Read Why Aren't They Screaming? Online
Authors: Joan Smith
âMy dear L,' she read, âI came over this afternoon in the hope of seeing you â suddenly remembered I have to be in London this evening. Jeremy was here, sd he thought you'd gone shopping. Sorry to have missed you â will be back tomorrow tea time. See you then?' The next couple of words had been scored out and the message ended: âLove, Robert.' What had he originally written? Loretta wondered. She picked up the note and held it to the light but was unable to decipher the words.
She sighed and let the note fall on to the table. She had been looking forward to seeing Robert. It wasn't his fault, of course; they hadn't made a proper arrangement, and he couldn't help having business in London. Even so ... she picked up the note and read it again. The tone was friendly enough, and he had gone to the trouble of coming over to see her. But she felt bereft: she was on her own, with no one to talk to, she couldn't even ring any of her friends in London unless she went to the bother of finding a phone box. Looking up, she caught sight of the dirty dishes, still stacked in the sink. Instead of feeling sorry for herself, she should clear those out of the way and think about what she was going to have for supper. She took off her jacket, rolled up her sleeves, and began running hot water into the sink.
As she scraped burnt meat from the bottom of the casserole, her thoughts returned to the problem that had been in
the back of her mind all day: why hadn't there been any news of Peggy? The copy of the
Oxford Mail
she'd bought on her way back to the car had contained full and rather lurid coverage of the murder, but the missing girl hadn't been mentioned. Loretta wasn't sufficiently
au fait
with the way the police worked to know whether this fact was significant. If Peggy had come forward and been eliminated from the inquiry, would the police have mentioned it to reporters? Presumably not, unless she had been able to give them some leads. But if Peggy had left Baldwin's well before the murder took place, it was a fair bet that she wouldn't know anything. On the other hand, if she was still missing, why hadn't the police asked for help in finding her? It was very puzzling.
To her relief, the casserole was coming clean; Loretta finished it off and put it on the draining-board with the other dishes. She went to the fridge, took out one of the fresh trout she'd bought in the covered market in Oxford, and began cleaning it. Bertie leapt down from the chair on which he'd been sleeping after demolishing half a can of Whiskas and started dancing round her feet. As she fended him off with her right foot, an idea came to her: why not pay a visit to the peace camp? It was a long shot, but there was just a chance that someone there would remember something about Peggy â her surname, or where in London she came from. Loretta paused; what would she do with this information if she got it? She recalled Tracey's warning not to meddle and shrugged it off. What harm was there in trying to track down Peggy? Even if there wasn't anything sinister about the girl's disappearance, Loretta would like to be sure. Pleased that she'd thought of something constructive to do, she made herself a simple supper of trout and almonds with new potatoes, followed by some seedless grapes.
It was around eight thirty when Loretta set off in her car for the peace camp. She parked and headed for the track that ran beside the fence, wishing she'd had the foresight to make the trip before it started to get dark. When she came to the clearing the fire was still smoking in its pit, this time with a kettle suspended over it from a crude device constructed of branches, but there was no one in sight. She looked around and decided her best bet was the old coach; she picked her
way across the clearing and knocked hard on the closed door. It was opened almost at once by a woman she hadn't seen before who gave her an unfriendly stare.
âWhat d'you want?'
Loretta paused. âI've been here before, I'm a friend of Clara Wolstonecroft, the woman who was killed last night. Can I talk to you for a moment?'
âYeah.' The woman didn't move.
âCan we go inside? I think it's starting to rain.' Loretta could feel the first drops on her face.
âYou a cop?'
âNo. Honestly. Look, this is important. Can I come in? It'll only take five minutes.'
The woman moved backwards with obvious reluctance and Loretta climbed up the steps, pushing the door shut behind her. The seats had been removed from inside the coach to create a surprisingly large living area, and a curtain suspended from a piece of twine divided the space into two. A couple of women were sitting on orange boxes, drinking from mugs. Loretta recognized them from her earlier visits to the camp but there was no sign of the friendly Scot she'd talked to on Monday. The woman who'd opened the door resumed her seat on a pile of grubby cushions, and all three women stared at her expectantly. No one invited her to sit down.
