Authors: Beverly Barton
“Are you good at playing miniature golf?” Allen repeated. “Deborah and Mother play real golf and they take me along. They're teaching me how to play. But right now, I still like miniature golf better.”
“I can't say I've ever played miniature golf before,” Ashe said. “Today you'll have to be my teacher.”
“I like that idea. I don't think I've ever taught anybody anything before.” Allen beamed with pleasure.
Deborah relaxed and finished off her ice-cream cone,
thinking how easily a child can adapt, how quickly Allen had gone from a frightened, worried little boy into a secure, happy kid looking forward to a new experience.
Would he adapt so easily if someday she told him the truthâthat she was his mother and Ashe was his father?
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“S
TRAIGHT UPSTAIRS AND
into the bathtub for you, young man.” Deborah gave Allen a gentle push up the stairs, then dropped down on the bottom step. When Allen dashed off, galloping up the stairs and down the hall, Ashe propped his foot on the step beside Deborah and leaned over, kissing the tip of her nose.
She stared up at him, bewilderment in her eyes. “What was that for?”
“For being so cute. Your hair is an absolute mess.” He twirled a loose strand around his index finger. “Your shoes are ruined and you've got chocolate stains on your blouse.”
They both glanced down to the dark circle on the silk that lay over the rise of her left breast. “I need to get out of this blouse and soak it before the stain sets in any worse than it already has.”
Ashe released her hair, ran his finger down the side of her neck and over into the V of her blouse. “Need any help?”
Carol Vaughn cleared her throat. Ashe straightened. Deborah looked up at her mother who walked from the living room into the hallway.
“Is Allen all right?” Carol asked. “He didn't seem upset.”
“He's practically forgotten about what happened,” Deborah said. “Thanks to Ashe. We've eaten hamburgers and fries twice today, played God only knows how many rounds of miniature golf, went to see that ridiculous dog movie and bought Allen a brand-new computer game.”
“Should we take Allen out of school until the trial is over?” Carol asked.
“No, that would only make matters worse for him.” Getting
up, Deborah walked over to her mother and placed her arm around her frail shoulders. “I think Ashe should act as Allen's bodyguard from now on instead of mine.”
“Oh, Deborah, no. Do you think Allen really is in danger?”
“Miss Carol, there's no way to know whether Allen is in real danger, but we don't dare take any chances,” Ashe said. “I called the police, and Chief Burton has assured me that they'll send a patrol car around every day during Allen's PE time. And I spoke to Sheriff Blaylock, gave him a description of the man who confronted Allen on the playground.”
“Do you think there's any chance of catching the man?” Carol slipped her thin arm around her daughter's waist.
“I doubt it,” Ashe said. “My bet is that Buck got somebody from out of town and the guy's long gone by now.”
“I didn't want to think that Allen might be in danger,” Carol said. “But it did cross my mind that these people might try to get to Deborah through herâ¦her brother.”
“You could also be in danger, Miss Carol, especially when you're outside the house. With the security system we have in place now, it would be difficult for anyone to break in.” Anyone who wasn't a highly trained professional, Ashe thought. He doubted any of Buck's local boys had the know-how to get past a sophisticated system, but it was possible.
“I'm not worried about myself, only my children. You must keep Deborah and Allen protected no matter what.”
“Mother, don't fret this way. It isn't good for you.”
“With your permission, Miss Carol, I'd like to bring in another man to guard Allen,” Ashe said.
“Someone else from Dundee Security?” Carol asked.
“Yes, ma'am.”
“Do you think that's necessary?” Carol looked to Deborah, who nodded and squeezed her mother's hand.
“All right, you do what you think best.” Carol allowed Deborah to help her up the stairs. Pausing on the landing, she looked down at Ashe. “You have no idea how reassured I am by your
presence here, Ashe McLaughlin, knowing that you have taken responsibility for Deborah and Allen.”
Deborah's gaze met Ashe's. Looking away quickly, she assisted her mother to her room. Ashe couldn't quite figure out that strange look in Deborah's eyes, almost pleading. And sad. And even afraid. This wasn't the first time he'd sensed Deborah feared him, but he couldn't understand why. Not unless she still loved him. Dear God, was it possible? Of course not, no one kept loving someone eleven years after they'd been rejected.
