Authors: Gena Showalter
Yeah. Dying.
Aden pinched the bridge of his nose, trying to align his thoughts. He should have realized the truth himself. After all, this made perfect sense and explained so much. Her chilled skin, her reluctance to do the things she used to do. When he thought about all the chances she'd taken lately, all the chances he'd asked her to take, he wanted to knock a few holes in the wall.
Barring that, there was only one other thing he wanted to do.
“Okay. Here's our new plan. You're going to feed off me, and I'm going to feed off you. Another blood exchange, just like in the cave.”
Her cheek rubbed against him as she shook her head. “We don't know how we'll react. How
they'll
react.” The beasts.
“Exactly, and it's time we found out. We're being proactive now, remember? We're not simply reacting, we're causing.”
A breath shuddered from her, gusting this time. “All right. You're right. I know you're right.”
Good, because his mouth was already watering, desperate for a taste. And maybe he was pushing for this
because he craved it so badly, not because he thought it would save them, but just then, he didn't care. “Ready?”
“Yes.”
He rolled on top of her, and she softened against him, turning her head to the side to offer her hammering pulse. His gums started aching, throbbing really, and he ran his tongue overâfangs, he realized, shocked to his soul. For the first time, his teeth were as sharp as razors. Not as long as Victoria's, but noticeably longer than they'd been.
“You first,” he rasped, wanting her as strong as possible for his bite.
A tremor moved through her, but then she was licking his neck, sucking, warming his blood, biting, drinking, and unlike before, her bite hurt, no chemical shooting through his vein, numbing him, but he didn't care about that either, he liked that she was taking what she needed from him; it was what he'd begged her for since the moment he'd met her. And when she finished, he was doing the same to her, licking, sucking, warming, biting, drinking.
She moaned, the sound echoing through the room. Her fingers scraped through his hair. “That feels good,” she rasped.
Then he was the one moaning. So sweet, so delicious, filling him, flowing through him, strengthening him, quieting Junior, consuming them both. He was rubbing against Victoria before he registered that he was moving at all, but she didn't seem to mind, seemed to like it, meeting his every motion with one of her own.
But soon that wasn't enough for either of them. Aden pulled his teeth from her neck, surely the most difficult thing he'd ever done, but he didn't want to take too much, had to protect her, even from himself, and she groaned in disappointment. He couldn't move away from her.
“Aden,” she said on a husky catch of breath.
“Yes.”
“More.”
“Biting?”
A soft, glowing smile. “More everything.”
As if he needed further prompting. He kissed her until he was forced to come up for air, and then he kissed her again.
Sometime during that second kiss, their clothes disappeared and their hands began exploring. He hurt, but he'd never felt so good. He needed more as she'd said, but couldn't take much more. His thoughts were short-
circuiting. This was everything he'd thought it would be, only better. So much better.
“Too fast?” he rasped. “Should I stop?”
“Too slow. Don't stop.”
“C-condom,” he said. He didn't have a condom. And he couldn't be with her without one. He wouldn't risk pregnancy. There were STDs out there, he knew that, too, and even though he knew she didn't have one, that vampires were immune to human diseases, he wasn't going to be stupid about that, either.
“Iâ¦brought one. After our conversation in the forest, I've been carrying one. All the time.”
The crinkling wrapper at last made sense. If only he'd known at the time.
She wiggled out from under him to get it, and he mourned the loss of her. She was back a few seconds later, and they picked up where they'd left off.
Not once did the souls comment. Not once did Junior roar. Or maybe Aden was simply too consumed with what he was doing to notice them. There was only Victoria, only here and now. Their first time. His first time.
Hisâ¦everything.
D
O YOU TRULY WISH
to challenge me, boy?
Vlad's words echoed in Tucker's mind, menacing, as sharp as a blade. The very blade he held in his hands as he paced the floor of his motel room. He'd rented this crap hole in the same dump where the others wereâor rather, had beenâstaying, and on the same floor. Not that they'd known it. He'd wanted to be close to Mary Ann, to feel at peace again, but it hadn't worked. He could still feel Vlad pulling at him.
