“I should go see a
priest
?”
“You think you’re haunted,” he said. “Who else are you going to consult? Look, I’ll set up the contact for you. She’s family. And I bet yours won’t be the only ghost story she’ll have heard in her life.”
“I’ll think about it,” I said, uncertain. “And she’ll be—umm, sympathetic?”
George said ruefully, “We Pooles don’t do sympathy, Michael, even those of us who take holy orders. But you may get some truth from her. If you want therapy, I’ll sell you the robot.”
“You chuffing won’t,” said the robot.
“So,” George said, “how are you feeling now?”
“I have all this stuff swirling around in my head,” I said hesitantly. “Tom. The hydrate deposits. The Kuiper Anomaly. Morag. Each of these seems extraordinary, or tremendously significant, or both. And they are all somehow focusing down on
my
life. Sometimes I wonder if there is some connection between them.”
His eyes, still the family smoky gray, were bright. “Of course there’s a connection.
You.
”
I hadn’t wanted to say it out loud. I looked down at my body, my paunchy belly, my fat legs. “That makes no sense.”
“Actually it’s halfway to madness,” the robot pointed out.
“We
aren’t
all created equal, Michael. Let me tell you something. You know that the Kuiper Anomaly was discovered in the first decade of the century. But it actually showed up on some old records, images and infrared searches, dating from before the formal ‘discovery.’ It had just never been recognized for what it was. But we have a date, I mean to within a day, when that thing appeared on the edge of the solar system. And you know what that date is?”
Suddenly I felt cold. It was like the feeling I sometimes got before one of Morag’s visitations. “Tell me.”
“The Anomaly appeared
on the day you were born.
Coincidence?” George leaned back and laughed. “We’re a peculiar lot, we Pooles, a damn peculiar lot. Stuck in history. We can’t help it. Now, are you going to help me up, or do I have to rely on the robot?”
The toy robot watched as I struggled to help him rise, its blank artificial eyes fixed on me suspiciously.
I took the train back to London the next day. I would never see George in the flesh again.
Chapter 20
The next day, back aboard Reath’s ship, they prepared to leave the Rustball.
Reath had promised to take Alia back to the
Nord.
After her disturbing experiences on the Rustball she longed to go home for a spell, back to the familiar sights and smells of the ship, its conceptual freedom compared to the dreadful chthonic rigidity of a world. And she longed to see Drea, above all, to put things right.
But before they left orbit Reath came to her. He seemed uncomfortable. Plans had changed, he said.
The Campocs said they felt she was unready to proceed to the next stage of her Transcendence training. She should see more of the post-human Galaxy, if she aspired to join the body that governed it. So she was to be flown off to some other dismal rocky speck of a world.
Not only that, it turned out, the Campocs wanted to come along, too.
She was bewildered. “Reath, can’t you—I don’t know—appeal to somebody?”
“It doesn’t work like that,” Reath said. “I have to accept what the Campocs say. Otherwise there would be no point coming here.”
“But I want to go home.” Alia was embarrassingly aware of the whine in her voice.
Reath sighed. “I know. Everything will be fine, you’ll see.”
She allowed herself to feel reassured.
But as she watched the Campocs’ ugly, beetlelike shuttle climb up out of their planet’s gravity well once more, she thought back over the exchange. Reath’s control of the situation had somehow been challenged by the Campocs, by Bale and the others. What could they possibly want? She worried at this disturbing development, a shifting in the alignment of the unseen powers that had taken over her life.
The planet to which the Campocs directed them orbited an undistinguished star some three hundred light-years closer to the Galaxy’s center than the Rustball.
The journey was uneventful. Alia spent most of her time immersed in the travails of Michael Poole, trying to shut out the unwelcome complexity of her own life. The Campocs weren’t good company; they kept to themselves throughout the trip. In fact Alia was relieved about that. She had felt uncomfortable with Bale ever since she had figured out that their intimacy must have been shared with his kin.
But, faintly suspicious of the Campocs as she had been since she had met them, she tried tentatively to use her new abilities to sense something of their thinking. It felt eerie to probe for the thoughts and feelings of others with no more difficulty than she might grope for an elusive memory inside her head.
