But in my own work it is rarely like that.When I was on the force most of my cases moved toward solution (if they moved that way at all) in one of two ways. Either I didn't know the answer at all until a fresh piece of information made itself instantly evident, or I knew all along who had done whatever had been done, and all that was ever needed was sufficient evidence to prove it in court. In the tiny percentage of cases where I actually worked out a solution, I did so by a process I did not understand then and do not understand now. I took what I had and stared at it and stared at it and stared at it, and all of a sudden I saw the same thing in a new light, and the answer was in my hand.
Have you ever worked a jigsaw puzzle? And have you then been stuck for the moment, and kept taking up pieces and holding them this way and that, until finally you take up a piece you must have already held between thumb and forefinger a hundred times, one you've turned this way and that, fitted here and fitted there? And this time the piece drops neatly into place, it fits where you'd swear you tried it a minute ago, fits perfectly, fits in a way that should have been obvious all along.
I was at a table in the White Horse, a table in which someone had carved his initials, a dark brown table with the varnish wearing thin here and there. I had finished my hamburger, I had finished my beer,I was drinking a cup of coffee with a discreet shot of bourbon in it. Shreds and images flitted through my mind. I heard NelsonFuhrmann talking about all the people with access to the basement of his church. I saw Billie Keegan draw a record from its jacket and place it on a turntable. I watched BobbyRuslander put the blue whistle between his lips. I saw the yellow-wigged sinner, Frank or Jesse, grudgingly agree to move furniture. I watched TheQuare Fellow with Fran the nurse, walked with her and her friends to Miss Kitty's.
There was a moment when I didn't have the answer, and then there was a moment when I did.
I can't say I did anything to make this happen. I didn't work anything out. I kept picking up pieces of the puzzle, I kept turning them this way and that, and all of a sudden I had the whole puzzle, with one piece after another locking effortlessly and infallibly into place.
Had I thought of all this the night before, with all my thoughts unraveled in blackout like Penelope's tapestry? I don't really think so, although such is the nature of blackouts that I shall never be able to say with certainty one way or the other. Yet it almost felt that way. The answers as they came were so obvious- just as with a jigsaw puzzle, once the piece fits you can't believe you didn't see it right away. They were so obvious I felt as though I were discovering something I had known all along.
I called NelsonFuhrmann. He didn't have the information I wanted, but his secretary gave me a phone number, and I managed to reach a woman who was able to answer some of my questions.
I started to phone Eddie Koehler,then realized I was only a couple of blocks from the Sixth Precinct. I walked over there, found him at his desk, and told him he had a chance to earn the rest of the hat I'd bought him the day before. He made a couple of telephone calls without leaving his desk, and when I left there I had a few more entries in my notebook.
I made phone calls of my own from a booth on the corner, then walked over toHudson and caught a cab uptown. I got out at the corner ofEleventh AvenueandFifty-first Street and walked toward the river. I stopped in front of Morrissey's, but I didn't bang on the door or ring the bell. Instead I took a moment to read the poster for the theater downstairs. TheQuare Fellow had finished its brief run. A play by John B. Keane was scheduled to open the following night. The Man from Clare, it was called. There was a photograph of the actor who was to play the leading role. He had wiry red hair and a haunted, brooding face.
I tried the door to the theater. It was locked. I knocked on it, and when that brought no response I knocked on it some more. Eventually it opened.
A very short woman in her mid-twenties looked up at me. "I'm sorry," she said. "The box office will be open tomorrow during the afternoon. We're shorthanded right now and we're in final rehearsals and-"
I told her I hadn't come to buy tickets. "I just need a couple minutes of your time," I said.
"That's all anybody ever needs, and there's not enough of my time to go around." She said the line airily, as if a playwright had written it for her. "I'm sorry," she said more matter-of-factly. "It'll have to be some other time."
"No, it'll have to be now."
"My god, what is this? You're not the police, are you? What did we do, forget to pay somebody off?"
