Where Memories Lie (9 page)

Kristin swallowed. The fear she’d damped down since that morn
ing came back in a rush. “She said it was personal, the inspector, that she was doing a favor for a friend, a woman named Erika Rosenthal. She said the brooch had belonged to her friend and it was lost during the war. She wanted to know who was selling it.”

“You’re sure you didn’t tell her?” Dom’s voice rose.

“No. Of course not,” she said, thinking how perilously close she had come to spilling everything. There had been something sympathetic about the inspector, with her open face and coppery hair. “And Khan read them the lawyer act. But I don’t—”

“You have to take it out of the sale.” Dom was sweating now, the calm of a moment before gone, and when he raised his glass, his hand shook.

“Take it out of the sale?” Kristin stared at him. “Are you mad? You know I can’t take it out of the sale. Only Harry can do that.”

“Harry’s convinced himself his twenty percent will keep the wolves from the door. He—”

“Twenty percent?” Kristin’s voice shot up. “You offered Harry twenty percent, against me risking the wrath of Khan for my four percent bringing-in fee?”

“I’d have made it up to you, Kris. But now—”

“Now, nothing. You and Harry work it out between you.” She set down her glass, miraculously empty. “As far as I’m concerned, I don’t know you—or Harry—from Adam, and I took in that brooch in good faith. And if it sells, you can keep my bloody four percent.”

She stood, the room spinning as the alcohol hit her system. The rhythm of the samba playing on the DJ’s turntable seemed almost tangible in the air. Steadying herself with a hand on the back of the banquette, she leaned over and kissed Dom, very lightly, on the cheek. “’Bye, Dom. Have a nice life.”

When she reached the street, she looked back, but he hadn’t followed, and she didn’t know if she felt relief or despair.

Quickly, she walked round the corner into Kensington Church Street and started south, and when a 49 bus came along she got on.
It would take her through South Ken, and she had a sudden desire to see the familiar museums and to pass by the showroom. It was, she told herself, all she had left.

But when the bus trundled past the Old Brompton Road, she stayed on, resisting the impulse to stop and look in the showroom windows. After all, if Khan found out she’d known there was something dodgy about that brooch, he would fire her in a heartbeat, and then there would be nothing at all.

It was only as the bus neared the King’s Road that she realized Dom had changed his mind about the sale even before she’d told him about the cops. She got off, still thinking, walking slowly towards World’s End. The road was empty, the pub dark—somehow it had got to be past closing time.

She waited to cross at the light, pulling her cardigan up around her throat, wondering just what she would say to Khan if Harry Pevensy
did
pull the brooch from the sale. Khan would hold her responsible, and there would be hell to pay. She felt suddenly exhausted and a bit dizzy, as if the alcohol had taken an unexpected toll on her empty stomach.

The light changed. As Kristin stepped off the curb, she heard the high-pitched squeal of tires on tarmac. Turning towards the sound, she saw a blur of motion, oncoming, and had the odd impression of lights reflecting off a smooth expanse of metal.

Her brain sent flight signals to her body, too late. And at the moment of impact, she felt nothing at all.

1940
Aboard the Excambian, December 13, midnight

Kit lay awake, watching the numerals on his bedside clock change. One minute before his alarm was set to go off, he reached out and tapped the button. Tess was lying on the floor by the door, gazing at him balefully. He’d tossed and turned so much during the night
that he’d pushed her off the bed, and her feelings were hurt.

“Here, girl.” He patted the bed. She stood, giving her customary wiggly stretch, then padded over to the bed and leapt up, but without much enthusiasm. It appeared he was not quite forgiven. He rolled over, lifting her wiry little body onto his chest, and she obliged by licking him on the chin. “There, that’s better,” he said, and scratched her behind the ears.

Even though he hadn’t slept well, he was reluctant to get up. He’d gone to bed angry, and not even listening to “London Calling” over and over on his earphones had made him feel better.

He hated it when grown-ups treated him like a child, and his dad and Gemma had brushed him off when he’d asked them how serious Gemma’s mum’s diagnosis was.

Of course, Vi wasn’t his real grandmother, but he found that didn’t matter. She had always been kind to him, had fed him and brusquely jollied him and welcomed him into her family when he’d felt the most lost and alone.

And then there was Gemma. It wasn’t so bad for Toby, he was too young to mind much, but Gemma…He wished he knew what to say to her. He felt stupid and tongue-tied and frozen. What did you say to someone whose mum might die?

