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Authors: Jane Aiken Hodge

It was a scrap of paper with one word: ‘Charles.'

‘Ask him to come up,' said Mercy. ‘It's Brisson,'she explained to Ruth when the girl had gone.

‘Oh, thank God! But how in the world?'

‘We'll know soon enough.' She turned to greet Charles Brisson warmly. ‘We were afraid we would never have a chance to thank you.'

‘I was afraid I would never see you again.'

He looked exhausted, Mercy thought, as he kissed first her hand and then Ruth's. It must be hideously dangerous for him to be here. No wonder he had asked to see them in their room.

‘Is it true that you intend to sail for France tonight?' he asked. ‘Forgive me for being so blunt, but I have no time …'

‘No, of course … After all your kindness, you have the right to ask anything. Yes, we do mean to go tonight, but how in the world did you find out?'

‘Because I was offered passage on the same ship.' Fie laughed ruefully. ‘You could call her the regular smuggler for illicit trips to France. An extraordinary war, this. When he offered me my passage, the agent here in Portsmouth asked me to bring two ladies to the rendezvous with me. I thought it must be you. But I refused the passage, and so should you. She is no place for two ladies. I do not like to think what might have happened to you. Besides, I don't understand Mrs. Purchis … Mercy … why?' He was still standing, looking from her to Ruth, every line of his body showing exhaustion, eyes huge in his tired face.

Ruth picked up her bonnet. ‘There is something I must do,' she said. ‘Will you excuse me? I'll tell them to bring wine,' she told Mercy. ‘Monsieur Brisson looks worn out.'

‘Dear Ruth.' He took her hand. ‘Thank you. But – no wine. There's so little time …'

‘God bless you,' she said, and left them.

He turned to Mercy. ‘A girl in a million. Now quick, tell me why this sudden change of plan. You know your husband is in the Tower and yet plan to leave for France without even seeing him?'

‘I think I have to. How much do you know about the riots in London?'

‘A great deal. Like you' – he pointed to the pile of newspapers – ‘I have been reading about them.'

‘Then you know that there is talk that they were instigated by the Americans.'

‘Or the French. And no truth in either story.'

‘If only I could be sure of that. Don't you see, my husband is accused of being one of the ringleaders, of being, in fact, an American spy or agent provocateur? And then I arrive, a known spy … Oh, it's no fault of yours. Do not for a moment imagine that I am blaming you. I am sure your advice to come was good. How were you to know what I would find when I got here? As it is, I see nothing for it but to get over to France and await events there.'

‘Your husband asks this?'

‘I've not heard from him direct. His cousin came to see me yesterday. Miss Julia Purchas. With messages. With the warning of the harm I might do him by my presence.' Telling him this, she found it more extraordinary than ever that there had been not one scrap of word direct from Hart.

‘Madame.' He took her hand. ‘Mercy. Will you forgive me? I must ask you. What do you know of this Miss Purchas?'

‘That I do not like her. But that is nothing to the purpose.' She had no right to tell even this good friend more.

‘You have heard the talk then? I'm sorry, I do not like to be the one to tell you.'

‘About her and my husband? She told me.'

‘Ah! And asked you to go?'

‘Yes.'

‘And you are going. And on a ship of her choosing? So – you believed her.'

‘Yes, I believed her. How could I help it? And – you had heard of it? It is being gossiped about.'

‘I am afraid so. Paragraphs in the papers. You would not have recognised them. They have been together constantly, madame, since he reached England. At the playhouse, at … at other places of public amusement.'

‘She is his cousin.' But what was the use of saying that? She knew the gossip about Hart and Julia was all too horribly founded in fact. ‘But it's not because of the gossip that I am going,' she went on. ‘It's because I endanger Hart's life by staying.' She owed it to this good friend to tell him the whole truth. ‘When I accepted the offer of passage tonight, I told Miss Purchas that I would agree to nothing else until I had heard from Hart himself. I am his wife,' she concluded proudly, fighting tears.

‘Dear madame,' he said. ‘Dear Mercy. You love him still?'

‘Yes. I think I did not quite know how much until this.'