Ashe went into the library, closed the door and dialed Simon Roarke's private number. Dundee himself would have been Ashe's first choice, but Sam seldom took on private cases any more. His other top choices were J.T. Blackwood, who was already involved in another case, and Simon Roarke.
He'd known Simon for nearly a year, had met him when he'd first hired on with Dundee Security. The two had liked each other immediately, finding they had enough in common to form a friendship. A couple of former career soldiers who'd been born and raised in Southern poverty.
“Roarke here.” His voice sounded like gravel being dumped onto sheet metal.
“This is McLaughlin. I need you on the first plane out of Atlanta. Tonight if possible.”
“What's up?”
“The woman I'm protecting has a ten-year-old brother. Today a stranger approached him on the school playground and gave him a message for his sister.”
“The bastard!” Roarke said, the sound possessing the depth of a rottweiler's bark. “He didn't hurt the kid, did he?”
“Allen's fine. I just want to make sure he stays that way.” Ashe knew that if Simon Roarke had one weakness, it was children. His only child had died years ago, and Simon had never fully recovered, had never escaped the demons of pain.
“I'll let Sam know where I'll be. He can fax me all the
information on your case,” Roarke said. “And I'll see you first thing in the morning.”
Ashe stayed in the den for nearly thirty minutes after he finished talking to Roarke. He stood by the window, looking out into the darkness, not seeing what lay before him, only envisioning Deborah's smile. He wanted her to smile at him again the way she'd smiled at him that night so long ago. He hadn't realized how much he needed someone to love him.
Hell! He was a fool. Deborah didn't love him. She might desire him the way he desired her, but she wasn't a seventeen-year-old girl anymore. She didn't look at him through the eyes of love and see her Prince Charming. And he had no one to blame but himself. He had been the one to destroy her fairy-tale dreams.
She had offered him everything. And he'd been too young and stupid to realize what he was rejecting.
He made his way upstairs, turning off lights as he went. Allen's bedroom door stood open. The sound of his and Deborah's voices floated down the hall. Strange, how quickly he'd come to feel at home in the Vaughn household, how quickly he had come to think of Miss Carol and Allen, and yes, dammit, Deborah, as his own family.
He stood several feet away from Allen's room, looking through the open door. Deborah, fresh from a bath and wearing a navy blue silk robe, sat on the edge of Allen's bed. She pulled the covers up around his chest, then patted the edges into place. Lifting her hand, she reached out and touched Allen's face, the gesture so filled with love that it hit Ashe in the pit of his stomach with knockout force.
“We're going to be just fine, you know,” Deborah said, cradling Allen's cheek with her hand. “I've been taking care of us for a long time now and haven't done such a bad job. Now Ashe is here, and he won't let anything happen to you or me or Mother.”
“I like Ashe a lot, don't you? He's the kind of man any guy
would like for a father.” Allen threw his arms around Deborah, giving her a bear hug.
Deborah hugged him fiercely. Ashe noticed her shoulders trembling. He wanted to go to them, put his arms around Deborah and Allen and become a part of the love they shared. He wanted to tell them that he'd die to protect them.
Allen fell back into the bed, his eyes drooping as he yawned. “Since Ashe is too young for Mother, you could marry him. He'd make a pretty great brother-in-law.”
“I'll keep that in mind, but don't expect anything. Ashe is our friend, but he has a life in Atlanta. Once the trial is over and things gets back to normal, Ashe will be leaving.”
“I wish he would stay forever.” Allen yawned, then closed his eyes. “Don't you wish he'd stay forever?”
Deborah kissed Allen on the forehead, turned out the lamp on the bedside table and walked out of Allen's room, leaving the door partially open. She saw Ashe standing in the hallway, staring directly at her, the oddest expression on his face.
“You didn't answer him,” Ashe said. “Do you wish I'd stay forever?”
“Is anything forever, Ashe?” She walked toward him, then lowered her eyes and passed him, turning to go into her room.
Reaching out, Ashe grabbed her by the wrist. She halted. “I didn't use to think so. Now, I'm not so sure.”
Deborah pulled her wrist out of his loose grasp. “Let me know when you're sure, Ashe.” She went into her bedroom and closed the door.
