the door as sentries. I clenched the rough, hand-forged metal rods in my palms and fingers and leaned my forehead against them. What had I been thinking? Talking Marcello into this? My parents? My sister? Now we were all in danger.

I’d pictured us battling our way out, hand-to-hand combat. In danger that way. Not in danger because we’d been outsmarted.

“Gabriella,” said a familiar voice.

I lifted my head and peered through the dark.

It was Dad, two cells away.

“I’m here,” he said simply.

I turned to go over to the side of my iron cage and clung to the bars there. “I’m so, so sorry, Dad. I didn’t know this was how it would come down,” I said.

“I know that.” He hesitated. “So I take it you’re here because you didn’t agree to marry Bachelor Number Two.”

I laughed under my breath and said in English, “They’re totally using me to pressure Marcello. Lord Ascoli wishes for me to ‘consider my options.’ Some
options,
huh? I can choose to rot in her prisons or give in and become Rodolfo’s wife.”

Dad’s eyes shifted to the guards. “Is it a way for him to protect you?” he asked in English, casting a sidelong glance at the guards, as if they might interpret what he was saying.

“I…I think so. It’s all so complicated,” I said, putting a hand on my forehead.

“Does our friend—” he said, avoiding using Rodolfo’s name, “—does he have feelings for you, Gabi?”

I looked at him in confusion, then shook my head. “I don’t think so. He has some sort of old pact with Marcello. He knows that Marcello is the one I love.”

“That does not mean that he doesn’t—”

Footsteps on the stone stairs brought both our heads around. Men came down, ducking their heads beneath the low clearance, and I saw in a moment that they carried Fortino between them.

“Oh!” I cried, then switched to Italian. “Nay! Leave him in the hall, where he will be warm!”

They ignored me, dumping Fortino at the front of the cell between me and Dad and locking it up tight as if he might jump up and make a break for it. Fortino groaned but then was still.

“You can reach through the bars to do your rites,” said the knight to a priest who stood to the side. I hadn’t noticed him arrive with the others. The same dude from upstairs, about Marcello’s age and round-faced. The weird little ring of hair and shaved crown wasn’t really working for him, either. Not that it did for most of the holy men I’d spotted.

He kneeled and reached through the bars to feel for Fortino’s pulse.

“Does he live?” I asked in a hoarse whisper.

“By a thread,” he returned. He looked up at me, sorrow in his eyes. “He is dear to you, too?”

I nodded, too choked up to dare answer, and sank to my knees in the corner, as close as I could get to Fortino. I shook my head slowly. “Why, Father? Why would God let such a good man die in this terrible way?”

He waited until I met his gaze. “This is not of God. But God allows men to make their own choices. Women, too,” he added with a nod.

I stared down at Fortino. “He’d finally regained his health, after battling for a decade to do so. He hoped to be married…” My voice broke then, aching with the sorrows that Fortino had endured.

“To Lady Rossi,” the priest said softly.

That brought my tears to a stop and my head up. My eyes searched his. Had he known Fortino when he was well? Could he be an ally? But then, their coming nuptials had hardly been a secret…

Fortino moaned, whimpering in his unconsciousness. I closed my eyes and thought about all he had endured. The flogging, the beatings that had left him bleeding inside…the taking of his eye. Lord Barbato had wanted him here, to remind me of how bad it could get, of what might be ahead of me if I chose the noble route, refusing Greco’s offer.

I stared as the priest began a soft prayer in Latin and opened a small pouch and set a corked vial of oil, a wooden cross, a bit of dry bread, and a small bottle of wine on the stone floor. “Through this holy unction and His own most tender mercy, may the Lord pardon whatever sins or faults you have committed, brother…”

“Extreme Unction,” Dad said lowly, as the priest reached for the vial of oil and uncorked it.

I glanced up at Dad in surprise, so lost in thought I’d forgotten he was there.
What must he be thinking?
I knew that at this point, he likely was back in the This-is-a-Nightmare-Somebody-Wake-Me-Up stage. We weren’t Catholic, but we’d spent enough time in Italia to know about Extreme Unction.
The last rites.

The priest thought Fortino was about to breathe his last. Which really shouldn’t have shocked me. I’d been thinking about it ever since we first saw him, since Marcello basically said good-bye. But being here, now, on the cold stone floor, hearing the ancient words, it was all of a sudden
real
.

“No, no, no,” I moaned. “It can’t be time,” I said in English.

The priest paused in his litany, seeming to understand me, even though he didn’t speak the language. How many other mourners had he comforted?

“It shall be a relief for Lord Fortino,” he said gently. “His battle has been long and is finally at an end. In heaven he shall have his reward.”

“Reward?” I scoffed. “All Fortino ever wanted was health. Love. Laughter.”

“And he shall have all three ahead of him,” the priest said gently. He turned back to Fortino and let the vial of oil flow to his fingertip, then traced the sign of the cross on Fortino’s feet. “
Quidquid deliquisti…”

I fell onto one hip and leaned against the bars, watching the priest perform the rites, translating the few bits of Latin I knew in my head, no fight left in me. It
would
be a release, of sorts, for Fortino to let go, give in. He’d fought for so long…

“By touch,” the priest said, anointing Fortino’s hands. “By taste,” he said, touching his lips. “By smell, by hearing, and by sight,” he added, bushing over my friend’s nose, ears and tenderly making the sign of the cross over his one good eyelid.

A chill ran down my back as Fortino stirred, coughed feebly, and then stilled. Through it all, the priest continued his recitation, moving into the Lord’s Prayer. But was he speaking more quickly now? Was he worried Fortino would die before he was done? Did the rite not count if he did?