‘Then do not go!'

‘No? But—'

‘Listen to me, Mercy, who love you and have fought the temptation of the devil to tell you this. You must believe me because it costs me so much. I have found another ship bound for France. A safe one. The captain's a friend. I could get you a passage on her. Take you with me. Comfort you … Hope that one day you would turn to me for consolation. But no, when you learned the truth, you would never forgive me.'

‘What truth?'

‘Miss Purchas is deceiving you. Oh, no, I'm sorry! Not about what has happened between her and your husband. That is indeed public knowledge. He was seen everywhere with her, at places of not the most savoury reputation. What
you decide to do about that is your own affair, only, as you think of it, I beg you will remember that there is one heart that will love you always.'

‘I'm sorry …'

‘You do not care! You are mad to hear what it is I am trying to tell you about your husband. Very well. You know me for what I am. A spy. Well, at least I am a well-informed one. There is no truth in this tale Miss Purchas has told you of danger to your husband. There may have been for a while perhaps. In the first reaction from the chaos in London there were all kinds of wild stories going about. I am not sure that the Tower was not the safest place for him. But now … the small fry have been examined, tried, executed … There has been not a shadow of evidence to implicate either French or Americans. The government may have been tempted at first to mount a state trial and try and whip up some anti-American feeling, but they learned their lesson over Wilkes; they'll not risk having such a trial blow up in their faces for lack of evidence. They are merely waiting until feelings have calmed to release your husband.'

‘You are sure of this?'

‘Would I tell you if I was not?'

‘No.' She reached out to take his hand. ‘I do thank you, Monsieur Brisson.'

He raised her hand to his lips. ‘Love is a strange thing. I think I understand yours by my own. You will forgive your husband. I will never stop loving you. There we are. But you see, instead of taking this dangerous passage to France that Miss Purchas has arranged for you, you should be asking yourself why she has lied to you. I think, if I were you, I would go to Dick Purchas at Denton Hall.' He turned over her hand and kissed the palm. ‘I must leave you, Mercy. I have stayed too long already. I am on my way back to America. If things go well with you here, and I pray that they do, you will remember me as a friend who loved you. If they go ill, come back to America, Mercy. Give me my chance to comfort you.'

‘Dear Charles, what can I say?'

‘Nothing. Kiss me, Mercy, as you did before. God bless you. And good-bye.'

XIX

Hope, Hart found, was almost as restless company as fear. A mixed batch of papers, brought him by the gaoler the morning after Dick's visit, confirmed what he had said of the change in public tone. The riots were a thing of the past. English life was back to normal. The city fathers, meeting at the Guildhall, had been far from unanimous in passing a motion thanking the King for his care and attention to the citizens of London during the late riots. More significantly still, the Aldermen, meeting on July 18, had decided it was time to stop the allowance to the troops who had saved the City. At a hundred pounds a day, the expense of this had already amounted to four thousand. Quite enough in their view. The allowance would stop as from Saturday, July 22. After all, the executions were over, and the city quiet.

For Hart, the days dragged horribly. No visitors. No letters. Mr. Purchas's deadline had come and gone long since. Thanks to Dick, the gaoler continued obliging enough but turned a deaf ear to Hart's pressing requests for a lawyer. ‘No orders,' he would say, and that, so far as he was concerned, was that. Hope sickened. Hart began to fear madness as much as, before, he had feared death. He made himself count things. Days. Nights. Ravens on the grass. The gaoler's visits. He was at the cell window, counting ravens, when he heard voices in the corridor. The gaoler's, fawning, pleading, and another, a gentleman's … Familiar? He was doubtless imagining things.

Rattle of keys. The cell door opening. Piers Blanding,
falsely bonhomous, coming forward, hand outstretched. ‘My dear Purchis, deepest apologies for being so slow in getting you out of this hellhole. Never thought it could take so long to obey a command of Miss Purchas's but you've not been popular, dear boy, not popular at all. Took all my talent for special pleading to convince my revered principal that you'd be less of an embarrassment out than in.' He looked round the cell with distaste. ‘Is this the best you could do for him, Miggs?'