The bastard wanted his own daughter eliminated. Wanted all the players responsible for his downfall eliminated. And he was close to getting what he wanted. Those players were finally together and on the same board. Aden, the power. Riley, the security. Victoria, the eye candy. Fine, she was the intermediary. And Mary Ann, the brain.
Tucker should have offed them already.
At least Vlad had no idea Tucker had made a deal with them. A deal they had better honor.
After Aden had finished boning his vamp, the two-some had talked, all lovey-dovey and crap. Tucker was still shuddering. On the other hand, Mary Ann and Riley had sniped at each other, nearly drawing blood. He kinda preferred the cooing. Thankfully all that ended when the foursome had gathered together and left the comfort of the motel for the wide-open battleground of the outside world. They were still vulnerable to attack, and that's exactly what Vlad wanted him to do. Attack.
Are you listening to me, boy? I don't like being ignored. Bad things happen to those who irritate me.
Like Tucker didn't know that already. Look what Vlad had already forced him to do to Aden. What Vlad had forced Ryder to do to Shannon.
The pace of his steps increased, his boots digging into the carpet. How was he going to get out of this mess?
Without
casualties? If he killed Aden, Aden couldn't save his brother.
Tucker scraped a hand through his hair, the one holding the blade, the metal hilt leaving grooves in his scalp.
You're going to do what I told you to do. There's no fighting me.
There had to be a way.
I will kill your brother if you fail me. Have you forgotten?
“No, I haven't. But if you kill him, you'll have no way to control me,” he snapped.
Vlad might be getting stronger, but his hold on Tucker was not. Every hour, it weakened a little more. Tucker figured he was building up an immunity. Not quick enough, though. Not nearly quick enough. Vlad could still force him to walk up to anyone, hurt themâphysically or mentallyâand Tucker could only grin and bear it.
But Vlad had to know his grip was loosening, and that's why he was threatening Tucker's little brother. An insurance policy in the form of his innocent, sweet little brother, a six-year-old kid whose only friends were invisible and whose own father treated him like dog crap on the bottom of his shoes. Ethan deserved happiness, but everyone was always dumping on him.
Tucker loved him, yet he had been the worst offender, and now he wanted, needed, to make amends. To save that kid once and for all.
There's always a way to control a puny human,
Vlad said, laughing smugly.
I always find a way.
Very, very true. But Tucker wasn't exactly human, was he? “I don't want to hurt anyone else.” Didn't want to slay hisâ¦friends. Or frenemies, they'd probably say. They, however, would kill him in a heartbeat. With good reason. But they'd promised to help him save his brother, and Tucker had to believe they would try.
Would they succeed? Maybe. The way Aden had tamed those vampire beastsâ¦maybe he could tame Vlad's and use it against him. Yeah, maybe. All Tucker knew for sure was that he couldn't defeat the former king on his own. He needed help. Aden was that help. So, kill him? No.
I don't care what you do or do not want. Do it. Do what I told you. Destroy them. Now.
Tucker's feet were moving toward the door before he could stop himself, the dagger at the ready once more. No. No, no, no. He ground his heels into the carpet, slowing his momentum. A few days ago, he would have been outside and doing as ordered immediately. He hadn't lied to Victoria. The more evil he committed, the stronger he became. Hadn't taken him long to figure that out.
A few days from now, and maybe Vlad would no longer be able to lead him around like this. But did he have a few days? Did his brother?
Probably not.
Tucker massaged the back of his neck. Right now, there was only one sure way to get what he wanted. He'd ignored the possibility before, but here, now, he couldn't. And didn't really want to anymore.
“Lead me to wherever they've gone,” he said, his tone devoid of all emotion.
Vlad's glee practically slithered from the top of his head to the soles of his feet.
