Diana's craft spun crazily, plainly hit, while the new vehicle swooped toward them-heading for the fighter that had been strafing the other side of the camp. Diana's craft recovered, then flew slowly, awkwardly, back in the direction of the city and the Mother Ship, escorted by the other alien ship. As Juliet and the others watched, the newcomer tailed them almost out of sight, firing steadily, then, turning, came back to the camp.
Limping, Juliet started toward the alien craft, conscious again of that odd arms-length impulse. "Mr. Donovan," she said coolly, "it's good to see you. You have a knack for knowing when to drop in." Other fighters were collecting around them.
"Yeah," Donovan said. "You're lucky Sancho managed to figure out where the firing button was in that baby." Elias and Brad were lifting a nearly unconscious man out of the craft. His battered face managed a grin as Donovan gave him a "V" sign. Robin Maxwell climbed out of the passenger seat, looking considerably more chastened than the last time Juliet had seen her.
"Ms. Parrish, have you seen my Dad and Mom?" "No," Juliet said. "Has anyone seen Robert Maxwell?"
In front of him was a small shed that held canned goods and other supplies. Maxwell rubbed blearily at his eyes, trying to focus. There was a splotch of blue draped on a picnic table under the overhang of the shed. Blue, Robert thought fuzzily. My favorite color. He remembered Kathleen complaining once, because every birthday he gave her a sweater, always a blue one ...
She lay sprawled across the picnic table, legs dangling. Dark blood pooled on the table, oozed down her thighs from the gaping maw that had been her stomach. Her face was streaked with crimson, but her green eyes opened as he lifted her. "Kathy? Where are the girls? Are they okay?"
He put his face against her forehead, feeling the spattered silk of her hair. "Oh, God, Kathy! This wasn't supposed to happen." Sobbing, Maxwell cradled her head against him, rocking back and forth. "No ... no ..."
Time slowed, stopped, narrowed to this one moment, the urge to shelter his wife, hold her against the inevitable. It didn't take long. He knew immediately when it was finally over; her body was heavy in his arms ... so heavy.
When he finally released her, staring into her empty, fixed, and huge pupils was like looking down into an eternity of darkness. He reached out and closed her eyes quickly, unable to stand looking at that loneliness. Carefully he lowered her body to the table, then took off his jacket, placing it gently over her face. Something bumped his side, and he looked down to see the pistol in its holster. It seemed an eternity since he'd buckled it on in preparation for the raid this morning.
My fault, he thought, looking at his wife's covered form, then at the desolate camp. All mine. Kathy's dead. My little girls ... the people who trusted me ... He thought of Robin, helpless in that damned ship, and cursed himself with a bitterness that seared his entire being. I cannot live like this, he thought. I just can't.
The gun slid into his hand, cool, heavy, and comforting. Absently he clicked the safety off, staring into the little round darkness at the end of the muzzle, the darkness that promised relief from this guilt, this pain, then his finger found the trigger.
Maxwell turned, the gun slipping from his hand, to see Polly running awkwardly toward him, carrying Katie. Both girls were sobbing, but obviously unhurt. "Katie! Polly! Oh, God!" He raced toward them, caught them in his arms. They cried together, clutching each other, and then, miracle of miracles, Robin was somehow there too.
MIKE DONOVAN STARED INCREDULOUSLY AT JULIET PARRISH. "What do you mean, `It sounds like we'd better focus our attention on destroying as many of the Mother Ships as we can . . .'? Are you crazy, Doc? Haven't you been listening to what I just told you? They've got thousands ... thousands ... of our people on board! People they've kidnapped! Destroy the Mother Ships, and they go with 'em!"
"Yes, I understand," Juliet said, not looking at him. She was watching the camp evacuation that was under way. "Elias! Get those trucks out! The ammunition ones go first! And, Mr. Donovan, we'll try, of course, to find a way to get them off the ships, but-"
"To save millions-even billions-that are still here on Earth. I don't like it either, not a bit-but we may not have a choice!" She gestured to someone behind Mike, shouting, "Now the lab equipment. And get started on the wounded!"
Mike stood in the center of the compound, watching her limp away, conscious of a strong feeling of deja vu that he couldn't quite identify. His gaze wandered past her to a group of stretchers waiting to be loaded into a truck, and, seeing a familiar brown head among the wounded, he sprinted over.
Fran Leonetti looked pale, her arm and side swathed in bandages, but she turned her head as Donovan ran up. Josh stood by her side. "Hi, Mike," she said. "I got hit during the attack, but Juliet Parrish and Josh toted me off the battlefield before anything more permanent happened. Where's Tony? "
Mike felt a pang of guilt, realizing he'd completely forgotten Tony Leonetti's death during the rush to reach the camp. Looking down at Fran, he knew suddenly that he'd hesitated a moment too long. Her brown eyes were slightly fogged, probably by painkillers, but they didn't leave his face. "Bad news?" she asked in a small voice. "Mike? Tell me."