But it worked. She could sense a kind of disciplined excitement shared by the Campocs. It was true they had never traveled much before; this jaunt away from the Rustball was a novelty for them. But there was something else under the surface, she thought, something darker she couldn’t bring into focus. It added to her vague sense of unease; the Campocs had had an agenda concerning her since she had arrived, but she still didn’t know what it could be, what they wanted.
No doubt they could sense what Alia was feeling, too. She tried not to think about that.
At their destination, as Reath’s ship entered orbit, they all crowded to the windows to see the view.
This new world was called Baynix II, after its parent star. It had no name of its own. “Or rather,” Reath said mysteriously, “those who live here have never told us what they call their world—if they are still aware they are on a world at all . . .”
It was another ball of rock and iron, more or less like Earth, with a scattering of oceans, ice caps, clouds. But where the Rustball had been almost all iron, this world was almost all rock, right to its core.
“It is a Dirtball.” Denh snickered.
Reath said, “Another result of the vicissitudes of planetary impact processing.” He speculated that Baynix II was more like the Moon than Earth, a secondary product of a giant collision, sculpted from the mantle of some larger world.
Alia peered down uneasily. All these worlds seemed to be the products of random acts of immense violence. She couldn’t imagine how it must be to live on such battered fragments.
They all crammed into a small shuttle. It parted from its mother ship, and Alia descended into the air of yet another planet.
There were oceans here, delivered as usual by comets, and a layer of air, mostly carbon dioxide. But the land was ancient, littered with the eroded shadows of features billions of years old, palimpsests of craters and mountain ranges. The native life, battered by radiation, had never progressed beyond single cells, hardy little radiation-resistant bugs. The circumstances of the Dirtball’s difficult birth had left it inhospitable: that shrunken core meant no significant tectonic renewal, and no global magnetic field.
And as far as Alia could see, humans had made little impression here. There were no cities, no farms. A couple of automated monitoring stations, themselves unimaginably old, stood silently, eroded and half-covered by drifting sand. And that was all.
“So why are we here?” Alia asked.
Reath grinned, and allowed the shuttle to dip close to the ground. “For
them,
” he said, pointing.
Alia thought the formations on the ground were just geological. They were ridges, low, lumpy, and irregular, the same color as the sandy ground from which they rose. Reath gave her no more clues. Irritated by the mystery, and the sense that everybody knew more about what was going on than she did, Alia refused to ask any more questions.
The flitter landed. The gravity was a little less than standard, not uncomfortable. They disembarked, and waited for the local Mist to prepare them. Alia felt filters in her nose and throat close up against the corrosive dust suspended in the air, and oxygen coolly hissed into her lungs.
She walked up to the rocky formations. From the ground they looked like low, eroded ridges, pushing up from the flat earth. There might have been fifty of these features, lying parallel, their worn summits rising some forty meters into the air.
It wasn’t until she was almost climbing on the first of them that she recognized what it was. Suddenly it snapped into focus—that thin ridge that pushed into the ground, those deep craters, the smooth bulge above—this worn morphology wasn’t random at all.
“Lethe,” she said. “It’s a
face.
A human face.”
The “ridges” were like statues of human forms, fallen statues each two or three hundred meters tall. Tremendous arms, legs, torsos rose out of the dirt. On one especially well-sculpted hand four fingers and a thumb were clearly visible. The drifting sand had half-buried the figures—or perhaps they had been left this way deliberately, for the sculptors’ own unimaginable purpose.
The great face before her was shoved into the dirt, so only one eye, one nostril, half of an open mouth was left exposed. Around half-open lips was a spill of sand of a different color, a denser, blue-purple hue, as if it had been vomited out of that rocky mouth. She could have climbed into the great socket of the one exposed eye. But there was an odd sense of watchfulness about that empty pit, she thought uneasily.
“It’s astounding,” she said.
Bale nodded. “I know.”
“But what is it
for
?”
Bale only smiled.
Reath seemed less interested in the statues than in the sand in which they lay. He squatted on his haunches and lifted a handful of dirt, letting it run through his fingers. “This was the bed of a lake, once. Or perhaps an ocean. These grains are clearly water-formed—see how they are rounded? But the ocean surely vanished billions of years ago.”
