Whistleblower and Never Say Die (34 page)

“Who’s Hickey?”

“A photographer—a friend of mine—”

Jack snorted. “Hickey. Now
there’s
a ladies’ man.”

“He was in a rush to get to the airport,” she continued. “At the last minute he left me with some rolls of film. Asked me to take care of them till he got back from Nairobi. But all his film was stolen from my car.”

“And my roll?” asked Victor.

“It was in my bathrobe pocket the night Sarah—the night she—” She paused, swallowing at the mention of her friend. “When I got back here, to the city, I mailed it to Hickey’s studio.”

“Where’s the studio?”

“Over on Union Street. I mailed it this afternoon—”

“So it should be there sometime tomorrow.” He began to pace the room. “All we have to do is wait for the mail to arrive.”

“I don’t have a key.”

“We’ll find a way in.”

“Terrific,” sighed Jack. “Now he’s turning my ex-wife into a burglar.”

“We’re only after the film!” said Cathy.

“It’s still breaking and entering, sweetie.”

“You don’t have to get involved.”

“But you’re asking me to harbor the breakers and enterers.”

“Just one night, Jack. That’s all I’m asking.”

“That sounds like one of
my
lines.”

“And your lines always work, don’t they?”

“Not this time.”

“Then here’s another line to chew on: 1988. Your federal tax return. Or lack of one.”

Jack froze. He glowered at Victor, then at Cathy. “That’s below the belt.”

“Your most vulnerable spot.”

“I’ll get around to filing—”

“More words to chew on. Audit. IRS. Jail.”

“Okay, okay!” Jack threw his arms up in surrender. “God, I
hate
that word.”

“What,
jail?
”

“Don’t laugh, babycakes. The word could soon apply to all of us.” He turned and headed for the stairs.

“Where are you going?” Cathy demanded.

“To make up the spare beds. Seems I have houseguests for the night….”

“Can we trust him?” Victor asked after Jack had vanished upstairs.

Cathy sank back on the couch, all the energy suddenly drained from her body, and closed her eyes. “We have to. I can’t think of anywhere else to go….”

She was suddenly aware of his approach, and then he was sitting beside her, so close she could feel the overwhelming strength of his presence. He didn’t say a word, yet she knew he was watching her.

She opened her eyes and met his gaze. So steady, so intense, it seemed to infuse her with new strength.

“I know it wasn’t easy for you,” he said. “Asking Jack for favors.”

She smiled. “I’ve always wanted to talk tough with Jack.” Ruefully she added, “Until tonight, I’ve never quite been able to pull it off.”

“My guess is, talking tough isn’t in your repertoire.”

“No, it isn’t. When it comes to confrontation, I’m a gutless wonder.”

“For a gutless wonder, you did pretty well. In fact, you were magnificent.”

“That’s because I wasn’t fighting for me. I was fighting for you.”

“You don’t consider yourself worth fighting for?”

She shrugged. “It’s the way I was raised. I was always told that sticking up for yourself was unladylike. Whereas sticking up for other people was okay.”

He nodded gravely. “Self-sacrifice. A fine feminine tradition.”

That made her laugh. “Spoken like a man who knows women well.”

“Only two women. My mother and my wife.”

At the mention of his dead wife, she fell silent. She wondered what the woman’s name was, what she’d looked like, how much he’d loved her. He must have loved her a great deal—she’d heard the pain in his voice earlier that evening when he’d mentioned her death. She felt an unexpected stab of envy that this unnamed wife had been so loved. What Cathy would give to be as dearly loved by a man! Just as quickly she suppressed the thought, appalled that she could be jealous of a dead woman.

She turned away, her face tinged with guilt. “I think Jack will go along,” she said. “Tonight, at least.”

“That was blackmail, wasn’t it? That stuff about the tax return?”

“He’s a careless man. I just reminded him of his oversight.”

Victor shook his head. “You are amazing. Jumping along rooftops one minute, blackmailing ex-husbands the next.”

“You’re so right,” said Jack, who’d reappeared at the bottom of the stairs. “She is an amazing woman. I can’t wait to see what she’ll do next.”

Cathy rose wearily to her feet. “At this point I’ll do anything.” She slipped past Jack and headed up the stairs. “Anything I have to to stay alive.”

The two men listened to her footsteps recede along the hall. Then they regarded each other in silence.

“Well,” said Jack with forced cheerfulness. “What’s next on the agenda? Scrabble?”

“Try solitaire,” said Victor, hauling himself off the couch. He was in no mood to share pleasantries with Jack Zuckerman. The man was slick and self-centered and he obvi
ously went through women the way most men went through socks. Victor had a hard time imagining what Cathy had ever seen in the man. That is, aside from Jack’s good looks and obvious wealth. There was no denying the fact he was a classic hunk, with the added attraction of money thrown in. Maybe it was that combination that had dazzled her.

A combination I’ll certainly never possess,
he thought.

He crossed the room, then stopped and turned. “Zuckerman?” he asked. “Do you still love your wife?”

Jack looked faintly startled by the question. “Do I still love her? Well, let me see. No, not exactly. But I suppose I have a sentimental attachment, based on ten years of marriage. And I respect her.”

“Respect her? You?”

“Yes. Her talents. Her technical skill. After all, she’s my number-one makeup artist.”

That’s what she meant to him. An asset he could use.
Thinking of himself, the jerk.
If there was anyone else Victor could turn to, he would. But the one man he would’ve trusted—Jerry—was dead. His other friends might already be under observation. Plus, they weren’t in the sort of tax brackets that allowed private little hideaways in the woods. Jack, on the other hand, had the resources to spirit Cathy away to a safe place. Victor could only hope the man’s sentimental attachment was strong enough to make him watch out for her.

