Read Why Aren't They Screaming? Online
Authors: Joan Smith
Loretta glared at him, then jumped to her feet.
âHere you are!' she cried, grabbing the phone and thrusting it at him. âWhy don't you ring for the men in white coats? That's what Bailey thinks â that I'm some sort of loony. And you do, too, don't you?'
Tracey got up, took the phone from her, and propelled her gently back to the sofa.
âCome on, Loretta, you know I don't think anything of the sort. It was just a bit unexpected, that's all.' He returned to his chair and waited while she composed herself. âRemember, all I know is that I got a frantic phone call from you saying you were at Clapton nick and they wouldn't let you go. Take it slowly.'
âI'm sorry. It's just â he was so awful, Bailey. And the other one I saw, the one who was in charge till Bailey got there from Oxford. That was about half past eight. I don't know why it took him so long. I went through the whole thing with him, the London one, while we were waiting for Bailey. And he said just what you said.' She put on a sarcastic tone. âYou're telling me, miss, that Mrs Wolstonecroft was shot by a
Member of Parliament?
You should have seen his face when I told him Colin shot Peggy as well!'
Tracey leaned over the side of his chair and picked up the brandy bottle. He saw that Loretta was watching him suspiciously and paused before filling his glass. âGo on, I'm listening. This is all new to me. When I left you last night â I mean Thursday night â you said you had, er, one or two things to do up there' â Tracey suddenly looked embarrassed â âbefore you came back to London. I didn't know anything was wrong until I found a piece of paper on my desk saying my
wife
had called. I mean, I thought something was up then. You never called yourself that even when we were living together. But I had no idea ... when you rang and said you were at Clapton nick my first thought was that you'd had some sort of car accident. I've got a lot of catching up to do.'
âOK.' Loretta thought for a moment. âIt all started when I got a message from Peggy through the women at the peace camp â just where she was and that she wanted to see me. I came dashing up to London, I thought she was hiding because her husband had killed Clara. But he hadn't. He was at Clara's earlier in the evening, before the murder, but Clara sent him off with a flea in his ear. Then Colin arrived. With me so far?'
âI think so.' Tracey was feeling anxiously in his jacket pocket and withdrew his cigarettes. He kept his eyes averted from her as he lit one, his first since they'd arrived at his house from the police station.
âClara had asked him to come. She was furious about the way he kept attacking the peace camp. She felt very passionately about it, you know. The attack on Libya, all those people being injured, it really horrified her. I suppose Gilbert was right in a way â he was a friend of hers, you don't need to bother about him. I was just thinking about something he said, that Clara had all the zeal of the convert, and he was right. She'd been going along for years not thinking about why the base was there, and then â wham! It suddenly hit her.
âAnyway â she told Peggy to hide behind the curtains. It sounds like she was looking forward to talking to Colin, she knew she'd got him where she wanted him â I suppose she wanted to show off a bit. She told Colin to leave the camp alone, all this stuff about them being lesbians and deserting their families. And she threatened him.'
âI don't understand this bit. How?'
âWell, Colin turns out to have a murky past. Apparently she produced a letter, one she'd kept for years. It was from a friend of hers, a girl she'd been at Oxford with. She'd written to say she was leaving because Colin had got her pregnant and she was having to have an abortion. An illegal one, of course. You can see how damaging that would be to an up-and-coming Tory MP â Victorian values and all that. Especially as his wife's a Catholic.'
âAnd he knew about this abortion?'
âThat's the point. He
paid
for it.'
âWow,' Tracey inhaled deeply and blew smoke across the room.
âAnd now the letter's gone.'
âGone? What do you mean?'
Loretta's face twisted as though she was in agony.
