Wicked Lovers 01 Wicked Ties (36 page)

Footsteps sounded on the hardwood floor. Morgan tensed until she recognized the cadence of Deke’s footfalls, longer and slower than Jack’s, a bit more silent. She relaxed, somehow relieved and disappointed at once.

With brisk hands, he covered the globes of her ass and parted them. Morgan clenched against him and opened her mouth to ask what the hell he thought he was doing. But the warm comfort of a hot washcloth covered her back entrance, and he rubbed gently, wiping away the excess lube.

“If you’re sore later, a warm bath will help, but you should be okay,” he murmured, easing her onto her back again. “Sleep now.”

Morgan nodded, watching with wide eyes as he leaned in. Was he going to…? Yes, he was.

A moment later, Deke laid his mouth over hers. The sweet press of lips lasted through one breath, two. Dry, almost chaste. Still somehow, he managed to convey caring, comfort, a bare hint of want. Then, with a light brush of his lips over hers, he drew back.

“Yeah, now I know exactly why Jack is wild for you,” he said with a bittersweet curl to his mouth as he rose to his feet.

“Wait!” She grabbed at his hand.

“How did you come to terms with it? How did you learn to be okay with…”

“Ménage?” He guessed it right in on the first try and shrugged. “At seventeen, the first time I heard a woman scream in ecstasy under double penetration. There’s nothing like knowing the perfect way to drive a woman absolutely wild.”

“But it’s not exactly what normal, everyday people next door do.”

Deke crossed his arms over his chest. “Luc and I have neighbors. I doubt they know we share women, but I don’t give a shit if they do.”

“Luc?”

“My cousin. It’s his place. I crash there now that I’ve been discharged. He’s made it all warm and cozy, and is just waiting on the right woman to come play house with us.”

Morgan doubted a deaf woman would have missed the mockery in Deke’s voice. “You don’t think it’s possible to find someone?”

She felt sad for him. The regret in his eyes told her how badly he wanted just that.

“What woman in her right mind wants to live with a temperamental chef and a former drill sergeant? Alone, either of us would drive a woman to drink. Together…” He shrugged. “It works for a night or two. It’s enough.”

Deke was lying. To her. To himself. His wants had cost him a chance at happiness, too.

“And right now, it’s irrelevant.” He busted in on her thoughts. “We were talking about you and Jack…”

Clearly, Deke didn’t want to talk about himself any more than she wanted to talk about herself.

“You’ll have to accept your own desires to be happy. And you shouldn’t settle for less. Jack will come around and he’ll help you. I can’t tell you when or how it will happen or what will make you okay with your needs. I just know you’ll manage.”

Morgan tried to rein in her frustration. Why did everyone keep insisting that the answer was inside her, was as simple as accepting herself? Clearly, if Jack was going to curse her and tear out of a room as if the hounds of hell were at his back, it wasn’t that simple.

Damn it, she’d been feeling so good about her choice to come to Jack’s playroom. The way he’d touched her, the pleasure in his touch, the praise in every caress, made her feel so accepted, like everything transpiring in his playroom between them was right. And then…then, he’d disparaged her wants. That had to mean there was something wrong with her, right?

Damn, had she ever been more confused?

For Deke’s sake, she just nodded. “I… Thanks.”

A mere word of appreciation seemed inadequate, given that he’d seen to her physical comfort, treated her without lust…but still like a woman. Tried to answer her question, but bared his soul instead. His gentle attention made her feel feminine and cared for, and was a balm to Jack’s rejection.

Smiling, Morgan sat up on her knees and reached for the broad planes of his cheeks. “It’s not much, but thank you.”

Then she settled her mouth over his, a light dusting of feminine sighs, warm lips, and thanks before pulling away. It was odd, really, this…bond of understanding sprinkled with a light dusting of desire. Morgan didn’t understand it any more than she understood him. But suddenly she was grateful for both.

“You’re welcome.” He stepped away, smoothing a broad palm down the cascade of her fiery hair. “Try resting now. You should be able to with some assurances, by the way. Hard to believe after everything that’s happened, but I came out here because no one answered the phone. I wanted to tell you two that your stalker appears to have left Louisiana. Tell Jack, because I’ll be too busy beating his ass, that the creep trashed your fiancé’s house three days ago and tried to set fire to your house in L.A. yesterday.”