A guard brought down a torch and lit several huge, dripping candles along the far wall, then departed. I hadn’t realized that it had been really quite dark. In the flickering light I stared at Fortino’s profile, so like Marcello’s. What if it was Marcello, instead, that I was saying good-bye to? The tears began to flow down my cheeks again.

“You were close, Gabi?” Dad asked quietly.

“He’s been…like a brother,” I said, gasping for breath between my tears.

The priest finished his litany, placed a bit of bread on Fortino’s tongue, a tiny sip of wine, closed it and watched him swallow. He made the sign of the cross in the air above Fortino, whispering in prayer and then rose, crossing himself. But he didn’t go far. He simply moved to the far wall of the passage and ducked his head. Praying? Asking God to welcome one of His children home?

I looked up, the stone ceiling of my cell swimming behind my tears, and I rubbed my eyes with my palms.

“How is it possible, Gabi?” Dad asked tenderly in English. “How could you be in so deep with these people in such a short time?”

“Give it another week, Dad. It’s not all like this,” I returned. “And yet, this is part of it too. This deep, dark grief—it kind of shakes you up, makes you appreciate life, love more. It opens your heart.”

“With all the gentleness of a crowbar,” he said. “And being thrown in jail? That wasn’t ever something I thought I’d be doing as a dad.”

I shot him a guilty smile. “Dude. It’s not often a father and daughter get to spend jail time together back home. It’s way cooler than a Daddy-daughter dance, don’t you think?”

He smiled back at me. “If you were looking for some Daddy-daughter time, I could think of about a hundred better ways to spend it, dance or no.”

I shook my head. “I’m sorry, Dad. Sorry I got you into this.”

“Seems to me like it chose you. Us, now. But tell me, Gabs. Why…how do you know you’re
supposed
to be here?”

I looked up at the ceiling again and then with a groan, rose, so I could face him, and keep an eye on Fortino, too. “It’s like…what do you want most when you are as tired as you could be?”

“My bed.”

I nodded. “And what do you want most when you are super hungry?”

“Food. Any food. The fastest food possible.”

“More than that,” I pressed, wanting him to see that I was after something different. “Think of
Survivor
. All those endless days of rice. What do they want most?”

“To win the feast challenge.”

“Right,” I said. “Steaks, hamburgers, icy drinks, fruit, vegetables.” I reached through the bars and opened and closed my fists, figuring out how to translate what I was feeling. “I think I was kind of asleep for a while, coasting through life. Eating an all-rice diet. Having enough food, but not
food
. Do you know what I mean? This, this”—I sadly glanced down at Fortino, who was breathing so shallowly I could barely see his chest rise and fall—“life here, is full, even if there’s grief. There’s joy, too, in the midst of it. It’s
life
like I’ve never experienced before. It’s like I only was experiencing it at twenty percent, and now I’m at a hundred.” I looked over to Dad. “Does that make sense?”

He stared back at me. “I understand.” He paused. “Your mother’s right.”

“About what?”

“You’ve grown up. Become a woman. Thinking adult thoughts.”

I returned his tender smile.

“Gabi, I’m sorry that we haven’t been around much in these last years, I mean, before I…”

Before you died.
I nodded.

“We were so wrapped up in our work, and once you girls became so good at taking care of yourselves…”

I shook my head and moved away, turning my back to him. “Dad, can we have this talk later?” I asked, lifting a hand. I couldn’t really deal with it right then. Not on top of everything with Fortino. If he kept talking, I knew I’d be weeping, wanting nothing but a hug from him that I couldn’t get.

“Sure,” he said quietly. “I just want you to know, regardless of what comes, that I’m proud of you. And I love you, Gabriella.”

I nodded quickly, not trusting myself to speak. The knot in my throat was already the size of an orange.

“I trust you,” he said. “To make the best decision you can.”

That really got me. Dad always talked about making the best decision you could at the time and not beating yourself up about it later. It was part of his
it is what it is
mantra. Him telling me he trusted me to do that, now, when he knew the decisions ahead of me…well, I was both touched and totally irritated.

The irritation won out, and I returned to the bars nearest him. “But Dad…I need you to tell me what to do here. If things”—I paused and eyed the guards and the priest, who was still nodding and muttering in prayer—“don’t go as planned. What am I to do? Marry a man I don’t love? Or spend the rest of my life in a prison like this?”

His look hardened. “We will see you freed, Gabi. From what I already know of Marcello, he will not rest until that is accomplished. And I will be with him.”

“As long as he lives—and you live. You died on me once before…”

“Hey now, quit the negative talk, Gabriella. At the ready!”

I automatically took half a step, as was our routine when sparring, and then smiled. He wanted me to prepare
within
. For what was coming our way. He smiled back at me.

“Yes!” Fortino said.

We both looked at him in surprise, and I hurried to the corner and kneeled again. “Fortino?”

“Gabriella, do you see them?” he asked in wonder, his speech forceful and lucid, his eye wide and staring upward.

I looked too, searching the stones above him. But saw nothing but moss and a big, fat spider.

“Do you hear them? The singing.
Oh
, such a song I’ve never heard. They’re beautiful, Gabriella. Beautiful,” he said, practically groaning in his wonder.

I was crying again, finally realizing that he was seeing what I could not.

“
Le porte sono aperte,
” the priest said, kneeling by Fortino’s head again.
The gates are opened.
I’d kinda forgotten the holy man was even there.