“I have a proposition,” said Victor.

Jack instantly looked suspicious. “What might that be?”

“I’m the one they’re really after. Not Cathy. I don’t want to make things any more dangerous for her than I already have.”

“Big of you.”

“It’s better if I go off on my own. If I leave her with you, will you keep her safe?”

Jack shifted, looked down at his feet. “Well, sure. I guess so.”

“Don’t guess. Can you?”

“Look, we start shooting a film in Mexico next month. Jungle scenes, black lagoons, that sort of stuff. Should be a safe-enough place.”

“That’s next month. What about now?”

“I’ll think of something. But first you get yourself out of the picture. Since you’re the reason she’s in danger in the first place.”

Victor couldn’t disagree with that last point.
Since the night I met her I’ve caused her nothing but trouble.

He nodded. “I’m out of here tomorrow.”

“Good.”

“Take care of Cathy. Get her out of the city. Out of the country. Don’t wait.”

“Yeah. Sure.”

Something about the way Jack said it, his hasty, whatever-you-say tone, made Victor wonder if the man gave a damn about anyone but himself. But at this point Victor had no choice. He had to trust Jack Zuckerman.

As he climbed the stairs to the guest rooms, it occurred to him that, come morning, it would be goodbye. A quiet little bond had formed between them. He owed his life to her and she to him. That was the sort of link one could never break.

Even if we never see each other again.

In the upstairs hall, he paused outside her closed door.
He could hear her moving around the room, opening and closing drawers, squeaking bedsprings.

He knocked on the door. “Cathy?”

There was a pause. Then, “Come in.”

One dim lamp lit the room. She was sitting on the bed, dressed in a ridiculously huge man’s shirt. Her hair hung in damp waves to her shoulders. The scent of soap and shampoo permeated the shadows. It reminded him of his wife, of the shower smells and feminine sweetness. He stood there, pierced by a sense of longing he hadn’t felt in over a year, longing for the warmth, the love, of a woman. Not just any woman. He wasn’t like Jack, to whom a soft body with the right equipment would be sufficient. What Victor wanted was the heart and soul; the package they came wrapped in was only of minor importance.

His own wife Lily hadn’t been beautiful; neither had she been unattractive. Even at the end, when the ravages of illness had left her shrunken and bruised, there had been a light in her eyes, a gentle spirit’s glow.

The same glow he’d seen in Catherine Weaver’s eyes the night she’d saved his life. The same glow he saw now.

She sat with her back propped up on pillows. Her gaze was silently expectant, maybe a little fearful. She was clutching a handful of tissues.
Why were you crying?
he wondered.

He didn’t approach; he stood just inside the doorway. Their gazes locked together in the gloom. “I’ve just talked with Jack,” he said.

She nodded but said nothing.

“We both agree. It’s better that I leave as soon as possible. So I’ll be taking off in the morning.”

“What about the film?”

“I’ll get it. All I need is Hickey’s address.”

“Yes. Of course.” She looked down at the tissues in her fist.

He could tell she wanted to say something. He went to the bed and sat down. Those sweet woman smells grew intoxicating. The neckline of her oversized shirt sagged low enough to reveal a tempting glimpse of shadow. He forced himself to focus on her face.

“Cathy, you’ll be fine. Jack said he’d watch out for you. Get you out of the city.”

“Jack?” What sounded like a laugh escaped her throat.

“You’ll be safer with him. I don’t even know where I’ll be going. I don’t want to drag you into this—”

“But you already have. You’ve dragged me in over my head, Victor. What am I supposed to do now? I can’t just—just sit around and wait for you to fix things. I owe it to Sarah—”

“And I owe it to you not to let you get hurt.”

“You think you can hand me over to Jack and make everything be fine again? Well, it won’t be fine. Sarah’s dead. Her baby’s dead. And somehow it’s not just your fault. It’s mine as well.”

“No, it’s not. Cathy—”

“It is my fault! Did you know she was lying there in the driveway all night? In the rain. In the cold. There she was, dying, and I slept through the whole damn thing….” She dropped her face in her hands. The guilt that had been tormenting her since Sarah’s death at last burst through. She began to cry, silently, ashamedly, unable to hold back the tears any longer.

Victor’s response was automatic and instinctively male.
He pulled her against him and gave her a warm, safe place to cry. As soon as he felt her settle into his arms, he knew it was a mistake. It was too perfect a fit. She felt as if she belonged there, against his heart, felt that if she ever pulled away there would be left a hole so gaping it could never be filled. He pressed his lips to her damp hair and inhaled her heady scent of soap and warm skin. That gentle fragrance was enough to drown a man with need. So was the softness of her face, the silken luster of that shoulder peeking out from beneath the shirt. And all the time he was stroking her hair, murmuring inane words of comfort, he was thinking:
I have to leave her. For her sake I have to abandon this woman. Or I’ll get us both killed.

“Cathy,” he said. It took all the willpower he could muster to pull away. He placed his hands on her shoulders, made her look at him. Her gaze was confused and brimming with tears. “We have to talk about tomorrow.”

She nodded and swiped at the tears on her cheeks.

“I want you out of the city, first thing in the morning. Go to Mexico with Jack. Anywhere. Just keep out of sight.”

“What will you do?”

“I’m going to take a look at that roll of film, see what kind of evidence it has.”

“And then?”

“I don’t know yet. Maybe I’ll take it to the newspapers. The FBI is definitely out.”

“How will I know you’re all right? How do I reach you?”

He thought hard, fighting the distraction of her scent, her hair. He found himself stroking the bare skin of her shoulder, marveling at how smooth it felt beneath his fingers.