UNTOUCHABLE (Siri's Saga Book 1) (24 page)

There's that word again.
"But you thought I was a whore."

"What? NO! I don't care how many men you have… could have fucked before me, I only want to be your last." He studies my expression. "But…."

"There's that damn word again! Fuck, Aurei, spit it out… But what?"

"To be your first. You're a virgin! Damn!" My passion turns to anger instantly and I tense my body. "You really are innocent and I am anything but innocent."

Putting my hands on his chest and raising my knees, I push hard and try to buck him off. "Fuck you! You should be fucking honored!"

"Whoa! Hang on, Wild Thang!" He maintains control, flattening me, pinning me down, while I fight him. "Get off me!"

"Stop fighting. Be still."

"GET OFF ASSHOLE!" I shout.

His face gets deadly serious. "NO! You'll leave me in anger." He pins my arms down and pulls them tight over my head again, pinning my head between them so my face is still. "Calm down!"

He leans to kiss me. "I bite, motherfucker!"

He stops, watching my raging expression. "Wild Thang, you make my heart sing. Why are you so angry?" He nibbles my neck and my pussy betrays me. "Tell me. Be honest."

"Because, Asshole! You act like I didn't know I was a fucking virgin. Like you're going to STEAL it from me because I'm too stupid and 'innocent' to know what the fuck I want and who the fuck I want to finally fuck!" He stops nibbling, thinking about what I said then looks back into my wild eyes. "Aurei, I want
you
to take my virginity. I
give
it to
you
.
I choose
you
. I know I won't regret it. No matter what happens in the future between us."

"But Siri." I growl trying to shake my head between my arms, frustrated. He continues softly. "You don't know me. I have secrets you should know about before you decide to give this to me."

"I know enough. I know that you're good and decent. I know you're an officer. You're smart, witty, funny, clever, and talented. You have good friends that think the world of you. You have a gay sister that you are unashamed of. Plus you're the most handsome, gorgeous man I have ever laid eyes on, who has turned my whole fucking world upside down in less than a fucking week! THAT has NEVER happened before!" He kisses my lips lightly and I let him. "Truthfully, Aurei, I knew you were going to be the one, the first time our eyes locked as the elevator doors squeezed closed; Sunday morning. It just took your kiss to seal the deal."

He smiles and his eyes crinkle. "I knew too."

"My virginity is my call."

"No. It's our call. Listen, Siri, I want us to work. If you fucked for fun, this wouldn't be so important. Fucking would be one of those things that we did while we got to know each other, but you don't. It's valuable to you. You have protected it all this time. I respect that." He kisses my nose. "That blows my mind, Baby Thang." He kisses my eyes. "That's why I said 'but' because you should know everything about me before you give it to me. I have secrets and some people would say they are dark secrets." He hangs his head then rolls off onto his back, letting me go.

I follow him, rolling on top, straddling his abs, I sit on him. "Aurei, hear me. Are you listening to me? Look at me. This is important." He opens his eyes and I hold his captive. "I've waited for someone like you all my life to take what is only mine to give. You hesitate because
you
don't know
me
. You don't know
who
I am. I am NOT innocent. Far from it. I have secrets too. Big ones! That's why you couldn't connect in Vegas. And a lot of people say my secrets are dark too. But I say fuck dark secrets! They are only dark until the light of truth shines on them. We are human. We are organic. We are animals. We are who we are. Listen to me. Hear me. This is me speaking rationally, not emotionally." I kiss his lips lightly and he lets me. "Many,
many,
MANY males, and a few females, have tried and failed to tame my tail. More than you could possibly know. But I have always said no. Why? Because I knew in my heart here." I tap my human heart at my breast. "And here." I tap my Blue Lovers Heart at my pussy. "That there was …
you
." I pound his heart with my fist. "I knew I would find you." I suck his bottom lip. "If you want me, take me. I'm yours."