C
OMPLETING THE JURY
selection had taken all morning, so Deborah had remained at work until noon, then gone home for lunch with her mother. Ashe had told her there was no need for her to make an appearance in court until she was called on to testify, but she had insisted on going.
Now she wished she hadn't. Local and state newspaper and television reporters swarmed around her like agitated bees, each person trying their best to zero in on the prosecution's eye witness. Ashe shielded her with his body, practically carrying her past the horde of reporters and crowd of spectators. She clung to her protector, closing her eyes against the sight of clamoring people, the din of voices rising higher and higher.
Seating her near the back of the courtroom, Ashe stood at her side, like a guardian angel wielding a flaming sword to keep danger at bay and the unwanted from trespassing on her private space. When Judge Williams entered the courtroom, Deborah stood, taking Ashe's hand in hers. She sought and found comfort in his presence. His power and strength nourished her own, helping her face what lay ahead.
There had been no question in her mind that she would attend this first day of Lon Sparks's trial. She thought it necessary to show the world, by her presence, that she would not be intimidated by Buck Stansell and his gang of hoodlums. Of course, none of them were in attendance. They would stay away, keeping up the pretense that they were not involved, when the whole county knew they were.
One by one, the prosecution called their witnesses. First, the
Leighton police, then Charlie Blaylock and two of his deputies. The day's proceedings moved along quickly, Deborah sitting tensely, Ashe at her side. At five o'clock, the court session ended, the judge announcing a recess until the following morning. Would they get to her that soon? Deborah wondered. Would the trial actually come to an end in a week's time? Unless the defense dragged things out, Deborah couldn't imagine the trial lasting much longer.
When Ashe touched her, she jumped. Standing, he offered her his hand. “I'll get you to the car as quickly as possible. Just stay right by my side. Don't look at or respond to the reporters.”
“Some of them kept watching me during the trial proceedings.” She accepted Ashe's assistance. “I saw them looking at me during the testimony. Especially when Jerry Don Lansdell told how I came running into the Leighton police station that day. The defense lawyer, that Mr. Prater, had Jerry Don practically admitting that I was too hysterical to know what I was talking about, that I was a raving lunatic.”
“Don't worry about it. The jurors aren't stupid. They saw through what Sparks's lawyer was trying to do.” Ashe slipped his arm around her. “When you're on the stand, you'll convince the jurors that you saw Lon Sparks murder Corey Looney. These people are not going to doubt your word, Deborah. You're a respected citizen with nothing to gain by lying.”
Deborah glanced at her diamond-studded wristwatch. “It's too late to make Allen's soccer game. It should be ending about now.”
“Then let's go home and let him tell us all about the game.” Ashe led Deborah out of the crowded courtroom.
In the hallway, the same horde of insistent reporters swarmed around her. Deborah squared her shoulders. Ashe kept her protected, holding her close to his side.
“Ms. Vaughn, are you disturbed by the defense's accusation that you were too traumatized by the murder you witnessed
to make a proper identification of the killer?” A lanky young reporter stuck a microphone into Deborah's face.
Ashe pierced the man with a sharp look, then shoved his way through the semicircle of inquisitors. They followed in hot pursuit. When Ashe and Deborah reached the stairs, he halted, turning around sharply.
“Ms. Vaughn has no comment, ladies and gentlemen, other than she will be in court to testify when called upon.”
Ashe hurried her down the stairs, the reporters following, bombarding them with questionsâeverything from “Is it true Ms. Vaughn's ten-year-old brother had been attacked by a stranger on the school playground?” to “Is she romantically involved with her bodyguard?”
By the time Ashe and Deborah made their way to her Cadillac, parked across the street in the adjacent parking lot, Deborah wanted to scream. How on earth did celebrities endure their every move being a media event?
Ashe drove the Caddy out of the parking lot and headed up Water Street, making a right turn onto Main Street. Laying her head against the back of the leather seat, Deborah closed her eyes and let out a deep breath. Her face would be spread across the morning newspapers and appear on the evening newscasts. Right then and there, she decided not to turn on the television or even look at the paper.