“Oh my…” Poor Brandon. He was so proud of that house, and hadn’t asked for any trouble. He’d merely been trying to help. And her own house… “Damn it!”

“I know,” Deke soothed. “It sucks, but the good news is, with anger like his, if the bastard knew where you were right now, he’d be out here hunting you down, not hopping all over the country trying to draw you out by destroying property.”

Deke had a point, and it seemed to solidify the rationale that Reggie was her stalker. She hadn’t called him in days, and he’d been one of the few people who knew she’d made it as far as Louisiana. And he’d never had a good temper on the best of days. Was he disturbed? Obsessed? Probably both of the above. She sighed.

Until now, she’d been safe because she’d been staying with Jack. But today, everything had changed. Given Jack’s rejection— yet another man who had snubbed her after hearing her fantasies— and Deke’s information, she was ready to take action.

If Reggie had made his move, maybe…maybe it was time to make hers.

#

Jack had predicted Deke would make his way onto the wraparound porch, where night was settling over the swamp and the cold February air twisted over his bare skin. After a long shower, he’d wrapped himself in the robe Morgan had left on the back of the bathroom door. Damn thing smelled like her and gave him another fucking hard-on.

Trying to blot out both the feel of her tight ass around his cock and the stark pain on her face as he’d stomped out of the playroom, Jack gripped his bottle of beer and turned to his friend for the verbal ass-whipping he knew he deserved.

“You don’t have to say it,” Jack assured him, taking a long swallow of his brew.

“Oh, but I want to.” Deke settled into the chair beside his and glared. “You behaved like a stupid prick.”

“You’re right. Morgan just…shocked the hell out of me. I had no idea she was harboring fantasies about ménage. She can barely wrap her mind around the idea of submitting to me. That she’s thought of servicing two men…” He shrugged. “It blew me away. I reacted before I thought.”

“You betrayed her trust and made promises you didn’t fucking keep.”

“You’re right again.” Jack scrubbed a hand across his tired face. “Shit. It was bad enough that I turned my back on her. I damn near punished her for having the fantasy. She probably feels wretched and rejected.”

“You don’t want to share her.”

“No, I don’t,” Jack admitted, imbibing another long swallow of his beer. Absently, he wondered how long it would take him to get drunk and if he could forget about behaving like such an ass if he did.

“Because of Kayla?”

Nothing like getting right to the heart of the matter. His exwife’s betrayal of their marriage vows with one of his closest friends had carved a pit of fury in his gut that had just kept filling up with ire and hate over the years. Now it was thinly lined with a scar that enraged him at the thought of another man touching Morgan. Hell, he hadn’t cared much about Kayla, and knowing she’d fucked around on him had nearly driven him to a killing rage.

He cared about Morgan much more.

“When it comes to Morgan, I want to be a selfish bastard and keep all her sass and submission and sweet smiles to myself. I want to be the only man who wraps his hands in that gorgeous flame-colored hair and watches while she takes me deep in her mouth. I want to be the only man who tastes her pussy, feels the bite of her tight ass on my cock.” He blew out a long breath. “But that’s not what she wants.”

“You love this girl?”

Jack squeezed his eyes shut and gripped the cold bottle in his hand so tightly, he wondered if it might break. How could he answer that when he’d never experienced love before? If feeling euphoric at her happiness and somber at her sadness, being willing to kill anyone who threatened her, and kicking himself in the ass for cursing her desires and crushing her burgeoning sexuality, then…

“Yeah. I’m pretty sure that’s the case. From the beginning, it’s just been…so different with her.” He barked with bitter laughter. “Hell, I even dreamed about her before I knew her. Her body, her smell, the way she makes me feel. From the first, I felt like she had me by the balls, but I’m thinking maybe what she’s holding is a bit farther north.”

“You’ve got to make this right for her.”

“I just don’t…” He heaved a long sigh and started over. “I intend to claim her, and I know it’s my responsibility to see to her every desire. But I honestly don’t know if I could see someone else—you—fuck her and not want to rip your balls off.”

“If you love her and you want to see her happy, you’ve got to give her what she needs. Or she’s never going to be whole. And what you have is going to be a lie.”