âPeggy had a copy, she had it at the flat. We were going to show it to you, it was our main piece of evidence! But he must've taken it. That's how I know he killed her. This afternoon, while I was trying to find a phone. That and the gun.' She felt in the pocket of her skirt for a handkerchief and wiped her eyes. âI'm sorry, I'm not telling this very well. You see, she didn't mention anything about the gun when I talked to her, when she told me what happened on Tueday night. I'm sure she would have mentioned it if she'd picked it up. She told me she had the letter, she said it was in her handbag. But when I got back â and she was there, on the floor' â Loretta stopped and blew her nose â âwhen I got back the gun was there, by her hand. And the letter was gone.'
âBut surely, Loretta, if you're saying he came to the flat in broad daylight, somebody must have seen him?'
âThat's what I thought. I made them knock on all the doors near by, the police I mean. But it was hopeless. D'you know what those estates are like? The flat next door is boarded up, the one after that's got an old woman in it who's afraid to open her own front door ... There were some lads playing around when I first arrived, about twelve years old, two white and one black, but I don't know where they came from. Anyway, it's not the sort of place where people fall over themselves to help the police. Even though Sharon, she's the woman who found Peggy, even though she was screaming blue murder, no one came out to see what was going on till the ambulance and all the police cars arrived.'
âOK.' Tracey stubbed out his cigarette in the ash-tray on the coffee table. âYou're saying this guy Colin killed Peggy with the gun he used on Clara. How did he know where to find her?'
Loretta nodded. âI've thought about that. When he threw away Peggy's barrel bag in the garden, after he killed Clara, he must have kept her purse. Or her handbag. He was trying to make it look like a robbery, remember. Sharon's address must have been in it â she'd just moved and Peggy said she had trouble remembering it.'
âAnd when he got to the flat? How did he get in? I presume the door wasn't forced?'
âNo, nothing like that.' Loretta's shoulders suddenly began to heave and she put her handkerchief to her face to wipe away a fresh crop of tears. âThat's what I feel so bad about â I think it's my fault!'
âWhat is?'
âHim getting into the flat. My car was parked in the road, you see. I think he knew I was there â all he had to do was pretend I'd sent him, that he was a friend of mine!' She blew her nose hard.
âBut surely Peggy would have recognized him? Even if he â'
âNo
! That's the
point
! She didn't see him on Tuesday night she didn't know what he looked like.'
âHang on a minute. Why should he recognize your car? When did he see it before?'
âIt was parked outside the cottage the other morning, when I made him coffee. He must have seen it then.'
âEven so ... how many white Fiat Pandas are there in the world? It's hardly an unusual make.'
âPerhaps he recognized the number, some people remember things like that. And it's got a CND sticker in the back window.'
âThat's probably true of half the cars in Hackney.'
âAll right, maybe he saw me leaving the flat, I don't know. I was so desperate to find a phone box I didn't waste time looking round for old acquaintances.'
âSo you think he got in and overpowered her... I
suppose
it's feasible.'
âAnd the thing about the gun, and Peggy's purse, the stuff he took from Clara's house â I've thought about that as well. The police searched him and his car on Tuesday night, and they didn't find anything. What I think is, he knew of some hiding-place, an old well or something â he used to play with Clara's brother when he was a boy. And Thursday morning, when he
said
he was looking for Jeremy, he'd come to get it back. He was carrying a briefcase, I didn't think anything of it at the time, but that's what it was for. He came back as soon as the police were out of the way and put it all in his briefcase.'
âYou have got it all worked out. You told Bailey all this?'
âNot all of it. He wouldn't listen. And some of it I didn't work out straight away, I was too upset. All Bailey kept going on about was how I knew Peggy was there and why I hadn't told the police. I had to make up a story about an anonymous letter, and then he wanted to know why I hadn't kept it. I really did think he was going to charge me.'
âSo â the official version is murder followed by suicide. To be fair to Bailey, it is a lot neater than what you've just told me. The idea that someone got into the flat and â wait a minute. What about the husband? How do you know Peggy was telling the truth? How do you know she wasn't protecting her husband, and
he
got into the flat and killed her? After all, you never saw this famous letter.'