A train caught them before they entered Sheffield. Ashe shifted the car into Park and glanced at Deborah. She looked like she was ready to scream or cry, maybe both. If only she had taken his advice and not gone to court today. Maybe now she would wait until time for her testimony before returning. She was so damn stubborn, so determined to show him and the rest of the world what a strong woman she was.
“When is Allen's next soccer game?” he asked.
“What?” She opened her eyes. “Oh. Day after tomorrow.”
“If you're not on the witness stand, I think we should go to Allen's game.”
“I try to make it to as many of his games as I possibly can. Except when she was very sick, Mother's never missed one. She's Allen biggest supporter.”
“You haven't been worrying about Allen, have you?” Ashe noticed the last train car pass and the guard rails lifting. “I can assure you that Simon Roarke will guard him and your mother with his life. He's a good man, and highly trained.”
“I'm sure you're right.” Deborah rubbed her forehead with her fingertips. “But even good men who are highly trained can be taken out. No one, not even you, Ashe, is invincible.”
Shifting the gears into Drive, Ashe followed the line of backed-up traffic over the railroad tracks and up Montgomery Avenue. “It's all right, you know, if you want to cry or scream or hit something. I won't think you're weak if you do.”
“Thanks for your permission, but I don't need to do anything except get home and show my mother and myâ¦my brother that I'm fine.”
“Hey, they already know you're strong and capable and in control. You don't have to try to be a paragon for them. My God, Deborah, what are you trying to prove by this woman of steel routine? And to whom?”
To you, she wanted to scream. To you, Ashe McLaughlin. I want you to know that I'm not the same silly little girl who threw herself at your feet. I want you to see me for the woman I am now. The woman your rejection helped create. A woman in charge of her own life. A woman capable of caring for others, without any help from a man.
Ashe turned into the Vaughn driveway and saw Simon Roarke pulling Carol Vaughn's silver Mercedes in right beside them. He parked in the three-car garage behind the house. The moment Deborah emerged from her Cadillac, Allen, in his gold-and-blue soccer uniform, raced around the cars and directly toward Deborah and Ashe.
“We won. I scored the winning goal.” Allen jumped up and down in a boyish frenzy of triumph. “Tell them, Mr. Roarke.
Tell them, Mother. I was awesome, wasn't I? You should have been there.”
“Yes, I should have been,” Deborah said. “Ashe and I will be at Wednesday's game if I don't have to testify that day.”
Deborah caught the quick exchange of glances between Ashe and Simon Roarke. She wanted to ask them what was going on, but didn't dare in front of her mother and son. Besides, it might have meant nothing more than a coded recognition that all was well.
“Allen is quite an athlete,” Roarke said in his gravelly voice. “They wouldn't have won the game without him.”
“See. See.” Full of youthful exuberance, Allen bounced around in the driveway. “Boy, Ashe, I wish you could have seen me make that goal.”
A twinge of guilt tugged on Deborah's heartstrings. How was she going to handle Allen's growing dependency on Ashe? How would she be able to keep Ashe from disappointing their son? And that's the way she thought of Allenâas their son.
“Miss Carol should have videotaped it for us.” Ashe winked at Carol, who stood near the entrance to the side patio.
“Oh, I could never watch the game and videotape it at the same time. I get too excited at these games,” Carol said. “I'd end up dropping the videocamera and breaking it.”
“Hey, what's Mazie fixing for supper tonight?” Allen asked, running around the side of the garage, Roarke following him. “I'm starving.”
“Pork chops, I think,” Carol said, opening the gate to the side patio.
“I gotta go get Huckleberry out of the backyard now that we're home. I'll bet he's hungry, too.” Allen bounded out of sight, Roarke on his heels.
Ashe and Deborah followed Carol through the gate and onto the side patio. A cool evening breeze swirled around them. Carol shivered.
“I think autumn weather is here to stay,” she said.
“Yes, it seemsâ” Deborah said.
A loud scream pierced the evening stillness. Allen's scream!
“Allen!” Deborah cried, gripping Ashe by the sleeve, then breaking into a run.
Ashe grabbed her by the arm, stopping her. “You and Miss Carol go into the house and lock the patio door. I'll see what's wrong.”
Deborah nodded agreement, then led her mother inside, locking the door behind them. “Sit down in here and rest, Mother. I'll go see what's happened.”