âLook, I â' The hostile atmosphere was making Loretta nervous. She was also self-conscious, aware of the contrast between her own clean clothes and the generally down-at-heel air of the camp. âI was here two days ago, with Clara â the woman who's been murdered. I was here when that man came, Peggy's husband. There was a fight, remember?'
One of the women nodded.
âThe thing is, I'm trying to find Peggy.' She thought she saw a flicker in the eyes of the woman nearest to her, then another of them spoke.
âWe haven't seen her.'
âNot since Monday.' The woman who'd answered the door joined in.
âOK, OK.' Loretta knew they didn't trust her, and battled to break down their hostility. âI'm nothing to do with the police, really. I'm just worried about Peggy. She was
supposed to be staying at Clara's, but nobody's seen her. I just want to make sure she's all right.' She looked at each woman in turn, a pleading expression on her face. âWon't you help me?'
âWe can't. Like Karen says, we haven't seen her.'
âYes, but one of you might know her last name? Or where she comes from? Her address in London ...?' She trailed off, seeing it was useless. âIs anyone else here? In the camp, I mean?'
The woman called Karen shook her head. âThey've gone to a meeting. At Greenham. They won't be back for hours.'
âWhen they get back, will you ask them? Tell them I'm trying to find her?' Loretta was clutching at straws. She found a scrap of paper and a pen in her bag and wrote rapidly. Then she held out her hand; for a moment she thought no one was going to take what she'd written. But one of the women stood up, took the paper without looking at it, and pushed it deep into her jeans pocket.
âThat's my name and address,' Loretta said, dismayed by their lack of curiosity. âI'm not on the phone, but I'll be there for the next few days. Thanks.'
She hesitated; when no one spoke, she moved back towards the door of the coach and climbed down the steps. Once outside she closed the door behind her, thinking that the visit had been a waste of time. Even if one of the absent women happened to know Peggy's surname, Loretta was sure they wouldn't contact her. She made her way back to the car, wondering why the women were so hostile. Had the woman detective upset them the night before, or had frequent contact at demonstrations rendered them automatically suspicious of anything connected with the law? Not that there was any reason why they should think she, Loretta, was in league with the police ... It was a pity: another avenue closed. She drove thoughtfully back to the cottage.
She passed a restless evening half-listening to Radio Four, flicking the pages of the Margaret Atwood, drifting from one room to another. She couldn't resist looking at her watch every few minutes, indulging the fruitless game of what-was-I-doing-this-time-last-night? As a result, she ran the events
before and after the murder as a series of vivid and distressing pictures in her mind. By eleven o'clock she'd had enough; she let out the cat, picked up the radio-cassette player, and went upstairs. She slipped into her night-shirt and began putting away the clothes that were beginning to mount up on a chair. As she folded the linen trousers she'd been wearing the previous evening, something fell out of a pocket; she picked it up and recognized the cassette tape she'd been handed by Chief Inspector Bailey the previous evening.
It was a new-looking cassette, without its box; she turned it over to see if there was a hand-written note of its contents â it wasn't one of the pre-recorded sort â but found no clue. She had brought a couple of clean tapes with her, in case she wanted to record something on the radio, but had they been this make? She didn't think so. In fact, she was beginning to think the tape wasn't hers after all; perhaps it belonged to Wayne and he'd dropped it on his way out?
She went over to her cassette player, removed the tape of
Turandot
which was still inside it, and put in the mystery tape. Then she lay back on the bed and waited, wondering about Wayne's taste in music. Country and western? Or perhaps he was an Elvis fan?
A minute or so passed, then she heard a click. It was followed by voices, and she didn't immediately recognize what she was hearing.
âThat, my lords, ladies and gentlemen, is the last will and testament of the late Herbert George Fellows.'
âGood God â the man must have been out of his mind!'
âI should remind you, my Lord, that you are speaking of my dearest friend.'
âMy brother was always penny-pinching but it did not occur to me that even he â'
âGod be thanked that his poor dear sister is not alive to hear such words.'
âHis own flesh and blood.'