A look of anguish passed across Loretta's face. She held out her hands palm upwards, opening and closing them in an expression of her frustration.
âI
know
she was telling the truth, I just
know
it.'
âNo you don't, Loretta, you just want to believe it. She could have made the whole thing up to divert suspicion from herself and â what did you say his name was?'
âMick. Well, at least you aren't convinced it was suicide either.' She gave him a triumphant look.
âI don't â look, Loretta, all I'm saying is that the case against Colin is no better than the one against this Mick. Or, to put it another way, one's as flimsy as the other.'
âSo you're saying Peggy went to all that trouble to get me to Hackney and chose that moment to shoot herself?' Loretta was getting angry again. âIn a fit of remorse which just happened to strike the minute I walked out of the door â three days after the murder?'
âOK, OK. This isn't getting us anywhere ... Even if you're right, you're never going to prove it, you know.'
Loretta looked at him without speaking. Tracey produced his cigarettes again, shook one out and lit it.
âAnother thing. If you are right, where does the Yank fit into all this? The character you met in the churchyard?'
Loretta shifted a little on the sofa. When she spoke, her voice was calmer. âI think he was telling the truth. His men were trying to frighten Clara, but they didn't have anything to do with the murder. I suppose we ought to be grateful they
draw the line
somewhere.'
She raised her glass to her lips and finished her brandy.
âFingerprints,' Tracey said suddenly. âDid they find any on the gun, or in the flat? Ones they couldn't identify, I mean? That would support your story.'
Loretta smiled briefly and shook her head. âHe's too clever for
that
. The gun had been wiped, the only prints on it were Peggy's. And they found mine and Sharon's in the flat, on teacups and things, plus about one smudge mark from a pair of gloves. Bailey didn't think much of that. Oh, there's something else I worked out about Tuesday night â why Colin went rushing into the drawing room to look at Clara's body. It was so he could explain any fingerprints he'd left in there. He really is
very
clever.'
âNot just clever, if he managed to think of all that â he'd have to be a genius. Anyway, Loretta, everything you've said could apply just as much to Mick. You've got no proof that Colin killed either of them.'
âI have! Oh, all right, it's not something that would stand up in a court of law. But it's â it's enough for me. I
know
Peggy. I
know
she was telling the truth. I saw her with Mick, you didn't. She'd never have protected him. Colin killed her, and now he's going to get away with it.'
Tracey heard the despair in her voice and leaned across to crush the end of his cigarette in the ash-tray on the table.
âI think you've had enough,' he said, avoiding her gaze. Think you could get some sleep now? You weren't well even before all this happened. You're all in.'
âI suppose I am.' She spoke absently, watching him toy with the cigarette end. âJohn, won't you believe me? I know I'm right.'
Tracey thought for a moment, his head averted. Then he looked up and finally met her gaze.
âI'm sorry, Loretta,' he said, âI just don't know what to think. I really don't.'
She was woken by a sound that she couldn't immediately identify; even when she'd worked out it was rain spattering on the window directly above her head, she didn't at once remember that she was sleeping in Tracey's spare bed. She
groped on the floor for her watch, picked it up, and was astonished to discover it was five to three; she'd slept for just under twelve hours. She sat up and swung her feet to the floor, experiencing a stabbing pain above her eyes that made her wish she hadn't tried to get out of bed. The brandy, she thought, or just the general aftermath of the previous night. She lay back on the pillows for a while, reluctant to move, but was driven to do so by her need for a glass of water. She got out of bed slowly, feeling sweaty from sleeping in her T-shirt and pants, and pulled her skirt over her head. Clean clothes, she thought, that's what I need, then remembered with dismay that her belongings were still up in Oxfordshire. She went downstairs barefoot and headed for the kitchen at the back of the house.
âJohn? Are you there?' There was no reply, and it occurred to her that he had probably gone to work. Then she spotted an envelope propped against the butter dish on the kitchen table. She picked it up and found a scribbled message in Tracey's handwriting.