Forty minutes later, Trisha received permission for take-off and they were soon airborne. The next six or seven hours would have been boring but Trisha decided she wanted to put the new jet through a few paces since they were doing such a long flight. She wasn’t quite ready to tell Ariel about her plans yet. She decided to tell her on the return flight. She figured she wouldn’t have to worry about Carmen trying to kill her sister when she blew a gasket after she heard Trisha was giving up flying for a living.
They landed back in Shelby, California a little after eight that night. The skies were beautiful with the stars twinkling up above. Trisha picked the brightest one and silently told her mom about her plans to return home. Trisha could have sworn it actually winked at her. Taking it as a good sign, she let the stress melt away. Trisha groaned as she stood up slowly, stretching. One thing she wouldn’t miss about being a pilot were the cross-country and international flights where she sat for so long. She was still having problems if she was stationary for any length of time. She knew the stiffness would never go away. That was another deciding factor in her decision to resign her position at Boswell. She was just pulling her jacket off the back of her seat and was about to reach for the cabin door when Ariel put her hand on her arm stopping her.
“You know I’ll understand whatever it is you’re hiding from me, don’t you?” Ariel said softly looking into Trisha’s eyes. “I know something’s wrong. I’ll always be there for you.”
Tears burned the back of Trisha’s eyes. She should have known Ariel would notice she wasn’t herself lately. “I know.” Trisha took a deep breath before blurting out what she had been afraid to tell her best friend.
“I’ve resigned my position at Boswell International and I’m going home to work with my dad.” Trisha said in a rush. Her heart was pounding as she waited for Ariel’s response.
Ariel lifted an eyebrow at Trisha before she burst out laughing. “Is that all? I thought you were like, dying or something! So, when do we start?”
Trisha looked at Ariel in stunned silence. “What do you mean, when do we start? We who?”
“Me and you. I know your dad could use some help. He has called me at least once a week to get help with the paperwork ever since we left home! Remember, I was his bookkeeper before we left to join the Air Force. I’ve been doing all the major bookkeeping for the past ten plus years.” Ariel said with a grin.
“W-what?” Trisha stuttered. “He never said a word! I had no idea he was having problems.”
“Not problems, necessarily. He has always hated doing the books. He would rather be out in the woods chasing the greenhorns. I’ve been talking to him for months about coming home but didn’t want to leave you. I’m tired of all the traveling. Since things bombed between me and Eric, I thought it was time for a change. I asked your dad a couple of months ago if he would hire me if I came back home.” Ariel said with a relieved grin before she turned and walked out the door of the cabin.
Trisha just stood looking at her best friend’s back in stunned silence. They had grown up together in the small town of Casper Mountain, Wyoming. It had been Ariel, Carmen, and Trisha against the world. Since Trisha was an only child, having two other girls close to her age was wonderful. Ariel and Trisha were in the same grade while Carmen was a year behind them. Ariel started working for Trisha’s dad doing the bookkeeping between her junior and senior year of high school. Both girls took college classes online while in school and received their Associates degree by the time they graduated.
They were both just starting their sophomore year in college when Ariel and Carmen’s parents were killed in a car crash. Trisha was sure the only thing that got Carmen through the rest of her senior year was having Trisha’s dad there and Scott, Carmen’s high school sweetheart. Carmen and Scott got married just days after they graduated high school. Ariel and Trisha decided to go into the Air Force since both of them wanted to get into the Space Program. Ariel didn’t make the cut but Trisha had, at least, until the accident.
Trisha shook herself. She wasn’t going to go there. She had been there a thousand times and it always ended the same. She gave a cynical chuckle.
Wasn’t that
the definition of insanity?
She thought to herself.
Doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different
outcome
.
Shaking her head, she walked through the cabin and followed Ariel down the steps. She chuckled softly as she remembered hearing Cara opening the door to the jet almost before they had come to a complete stop.
Abby was looking at Cara with a somewhat hesitant look when she and Ariel walked up to them. Trisha wondered if she thought they were supposed to be tipped or something. She looked that uncomfortable. Cara, on the other hand, looked like she was trying to think up some reason not to get back in the jet. Trisha had a feeling Cara would have strapped herself to the top of it if she could have managed it. Trisha didn’t tell Cara, but both she and Ariel knew about Cara’s claustrophobia. They already decided to stay for the night. There was no sense in wearing them both out and stressing Cara to the point she would drive them insane.
“It’s really late for you to head out tonight. Would you like to stay at my place for the night? It’s a little ways up the mountain but it is really beautiful. I have an extra bedroom if you don’t mind doubling up and an oversize couch that makes a great bed.” Abby said looking nervously back and forth between the three of them.
Trisha was just to open her mouth to agree when Cara burst out in obvious relief. It took every bit of self-discipline inside Trisha not to laugh. Ariel rolled her eyes while she tried to hide her smile.
“Sounds great to me!” Cara said
excitedly.
“I’d go bonkers if I had to get back in that tin can tonight. I’d love to meet your man. You said he had some brothers? Any chance of meeting them between tonight and tomorrow morning? I love meeting new guys. I’m trying to break my record of driving them off. I think the longest any have put up with me had been ten minutes.”