"I'm working for the fellow upstairs," I said, gesturing. "He'd want you to cooperate with me."
"Mr. Morrissey?"
"Call Tim Pat and ask him, if you want. My name is Scudder."
From the rear of the theater, someone with a rich brogue called out, "Mary Jean, what in Christ's fucking name is taking you so long?"
She rolled her eyes, sighed, and held the door open for me.
* * *
AFTER I left the Irish theater I called Skip at his apartment and looked for him at his saloon.Kasabian suggested I try the gym.
I tried Armstrong's first. He wasn't there, and hadn't been in, but Dennis said someone else had. "A fellow was looking for you," he told me.
"Who?"
"He didn't leave his name."
"What did he look like?"
He considered the question. "If you were choosing up sides for a game of cops and robbers," he said thoughtfully, "you would not pick him to be one of the robbers."
"Did he leave a message?"
"No.Or a tip."
I went to Skip's gym, a large open second-floor loft on Broadway over a delicatessen. A bowling alley had gone broke there a year or two earlier, and the gym had the air of a place that wouldn't outlast the term of its lease. A couple of men were working out with free weights. A black man, glossy with sweat, struggled with bench presses while a white partner spotted him. On the right, a big man stood flat-footed, working the heavy bag with both hands.
I found Skip doingpulldowns on the lat machine. He was wearing gray sweatpants and no shirt and he was sweating fiercely. The muscles worked in his back and shoulders and upper arms. I stood a few yards off watching while he finished a set. I called his name, and he turned and saw me and smiled in surprise, then did another set ofpulldowns before rising and coming over to take my hand.
He said, "What's up? How'd you find me here?"
"Your partner's suggestion."
"Well, your timing's good. I can use a break. Let me get my cigarettes."
There was an area where you could smoke, a couple of armchairs grouped around a water cooler. He lit up and said, "It helps, working out. I had a head and a half when I woke up. We kicked it around last night, didn't we? You get home all right?"
"Why, was I in bad shape?"
"Noworse'n I was. You were feeling pretty good. The way you were talking, Frank and Jesse had their tits in the wringer and you were ready to start cranking."
"You think I was a little optimistic?"
"Hey, that's okay." He drew on his Camel. "Me, I'm starting to feel human again. You get the blood moving, sweat out some of the poison, it makes a difference. You ever work with weights, Matt?"
"Not in years and years."
"But you used to?"
"Oh, a hundred years ago I thought I might like to box a little."
"You serious?You used to duke it out?"
"This was in high school. I started hanging out at the Y gym, lifting a little,training. Then I had a couple of PAL fights and I found out I didn't like getting hit in the face. And I was clumsy in the ring, and I felt clumsy, and I didn't like that."
"So you got a job where they let you carry a gun instead."
"And a badge and a stick."
He laughed. "The runner and the boxer," he said. "Look at them now. You came up here for a reason."
"Uh-huh."
"And?"
"I know who they are."
"Frank and Jesse?You're kidding."
"No."
"Who are they? And how did you manage it? And-"
"I wondered if we could get the crew together tonight.After closing time, say."
"The crew?Who do you mean?"
"Everybody we had with us chasing aroundBrooklyn the other night. We need some manpower, and there's no point involving new people."
"We need manpower? What are we going to do?"
"Nothing tonight, but I'd like to hold a war council.If that's all right with you."
He jabbed his cigarette into an ashtray. "All right with me?" he said. "Of course it's all right with me. Who do you want, the Magnificent Seven? No, there were five of us. The Magnificent SevenMinus Two.You, me,Kasabian, Keegan andRuslander. What's tonight, Wednesday?Billie'll close around one-thirty if I ask him nice. I'll call Bobby, I'll talk to John. You really know who they are?"
"I really do."
"I mean do you know specifically or-"
"The whole thing," I said."Names, addresses, the works."
"The wholeshmear.So who are they?"
"I'll come by your office around two."
"You fuck. Suppose you get hit by a bus between now and then?"
"Then the secret dies with me."