"Oh, I want you!" He says and flips me over. "I've never wanted anyone as badly as I want you." He thrusts his tongue inside my mouth and possesses me and I suck it down deep into my throat and massage it. He moans but pulls away.

"But…." I add hearing it unspoken.

"But you're a
virgin
."

"I'm not like other women." I tell him echoing his own words. I reach up and pull his head back down to my lips. I kiss him, sticking my tongue into his mouth. He grabs it and sucks it. When he draws back, we are both breathless again. "All that says about me is that I'm a disciplined person. My virginity
is
special to me. I haven't fucked any Tom, Dick, or Harry who wanted it. I love myself. I respect myself. I haven't betrayed myself. But I'm not innocent to sex. I love sex! Sex is a part of who I am. Sex is
what I do
! If you've seen me dance, you know that, but there is more you don't know. I have secrets too." I reach up to peck his lips. "Aurei, I'm not afraid of your secrets."

He rolls to the side and lays his body full length against mine, resting his head on his elbow he studies my face, pushes my hair behind my ear as he absorbs what I have said. Then he kisses me again, not on my mouth, but all over my face. Sweet butterfly kisses. "Sweet Wild Thang. What a surprise you are." After a few moments, he stops. "But…." Then he starts kissing me everywhere, stopping my anger before it starts.

"But … your secrets are complicated?" I say, breathless.

"Umm hmm." He continues to kiss.

"It's ok. I'm complicated too." I sigh.

"I'll say!" He chuckles softly.

"You have
NO
idea!" I say giggling, rolling my eyes.

"But I not only have dark complicated secrets, my whole situation is complicated. There is more to me than meets the eye. You should know."

"There is more to me than meets the eye too." I roll onto my side too, facing him. I take his cock in my hand and stroke it casually. "Look, you can't deny our chemistry either."

"No I can't. I've tried. I've never felt this way about anyone, Siri. You've changed everything for me. And now, this complicates it."

"No secret is too complicated for two hearts that choose to be together, Aurei. It's the choice that makes it work."

He looks away, then smiles and hangs his head.

"There is nothing complicated about our chemistry. There is nothing complicated about you right here." I tap his heart.

"No." He agrees. "… I'm really a simple man."

"Hmm." Lynard Skynard's lyrics of "Simple Man" sung by Shinedown starts to play in the back ground of my mind. I stroke, slowly, while I hum the song to him. He looks down on my face and the intensity of his expression makes my heart melt. "I'm trouble, I know." I stroke him to the song watching his face. "You've found your woman, I promise you." He closes his eyes. I kiss his chest all over, nipping it. "You can do this … just try." I tap his chest. "What does your heart say?" He opens his eyes, and I know. I can read it in them. "Come. Be satisfied, Simple Man. Find yourself in me. I am not afraid of you, or your fucking dark secrets."

His emerald green gaze controls me as he rolls on top, bracing his upper body with his arms and straddling me. He kisses every part of me completely again and again, taking total possession. At my breasts, he drops onto his elbows, and cups them with his hands, pushing them up to his lips as he kisses them, caressing, loving them. He drives me crazy wild again. I arch my back and moan. He slides his mouth down to my tummy, nipping and biting. My hips arch to meet him. He slides his hands under my butt and squeezes them to the rhythm of his kisses as he continues to slide slowly down to my blue Lovers Heart. When he reaches it, he hovers over it, staring, thinking about everything I've said. He pulls one hand out from under my butt, and runs his fingers around the outside, tracing the heart again and again, caressing it. His voice is husky with passion. "This is mine."

"Yes. You asked why blue. I chose blue because it means pure, honest love."

He pushes off me in a push-up, then puts his knees between my legs and pushes them up, parting them as he moves back over my body, putting his eyes even with mine. His stare bores into my soul. He says very softly. "Siri, you are right. There is no secret too complicated for hearts that choose to be one. And there's nothing complicated about what to do with a woman like you for a simple man like me."