Donovan swallowed, then picked up her unbandaged hand and held it gently. "I'm sorry, Fran. They'd beefed up their security patrols, and they nailed us. Knocked me out. When I woke up, a couple of 'em helped me get off the ship, but said they couldn't get to Tony. When I could, I sneaked back aboard to find him, but it was ... too late."
"Yeah. God, I'm sorry, Fran. I can't ever say how much." The grief that he'd repressed threatened to overwhelm him now. He swallowed heavily, trying to keep his breathing steady. If he gave way an inch, he had a feeling he'd be unable to stop-and Fran needed him. He held her hand in both of his, wishing he could put his arms around her, but the bandages forestalled him.
"It hurts . . ." Fran sounded as much surprised as griefstricken. "God, Mike, it's making a real pain inside me. Now I know why they talk about heartache ... broken hearts ... Oh, it hurts!" Tears were running down her face, but she didn't seem to realize it. "He was only twenty-eight ... three years younger than I am. Things were going so well. Did you know we were talking about starting a family? I didn't want to be pregnant in the summer, so we were gonna wait a couple of months ..."
"What about the lizard go-cart over there?" Brad asked, jerking his chin at the Visitor squad vehicle. "Juliet said we should move it down and hide it in the woods near headquarters. You're the only one can fly that thing."
Josh looked up. "I'll ride with you, Fran, if they don't mind. I'm awfully sorry to hear about your husband ..." "Yeah, I think we can scrunch you in," Elias said.
Mike got up and walked toward the squad vehicle through the carnage of the wrecked camp. We won this one, he thought, they didn't get the lab equipment, and we've got weapons. But it's only starting, and already the price has been so high ...
STANLEY AND LYNN BERNSTEIN LOOKED UP FROM THEIR DINNER AT the knock on their back door. Favoring his bandaged arm, Stanley went over to peek out the window, then opened the door hastily. "Robert!"
"I remember," Robert said. "But the resistance needs your help." "What?" Lynn said blankly, then turned to her husband in bewilderment.
"Are you out of your mind?" Lynn was on her feet now. "Robert, I don't like what's happening either, but we've been arrested once already. Look at him." She indicated her husband. "He's the one who has really suffered. They tortured him! He didn't know anything that could have helped thembut they did it anyway! The only reason they let us go was that our son-my son-is an informer. They wanted to stay on his good side. We meant nothing to them!"
Robert looked at her for a long, long moment. When he spoke, his voice broke hoarsely. "Lynn, three days ago they killed Kathleen. My little girls have no mother anymore. If I die, my kids will have nobody. But I've decided that even so, it won't be so bad to have to die myself if that means others ... thousands, maybe millions of others ... can be saved. Some fights are worth even terrible personal loss and risk, and this is one of them!" He looked back at her, his dark eyes very serious. "Please, Lynn ... reconsider."
My dear family. It's painful knowing I won't share the
days ahead with you. I pray that I am the only one who
will be taken today. It hurts to know that I'll not see your
faces anymore. Already I am missing you ... Stanley, my
son ... Lynn, who is as dear to me as the daughter I
never had, and Daniel, for whom I worry the most. But I am too old to run away this time. What I must do is to
stay instead, to show I have faith in what is right.
You may think that an old man wouldn't be afraid to die, but this old man is very frightened. I keep hoping that I'll find a little of my wife's dignity and strength, but so far I am as frightened as a child who fears the dark. Yet I am determined.
We must fight this darkness that is threatening to engulf us. Each of us must be a ray of hope. We must each do our part, and join with all the others until each ray joins together to become a blinding light, triumphant over the dark. Until that task is accomplished, life here on Earth will have no purpose, no meaning. We cannot live as helpless victims.
Your mother and I will march beside you ... holding hands again. We'll sing your song of victory-you'll feel us in your hearts. Our spirits will be
LITTLE KATIE MAXWELL WOULD ALWAYS REMEMBER THE DAYS IMmediately following the attack on the mountain camp as being a time of tears. A great many of them had flowed from her own young eyes. The four-year-old felt certain that her momma would somehow magically reappear. Several times Katie seemed to hear the warm, safe, familiar voice or glimpse a promising shadow, but disappointment always followed. And Katie felt a deep ache expanding inside her little chest and behind her eyes.
Then came the strange and sad night when her father Robert held her tightly as they watched the long box being lowered into the earth. Katie was told that it contained her mother. Katie was very worried that her momma wouldn't be able to breathe down in there.