Windfall

Windfall
Sara Cassidy

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Copyright © 2011 Sara Cassidy

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Library and Archives Canada Cataloguing in Publication

Cassidy, Sara
Windfall [electronic resource] / Sara Cassidy.
 (Orca currents)

Electronic monograph in PDF format.
Issued also in print format.
ISBN 978-1-55469-851-6

I. Title. II. Series: Orca currents (Online)
PS8555.A7812W55 2011A       JC813'.54       C2010-907993-0

First published in the United States, 2011
Library of Congress Control Number:
2010942077

Summary:
Thirteen-year-old Liza, grieving the loss of a local homeless man and her family's apple tree, seeks healing through gardening.

Orca Book Publishers is dedicated to preserving the environment and has printed
this book on paper certified by the Forest Stewardship Council.

Orca Book Publishers gratefully acknowledges the support for its publishing programs provided by the following agencies: the Government of Canada through the Canada Book Fund and the Canada Council for the Arts, and the Province of British Columbia through the BC Arts Council and the Book Publishing Tax Credit.

Cover design by Teresa Bubela
Cover photography by Dreamstime

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Printed and bound in Canada.

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In memory of Richard Walters, 1952–2006.

Contents

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six

Chapter Seven

Chapter Eight

Chapter Nine

Chapter Ten

Chapter Eleven

Chapter Twelve

Chapter Thirteen

Chapter Fourteen

Chapter Fifteen

Titles in the Series orca currents

Chapter One

Ri-i-i-ing. Ri-i-i-ing. Ri-i-i-ing. Ri-i-i-ing.
I lift my head from my pillow. The downstairs floor squeaks. One of my brothers shuffles across their bedroom.

“Hullo?” It's Leland, who is six years old. After a long pause he says, “Do you want to speak to someone bigger?”

“I've got it, sweetheart.” Mom picks up the phone in her room. She speaks quietly for a few minutes.

“Kids!” she calls. “I need to talk to you.”

The three of us bound to her room. The boys are wearing flannel pajamas with pictures of robots and snowboarders. Their hair is stormy with sleep. Silas has eight little circles indented on his cheek. It looks like he slept on a piece of Lego. I'm wearing the knee-length soccer shirt that Dad sent from England.

Mom smiles at us, but when she blinks, tears slide from her eyes.

“Sad news,” she says. “Richard died last night.”

“Outside?” Silas asks, horrified.

“Yes, dear,” Mom says. “In the park.”

“Alone?” Leland asks in a wobbly voice.

“I guess so,” Mom says gently. “Richard slept outside and alone for many years.”

“Was it rainy and cold?” Leland's chin trembles.

“It was a lovely night,” Mom says. She shoots me a look. Mom and I played Crazy Eights last night after the boys went to sleep. Rain pelted the roof, and the wind was so strong that the branches of the backyard apple tree scratched at the window.

Still, maybe Richard was warm and dry. Maybe in his dreams angels rocked him into that weird final sleep. You never know.

“He was probably dreaming beautiful dreams,” I say to comfort Leland.

“Probably?” Leland challenges.

“Maybe probably,” I say.

“Maybe
maybe
,” Leland says.

“We brought him a coat not that long ago,” Silas says. “And socks. He would have been warm.”

“We gave him money every time we saw him,” Mom says airily. She looks out the window at another gray Victoria day.

She's right, we did. But we never invited him for supper, or for a shower, or a night in a warm bed. We have an unused bedroom in the basement he could have lived in.

“We won't ever, ever see him again, right?” Leland asks.

“That's right, except in your memories.” Mom starts making her bed. “There will be a funeral in a few days.”

Leland goes rigid. He clenches his teeth. “I'm not going to a funeral!” he says, staring Mom down.

“Me neither,” Silas mutters, his eyes on the floor.

“Liza?” Mom looks surprised. “Surely, you'll go?”

“No way,” I declare. I picture Richard, wax-white and unmoving on his bench. I imagine rain on his lifeless face. What was I thinking—
angels
?
Warmth
? He was just as alone when he died as he was in life.

Mom sits again on her bed and studies our faces. She opens her arms to Leland. He resists at first, but then melts into her lap.

“Look, you guys,” Mom whispers. “This is sad. Even a little frightening. We didn't know Richard well, but we loved him. He was sweet. Gentle.”

