Walker (Bad Boys of X-Ops #1) (11 page)

Her fingertips tested the veins ramped up all over my bulging shaft. “Is that kind of talking okay?”

“Yeah.” I held the back of her head, willing her to seal her mouth over me again.

That time her talk was dirty, and no way in hell did I try to shut her up.

But sucking. The sucking was damn good, too.

Her face moved lower between my thighs. She pressed out my legs and buried her lips around one of my balls.

My hoarse shout reverberated. The roasting heat inside her mouth pulled and pulled and pulled at me. I watched her move to my other testicle, my heart pounding out of my chest. She took the globe deep inside, stretching it taut and toying with it. Deep glugs chugged from her throat.

Her saliva from before and my preejaculate dripped down to my base and soaked my balls and her face and her fist, which she worked up and down my aching pole.

She left my sac dripping and went back to fast paced, filthy, wet face-fucking up and down my cock. The angle into her throat was insane, her speed when she enveloped me followed by the slow suck back up excruciating.

If this was how I died tonight I had no complaints.

Every single muscle in my body hummed like a livewire, connected, stretched to the max, one taut moment away from snapping.

Jade dug her short nails into my thighs, sometimes pulling at the hairs there.

I liked it.

She ran her palms up my contracting abdomen and shifted me deep down her throat until her nose snuffled in the nest of my pubic hair.

When she came up for air, she took a quick breath then plunged straight down again, taking the thick girth into her throat. Her fingers sliding across my stomach, she dragged her nails into the deep muscular cuts that darted to my groin.

I liked that even more.

“
Uh
. Fuck yeah, Jade,” I husked out.

I liked it so fucking much it sent a sharp spark to the base of my spine. Come boiled in my balls. I wasn’t gonna warn her. Couldn’t. All I could do was rock into her mouth and grunt.

The woman didn’t need a warning anyway. She was a walking, talking warning.

One I had no intentions of heeding.

Blast after blast shot through the head of my cock. She loudly guzzled each pulse that landed on her tongue. I withdrew, hunching forward, holding her by her neck, and splattered her face and tits with the last jets of milky white seed.

I almost apologized for the facial. Hell, I almost collapsed on the bed. But Jade scooped the fluid from her cheeks and her chin, her neck and her breasts, hungrily licking every single drop and drinking it down.

After that little show, I had no problem getting it up again.

I pistoned my fist up and down my thickening cock, and it still shined from her mouth. She looked at me, surprise flickering in her glazed green irises before she pulled me down to her.

Her lips were hotter than ever. Her tongue on its own search mission to touch and taste every surface of my mouth. She tasted like come; I tasted like pussy. She mewled when I broke away just enough to part our lips.

My fingers skimmed down her body to a slit so swollen and wet she sucked my fingers quickly inside.

A growl punched out of my chest.

She gasped. “Round two?”

“Yeah.” My voice a rough, coarse echo.

I crawled above her, the crown of my cock surging toward her perfect cunt.

Halting just when the broad head kissed her dark red opening, I restrained myself. The muscles all over my body taxed out with the need to possess her fully, quickly, now. For-fucking-ever.

“You get the same medical work-up as me?” My low timbre was deep and thunderous.

“Yes.” She grasped my shoulders, pulling her body more open for me.

“You clean? On the pill.” I forced myself to hold back.

She bit the still sore mark at the crux of my shoulder and neck. “We’re protected. We’re safe. Fuck me raw.”

Despite her insatiable words, as soon as I began to thrust forward, Jade scurried out from under me with laughter trailing behind her, and I was left humping into empty air.

I whipped around to see her poised on her knees behind me.

“What in the fuck?”

She grinned. “You didn’t think it’d be that easy, did you? You want me, you’re going to have to work for it.”

Hide and Heat Seeking Missile. Oh, Wait. That’s Just My Cock.

I FLEW AT JADE, and she swung off the opposite side of the bed.

I caught her in the crosshairs of my glare, my chest heaving, my neck corded, my cock one big rigid length rising from my groin. “You’re fast. I’ll give you that.”

“I know.” She smiled, racing to the other side every time I darted toward her.

She blew out of the screened-off area, tossing her hair over her shoulder with a come-hither glance.

I streaked after her—literally, fucking bare-ass-naked—keeping my footfalls soft and my eyes alert.

By the time I reached the center of the big room, she was nowhere to be seen.

The damn woman.

Silently casing the area, I tuned into any unusual noise. The hum from the computers sang at a slightly lower pitch than the refrigerator in the kitchen. Soft vibrations from the dimmed recessed lights overhead melded with the whir of the heating ducts. But there was something else.

From the corner, between the row of tall shuttered windows, I heard a quiet snuffle. Almost a breathless giggle.

Jade.

I ranged along the wall, out of sight. If I listened hard enough, I could probably hear her heart pounding in her chest.

I grinned, a white flash of teeth in dark skin, just before I jumped her where she hunched in on herself in the corner.

“Gotcha!” I boosted her into my arms, ignoring the twinge of pain from my shoulder. “You may be fast, but I’m quieter.”