It had been the same with Erika, yesterday. He hadn’t known what to say when she had told him about leaving Germany, about her father dying in the camps. When he got home he had looked up the camp where Jewish men from Berlin had been sent—Sachsenhausen—and wished he hadn’t. But still, curiosity nagged at him like an itch, and he wished he’d heard the rest of Erika’s story. What had she meant when she’d said the Nazis hadn’t stolen her brooch? She’d changed the subject after that, refusing to say more, and Gemma hadn’t pushed her.

“Kit! Rise and shine!” His dad’s voice came from the second floor. Kit imagined him standing at the top of the stairs, buttoning his shirt, fresh from the shower and smelling of soap, his hair
still damp and combed with a neatness that would last only until it was dry.

Gemma would be down soon, helping Toby dress—or at least arguing with him over his choices—and then there would be breakfast, and a kitchen full of chatter and barking dogs. Suddenly the day seemed a good deal brighter.

Dumping Tess unceremoniously onto the floor, Kit threw back the covers. “I’m up,” he shouted back.

When Gemma came into the kitchen, Kincaid already had coffee on and was putting out cereal boxes for the boys. But when he held out a mug, she shook her head.

“No time. Toby was determined to wear his Spider-Man T-shirt with holes in it rather than his uniform this morning. And I want to get in early, see what’s up, then dash to hosp—”

Kincaid was shaking his head.

“What?” asked Gemma, stopping a quick grab for juice.

“You can’t keep on delegating to Melody and ducking out of the job. You’re going to have to tell your super and Melody about your mum, request some time—”

“But I don’t want—I don’t like to—” She ran a hand through her shorter hair and the bareness of her neck made her feel vulnerable. She still missed the weight of her long plait on her back. “I don’t like airing my personal business at work. In five minutes it will be all over the station and everyone will be giving me sympathetic looks.”

“Would you rather they thought you were slipping out for trysts with the milkman?”

Gemma couldn’t help smiling. “
Trysts?
Who on earth says
trysts
? And no, I don’t suppose I want anyone thinking I’m having them—whatever they are—with the milkman.” She sighed. “I’ll have a word with Mark first thing. And then Melody.”

He came round the table and pulled her into a hug, and she let
herself relax against him, taking momentary comfort from the warm solidity of his body. “A wise choice,” he whispered in her ear. “And besides, I’m better than the milkman.”

“And how do you know that?” she whispered back.

He’d put her off, telling her he wanted her to make a positive identification of the body before he discussed details. But instead of sending Erika Rosenthal to the mortuary with a WPC, as would have been his usual custom, Gavin ordered a car and took her himself. If anyone had questioned his reasoning, he would have said it was because he thought he might learn more, and that he wanted no delay in confirming the identity of his victim, and both rationalizations were, in part, true.

But the core of it was that he felt protective, that he didn’t want her to face the body on the mortuary slab alone. And then there were the barely admitted thoughts—that he could sit next to her in the back of the car, that her arm might touch his, that the day was warm and her dark hair might blow round her face in the draft from the open window.

She didn’t speak as they drove along the Embankment, but sat beside him with her pale blue skirt draped demurely over her knees and her hands clasped once more in her lap. And when they crossed the river at Waterloo, she stared out at the sunlight flickering on the water as if she were any young woman on an outing on a beautiful spring day. Except there was a tension in her he could sense, as if every cell in her body were holding itself in check.

The desire to place his hand over hers became so intense that in order to distract himself he leaned forward and spoke to the driver, suggesting where the officer might wait while they were inside Guy’s, and he must have spoken more sharply than he intended because she glanced at him, startled, then looked away.

The car left them at the main gate, and as they crossed the court
yard and entered the corridors that led to the morgue, Gavin allowed himself to guide her by touching her elbow lightly. If she were aware of his touch, she did not object. Nor did she comment on the elusively sweet smell of decay, never quite masked by the antiseptics.

Then they had reached the morgue, and having made sure the body was ready for viewing, Gavin took her in.

The gurney had been moved near the door, and Dr. Rainey’s assistant carefully folded back the sheet to reveal the face. The flesh had sunk since the postmortem, making forehead, cheekbones, and chin more prominent, but the features were still recognizable to Gavin, and to Erika Rosenthal as well.

She put a hand to her mouth, the first involuntary gesture he had seen her make. Then she nodded once and dropped her hand to her side. “That’s David,” she whispered, then she spoke again, more loudly, “Yes, that’s my husband,” as if Gavin might not have heard her. Or as if, Gavin thought, she needed to lay claim to him.

“Do you…would you like some time—”

“No. No. Tell me how he died.”