Alia confronted him. “What have these monuments got to do with me?”
“Monuments?” He got to his feet, a bit stiffly. Pooling ocean-floor sand in his palm, he rubbed the rounded grains gently. “Almost all these grains are of silicate materials. Silicon is ten times more abundant than carbon in Earth’s crust, you know—and presumably several times more abundant still here on this ball of sand. Have you ever wondered why it should be the scarcer carbon, then, and not the more abundant silicon, that emerged as the basis of Earth life?”
Alia snapped, “Everybody knows that. Because carbon can form multiple bonds. Carbon can make molecules that are complex enough to store a genetic code.”
“True, true. But you
can
form complex structures of silicon, at least in its crystalline form . . .”
“So what?” Alia knocked his hand, scattering the sand grains. “Reath, I’ve had enough of this. What are we doing in this sculpture park?”
Reath’s face was as expressionless as ever, but he seemed a little lost. He looked about at his feet, as if the grains she had spilled were the only ones on the planet. “It was the Campocs who brought you here,” he reminded her.
Alia was distracted by a spark of light that shot over the arc of the sky. It was a ship, she saw immediately. Moving gracefully it descended toward this plain of sand, and as it neared she made out its details, complex, fragile, beautiful.
It was undoubtedly a shuttle from the
Nord.
As soon as it landed a hatch popped open and a woman climbed uncertainly out. It was Drea. Alia ran.
Drea stumbled a little in the unfamiliar gravity, and she coughed as the Mist kicked in. But then she ran, too, heavy-footed across the sand toward Alia. The two of them collided in a tangle of limbs, laughing.
Alia felt unreasonably joyful to see her sister. “Thanks for coming all this way,” she said.
“I’m not sure if I had a choice.” Drea smiled. “A summons from Reath is pretty forceful. Anyhow I missed you.”
“And I you. You’ll never know.”
A dusty breeze stirred Drea’s hair; she pushed it out of her eyes. “I’ve got to tell you—on the
Nord
they’re having a constellation naming ceremony.”
This happened every decade or so, as the stars, slowly shifting across the
Nord
’s sky by the ship’s sublight crawl, adopted new configurations. The names of the new patterns were chosen by popular votes, amid much friendly rivalry.
Alia winced. “I wish I could be there.”
“They are going to name a constellation for you, Alia! It will be called ‘The Skim Dancers.’ Everybody voted for it.”
Alia grabbed her sister’s hands. “So you’re in it, too!”
“But it’s you they are proud of, Alia. Everybody is. Although nobody’s quite sure what you’re doing out here.” She glanced around. “Not much of a place, is it?”
Alia said, “Mostly I’ve been finding out unpleasant things about myself. I’m sorry.”
Drea looked mystified. “Sorry for what?”
Alia smiled. “For pulling your hair when I was three . . .”
“And I’m sorry, too.” It was Bale; he had come to stand a couple of meters away from the sisters.
Alia introduced him quickly, and the other Campocs. But the Campocs didn’t acknowledge Drea, who suddenly seemed lost, turned in on herself. Alia’s unease quickly deepened. She glanced at Reath. He looked deeply uncomfortable now, but he stared at the ancient sand at his feet.
She turned back to the Campocs. “What’s going on here, Bale? Why is Drea here? And what are
you
sorry for?”
His smile was thin. “For what we have to do.”
“What are you talking about?”
Drea staggered.
Alia grabbed her sister’s shoulder to support her. Suddenly it was like handling a doll; Drea’s limbs shook loosely, her head lolled, and a line of spittle leaked from the corner of her mouth.
Alia turned on Bale. “What have you done to her?”
“Alia, you must understand that—”
She hit his shoulder. With her long space-dweller’s arms she was capable of delivering a powerful blow, and she sent him sprawling in the dirt. He gaped up at her, his mouth a round circle of shock.
Denh and Seer came to stand between her and Bale, and stared at her warily. “Don’t hit him again,” Denh said. “She isn’t being harmed.”