“Yeah,” Leland sniffles, raising his head from Mom's shoulder. “His gentleness was more important than his smelliness.”

Silas and I both snort. We try to stifle our laughter.

“Maybe you'll change your minds,” Mom continues, ignoring us. “A funeral is a chance to say goodbye.” She grins, then singsongs, “You'd miss a bit of school.”

A bribe? How can she be so cold? Richard is
dead
, and we're supposed to get excited about missing school?

“Yeah, that'll make it worth it,” I say bitterly as I leave the room.

“Liza, I didn't mean it that way. I'm sorry. We're all upset,” Mom calls after me.

At breakfast my food tastes so dry, it hurts my throat. My orange juice stings. The yellow kitchen walls, normally cheerful, are dull. It's like the light's been sucked out of the house.

Neighbors keep calling. The phone sounds robotic and shrill. I hear Mom refer to Richard as being “gone” or “passed on.” Once, she says he's “crossed over.” Crossed over to where? Some sunshiny happy place? I've seen police shows. I know Richard is in a steel drawer in a frosty room with a numbered tag around his big toe.

Between phone calls, Mom makes the boys' lunches. She spreads peanut butter on slices of bread and fills Tupperware with grapes and animal crackers as if it's just another day. The boys hunker over their Lego as if nothing remarkable has happened. Nobody cares that an entire person has gone—
poof!
—out like a light. Shouldn't we all be bawling? Shouldn't the world stop spinning for a moment?

Or maybe it doesn't matter that Richard is dead. Did it matter that he was alive? All he did was sit on a bench and sleep in the bushes of Meegan Park. We passed him nearly every day on our way to school or to the store. He never held out his hand, but Mom always gave him a fistful of change. She always asked how he was. Richard always replied in his warm thick voice, “Good.”

Was he good? He was dirty! His hair was a pile of knots, and his clothes were stained and torn. He was always bundled in layers of coats, pants, shirts and sweaters. He even wore wool hats in the middle of summer. You'd know him from a block away. He was rumpled and baggy, like a hulking pile of laundry.

“Check it out!” Silas shouts as we enter Meegan Park on our way to school. He's pointing at Richard's bench. Someone has laid a huge sunflower and a framed photograph of Richard there. In the photograph, Richard is sitting on the very same bench. His warm bristly face looks calmly at the camera. A hand-printed note is propped against the sunflower's thick stem. It says
Rest
in Peace, Richard.

Leland swings his backpack to the ground and pulls out his lunch kit. He takes an apple and places it on the bench between the jar and the picture.

“There,” he says, his chin wobbling.

The apple gleams in the morning sun. It seems to swell against its taut red skin, bursting with life. We continue on to school. We'll be late now. Maybe the world did stop spinning for an instant. As I turn away from Richard's bench, the nearby bushes rustle. A few fall leaves scatter to the ground. I get a strong feeling that Richard is watching us. It's spooky, but it's not scary.

Chapter Two

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I got walkie-talkies last month for my birthday. I wanted a cell phone, but Mom is too cheap. Well, that's not how
she
tells it.

“Cell phones mess with your brain,” she says. “Radio waves equal radiation. Radiation spells tumors.

Experts predict a brain-cancer tsunami in ten years. No one under eighteen should use cell phones—except in an emergency.”

Olive is my neighbor and best friend. It's a cool September evening, so I throw a jean jacket over my sweater as I head out to the tree house. These are the best weeks of the year, because I can reach out the tree-house window and pick apples straight from the branch. I'm munching one when Olive straggles up.

“Bad news,” Olive puffs. “I looked everywhere for batteries. We're out.” She gives me a look. What she's really saying is that our walkie-talkie days are over.

“I can get some,” I say.

“No,” Olive says gravely. “That would be cheating.”

Three months ago, Olive's family decided not to buy anything new
for a year
. Except food. I started it. I'd learned that an oil company was polluting farmland in Guatemala and not compensating local farmers. I formed Girls for Renewable Resources, Really! We protested and got the company to pay up.

Olive joined GRRR!, but her parents didn't want Olive getting too involved. When she couldn't come to our protest, Olive got her parents to watch
An
Inconvenient Truth
, a movie about global warming. They were so freaked out about carbon levels that they decided Olive
had
to be in GRRR! They vowed to reuse, reduce and recycle with a vengeance.