Undead and Unstable (19 page)

Ow! He got me. Ignore it. Go for the throat!
“So, yeah, I was always going to help Marc, and I was always not going to give a shit if you liked it or not.” I managed to stop before, “So what’re you gonna do about it, crybaby?”—but it was a near thing.

“My child will live in this house,” he said. He sounded like he always did, but his eyes were slits of blue ice. I became morbidly aware of his badge, clipped to his belt, and his gun, which I knew was loaded. “Can you comprehend that, Betsy?”

“I’d never let anything happen to The Baby That Ate the World,” I said, shocked. “The fact that you could even raise that as a concern makes me want to shove your teeth all the way down into your testicles.”

“See? That’s the sort of thing that makes it hard to like you.”

“I’m very easy to like, shithead, you just gotta get your thumb out of your ass and see that!” Somehow we’d ended up nose to nose. In our kitchen. And despite accidentally making a timeline where he didn’t hate me, he looked ready to draw down on me—and I was willing to bet he was pretty good with that gun in this timeline, too.

So there we were, ready to throw down in the middle of our grimy kitchen tile. With a rapidly thawing Butterball turkey as silent witness to the pre-Thanksgiving fight. Oh, and a bunch of our friends standing around trying not to look at either of us.

“Um … hi?”

And the Antichrist.

“This looks almost interesting.”

And Satan.

“Neh? Buh?”

And BabyJon.

“Surprise! Guess who wanted to see his big sister!”

And my mom.

THIRTY-ONE

“No. No.” I tried to think of something to add to that. “Oh
no. No.”

My mom’s smile sort of fell off her face when she got a good look at who was in the kitchen. “Ah,” she began, not a little worried to see a police detective looking like he wanted to shoot her daughter in the face (and that just for starters). Then she noticed the zombie. “Ah? Marc? Betsy told me you were … ah…”

“I got better,” he replied, the soul of politeness.

“And … Laura, hello.”

“Hi, Mrs. Taylor,” the Antichrist mumbled, taking a second from glaring at the devil to stare at the floor.

“And Jessica, you’re looking … very, very healthy.”

“Hi, Miz Taylor. We’re, um, sort of in the middle of … uh … something?” She looked at me for help, but I was sort of frozen with the sheer horror of the moment.

My mom knew I was a vampire, but I hadn’t had the time (or inclination, to be brutally blunt) to bring her up to speed on Satan, Zombie Marc … oh, all sorts of things. She knew I’d accidentally FUBARed the timeline, but didn’t know many gory details beyond that. And I had
never
told her about Ancient Me, or the wretched future awaiting humanity. But I’d probably have to bring her up to speed right now, since there were two Betsy Taylors less than ten feet apart…

“Meh!” BabyJon was perched comfortably on Mom’s hip, drooling and content, and reached chubby arms out to both Betsys. (That was a sentence I didn’t think I’d ever have to say or write or think. Both Betsys? Why not just say both Michele Bachmanns? Both Kanye Wests?) “Beh? Muh! Geh-neh. Muh!”

“I’m confused,” my mother said, looking from me to Ancient Me and back to me. “I’m sure there’s some sort of supernatural/paranormal explanation, though. Which one of you do I need to scold for not returning my calls yesterday?”

Busted
. I raised my hand. Ancient Me was, if anything, more shocked into immobility than I was. She just stared at my/our mom with eyes that got bigger and bigger.

Yet again the kitchen door swung open (I was so rattled, I could barely concentrate on what was happening in the room, never mind also listen for footsteps) and Tina was framed, wild-eyed, in the doorway. Since she’d probably been reloading shells in the basement, she’d really flown up all those stairs. “Dr. Taylor, Her Majesty is very busy so please come with me right now I’m sorry she can’t see you right—dammit.”

“Nice try,” I said, because it was. And I was doubly glad for the effort, because Jessica, Marc, and Dickie all got the giggles. “However this shakes out, I’m probably in huge trouble, but I appreciate the effort, Tina.”

“Huge trouble,” my mother agreed, managing to smile graciously at Tina and frown sternly at me with the same expression. Someone who didn’t know her would worry she was having a stroke. “But I do see you’re busy, and I shouldn’t have just dropped by with the baby.”

“He’s my baby, Mom, of course you should have. I’m just sorry I can’t take him back just now.”

“Clearly not.” She was trying to look at everyone in the room all at once. “I think that would be a very bad idea. But later, when you’ve taken care of business, you can plan on sitting down with your old mom—”

“You’re not old.” I smiled at her, my mother, whose fierce intellect was matched only by her diabolical sense of humor. My mother, who’d started going prematurely gray in high school but always looked good. “You’ll never be old.”

“—and telling me the whole odd story. Flatterer. But until then, I—yeee!”

She’d said “yeee!” because Ancient Me had crossed the room in half a blink, had flung herself at my/our mother and my/our son, and was holding them in a pretty firm clutch while muttering into her hair, “I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m so, so sorry, Mom. Please. I’m so sorry for what happened to you.”

“I, uh, don’t know where to look,” Marc whispered.

“I’m not sure there’s anywhere we
can
look,” Jessica whispered back.

“Let go of her! Get your fucking hands off my mother!”

I’d started forward, only to be frozen by my mother’s sharp, “Elizabeth Taylor!”

“Sorry, Mom—I told you to let go!”

Ancient Me looked up from embracing Mom. “Don’t talk like that in front of her!”

“This … is … so … splendid,” Satan sighed.

In evil, horrific unison:
“You shut up!”

“Elizabeth! Elizabeths, I mean.” Mom looked surprised at what she had just said, but rallied. “Ah, both of you, stop it. Grown women—”

“You don’t know how grown,” I tattled, pointing at Ancient Me.

