Where the Air is Sweet
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Authors: Tasneem Jamal
Where the Air Is Sweet
A NOVEL
TASNEEM JAMAL
For Bapa
Table of Contents
PROLOGUE: Apollo Hotel, Kampala
PART ONE: The Early Years: 1921-1949
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PART TWO: The Good Years: 1966-1971
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PART THREE: The Last Years: 1971-1975
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Paise for
WHERE THE AIR IS SWEET
THE TRADITIONAL KINGDOMS OF UGANDA
I
N BRITISH ENGLISH, THE WORD ASIAN IS COMMONLY
used to refer to people of South Asian ancestry (those who trace their origins to the Indian subcontinent). In North America, by contrast,
Asian
usually refers to people with East Asian or Southeast Asian origins. I have chosen here to retain the British English use of the term to reflect its widespread use within Uganda during the time period the novel covers.
AUGUST 1974
T
HE SWIMMING POOL IS CIRCULAR, WITH A PLAT
form on one side that juts into the water. A concrete peninsula. A few years ago Mumtaz watched a local band play here. They stood on the peninsula and crooned into the black night, slipping seamlessly between Swahili and Hindi. Today, the sun is streaming down, the peninsula is empty and the voices Mumtaz hears are children laughing, people talking loudly. In Swahili. In English. In Luganda.
She is sitting on the deck wearing long trousers, a sleeveless cotton blouse and a wide-brimmed hat she bought from a vendor on the street that morning. She presses her toes into the hot concrete and watches her children. Karim lowers himself until he is fully immersed in the water. Suddenly, he jumps up so high that Mumtaz catches a glimpse of his red swim trunks. Shama laughs, shielding her face from the water he is splashing. “Again,” Shama commands. He disappears. And then he leaps out, this time towards Shama. She is frightened. Mumtaz sees the child’s body stiffen, her eyes widen. After a few moments, Shama moves away, though she remains on the
outer circumference of the pool, where the water is not deep. Karim kicks his legs in the water behind him, holding on to the edge of the pool. Mumtaz sits back in her chair.
A cloud obscures the sun and everything is grey. Dull. Diminished. As though, on a cruel whim, God lifted his hand and smeared the earth with ash.
The sounds coming from in and around the pool change. It is still noisy but people are speaking in hushed and clipped tones. Mumtaz sits forward and spots Shama. She has spread her arms to her sides and is leaning back, so that her face is turned to the sky. Mumtaz can see the small cavern of her open mouth.
She scans the pool. Karim is gone. She stands up so quickly her chair skids backwards. Then she sees him. Only inches from the deck. He has lowered himself until he is neck deep in the shallow water. Hiding. He smiles at her. She shakes her head and sits down.
A waiter loses his footing. Mumtaz watches him fall, sees the tray slip from his fingers. Glasses crash onto the deck, shattering into hundreds of pieces that skid across the ground. She looks around. Everywhere there is commotion, chatter, activity. People talking quickly, barking orders: mothers to children, security men to other security men, managers to waiters. Everyone is in motion. People scrambling to get out of the pool, quickly towelling themselves off, collecting their belongings. Waiters are rushing to settle bills. Even the wind has responded, picking up pace, shaking umbrellas and sending papers flying.
A group of African men dressed in dark suits and ties has emerged from the hotel. Four soldiers stand in their midst, tightly gripping Kalashnikovs. Their postures are, to a man,
poor, shoulders hunched forward, hips dropped low. Mumtaz can see their heads moving, she can see their eyes darting. Idi Amin’s army. Even here. Her rage, always at the ready, sucks oxygen from her brain, leaving her feeling slightly intoxicated, slightly disoriented. Mumtaz and her children are the only Asians at the pool. Now they must leave, before the soldiers give them trouble.
She takes a step and opens her mouth to call the children. Before she can make a sound, the soldiers move aside to reveal a barefoot President Idi Amin Dada. He is standing, undressing, exposing thick thighs, a protruding childlike belly and, incongruously, delicate ankles. He is larger than Mumtaz had imagined him to be. And she had imagined him to be large. Covered in only small, tight-fitting swim trunks, he throws his head back and laughs. She becomes aware that she has stopped breathing. She looks at the pool and inhales, exhales. Karim has lifted himself out of the water. He is walking towards her. Shama is standing in the pool, her arms held afloat by her water wings. She is facing the far deck. Mumtaz looks where Shama is looking. A boy is there, standing next to the president. He is dressed in green military fatigues, a hat strapped onto his head, black shoes on his feet, even though the midday heat is sweltering, even though he is standing on the deck of a pool. He looks Shama’s size, Shama’s age. Five.
A miniature soldier.
Mumtaz can make out lines on his forehead. His eyebrows are knitted together. His lips are held firmly shut. She follows his gaze. He is looking directly at Shama.
“Shama!” Mumtaz calls. But she does not respond. Everyone else has come out of the water. Only the tiny figure of
her daughter remains. Idi Amin walks to the edge of the pool. Mumtaz feels herself beginning to shake, as though her veins can no longer accommodate the force of her rushing blood.
