Under Pressure [IAD Agency] (Siren Publishing Classic) (17 page)

Bella was tight, so tight she fit him like a glove. Feeling her pussy grip down on his cock almost made him spill himself inside her, but he needed this to last. Holding himself still, he waited until he felt her body relax around him. No matter how many times they made love, Jason was always careful to go slow at the start. To feel out what her body told him. Every muscle in his body tightened as he held himself under control, careful not to hurt her.

“Touch me. Don’t stop touching me,” Bella pleaded.

“God, I am, love. I won’t stop. I can’t.”

He slowly pulled out of her tight pussy and then pushed back in, starting a slow sensuous ride while he placed soft kisses on her shoulder, making her moan. One big hand caressing her breast while the other stroked over her abdomen, holding her back against his hard chest. Whimpering in frustration, Bella tried to speed up the pace as Jason’s long thick cock continued to glide inside her wet warmth slowly.

“Easy, love. I’m too big. You have to relax more.” He turned her head to nip at her lush lower lip, and she jerked his head down to capture his mouth with hers.

Relaxing the muscles of her pussy over his cock, she tried to throw her hips back at him as forcefully as she could.

He hissed at the pressure and gripped her hip hard with his hand, trying to stop her. “Bloody hell, Bella, baby, we have to go slow—”

“No, not slow. Hard. I want to come. I’m so close, please, please.”

Jason’s hand went down to play across her clit, wanting her to come so he could stop worrying about hurting her. His body tight with need, he forced himself to continue his slow pace when everything inside him demanded that he fuck himself into her. He wanted to pound himself deep, so deep she would never get him out. He lightly pinched the small nub as he continued to push his cock slowly into her until he was wedged up to her cervix.

“Come then. Come for me, love. Let me feel you go over for me,” his deep voice rumbled.

She tried to fight it, but he was relentlessly playing her body like an instrument. His fingers continued to rub her clit, making her gasp. She tried once again to speed up the rhythm, causing Jason’s breath to hiss out in pleasure and frustration.

“Come, Bella. Don’t fight it, just let go. Dammit come for me. Come now.” Jason’s deep voice was tight with lust and was enough to spark Bella’s body into overdrive.

Her body burst.

Bella let out a keening cry as fire swept through her and flames of pleasure licked through her entire body. She came and exploded with passion, but still it wasn’t what she wanted. She wanted, no, needed to feel him let go. She needed him to be with her, all the way.

Jason could feel the muscles of her tight pussy clench down on his cock, her shudders increasing the pressure until he swore his cock was being strangled in her tight sheath. He pushed his throbbing shaft deep as he rode out her orgasm, using small jabs and keeping pressure on her clit to heighten her pleasure.

He pulled out until only the head of his cock was lodged inside her and forged his was back inside her to the hilt, testing her readiness now. He could fuck her now, pump his hard cock inside her slick pussy in a hard pounding like he needed to now, but he forced himself to stop. That wasn’t what she needed, especially after last night’s nightmare.

She was slick with her own cream now, her body dripping with her desire, and his cock continued to slide inside her welcoming heat with a slow steady rhythm. His hand reached down and gripped her leg to hold her open for him. He slid his other hand over her breast, again pinching and rolling her nipple between his fingers as he struggled not to spill himself yet.

Bella turned her head and her mouth sought his. She nipped and sucked at his tongue, driving him mad with pleasure. Bella felt the yearning growing again, building deep inside her, sharp and urgent. The feel of him inside her made her burn with passion, the need to feel him with her, more, always. Desire sparked and heated, turning the need into something she would die for.

She wanted more.

She wanted everything.

Bella set his body on fire, and the flames of need grew into a firestorm that threatened his control. The tip of his cock wept his arousal, throbbing with the urgent need to fuck into her welcoming body hard and fast. His body screamed for release, but still he held back.

“Bella, easy, love—”

Temper had Bella snapping, “I need you, Jason. Stop treating me like I’m made of glass. I need you. Hard. Now. Please fuck me.”

Jason stopped with his cock embedded deep within her. When he failed to move, Bella struggled, trying to get him to release her but unable to loosen his hold. “Bella. I don’t want to hurt you. Just let me love you.”

She let out a shriek of frustration. “Why can’t you see that you don’t have to treat me like I’m going to break? Dammit, I don’t need your protection when we’re in bed. Either treat me like a woman or let me go.”

Already on edge, anger collided with raw desire in his system and had him growling. “Let you go? Never, baby, do you fucking hear me?
Never.
You want me to treat you like a woman?
You are my woman
.”

“Then prove it,” Bella snapped back.

Jason simply felt his tight control break. It was as if the imaginary shackles he had placed on himself had simply dissolved, leaving the wild beast free. He rolled her over onto her stomach, placing his muscled thighs between hers. He used his legs to spread her wide to accommodate his large body. The need burned white hot and demanded to be sated. He brought her hips up and back without dislodging his cock from inside her, and with a ragged breath he gritted out, “Jesus, love, hold on. Fuck, just hold on.”

Jason pulled out and rammed his rock-hard shaft back into her tight pussy, grinding his hips, testing her readiness to ensure he wouldn’t hurt her before he pulled back and finally, finally let go. Hips pistoning, he pounded his length over and over again, plunging her depths like a conquering warrior.

Bella let out a surprised, strangled scream as another sharp climax blew through her like a blowtorch. She braced her hands on the headboard in front of her to keep her body from moving as Jason used the full power of his body to continue to drive into her.

Bella chanted Jason’s name over and over. Her muscles tightened and released as she rode the crest of her explosion. The slight bite of pain of his enormous cock pushing into her tight pussy made her edgy, filling her with a desire for more. Pleasure and pain blended so seamlessly that they culminated in a fire so hot she was burning alive.

