"Many.
"For example?"
"For exampleâlet me see." She sinks her chin into her palm. The two of them are sitting cross-legged on the rumpled bed. "I saw the face of a woman irresistibly attractive to menâa face that will haunt the dreams of a whole parade of youths unfortunate enough to cross her path. I suspect, Augustin, that I shall be a breaker of many hearts."
"What conceit!"
"I don't think so. You asked me to tell you what I saw and I told youâobjectively, too." She pouts a little, but he knows she is not displeased.
"There is something else in your face, Nastasia Filippovna, but I wonder if I should tell you what it is."
"Please, please, Augustin. I must know. I simply have to know."
"I wonderâ"
"No, Augustin. That's not fair. You have to tell me."
"Well, all right. But don't be cross if you don't like it."
"What is it?"
"Somethingâtwo-faced."
"What are you talking about?"
"There is something doubledâ"
"I don't understand."
"Something in you that shows two aspectsâjust a minute, damnit, let me explain." She is practically on top of him, panting into his face. "I would say something soft and something hard, something warm and something cold, somethingâ" And as he says this, he peers at her closely, studies each feature, then tightens his lips as he searches for the right words. "Some side of you that will be hurt and another side that will hurt."
"Go on! Go on!"
"It's hard. Let me see. Something of Mama and something of Vava. A part of you that's a girl and another part that's a boy. A romantic and a revolutionary. A peasant and a scholar. A person who is simple and a person who is complex."
"A sister and a brother?"
"Yes. A nice nuisance. A bothersome cat."
"Well, I like all of it except the last two." Her fingers explore the sides of her face, stroke her cheeks as if she is sculpting them from clay. "Yes, Augustin, I think you have grasped something of my nature. And you are the only one who does."
Their faces move together, their lips meet. Their mouths press, glow, tingle. For a moment they feel they may succumb to forbidden desire. Augustin presses in closer. Isabelle shuts her eyes, feels her head grow warm as her lips begin to part. Augustin draws away. There are droplets of sweat beneath his nose.
A
few minutes later, dressed in a boy's shirt and pantaloons, Isabelle goes to the garden. She finds Vladimir on hands and knees, weeding among the cacti, and Vava, leaning on his rake, speaking with bravado of his future gardening plans.
"We shall put the Arizona rhizomes in a row over there," he says with a wild flourish of his arm.
"This plot will cost me thousands, but I'll get it all back by spring. In Paris they're paying a fortune for anything that smells good. It's the same all over the world. People stink, women find themselves turning foul, and something must be done. Even in Argentinaâimagine, Argentina!âthere are fools who will pay anything, five, ten, twenty pounds an ounce for a new smell. It's madness, like paying a fortune for a hat or a dress. The idiots give bottles of the stuff to their mistresses, but, and this is the point, a different aroma to each one. Otherwise they couldn't tell them apart. In circles where people devote themselves to fornication, the motto should be 'Follow Your Nose'!"
Vava gives out with an enormous laugh of cynicism and spite. For more than fifteen years he has poured money into his majestic scheme to be purveyor of odors to the world. He has dreams that bottles of his preciously distilled aromatics will find their way into the boudoirs of the Faubourg St.-Germain and the palaces of St. Petersburg. He has engaged a print shop in Geneva to make up ten thousand labels embellished with an imaginary coat of arms. A fortune's worth of crystal bottles lies in crates in the cellar where former owners kept casks of wine. Every few years he travels back to Russia with a trunk containing samples of his wares. The bottles that aren't broken by the time he arrives at the Finland Station are left off at expensive shops to encourage extravagant orders that never come. The Persians (and how he curses them!) have beaten him at this game. He has not the salesman's easy wit, nor enough sense to offer his clients jars of caviar. He must look, thinks Isabelle, like a lunatic, flying down the streets of St. Petersburg, screaming curses against Persians under his breath, coattails flying, hat blowing, his pockets filled with those ludicrous bottles whose labels have been pasted on askew by Vladimir.
On his last trip, discouraged and broken, he spoke with a lawyer about suing the Persian representative. The man began to laugh.
"His practices are unfair," said Vava.
"There is no law against that," he was told.
When he returned home he was nearly in tears. "Nothing means anything," he wailed as he rode back to Meyrin in a hired coach, Isabelle and Vladimir on either side. "Impossible to do business with these horrible Russians. They are intoxicated with religion and money and they stink like hell. I tell you, though, this garden is a fortune. We must plow under the old plants, bring in new ones from America, Australia. Damn the cost! Someday we'll have a scent that will set them reeling, and then, ha! We can spit in Mother Russia's face. We'll refuse to sell to them. All contracts with our concessionaires will carry one nonnegotiable clauseâif one bottle, one drop, ever finds itself inside Holy Russia, then the penalty will be ten times the royalty, and the concessionaire will have ninety days to liquidate his stock. I can see them now, plotting ways to make me relent, and, when I refuse, to steal away the formulae. On the train down from Warsaw I was thinking about how we'd work. We must have a warehouse in Geneva, an old home, perhaps, totally secure, bars on the windows, one set of keys, with Nicolasâhe has a head for businessâkeeping track of everything from an office above. I hear that workers in the South African diamond mines must pass a physical search before they're dismissed from work. A good idea! By the way, did the new retorts arrive from London? I've thought up a new combination we must try at onceâ" On and on, raving like a maniac, all the way back to Villa Neuve, while Vladimir searched Vava's face with his usual dutiful expression, and Isabelle stared straight ahead and wondered how long it would be before the old man would totally crack up.