âPoor, poor Cousin Maude.'
Loretta sat bolt upright, staring into space. These were the voices â the voices she had heard in the night. That meant â that meant there
was
a plot against Clara. Someone was so anxious to frighten her that they'd gone to the trouble of
making this tape and rigging up the apparatus needed to play it. And yet â Bailey's man had found the tape in the bathroom of Keeper's Cottage. Why there? Why not somewhere in Baldwin's? Loretta's heart race as her mind tried to grapple with all these questions. Wait a minute â hadn't Clara said she'd had a good look round the house without finding anything that might be the source of the disembodied voices? What if the tape player or whatever it was had been hidden not in Baldwin's but in Keeper's Cottage? Did that mean that Wayne was in on the trick? Suddenly Loretta remembered the two men who had fled from the cottage on Sunday night â the very day Wayne moved out. Perhaps they weren't burglars at all but â who? The campaign against Clara was now beginning to look like a very professional job. Threatening letters, sinister phone calls, eerie voices â someone had been making a pretty systematic attempt to terrify Clara Wolstonecroft into evicting the peace camp. Or perhaps the aim had been to drive her away altogether, in the hope that her house and land would pass to a new owner with a more reliable attitude on the subject of anti-nuclear protesters. Either way they'd miscalculated. Clara wasn't the sort of woman to be intimidated, and her determination to protect the peace camp had never wavered. Was that why it had been necessary to kill her?
Aghast at the thought, Loretta got off the bed and walked the length of the room to the far window. She pulled up the blind and looked out on to the dark valley; dozens of brilliant stars were twinkling overhead. She realized the voices had ceased and went back to the tape player, pressing the
rewind
button briefly. Then she pressed
play;
at once she heard the voices again. She stopped the tape, took it out and examined it. It was a widely available make, and there were definitely no distinguishing marks. How had it been done? Even if a tape player had been concealed in the cottage rather than in Clara's house, how had the voices been beamed across to the study? She cast her mind back to Saturday night: the voices hadn't sounded as though they were coming from the direction of Keeper's Cottage.
Loretta sighed, frustrated by her lack of technical knowledge. A new thought occurred to her: if only she'd told Bailey about the voices last night. If she had, and he'd then produced
his find, what a strong position she'd have been in. Presumably he or one of his men had listened to the tape and dismissed its contents as irrelevant. But, combined with her story...
Loretta pulled off her night-shirt and began dressing clumsily. It wasn't too late â even though she hadn't mentioned the voices last night, this was evidence. Clutching the tape she ran down the spiral staircase, through the bathroom and into the kitchen. She pulled open the front door without bothering to turn on the light, then paused on the threshold. Beyond the hedge Baldwin's stood silent and unlit, its windows dark blanks in a grey façade. The police had gone. Loretta hesitated, racked by indecision. She was desperate to present her evidence to Bailey, and yet she could not bring herself to step out into the shadowy garden. And unless she did, she was stranded without a phone. She took a pace forward, heard a rustle in the low bushes to her left, and jumped back. There was a plaintive cry, and Clara's cat appeared. His yellow eyes glinted up at Loretta for a second, then he bolted past her into the kitchen.
Loretta took a deep breath to control her pounding heart. What were the choices open to her? Even if she made her way to the house, it was unlikely that the police had left it unsecured. If she wanted to phone Bailey, she would have to get into her car and drive until she found a call box. A vision of herself pulling open a heavy red door in a dark country lane, visible to anyone who passed but unable herself to penetrate the darkness because of the faint light from over her head, made her shudder. These people are professionals, she told herself, retreating into the cottage as her stomach churned with fear. She closed the front door and stood with her back to it, peering across the moonlit kitchen as though she expected a burst of machine-gun fire to pepper the old stone walls at any moment. Intensely aware that she was alone, without a phone, only yards from where a murder had been committed, she turned and slammed home the shiny new bolt on the front door. Then she sped into the bathroom, checking that the door in there was securely fastened. A minute later, doors and windows as fast as she could make them, she began to climb the wrought-iron stairs, ready to spend the night in a state of siege.