"You prick. I'mgonna do some bench presses. You want to try a set of bench presses, just sort of warm up your muscles?"
"No," I said. "I want to go have a drink."
I didn't have the drink. I looked into one bar but it was crowded, and when I got back to my hotel Jack Diebold was sitting in a chair in the lobby.
I said, "I figured it was you."
"What, the Chinesebartender describe me?"
"He's Filipino. He said a fat old man who didn't leave a tip."
"Who tips at bars?"
"Everybody."
"Are you serious? I tip attables, I don't tip standing up at a bar. I didn't think anybody did."
"Oh, come on. Where have you been doing your drinking, theBlarney Stone? The White Rose?"
He looked at me. "You're in a funny mood," he said."Bouncy, peppy."
"Well, I'm right in the middle of something."
"Oh?"
"You know how it is when it all falls into place and things break apart for you? I had an afternoon like that."
"We're not talking about the same case, are we?"
I looked at him. "You haven't been talking about anything," I said. "What case are you- oh, Tommy, Christ. No, I'm not talking about that. There's nothing there to crack."
"I know."
I remembered how my day had started. "He called me this morning," I said."To complain about you."
"Didhe now."
"You're harassing him, he said."
"Yeah, and a hot lot of good it's doing me."
"I'm supposed to give you a character reference, tell you he's really good people."
"Is that right.Well, is he really good people?"
"No, he's an asshole. But I could be prejudiced."
"Sure. After all, he's your client."
"Right."During all of this he had gotten up from his chair and the two of us had walked to the sidewalk in front of the hotel. At the curb, a cabdriver and the driver of a florist's delivery van were having an argument.
I said, "Jack, why'd you come looking for me today?"
"Happened to be in the neighborhood and I thought of you."
"Uh-huh."
"Oh, hell," he said. "I wondered if you had anything."
"OnTillary?There's not going to be anything on him, and if I found it- he is my client."
"I meant did you find anything on the Spanish kids." He sighed. "Because I'm starting to get worried that we'regonna lose that one in court."
"Seriously?You've got them admitting to the burglary."
"Yeah, and if they plead to burglary that's the end of it.But the DA's office wants to go for some kind of homicide charge, and if it goes to trial I could seelosin ' the whole thing."
"You've got stolen goodsID'd with serial numbers found in their residence, you've got fingerprints,you've -"
"Aw, shit," he said. "You know what can happen in a courtroom. All of a sudden the stolen goods isn't evidence anymore because there's some technicality about the search, they found a stolen typewriter when they were only empowered to search for a stolen adding machine, whatever the hell it was. And the fingerprints, well, the one was over there months ago hauling trash forTillary, that would account for the prints, right? I can see a smart lawyer kicking holes in a solid case. And I just thought, well, if you ran into something good, I'd like to know about it. And it helps your client if it locks up Cruz and Herrera, right?"
"I suppose so. But I haven't got anything."
"Not a thing?"
"Not as far as I can see."
I wound up taking him to Armstrong's and buying us both a couple of drinks. I tipped Dennis a pound just for the pleasure of seeing Jack's reaction. Then I went back to my hotel and left a call at the desk for one in the morning, and set my alarm clock for insurance.
I took a shower and sat on the edge of my bed, looking out at the city. The sky was darkening, turning that cobalt blue it shows all too briefly.
I lay down, stretched out, not really expecting to sleep. The next thing I knew the phone wasringing, and I had no sooner answered it and hung it up again than my clock sounded. I put on my clothes, splashed a little cold water on my face, and went out to earn my money.
Chapter 22
When I got there they were still waiting for Keegan. Skip had the top of a file cabinet set up as a bar, with four or five bottles and some mix and a bucket of ice cubes. A Styrofoam ice chest on the floor was full of cold beer. I asked if there was any coffee left.Kasabian said there was probably some in the kitchen, and he came back with an insulated plastic pitcher full of coffee and a mug and some cream and sugar. I poured myself black coffee, and I didn't put any booze in it for the time being.