That's my good boy.
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T
RY AGAIN
, Julian said.
Aden knocked on Tonya Smart's door for the sixth time. She was home, no matter how much she might be wishing otherwise right now, and he wasn't leaving until she answered. Or called the police and they escorted him off the premises.
Riley and Mary Ann were a few miles away, checking out the Stones' place, making sure they were, in fact, his parents. Aden had declined to go, claiming it'd be easier and faster if they split up. In reality, he just wasn't ready to face the two people who'd betrayed and forgotten him.
Because what if they were good, decent people? What if they knew nothing about his abilities? What if those
abilities had nothing to do with the reason they'd given him up? What if they simply hadn't wanted him?
Even the thought left him bleeding inside.
Victoria stood beside him, holding his hand. Now that he knew she was human, he wasn't letting her out of his sight for any reason. Someone had to protect her, and he wanted to be that someone. Now, always. Not just because her blood tasted heavenly, and he still craved it, would probably always crave it, but also because she trusted him, looked out for him, wanted the best for him and still loved him, after everything he'd done, everything he'd taken from her.
Again,
Julian prompted.
Please.
After the loss of Eve, the souls had stopped pushing Aden to learn who they were. They'd been as scared about parting as Aden was. But now that the information was within reach, Julian's fear had dissipated. He was all about the eagerness.
“Perhaps we should try again later.” Victoria scanned the yard.
“We'd get the same results.” Aden knocked again. “She's home. I canâ¦smell her.” He could even hear the rapid
thump, thump
of her heartbeat. And yeah, that was kind of freaking him out.
Junior, of course, liked the sound. Though it wasn't a
lullaby to him, as it would have been to any other newborn; it was a war drum. He heard, and he hungered, even though he'd been fed.
“If the woman is that determined to ignore us, we failed before we even arrived.” Victoria's voice had dipped, becoming husky, like a pinup coming to sparkling life.
His intensified senses were picking up details he'd never before noticed. “Allâ”
No!
Julian shouted.
We're not leaving.
“Not yet,” Aden said.
A relieved sigh echoed.
Thank you.
“I just want to speak with you, Ms. Smart,” he called. “Please. You could save a life here.”
The next few minutes ticked by with no results.
“This isn't working.” Victoria did her chew-on-the-lip thing. “I wish I couldâ¦but I can't.” She blinked up at him. “You, however, can.”
“Can what?”
“Summon her. You can
make
her talk to you.”
That's right. He could. He kept forgetting.
His head fell back, and he peered up at the sky. Dark velvet with pinpricks of starlight. Vast, never-ending. Like his ability. He could make anyone do anything he wanted. The same way doctor after doctor had forced
their wills on him, only with pills. The same way foster parent after foster parent had expected absolute, total compliance for the “gift” of taking him in. Anything for a check, he supposed.
To do that to othersâ¦to
keep
doing itâ¦over and over again, when he knew the awfulness of being on the opposite side of that stick.
It's a good plan,
Julian said.
“I know.” The more he did it, though, the easier it'd be and the more he'd fall back on it, until he relied on the ability for everything. “Justâ¦let me think for a bit.”
Victoria understood. “You don't like forcing people.”
“Yeah.” He pulled her to the porch swing, and they sat down, the wood swaying and creaking underneath them.
“I've never met anyone who resisted using The Voice before. It's admirable.”
Frustration gave way to pleasure, and he wanted to cuddle her close. Of course, that led to another thought: he wanted to be with her again.
Next thing he knew, that's all his mind could ponder. Sex. His first time, and he was so glad it had been with her. Someone who understood him, who knew what he'd gone through, what he was still going
through. Some one who didn't judge him and liked being with him.
“I will not talk to you about him,” a woman's familiar voice suddenly said. “I can't.”
Fabulous. This crap again.