“Shama!” she shouts. Angrily. Sharply. Others turn to look at her. Shama, too, turns. She begins walking, her movement slowed by the resistance of the water, towards Mumtaz, who looks across the pool again. Idi Amin is still laughing, perched on the lip of the deck. She can see his teeth flashing against his skin, which appears shiny, wet, even before he has entered the water. She lowers her eyes to look at the boy, who has not moved. He is darker than the president, his skin dull, bloodless. He appears incapable of laughter. He looks only at Shama and he looks angry. She steps forward, grabs Shama’s hand and pulls her up and out of the pool. Then she looks up. The boy’s eyes have not left her child. Now they turn to Mumtaz. Her body goes cold. She lowers her eyes and removes Shama’s water wings, throwing them into a large sisal bag. Shama is speaking, asking a question. Mumtaz can hear the inflection in her voice but she cannot comprehend the words.
She glances up. The boy hasn’t shifted his eyes or his body. The soldiers are positioned directly behind him now, like four long shadows.
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HE EARLIEST SENSATION RAJU REMEMBERS
, about the time he started attending school at age three, was an ache, a longing for something he could not yet imagine. By the time he completed primary school, this ache had been transformed into a belief that something essential was missing here in the Gujarati village of Malia, the land of his birth, the land of his ancestors. In the months before he married, before he prepared to embark on adulthood, he took to stepping outside his family’s hardware shop and standing still in the middle of the gully, grains of fine, pale dust catching in the hairs inside his nose. He would look around him at the shops he could describe to their last detail, at the houses he had known since he knew anything. Then he would close his eyes. And he would see nothing.
And so, in his twentieth year, on the very day that he buries his stillborn son, he pats his wife’s fevered forehead, picks up his neatly packed suitcase, straightens his hat and hitches a ride on a truck to Rajkot. From there he takes a crowded train to
Bombay. And from there, after a week’s wait, he boards a steamship bound for the East African port of Mombasa.
The year is 1921.
The powerful current of the Indian Ocean tosses Raju about, leaving him retching and disoriented. Even when the waters are calm and the ship steady, his body refuses to be still; his head continues to spin, his stomach continues to turn and he continues to vomit. When finally, twelve days later, he steps off the steamer in Mombasa, his eyes having sunk deep into his head, his trousers now hanging on his body, he drops to his knees and kisses the ground. He stands up and begins walking, feeling his strength return with each step. As he licks the grains of dust from his lips and feels them scrape against his teeth, an elderly Asian man, barefoot and wearing only a singlet and threadbare trousers, shakes his head and laughs. In Gujarati he says to Raju: “It is an illusion. This earth moves even more than the sea.” Smiling, Raju nods and continues walking away from the ocean. “Never trust it, my son!” calls the old man after the young one.
Raju continues his journey deeper into Africa, far into a land the English named Uganda, to a town called Mbarara.
Mbarara.
The first two consonants compete for supremacy, forcing Raju to slow and then, in an infinitesimal pause of contemplation, to stop before releasing the word. In time he will learn, like the English and Asians before him, to ignore the first letter and simply and quickly pronounce it
Barara,
failing to give it its due, failing to give it its time.
It was from Mbarara that a letter for Raju arrived in Malia one year earlier:
Come, my cousin-brother. If you work hard, this land has much to give.
Hussein Mawji left Malia fifteen years before Raju. They are related through their paternal grandfathers but Raju, who does not recall meeting Hussein, knows him only as one of many men from Malia and its neighbouring villages who went to Africa to work and to prosper. When Raju arrives in Mbarara, Hussein welcomes him into his home with a warm embrace, as though he is greeting his own brother.
“Anything you sow here grows easily and wildly,” Hussein says, his eyes unfocused and staring off towards the horizon. Raju and Hussein are sitting side by side on Hussein’s verandah. The sun is about to set and a comfortable breeze has begun to blow. “This land is generous. If a seed falls anyplace, beside a busy road, in a pit full of filth, a flower will sprout. Just like that.” Raju’s heart begins to beat quickly and his mouth breaks into a smile. “But don’t think life here is so easy,” Hussein says abruptly, succeeding in wiping the expression off Raju’s face. “You want to grow flowers? You want to grow bananas?” Raju shakes his head. “Of course not. We are not farmers. We are merchants, like our fathers and our grandfathers. But we are different from them. We are merchants in a foreign land.”
He leans forward in his chair and points a finger at Raju. “Always keep your eyes open. Look.” He moves his finger to his temple. “Think. What do people need? What can I sell them? Learn the local languages, the local customs, the local manners. Get to know this land and its people until they are familiar. Until they are yours. In this way you will create your own livelihood; you will create your own life.”
Raju looks down at his hands, which are gripping the sides of the wooden chair, and feels weightless, as though if he pushed himself off the chair and off the verandah, he would fly.