“So good, Jason, you feel so good. Please don’t stop.”

A primitive need to claim her pounded in his bloodstream, demanding he take her, leaving him unable to do anything but give over to the overwhelming need. Jason drove every inch of his hard cock into her, hips slamming over and over, a continuous pounding that matched the frantic rhythm of his heartbeat.

Their skin glistened with sweat, and Jason watched her pale skin shimmer in the early morning light as he tightened his grip on her hips, forcing her to take all of his invading cock over and over again.

“Come again,” Jason finally managed to get out, growling in pleasure so acute it bordered on insanity. “Come on me, baby. Let me feel you. Come again, Bella.”

Bella’s body shuddered, and she gripped the headboard so hard her knuckles were white with the strain. “Oh God, it’s too much.”

Jason continued to jerk her body back onto his cock as his hips pistoned forward fast and furious.

“It’s not too much. Never too much. Take it, baby. Come again. I’m gonna come. Come with me. Bella, come with me.” It was a plea and command in one.

Bella’s vision blurred as she gave herself over, eyes going blind, her whole body shook as absolute pleasure claimed her, making her scream. “I love you, Jason. Oh God, I love you. I love you!”

Jason’s grip tightened on her hips, holding her impaled on his shaft as her body bucked and shuddered against his, and he roared as the greatest pleasure he had ever known consumed him. Slamming forward to drive his cock up as far as it would go, he ground his hips and emptied himself inside her, spurting streams of fiery semen over and over into her womb.

Bella’s body hung limply in Jason’s grasp, her head hitting the mattress. Jason rolled to his side, taking her with him, their slick bodies hitting the bed with a thud. Both of them struggled for breath, hearts beating wildly.

They lay there, covered in sweat like participants of battle, tired and beaten, and yet Jason had never felt better. In that moment it was as if everything in his life had simply clicked into place and became utterly perfect. It was like being one with her, and he couldn’t bring himself to leave the haven of Bella’s body. He lay there, his large body spooning her, still buried deep inside Bella, almost in the same position where they had begun.

Hearts slowed, breath came easier.

They hadn’t used a condom. For the first time they had been together they hadn’t used any protection, and Jason couldn’t force himself to give a damn. He had made love to his woman. Never before had he fucked a woman without protection before.

Christ, nowadays you have to all but boil and disinfect someone in order to fuck them without a rubber.

Until Bella.

Nothing could have prepared Jason for the feeling of being flesh to flesh with her. He felt a primitive satisfaction that surprised the hell out of him. When she had challenged him, demanding that he fuck her or let her go, he had felt something inside of him snap.

Hell no, letting her go was not an option.

He had been so careful with her, wanting to show her his softer side, prove to her that he could love her gently, tenderly like she deserved, but she had challenged the beast within him and had taken everything he had to give and more. Damn it, he felt like beating a fist against his chest, letting out a war cry, and doing it all over again. Maybe it was better because he loved her, but the feeling was indescribable.

Christ, he loved her. Body, heart, and soul. She had become his world. And she had said she loved him, too. Not wanting to leave her body, he had to force himself to slowly pull out of her heat and roll her onto her back so he could see her face. He wanted, no, he needed to see the truth in her eyes.

As Jason leaned over her, gray eyes searching, he seemed wary with an uncertainty she had never seen before. There before her was hope, apprehension and a longing that took her breath away.

“Did you mean it?” Jason’s low rumble was so soft she barely heard it.

She knew what he meant. She knew she had screamed out her love for him when she came, unable to contain the words inside her as they came together in passion. Her own eyes filled with tears as she met silver swirling with emotion. Bella reached her hand up to stroke the side of Jason’s face. God help her, she loved this man with everything in her. Jason’s eyes closed briefly as he pressed his face fully into her palm before opening once again, eyes now flat, holding back the emotional storm she had seen just seconds before.

Courage, have courage.

“I love you, Jason,” Bella whispered, her voice shaking with feeling. “I love you so much it scares me.” His nostrils flared, and his gray eyes darkened with emotion. “You make me feel normal. I’m not broken with you. I can’t even begin to tell you what you mean to me. I never thought I could feel this way. I love you.”

Need sparked to life deep inside Jason. A need he didn’t know he would ever feel. Need of this woman by his side.

Forever.

“Marry me.”

Bella’s eyes went wide, her lips forming a perfect
O
. Jason’s jaw clenched and released.
Shit
, he didn’t mean to just blurt it out like that, but now that he had, there was no going back. The seconds ticked by like hours as he waited for an answer.

Bella tried to speak, swallowed, then whispered, her voice small, “Do you…do you love me?”

All of the tension he was feeling was released in a laugh. “Bloody hell, woman, I want you to marry me! Yes, I love you. I wouldn’t ask if I dinna love you, lass. Bella…” Jason struggled to find the right words. Damn it, he would do this right. He knew she needed the words and he was determined to give them to her.

“I know that this is fast, but I do love you. I love you so much I can barely breathe sometimes. I’m a hard man, but you make me feel alive again. You make me want to be a better man. I know I’m not good with telling you how I feel, but do I love you. And I won’t hesitate to tell you every day. You’ve become my world, and I don’t want to live another day without you knowing I want you for my wife. Say yes, Bella, just say yes, and I will love you for the rest of our lives.”

Bella smiled, and the tears overflowed. “Yes,” she whispered.

“Oh God, yes! Yes!” she yelled as she flung herself up at him.

Jason fell forward into her tight embrace. Like a dream, he shifted his large body, spreading her thighs wide, and slipped inside her again.

Bella’s breath caught as she felt him push deep. Her body was slick from their earlier love play, and he slid in easily, her body accepting him as if she were made just for him.