She is thinking of that mad ride, and the nights he spends in his "office" converted from a sitting room for servants (whom he refuses to employ), pouring over his manuals of chemistry, boiling up new concoctions. Sometimes, so exhausted by the time he locks his precious notebooks away, he confuses flasks of his half-made perfumes with his always available flask of vodka, and has to spit out the horrid oily substance in a stream of curses against competitors he is sure are plotting to steal his work.
She loves him, though, in spite of his insanity. He has spent hours teaching her languages, has made certain that by the age of fifteen she is fluent in Russian, German, Arabic and French. He has taught her how to ride like a jockey, to work out massively complicated problems in trigonometry and algebra, to recite Pushkin until she can do so without a pause in a deep, sonorous, masculine growl that always leaves her exhausted and her clothing soaked with sweat.
For all his terrible displeasure with the world, his conviction that conspiracies are everywhere, his insults about everyone or anything that is accepted or acceptable, his morose nihilism, his scorn, his sarcasm, his drunkenness, his insane demonic rages, he is capable, too, at times, of great good humor. He tells stories with riotous climaxes, anecdotes filled with double meanings, and plays rough practical jokes such as putting a mouse inside someone's chest of clothes.
It is this sort of thing that makes it impossible for Isabelle to hate him despite the fact that she believes he has crushed her mother's spirit. For though he shouts at Old Nathalie, curses her, shows her contempt, there are times, too, when he makes her laugh, breaks through her blank staring into space and makes her sweet face wrinkle with glee. Obviously he adores her, and just as obviously he finds it difficult to demonstrate his adorationâin fact he usually demonstrates it by acting as if she's the most loathsome object in his sight.
Except for Vladimir, her brothers seem to detest him, yet they are careful to act meekly when he's around. He can beat any of them at riding, running, wrestling and any and every feat of strength, and his intellect, though applied to the ridiculous scheme to produce perfume, is massive in comparison with theirs.
Vladimir seems to adore him, to hang on his every word, though he, too, has his moments of rebellion. But he is a strange boy, full of sideways glances and whimpers and bowed-head obedience. Though Isabelle loves him well for his tenderness with her, and the way he seems to soothe their mother, who can often be seen stroking his hair as he lies on the floor beside her, head resting like a dog's in her gentle lap, still she does not really feel she can speak to him beyond the everyday matters that concern people who share the same house.
Nicolasâhe is mysterious, constantly away in the city, with friends who, she understands from vague references and overheard whispers, are Russian students, members of anarchist groups. They plot acts of terror and treason against the czar, and in their cramped rooms in the place Bourg-de-Four, smoke opium, make licentious love, and are moved to tears by the thought of the Russian peasant masses so oppressed. She wants to know him, he fascinates her, she needs to penetrate his mystery. But he remains aloof, evades her questions, and she is reduced to spying on him, hovering about outside his window as he chats in whispers with Vladimir and Augustin, or scribbles away in notebooks which, when he is out and she discovers them, she finds have been inscribed in code.
Augustin is another matter. She looks at him now, slinking out of the house, trying to evade Vava's eye for fear he, too, will be handed a rake and forced to spend the day in the garden. Although he is five years older than Isabelle, he is her best friend, the brother for whom she feels both sisterly and brotherly love. But he is weakâshe sees that, knows she can always bend him to her will. They have sworn everlasting love, have even signed papers, elaborate detailed contracts, in which they swear they shall never be parted in their lives.
Their kisses are erotic and they like to touch. She especially likes to feel the hardness of his body against her own, and enjoys the times they visit each other's rooms to exchange massages, long deep probing of each other's flesh. On these occasions she peels off her shirt like a boy, making no effort to hide her small firm breasts. Once he touched them and they both laughed. She touched him back, laying her hand for a moment between his legs.
"P
ssst. Pssst. Nastasia." He is trying to get her attention from behind a corner of the house. She decides to ignore himâit will amuse her to watch him risk exposing his position in order to entice her to speak. She moves a few feet away, hears him whispering again, louder, more frantic, and then a quick shuffling of footsteps as Vava turns, looking for the source of the hiss.
"Joining us today?" he asks, frowning at Isabelle, taunting her with his finger crooked. "You've been standing there too longâif you'd given us that time we'd already be finished with the row."
"I'm going inside to studyâthere's some verbsâ"
Vava shrugs, then joins Vladimir among the new Arizona rhizomes. She starts around the other side of the house, but before she is gone Vava turns to her and shouts: "Send out Augustin. That boy is lazy and today he promised to work."
She runs into her brother a moment later, starts to exclaim, but he puts his finger to his lips.
"Shhhh."
"But it's your turn today."
"The hell with it."
"Come on, dear Prince. Your services have been demanded."
"Let's go for a walk."
"Where?"
"Beyond Chancy. To France. To Bellegarde."
She thinks a moment. "Yes," she says, "let's leave at once." They slip down the drive, cross the moat that surrounds the garden and then are off down the road, walking side by side, swinging their arms, analyzing, as they often do, the strangeness of their family.
"Sometimes I think Mama will collapse." Augustin, who loathes physical exercise, is already panting as they mount a modest hill. "She seems so calm, so impassive in the middle of all the storms, but if you look closely you'll see a slight tremblingâher eyelids, sometimes her lips."
"She hardly touches the piano."
"Especially, notice, since Vava's had it fixed."
"She doesn't resent himâthat's what I don't understand. Nothing upsets her. The angrier he gets at some imagined slight, the more she smilesâso gently that it enrages him more."
"I've heard him crying in their room. And when she barricades the door, he whimpers outside, begging to be let in."
"Do you suppose theyâyou knowâ?"
"What? Ohâthat. Well, probably. Doesn't everyone?"
"I don't know, of course."
"Well, don't ask me."
"Come on, Augustin. You know all about that."
He laughs.
"Well?"