And yet, there she was. From the corner of his eye, he watched Victoria's mother twirl in front of him, her black robe dancing at her ankles. For a moment, he wondered if she were a vision courtesy of Tucker, if she had been an illusion all along. If Vlad had told Demon Boy what Edina looked liked and Tucker had taken things from there, just to drive Aden insane.
But, no. The first time the flashes came, Tucker had been with Mary Ann. Not even the demon could be in two places at once, causing problems. At the hospital, Aden had wondered if Edina appeared at times Victoria would have beenâwasâthinking of her. Now, he discarded that idea, too. She'd made no mention of the woman, and she would have.
What suddenly seemed most likely was his ingestion of Victoria's blood. He'd drank from herâtwiceâand he still hadn't mind-merged with her. What if this was the way their blood connection would manifest from now on?
No one else appeared in the vision, and he didn't hear
the response to Edina's refusal to “talk about him,” but she said, “No.
No!
I love him, and that's all you need to know. I'm running away with him, but I can't take you with us, darling. Your father might let me go, but he would never let you go. He's proven that, hasn't he?”
She was going to leave her kid behind?
Victoria
behind?
“Aden?” Victoria said.
“Need a minute.”
“Oh. Okay.”
She probably assumed he was listening to the souls, and he didn't correct her.
“I'll write you every day, my darling,” Edina said. A ray of sunlight burst through the thick cloud cover and shone directly on her. Like the dust motes around her, she wavered. “I promise.”
Pause.
“Be my brave little Vicki, and tell your father I'm in my room if he asks where I am.”
Vicki. Victoria. Yeah. Aden's stomach rolled in tune with the motes as his understanding of his girlfriend deepened. No wonder she'd used her Voice Voodoo so much. Chaos had always surrounded her. Telling humans what to do had been her way of taking charge, of finally eliciting the results she wanted.
Aden? What's going on?
Julian asked.
“Nothing.”
In a snap, the vision changed. This time, the rest of the world faded away, black walls closing in around him. No time to react. Above him was a mirrored ceiling, below him a shiny onyx floor.
He lost his connection to his own body, found himself looking through someone else's eyes. Victoria's eyes. He knew this sensation very well.
Just in front of him, a man Aden could only assume was Vlad the Impaler sat on a gold embossed throne. Wow, the guy was impressive. Before, all Aden had seen of him were charred remains. Now, the vampire king was a hulking, towering figure of strength, even sitting down.
He had a thick crop of black hair and eyes so blue they were like sapphires burning in a ceaseless fire. Fine lines branched from the corners of those eyes, and rather than age him, they painted an expression of determination and cruelty. His lips were a thin slash, stained crimson and twisted ruthlessly. A scar ran from the arch of one dark brow all the way to a stubborn chin.
Girls would consider him handsome, Aden supposed, in a psycho-killer kind of way. Vlad had wide shoulders, his torso bared and roped with muscle. There was a ring
on each of his fingers, making him a man assured of his own masculinity. He wore fawn-colored breeches that molded to his legs and boots that tied all the way up to his knees.
“You dare to challenge me?” Though Vlad spoke in a language Aden had never heard before, he had no trouble understanding because
Victoria
understood. “Well, I accept.” He stood. Tallâ¦tallerâ¦a giant of a man and solid muscle.
The vampire he spoke to was just as tall and just as muscled. “I did not doubt you would.”
“You may choose the weapon.”
Around them was a crowd of people, watching, tense, barely breathing. Except for one man. Sorin, Victoria's brother. He stood just below the dais where the throne rested, and he was shaking his head in resignation.
Victoria was a few feet away from him. Her gaze skidded over a mirror, and Aden saw that she was a little girl, perhaps two years older than she'd been in the vision of the whipping. Her mother stood on her other side, tears streaking her cheeks, her features tight with fear.
There'd been no hint of Victoria's emotions revealed in her reflection. She clutched her mother's hand, however, her knuckles leaching of color. She might have
looked calm, but she was a mess of nerves inside and too afraid to let go.