‘Orders,' said the gaoler, with a pleading glance for Hart.

If he had not disliked Blanding quite as much as he did the gaoler, Hart might have mentioned the original, sordid stinking cell from which he had been removed before Dick's visit. Why bother? If he was really getting out, nothing else mattered. ‘You mean to tell me I am free?' he asked instead.

‘Free as the air, dear boy. That will do, Miggs; I'll call you when I need you.' He moved closer to Hart as the gaoler left them. ‘To tell truth,' he said, ‘we now find ourselves a trifle embarrassed by your plight. Had a bad time, by the look of you. Sorry about that! No intention of ours. Failure of communication. You know how it is. Less said, the better? Painful for the family. Things bad enough with them as it is. Rumours all over town about George Purchas. Sad business, but now a dead horse, don't you think? Hard on the family to have the the whole thing opened up again. And not what Government wants either.'

‘Oh?' Where was this leading?

‘You're a man of the world. Been reading the papers, I see. Well – things have settled down. No use stirring them up again, what? Trouble for Government; trouble for the family; very likely trouble for you.'

‘I've had enough of my own.'

‘Just what I'm saying. I'm authorised to make you an offer. Out of here, out of England, and no more said.'

‘Just like that?'

‘Just like that. There's a closed carriage outside, will take you to Portsmouth. Enquire at the George for Mr. Smith, and he will arrange your passage to France. Oh' – he reached into a pocket and brought out a bulging wallet – ‘you're somewhat embarrassed financially, I understand. This should take care of things for you until you reach France and can make your own arrangements.'

‘And the terms of my release?'

‘A gentlemen's agreement. Purely verbal. You trust us; we trust you. And – you're out of here.'

‘Thank you.' He wished he had not always disliked Piers Blanding so much. ‘Very well then.' He picked up the portmanteau he had brought from Denton Hall. ‘I'm ready.'

‘Your word that you'll say nothing about George Purchas?'

‘Given.'

‘Right.' He pushed open the cell door, and Hart, following him down the corridor, thought that his own dislike was richly returned.

The sun shone. The River Thames sparkled under the bridge. The hired post chaise was comfortable, if not luxurious; the driver seemed civil. There had been a moment when Hart had thought Blanding meant to accompany him on the first stage of the journey. Instead, ‘You'll lose no time?' he had said.

‘Trust me for that.' Hart remembered the exchange as the chaise rattled through Southwark, where burnt and blackened buildings still spoke of the savagery of the late riots, and so, gradually, out into the country. It was good to see green fields again. There had been a time when he thought he never would. And now? Time to face it. What was he going to do? He had promised Blanding that he would not speak of George Purchas's involvement in the riots. But he had not been asked to give any promise about the offered passage to France. Presumably it had not occurred to Blanding that one was necessary. After
all, he had every inducement to get clean out of England as fast as he could.

It was early yet. With four horses, changed frequently, he could be at Portsmouth by night, maybe in France tomorrow. That was undoubtedly what Blanding expected. The temptation was monstrous. France tomorrow. A fast ship for America. Home … and Mercy. If she was still alive. He would not believe her dead. He thought he would have known if she was dead. The bond between them, strained in those difficult frustrated days on the
Georgia
, felt strong as steel now. Night after night, in that grim cell in the Tower, he had dreamt of her in his arms and waked himself calling her name.

Portsmouth tonight. France tomorrow. Away from Julia; away from Purchas; away from debt. And away from Dick. Only Dick would know him for a coward. And Dick, he was sure, would say nothing. Might even be relieved? He did not want to kill Dick; still less, in the new delight of liberty, did he want to be killed by him. And yet … and yet … He had been brought up to the strict code of honour. He knew he would never respect himself again if he did not give Dick the chance of fighting him.

Denton Hall was not too far away from the Portsmouth road. He could spend the night there, send a message to Dick, who was probably still in London, offering a meeting within twenty-four hours. Then, if he survived, he would surely still be in time to find Mr. Smith at Portsmouth. If by any unhappy chance he had killed Dick, he would be even more in need of Smith's good offices.

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