“Not when you come.” She struggled, a futile attempt to escape.

“Your fault.” I flung her over my shoulder in a fireman’s hold.

The wriggling, biting, scratching mass slung over my frame didn’t bother me one bit. Jade was naked, her breasts squashed against my back, and every time she scored my flesh or nipped my skin, the jolt traveled straight to my cock that had no intentions of going down until I locked it tight inside her.

I slapped her ass a few times, striding back to the bed, chuckling when she squealed. “Told ya you weren’t quiet.”

I tossed
her onto the bed, prepared for a full-on attack and not one bit disappointed when she came at me, claws unsheathed. Sex with Jade was a full body contact sport. Wouldn’t have had it any other way as we wrestled. Tussled. Tried to gain the upper hand.

So hot.

Jade flipped me over in a deft move, yanking my arms over my head. “Just because you’re bigger than me doesn’t mean I can’t take you.”

I let her overpower me because . . . holy shit that was sexy.

I rocked my groin up, my hard-on making a loud wet slap against her slit. “Way bigger than you.”

Her mouth just above mine, she traced the line of my lips with her tongue.

I captured the tip, drawing it inside, suckling it. “I’m gonna fill you so good.”

“I’m going to
fuck you
so good.” Braced on my chest, flinging her hair back, she rose up and slammed down on my cock. “Oh yes! Deep. Oh, Jesus. That’s deep.”

My neck craned back. I nearly bit off the tip of my tongue at the sensation of her clasping me in her heated depths. Her swollen clit was an extra little tickle, rubbing wetly against the wide base of my dick.

Jade fucked exactly like she fought once she got over that first intrusion. Full force, and there was nothing impersonal about the way she swiveled, leaving my hard length standing straight up and straining, before she slid back down. Every languorous withdrawal, the imminent wait, then loud slap as she seated herself on my dick made her tits bounce and my cockhead belt against her womb.

Give up all my control to her? Fuck yes. In a heartbeat.

I strained to keep my head up, my eyes trained on her sexual bounce and retreat. Her body was a weapon. One that was gonna kill me in orgasm.

Can’t fucking wait.

I crunched up to sitting, my hands at Jade’s ass and hips, helping her twist up and down. My mouth fixed at her tits, biting and licking her raw.

Jade bucked on my lap, her head thrown back and her hands clasping my thighs behind her. I followed the damp trail of one drop of perspiration down her stomach to her clit I softly circled with my finger.

She was wet and wild. Loud and lascivious. Woman and warrior.

I pulled her hair around my wrist and brought her to me. With a savage snarl, Jade blindly found my mouth with a biting kiss. She humped up and down my cock, arching her pelvis and digging her heels at my hips, my ass, the base of my spine to draw me deeper.

I fucked into her, sweat pouring off me, the curve of my cock hitting just the right angle inside her.

I felt her. Her heat. Her strength. Her swelling depths clamping down when a tight scream broke free from her throat and her body arched backward over the arms I clamped around her waist.

She came like an inferno that nearly set me on fire. Shudders wracked up and down her slighter frame. Her slick insides flooded my deeply entrenched cock.

I kissed her quickly while she froze in ecstasy before I took control. My braid whipped against my hip when I manhandled her to all fours, never once disengaging from her.

When she was in place, her head hanging low, I pulled out. She reached back to draw me in, but I split her legs wide and huddled against her. My thighs hit hers, and my cock rapped between her pussy lips, stretching up the length of her belly. I bent her slowly down with my hand gliding up the length of her sinuous back. Head down. Ass up. I kissed my way down her spine.

Arranged doggie style, Jade shuddered from head to toe. She looked over her shoulder and bit her lip. Reaching between her thighs, she peeled open the lips of her pussy.

“Fuck. Jade. I’m gonna come at you hard.” I gripped her hips.

“Do it.”

With a loud snarl, I rammed inside her. She screamed out, grabbing the headboard.

Pulling back, I reared up and lunged again. I jarred her across the mattress. My pelvis smacked against her ass. My weighty balls swung against her clit. Every fucking time I struck my cock into her, she bucked back with a high-pitched wail.

Her ass grew slippery, and our flesh squelched. Her cunt accepting my cock. Sucking it in. Milking and molding it. The hard hot raunchy sex turned animalistic.

My fingers squeezed her hips, and I gripped her so hard her skin turned red. Pulling her onto me, muscles bulging all over my body, I fucking cursed the need to come.

Wanted to stay inside Jade forever.

She bucked back, taking everything, taking all of me, begging for more, faster, harder.

I licked her neck and reamed her fast, halting with each womb-deep entry.

Her body whipped tight. Turning her face, she nipped my chin and bit my lips. Her mouth howled open, her body a hollow arch until the scream ripped from her throat.

Her stunning climax tossed me over the edge into the white-hot abyss where nothing existed except the harsh repeat of my roars and the fast refrain of my cock hammering into her contracting cunt.

Semen fountained out, my balls traveling almost into my body with each jerking spasm of come.

Christ.

I held Jade with my forearms crossed beneath her stomach, my breath beating against the nape of her neck as the sharp sting of my orgasm mellowed to deep, slow lunges where our wetness spread.