Trisha and Ariel laughed. “Ah Cara, I think that Danny guy lasted twelve. What do you think, Ariel?”
“Oh, at least twelve maybe even thirteen minutes.” Ariel added.
Trisha winced. She was the one who snagged Cara’s last blind date. It was not one of her shining moments.
She decided to
surprise
Cara
at dinner with a Physics Professor from the local university who lived across the hall from
her
.
Cara had not been very happy with her choice. Grimacing, Trisha admitted she couldn’t really blame Cara for that. The guy treated all three of them like they were imbeciles. Cara quickly t
urned
the table on him when she began
her recitation of Stephen Hawking’s theory of Black Holes (in exquisite detail) and how relationships could be correlated to it.
The poor guy ended up having an asthma attack in the middle of it. It wouldn’t have been so bad, except Trisha was well on her way to a really good hangover and was totally oblivious to his distress. She had given her notice at Boswell that afternoon and was celebrating a little early. Imagine her surprise when Ariel hadn’t been in much better condition. Cara, being the only sober one of the group besides the Physics professor, took one look at both of them and started laughing. Trisha knew, even as drunk as she was, that Cara was collecting blackmail points for future use. The last thing Trisha wanted to do was remind her of it.
“You two are nuts. You were so drunk,” Cara
said laughing
, “you can’t even remember his name. It wa
s Douglas. Not, Dougie.” Cara’s
perfect imitation of
the outraged Physics Professor had Trisha and Ariel laughing so hard they had tears in their eyes.
“Oh yeah, good ole Dougie.” Trish
a
said wiping her eyes. “How could we forget?”
Trish
a
looked at Abby and smiled
. She knew her next words were more for Cara then for them but she would never admit it.
“Unlike some people we know, Ariel and I both need at least eight hours of sleep more than once a month to survive. We would love to take you up on both of your offers.”
Abby frowned, “Both of my offers?”
“Yeah, bed and brothers.” Trish
a,
Cara,
and Arie
l
smirked.
Trisha went along with the joking about the brothers but inside she winced. She was a lot like Carmen. She wasn't ready for another relationship yet. Trisha snorted silently. Maybe she was more like her dad. Her dad never did find another woman to replace her mom. Her parents married very young, younger than her and Peter, but theirs was a soul match. Her parents were married a little over four years when her mom died suddenly. Trisha's dad turned all his love and attention on their infant daughter. Trisha knew her dad had a few affairs over the years but nothing that ever lasted very long. He never became serious about any of the women, no matter how much they tried to pressure him into making a commitment. She asked him once about it but he just gave her a sad smile and said he hadn’t found another woman who lit the same spark as her mom. He told her that if he ever did find another one like her mom, he would snatch her up so fast she wouldn’t know what hit her. He and Trisha laughed and made a list of all the things he was looking for in a woman. She agreed that they never found a woman who met all of the characteristics on his list. Trisha realized she had been looking for that special someone, too. She thought at the time it was Peter but she had obviously been mistaken. Trisha jerked back to what was going on around her when Carmen came up silently behind them.
“I appreciate the offer but I think I’ll skip. I had transportation delivered earlier. I think I’ll head out as I slept most of the trip.” Carmen said quietly as she came up as if out of nowhere.
Trisha listened as Cara excitedly told Abby it wouldn’t take long for her to get her stuff. Her focus, though, was on Ariel. She was worried about her. She knew better than anyone how much Ariel worried about her younger sister. Three years ago, neither one of them thought Carmen was even going to live. Ariel didn’t renew her commission in the Air Force so she could stay at the hospital during those first critical weeks. Between her recovery and what happened to Carmen, Ariel’s hands had been full three years ago, Trisha thought with regret. Damn, but she needed to keep her thoughts focused. If she wasn’t careful, she would turn into a grumpy old lady.
“Okay. It’ll take us about ten minutes or so to close everything up.” Trish
a
said glancing worriedly at Ariel
.
Trisha turned and headed up the steps of the jet. It wouldn’t take that long to get ready. They just needed to lock the jet down and get their bags. Trisha reached up into the storage unit near the front of the cabin and pulled her and Ariel’s bags down. Gripping one in each hand, she turned to head back down the steps. She met Ariel at the bottom of the steps. Ariel secured the door to the jet before she turned back to Trisha and reached for her bag.
Handing Ariel her bag, Trisha murmured, “She’ll be alright. It just takes time.”
Ariel’s eyes were bright with unshed tears. She cleared her throat before she responded, “Yeah, but how much time? It’s been three years.”
“It’s been three years for me too and I’m still not ready.” Trisha replied softly. “She lost something very special to her, Ariel. Not all of us heal at the same rate. Just look at my dad. You just have to take it one day at a time and hope it will get better.” Trisha finished looking off into the darkness with a haunted expression.
“I’m sorry.” Ariel said pulling Trisha into a one-armed hug. “Sometimes I forget you can understand what Carmen is going through better than me. Thank you for being there for the both of us.”