Once she had seated her mother on the sofa, Deborah raced through the house, meeting Mazie coming down the stairs.
“What was that screaming all about?” Mazie asked. “It sounded like Allen.”
“It was,” Deborah said. “Go see about Mother. She's in the living room.”
Deborah rushed through the kitchen, flung open the back door and ran into the fenced backyard. Roarke stood facing Deborah, but his attention was riveted to the boy and man and dog on the ground. Deborah's heart stopped, her lungs filling with air as she sucked in a terrified breath.
Huckleberry lay on the ground, Allen on his knees beside him, trying to hug the big dog in his arms. Ashe hovered over Allen, his hand on Allen's shoulder as he talked in a low voice.
In the throes of a spasm, Huckleberry jerked. His spine arched, his head leaned backward, his legs twitched.
“Whatâwhat happened?” Deborah walked forward slowly.
“Looks like the dog's been poisoned,” Roarke said.
“He's vomited,” Ashe said, nodding toward the foul-smelling evidence. “If he has been poisoned, vomiting is a good sign. There's hope a vet might save him.”
Tears streamed down Allen's face. He glanced up at Deborah. “Why would anybody want to hurt Huckleberry?”
Why indeed? Ashe looked at Deborah and she knew. This was another warning from Buck Stansell.
“Come on, Allen.” Ashe pried the boy's arms from around his dog, lifting him to his feet. “Go inside and get a quilt to wrap Huckleberry in. He's still alive. If we hurry we might be able to help him.”
Allen nodded in numb silence, then flew through the open back door.
“Roarke, get the vet's phone number from Miss Carol and call and tell him to meet us.” Kneeling, Ashe hoisted the big, stiff-legged Lab into his arms. “Deborah, go get the car started. Allen and I will bring Huckleberry around.”
Deborah had the car ready when Allen opened the door and helped Ashe place Huckleberry on the backseat. Father and son leaped into the backseat beside the dog, Ashe pulling Allen onto his lap.
“Let's go,” he said.
Deborah drove like a madman, running several red lights as she flew down Second Street. She prayed that nothing would prevent them from making it to Dr. Carradine's Pet Hospital in Muscle Shoals. She heard Ashe talking to Allen, reassuring him without giving him false hope.
“Talk to Huckleberry, son. Tell him we're taking care of him. Tell him he's a fine dog.”
Tears gathered in Deborah's eyes. She swatted them away with the back of her left hand while she kept her right hand on the steering wheel. It was so unfair for this to happen to Huckleberry. He was an innocent animal, a child's pet. The rage inside her boiled. If she could have gotten her hands around Buck Stansell's neck, she didn't doubt that, at this precise moment, she had the strength to strangle the man.
When she swerved into Carradine's Pet Hospital, Dr. Carradine rushed out the front door and over to the car. Ashe got out, pulling Allen with him. Dr. Carradine leaned over inside the car.
“I'd say from the looks of Huckleberry that he has been poisoned. My guess is strychnine.” Dr. Carradine lifted
Huckleberry, straining himself in the process, his small, slender arms barely able to manage the dog's weight.
Ashe took Huckleberry from the vet the moment he emerged from the car.
“Bring him inside quickly. I'll anesthetize him. It'll stop the spasms.”
Deborah took Allen's hand and they followed Ashe into the veterinary clinic. When they entered the lobby, Ashe turned to Deborah.
“You and Allen stay out here.”
“No, I want to go with Huckleberry,” Allen cried.
“You can help Huckleberry by letting me take care of him,” Dr. Carradine said.
Allen clung to Deborah, tears pouring from his eyes, streaking his face, falling in huge drops from his nose and chin.
Ashe laid the big Lab on the examining table. Huckleberry panted wildly, then went into another spasm. Ashe watched while the doctor filled a syringe and plunged it deep into the dog's body. Poor animal. The veterinarian refilled the syringe and administered a second injection.
“What now?” Ashe wondered if there was any hope of saving Allen's pet.
“Wait and pray,” Dr. Carradine said. “I've given him enough anesthesia to put him in a deep sleep. If we can keep him this way, he has a slight chance of pulling through. But I have to be honest with you. It doesn't look good.”