“I’m going to collapse,” Jade gasped out before her arms and legs gave way.

She lay on her stomach with me still plowed deep inside.

“You cannot still be hard. Seriously,” she groused from her crossed arms.

I gingerly dragged out of her, holding my breath as my cock throbbed in the cooling air. “Sorry.”

The fuck I was. She was leaking my come. She should do more of that.

“No, you’re not.”

“You got me.” Slipping down beside her, I kissed her lightly on the lips. “Knew you’d be a power fuck.”

“I bet you say that to all the girls.” She peeked out at me.

“Hardly. No one else can handle me like that.” Pulling her into my arms, I caged her against me. “No one but you.”

Relaxing against me after token resistance, Jade hummed against my neck.

I stroked her silky skin from the round curve of her hip to the indent of her waist and back again.

Brushing my lips against her ear, I whispered, “I sure hope Madge has ear plugs. You made one hell of a racket.”

“Oh God!” Jade rolled away from me. “I forgot about her. I have to check and make sure—”

“Whoa there.” Leaning up on an elbow, I tugged at her hand. “I set the alarms, closed the Fort Knox of shutters. No one can get in or out without us being alerted.”

“Do you think we could get cleaned up then?” she asked.

“You mean like shower together?” Now she’d piqued my interest.

Suddenly a slight flush darkened her cheeks, and she nodded.

Damn. A blush? That was a first. And it made Jade look less fierce and so pretty.

A long slow smile spread across my mouth.

In the shower, we were much quieter. We washed each other, taking gentle care of one another with no subterfuge, no superficiality. Two bodies long hardened by wars we fought for others. Hardened by battles we lost inside ourselves.
Hardened
by scars inflicted on us. Coming together.

Afterward, I carried her to the bed, both of us covered in towels that drifted to the floor. She slipped in, and I followed after her. But when I tried to pull her back against my chest, she turned cold and stiff instead of the warm woman I’d just bathed.

My hand dropped between us. “What is it?”

“I can’t . . .” Jade abruptly sat up on the side of the bed, curled over with her shoulders shaking.

“Hey.” Inching forward, I tried to drag her around to look at me. “Hey. What’s going on?”

“I don’t do this.” She hopped up, quickly pacing away from me. “We can’t do this!”

I jumped up after her. “It’s a little too late, don’t you think?”

She whirled on me, punching me back. “Damn you, Walker! Why couldn’t you just leave me alone?”

She kicked out at me, but I was going nowhere. I’d already proved that once tonight.

“You’re too much. Too close.” She swung another fist in my direction before her forehead puckered like a child’s, full of anger and . . . sadness? “You’re getting too close, and I can’t—” The hint of pain suddenly subsumed her, and she hunched over. “Don’t you get how bloody messed up this is?”

“You’re hiding something.” I reached a hand out to her, but she stepped back.

“No shit. So are you.”

“Aren’t we all?” Brushing the hair off Jade’s cheek, I cupped her face. “What happened to you that made you think you had to be so hard, so fearless?”

“I froze.” Her body stilled, her whisper broken.

“We all do.”

“I don’t know how much I can trust you, Walker.” Wary, wounded eyes lifted to mine.

I rubbed her cheeks with my thumbs. “You can trust me with everything.”

Suddenly it was true. She could trust me with her
life
.

Tears clouded her eyes, spiking on her lashes—the first time I’d even seen the woman break down. “I froze, and I lost an asset.”

“An asset?” I smoothed my hand to her neck, pulling her toward me. “You lost a person.”

“We were in Mexico.”

“We?” I asked.

“My team.” Her words tumbled out faster. “On protection detail. Guarding an important family who’d put a lot of money into cleaning up the streets, making the city a safer place to live. Get rid of the cartels. End the shootings.” She halted, swiping at her eyes. “We were with them, living on premises, for four months. You learn a lot about people after that amount of time. They become your own family. They had a daughter. Prettiest little thing. Bright, too. Four years old. She used to follow me everywhere she was allowed. And I . . .” Jade swallowed. “I played dolls with her. I never even played dolls when I was a little girl. I wanted to play with toy guns.

“Always pretended to work for Scotland Yard.”

I chuckled. I could just picture Jade as a child, making mischief everywhere she went. Sweeping my hand up and down her back, I held silent.

“She named a doll after me, her favorite one that had belonged to her mother. So old and well loved an eye had fallen off, and they’d replaced it with a black button. But she asked her mom to switch it to a green one.” Jade choked on the words. “She took that doll everywhere.”

Twin streams of tears ran down her cheeks.

My heart wrung inside my chest. I picked up a towel from the floor and tenderly wiped it across her face, but the tears didn’t stop.

“What happened?” I asked, gravel in my voice.

“One of the big cartels attacked. In public. And maybe it’s my fault! Maybe I wasn’t prepared enough, because I’d gotten too attached.” She dropped her head and smudged her face against my skin. “We were at the movie theater when shots fired. No warning. They gunned down her parents right in front of her eyes. But I had her. I HAD HER!”