“Your husband was found in Chelsea, in a garden across from the Embankment. Someone stabbed him, Mrs. Rosenthal. Repeatedly, in the chest. He didn’t try to protect himself. And then it looks as though your husband’s killer emptied his pockets and his satchel.”

She turned away from the gurney, and he saw that her eyes were dry. “Can we go, please?”

“Of course.” He led her out, and her footsteps beside his were unfaltering. But when they reached the courtyard, she stopped suddenly and looked round, as if she had lost her bearings.

“Here.” Gavin led her to a bench. “Just sit for a bit.”

She sank down beside him and closed her eyes. After a moment, she said, “I’ll have to make arrangements straightaway. He can’t be embalmed, you know. Or cremated. Even though David was not an observant Jew, these are things that would have mattered to him. So burial must take place as soon as possible.”

“Yes, I know. But it will be several days before the authorities will release his…body.”

Turning, she met his eyes. “How do you know these things, Mr. Hoxley?”

“When I was a child in Chelsea, our neighbors were Jewish. We were close, and I was a curious boy. I wanted to know why they did things differently.”

“A curious boy grown into a curious man. And one without prejudice, I think.” Her gaze probed him. “Will you find out who did this to my husband? And why?”

“If I can.” He didn’t know whether to be flattered or frightened by her approbation. “But you’ll have to help me. Tell me why you were afraid your husband had committed suicide.”

The breeze stirred her skirt, then feathered a tendril of hair across her cheek. “My husband…my husband felt his obligations deeply, Inspector. There were…debts…in his life he could never fulfill—at least not in his eyes.” She sighed. “And David was a deeply disillusioned man. Before the war he was a firebrand. He spoke out against the Nazis, putting himself at risk. He couldn’t believe that so barbaric a philosophy would be taken seriously by Germans, by the world, and he certainly did not believe that they could prevail.”

“He was right, in the end,” said Gavin, his mind skittering away from the bloody fields of France.

“Yes. But victory came too late for David, and at too great a cost. He couldn’t forgive. Or find anything worthwhile in the present.” Had that included his wife? Gavin wondered, then felt a rush of guilt as he realized just how often he had looked at his own wife, and his children, and thought the same. Had Linda and the children known they were being measured and found wanting?

Too quickly, he said, “You mentioned your husband went to the British Museum to work. Do you know what he was writing?”

“A book. But I never saw it. David was always secretive, even
before the war. I suppose it was part of his character, the hoarding of emotions, both good and bad.”

Gavin thought of the empty satchel found by David Rosenthal’s body. “You must have had some idea what it was about, this book.”

“Oh, yes. There were only certain things that occupied his mind, other than the necessities of everyday living. I think he was writing about the war, a personal indictment of all those who perpetrated, or allowed, such violence.”

Gavin considered. “Do you mean you think he was naming names?”

“It’s possible. I know he thought there were many who had escaped censure after the war. And he hated collaborators most. Somehow it was easier for him to understand those driven by hatred than those who allowed suffering because they were afraid or greedy. Or perhaps, Inspector…” She met his eyes once more. “Perhaps he despised himself most of all. For surviving.”

Erika had thanked Gemma and Kit as graciously as possible, but she had been fretting to have them gone. She needed to think about what Gemma had told her, and she was already regretting her outburst about the brooch. It had been the shock. She’d never meant to reveal so much.

Gemma had been kind to undertake the task, but Erika realized that it had been cowardice that had led her to ask Gemma to do something she should have done herself. She’d always prided herself on her ability to face things—now she saw that her pride had been merely hubris. Why, when she had faced so much, had she failed at this one thing?

By the time she woke on Tuesday morning, she knew what she must do. She dressed carefully in her best suit, even though she knew it was slightly out of fashion—it seemed she wore suits only to funer
als these days—and did her hair and makeup with concentration and hands that trembled only slightly.

When she left the flat, she found the air damp and fresh, but the sky clear. It had rained in the night, washing the city clean, and she tried to find an omen in that.

She flagged a taxi, and as the cab inched its way through the busy morning traffic, Erika felt suspended in time, knowing that the end of the journey would mark an irrevocable change in her life.

The cabbie, an older West Indian with a cheerful patter, went out of his way to set her down right at Harrowby’s door. Erika over-tipped him, one last delaying tactic, then she was left standing on the pavement, on her own.

She was familiar with the place, partly from Henri’s descriptions of his finds at auction over the years, but she had never actually attended an auction or set foot in the salesrooms.

Examining the windows, she saw that the displays were beautifully done but held only Art Deco pottery and furniture, not jewelry. If she was going to see her brooch, her father’s gift, at last, there was nothing for it but to go inside.