"Satisfy me." I whisper as I look into the face of this man I hardly know, but I know I can't live without. Secrets or no secrets.
I want Moore!

He drops his head to my chest. His lips to my skin. He opens his mouth and lays his tongue on me, feeling my heart beat with my lust for him. Moving his lips on my skin, he says, "I want this to be mine too." He cups his lips and sucks hard, marking my heart as his. I gasp at the pain, but
it hurts so good.
I put my hands in his hair and pull him to my lips. "Forever…Moore."

Chris Brown's "Forever" replaces the song in my head as I kiss him and he enters the zone. He slides his penis up and down in a fucking motion, caressing my clit until I almost cum from pressure pleasure. I moan and moan, sucking his tongue, making love to his mouth.

He pulls away, leaning his weight on one arm, and with the other he prepares us. Again, he saturates himself with my juices. "Siri, I want you."

"Aurei, take me! I am yours."

"Umm." His throat moans as he thrusts himself firmly past my virginity into my vagina. "Io sono tua."

The resistance is minimal, and I moan with the thrust.
Oh my fucking Golden God! You feel so good inside me!

He slowly withdraws and stops, unsure, hesitating, listening, as I gasp a breath of blissful air. "Ah, don't stop, baby." I moan. I grab his ass with both hands and push him into me. "Go, baby, go!"

He starts to move and his rhythm takes me up to heaven. He lays on me, covering my body completely with his. His skin sets me on fire. I bury my face in his neck. My hands feel him fucking me. He fucks slowly, deeply, with full thrusts that penetrate me perfectly to my core. His muscles constrict and flex and my body responds matching him, making me moan and cry out.

He pauses then pulls away.

Panting, I look at his face.
His gorgeous face
smiles then he places kisses on my face forming a heart. He starts on the left side of the bridge of my nose and ends sucking my bottom lip pulling it out. He repeats the pattern of kisses on the right side. When he sucks my bottom lip again, he whispers. "Your hearts belong to me?"

"Both!" I reassure him.

"But…" He breathes in my ear. "I want more."

I can barely breathe much less answer him, but I manage to ask. "More?"

"Umm hmm." He kisses my neck, then starts down my chest to a nipple. "I want all of you." He licks and flicks.

My body is so on fire, and the blood is pounding so loud in my ears, I can hardly hear him. "All … of … me?" I manage to push out.

"Umm hmm." He nibbles my nipple sending me out of my mind. "I want your body too."

I grasp his back and try to pull him into me. "Me too." I moan the words.

He moves to the other nipple. "Your body belongs to me?"

I squirm and claw at his back. "Yes!" I almost scream the word. My passion has made me crazy.

"And your mind?" He starts his way back up my chest to my face covering me with kisses. "Will your mind stay true to me?" He kisses my lips, caressing my face with his thumbs, then putting our noses together, he turns my eyes to his and I stare into his deep, emerald green pools. "I want all of you … forever." He whispers, holding my eyes as I breathe his breath. The depth of his gaze draws me in and I become aware more of him than of my own desire.

Taking my hands from his back, I push them between us to his face. I place my thumbs on the bridge of his nose and trace a heart over his face to his lips. "Aurelius, my heart, my body, my mind, all of me is yours. They belonged to you the first time I laid eyes on you. It's irrational I know, but it was straight line, not curved." He smiles at that statement. "And as far as forever goes, I don't know if that's honestly possible."

He closes his eyes, furrowing his brow, and taking a deep breath.

"But I will guarantee I'll be yours as long as I need to breathe because you stole my breath and I cannot breathe without you."

He opens his eyes and smiles. "Your honesty is refreshing."

"So hear me when I say, I will not leave you no matter your dark secrets. Together we will work whatever it is out. I know that old saying, the devil is in the details, but there is no devil. There are only details. There is only you and me." I reach up and suck his bottom lip. "Don't torture yourself. Consciously commit to what we have found with each other. There is only the present and it is a gift to be cherished with every breath. If you want, we will call it: Forever."