“At least I’m an adult,” Ancient Me fired back.

“And acting like children. Stop it at once. Think of the baby!”

“Meh,” the baby added, swinging fat feet stuffed into tiny navy blue socks.

“Now, er, you two behave. Ah … do I know you, ma’am?”

“No,” the devil replied. “But I know you, Dr. Taylor.”

“Oh. You look familiar … there now, hon.” Distracted (and who could blame her?), she patted Decrepit Me on the shoulder. “It’s all right. Whatever happened, I know you did your best.”

“I did,” Ancient Me replied with an earnestness that would have been touching if she wasn’t so gross and ancient and evil and wearing stolen clothes. “Only it wasn’t good enough. And nothing seemed to go right after that.” She glanced at Marc. “Not one thing.”

“Irrelevant, if you gave it your best shot.”

“I disagree, Mom.”

“We’ll talk about it another time.”

“There is no other time.” Was that … ah, man … did Decrepit Me’s lower lip actually tremble? Oh my God, if that wicked bitch started to cry, I was going to lunge for Nick’s gun. I wasn’t sure who I’d shoot, but just getting my hands on a weapon sounded like a good idea. “There never was.”

“Then you’d best work on the things you can actually fix, don’t you think?”

Old Me bit her lip, then nodded.

Marc’s hand shot up, like the kid in Algebra who wanted to know when the next pop quiz was. “Question?”

“She won’t tell you,” I said, shaking my head. “Whatever it is. She won’t. She’s gotta be all cryptic to protect the timeline that’s already been hosed.”

“Well, I do,” Ancient Me said, having the audacity to sound hurt.

“Dr. Taylor, please allow me…” Tina stepped forward and relieved Mom of the diaper bag. “I’ll be happy to show you to your car—”

“I know the way to my car, Tina,” she replied, exasperated.

“So sorry Her Majesties can’t assist you themselves at this time, but her—their—schedules are sure to clear up very soon.”

“That’s a lie,” my mother said, smiling, but allowing Tina to herd her out, “and you know it.”

“Don’t forget, our house, Thanksgiving dinner, Thursday,” I called after her.

“How could I? You hate—” And then the door mercifully swung shut.

I buried my head in my hands. “Jesus Christ.”

“Say it twice,” Ancient Me muttered. I bit my lip, hard, so I wouldn’t laugh.

I much preferred loathing her to liking her. And I sure as shit did
not
want to feel sorry for her.

So how come I did?

Dammit.

THIRTY-TWO

“I should pop by more often,” the devil decided. “That
was fun.”

“Why
are
you here?” I asked, going from relieved to pissed. “Lose a bet?”

“Oh, just keeping an eye on things.”

“You can’t watch us on your plasma screen in hell?”

Satan shrugged. She was wearing a black suit this time—she didn’t wear red anymore. She had told Laura it was beyond clichéd. “Next you’ll want to see the pitchfork,” was how she had put it. Hey, nothing wrong with the classics.

“It’s not as much fun not being there when it hits the fan,” Ancient Me pointed out.

Satan quit smirking and looked like someone had jammed a lemon through her teeth. “Touchier than usual, darling? Careful. Someone might think your faith has been shaken.”

“
My
faith has never been an issue.”

“What are we talking about?” Marc wondered aloud. “I’m having a little trouble keeping up with the cast of characters. Is there a reason why both Betsys and the devil and the Antichrist and Jessica and her belly—”

“Faith isn’t anybody’s issue,” I said, exasperated. “We all know there’s a God, we just can’t be sure He’s not on permanent vacation.”

“Hold up,” Nick/Dick said. “It’s not that simple.”

This time we all heard the footsteps. Someone in a hurry, not bothering to be quiet. I was almost afraid to see who was about to join the madness.

The door swung in. Antonia peeked in. “What the hell’s going on in here?”

“We’re having a debate,” Satan said helpfully. “About—”

“Don’t care.” The door swung shut. The footsteps went the other way.

“I never thanked you for taking her off my hands,” Satan commented.

“I
knew
you agreed too quickly.”

“Yeah, great, listen—getting back to what we were talking about, I don’t remember seeing a white light,” Marc protested. “So we don’t
know
there’s a—”

“Oh, of course we do,” I snapped.

This was a bad idea. A very bad idea. I knew better. We
all
knew better. We’d all been in chat rooms. Debates over religion were a baaaad plan. Next we could start chatting about abortion. And then politics … that’d go
great
. “We know there’s a devil, right?”

“Here!” Satan said brightly, raising her hand.

“
Ergo …
right?”

“Huh. Well. I guess … but it seems like a cop-out.” Marc was looking from Laura to Satan and back to Laura. “Knowing. You know?”

“It’s worse than that.”

“How can it be worse?” Nick had started making himself useful by putting away the rest of the groceries. Jessica had produced the sadly depleted bag of chocolate chips and started munching by the handful. “This thing people have had wars over. Slaughtered entire civilizations over … you just know. Kind of cool, maybe.”

I shook my head. “You think it’s easier, not just having faith in God but proof of God?” This time I did hear footsteps, and knew my husband was just outside the door. Tina must have given him a heads-up. “Not only do I
know
there’s a God and a devil, I know
He
knows little kids starve to death and get raped. He knows there are suicide bombers and leukemia and plague. Shit, if you believe the Bible, He’s
sent
plague.”

“Okay…” Dick still looked doubtful, but I noticed Marc was paying close attention. Made sense … he’d died, and by his own admission, there had been no white light. So what did that mean for him? For any of us?