So calm, so rational. So perfectly correct. Damn Deke!

“Not only that,” Deke went on, “but whatever it is she’s holding back from you is something she’ll never give if you’re not fulfilling her.”

“Holding back?” Jack paused. A sick knot twisted his gut with apprehension. He still hadn’t reached her, not totally. He’d hoped… But no. So apparently, he’d hoped in vain. How could he make her his if she wouldn’t surrender completely?

But then, Deke’s words reminded him that she was only part of the recipe. The other part had to come from him.

“C’mon, Jack. You know what I’m talking about. Don’t you? You’ve seen it? Felt it?”

“Do you take some perverse pleasure in being right and throwing that in my face?” Jack sighed and took another long swallow of his cold beer. “Where is Morgan?”

“I tucked her into bed, safe and sound, and I’m hoping she’s asleep. She looked worn out.”

“Did you cop a cheap feel?”

Deke smiled at Jack’s growl. “I might have. She’s a hard woman not to want.”

Jack knew that too damn well. While he didn’t like Deke touching her, he had no one to blame but himself for running out on her. So he let it go…this time.

“Morgan is like a soft stroke to the cock and a kick in the teeth all at once,” Jack muttered.

“You’re not the only man who loves her. She’s got a fiancé back in Houston, right?”

Brandon. Son of a bitch! As if he needed the complication of that pansy-assed bastard.

“Yes.”

“What are you going to do about him? With him in the picture, she’s not yours to keep.”

“Thanks for the reminder,” he grunted sarcastically.

Taking Morgan from Brandon would be the best revenge of all, way better than simply emailing video footage of them fucking to her esteemed fiancé. But that wasn’t the reason Jack was determined to win her. Not even close.

He just wanted her all to himself. Today, tomorrow, every morning, every night. His.

Deke rose with a quirk of a smile. “What are friends for?”

Indeed, he thought, watching Deke amble down the steps, get into his boat and push away from the dock.

For a endless moments, he sat there. And damn it, he couldn’t even manage to get drunk. Instead, he tried to sort through the tangle of shit swirling in his gut: fear, anger, possessiveness, jealousy, determination, concern, need…love.

When his feet finally turned to ice, his stomach started growling, and he thought Morgan might have rested sufficiently to talk, he stalked into the house, threw his empty beer bottle away, and headed for the bedroom.

Only he didn’t find Morgan.

Her scent lingering in the room told him she hadn’t been gone long. The ruby pendant he’d given her lay abandoned on his pillow and told him more effectively than words that she’d left.

He’d lost her before he had her.

And that if he didn’t find her fucking fast, he could lose her to a stalker’s jealous rage for good.

“You can stop hiding now,” Deke said, laughter lilting his voice.

Morgan stiffened under the tarp on the floor of the little boat. Deke was talking to her. Crap! How on earth had he known she was here?

His rhythmic paddling ceased, and now the boat sat stationary, the thick waters of the swamp splatting against the side of his small metal vessel. Had they arrived at the little dock outside Lafayette?

“I know you’re there, Morgan,” Deke said as he lifted the tarp off of her.

The night’s cold breeze suddenly swept across her halfdressed form as she looked up—way, way up—at Deke. The silvery moon backlit his towering frame, shadowing his angled cheekbones and strong, square chin. Amusement played across his grayed features.

“How did you know?”

“I had to step over you to get into the boat.” He laughed. “The tarp hid you, but the displacement of the boat made it obvious someone was on board…and not a big someone. That left you as my only suspect.”

Damn it, she’d tried so hard to get away from Jack, from the tangled morass her life had become, without anyone knowing.

With a chuckle, Deke bent down and helped her to her feet. “You look adorably frustrated, doll. Don’t feel bad. We Special Forces types pay attention to the small details. You never know when it will keep you alive.” He shrugged. “Jack would have heard you sneaking out the bedroom window if he hadn’t been sitting on the porch and drowning his thoughts in beer.”

The wind whipped around her again, and Morgan shivered. A pair of Jack’s overlarge sweatpants, a cotton shirt with the tails tied at her belly and a thin pair of socks were no match for the cold slice of the humid breeze in forty-degree temperatures.

“I’m not going back.”

“You don’t have to.”